Confession 99 Times, Gao Leng's School Girl's Persona Collapsed

To Qin Luo:

When you read this letter, I have probably already arrived in the imperial capital.

Since I was very young, I always thought that I was a person who pursued perfection in everything.

In fact, I have been practicing this since I was a child.

I used to think that I would grow up slowly according to the established route, and finally marry a person who has no emotional experience like me.

Maybe we don't love each other, but for "life", this is the best choice in my life, and it is also an established "perfect"

But until I met you, I didn't know that some imperfect things are not so difficult to accept, and I began to try to break my "perfection".

At least, if that "imperfection" is you, then I will be happy, and even feel that it is also a kind of perfection.

I'm sorry, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye this time.

The departure this time is for a better encounter next time.

People can't choose their own origin, and under some yearning-for prosperity, what is hidden may also be involuntary.

I will use my ability to handle everything well. When the time comes, let's swim together to enjoy the moon and sing poems together, okay?

Jia Ting greeted her personally.

In the taxi, Qin Luo silently looked at the first letter in his hand.

This is a personal letter from Jia Ting. In today's society with highly developed network technology, there are very few people who can write letters by hand.

But Jia Ting's behavior did not surprise Qin Luo at all, because she is a girl full of literary and artistic atmosphere.

Things like putting emotions and thoughts on letter paper are really in line with her character.

During the time spent with her, Qin Luo often thought, if she was born in ancient times, she must be the daughter of a wealthy family, right?

Now that I think about it comprehensively, even though she was born in modern times, she still seems to have the status of "Miss Qianjin".

There are rows of elegant words written on this clean letter paper, the handwriting is beautiful and clear, just looking at it will make people feel pleasing to the eye.

However, for Qin Luo, no matter how elegant these words are, they cannot soothe his heart.

The trauma he suffered that night cannot be resolved by such a few short lines.

The meaning expressed in Jia Ting's letter is very simple. Although she didn't write it clearly, Qin Luo can understand her meaning.

She was born in an extraordinary family, and because of this background, she has no choice but to choose her future life.

The appearance of Qin Luo made her determined to go back to the imperial capital to solve this problem.

She has always been a girl who pursues perfection and is self-reliant, so she didn't bring things up to Qin Luo, nor did she choose to rely on Qin Luo for help, "but she wanted to solve this matter by her own ability.

Perhaps she herself felt that this was also a way to express her heart. She firmly wanted to be with Qin Luo, and for this reason she also made up her mind to resist fate.

But she never thought that such an approach would be cruel to Qin Luo.

Isn't it true that lovers should rely on each other and help each other?

Perhaps in her heart, Qin Luo is just a lover who can put their hearts on each other, not an object who can support and advance together.

After all, she felt that Qin Luo could not help her.

This made Qin Luo feel depressed again. While looking at the letter paper, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he opened the second envelope.

Inside is a very familiar painting, the background of the painting is on the plane, Sleeping Beauty is asleep on the chair, holding the two corners of the blanket with a pair of big hands, making a gesture of covering her with a blanket.

Luo could tell at a glance that the row was drawn by himself, most likely it was drawn by Jia Ting herself.

It's just that I don't know what kind of mood she was in when she drew this picture, and when she stuffed this picture into the letter paper and left it for him, what was she thinking about writing?

Looking at the letter paper and drawing paper, Qin Luo felt dejected, and his mood seemed to be extremely depressed.

Sitting aside, Wang Chen didn't look at the content on the letter paper and paintings, but he noticed the change in Qin Luo's expression.

He hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help asking: "Brother Luo, are you okay?"

Qin Luo shook his head, and suddenly asked: "Wang Chen, do you think I'm usually too salty?"

Wang Chen was stunned for a moment: "Is there any? I think it's okay."

A group of Han on the side said: "I think it's quite salty."

"It's not quite salty fish, it's salty fish."

Li Xuan pushed his glasses and said: "We are both juniors this year, and we have known each other for more than two years. We have never known that you are so awesome, you can dunk, write songs, and play guitar and piano.

"Let's not talk about other people of the same age. If it were me, if I had so many awesome skills, I would have already turned my nose up. I would feel sorry for myself if I didn't change to ten or eight girls in a month."

"Look at you again. You have been quiet for more than two years. The only impressive thing is that you have confessed to Ji Yan ninety-nine times. If it weren't for her, we wouldn't even know you So awesome."

"In this way, tell me, you are not a salted fish, who is a salted fish?"

He seemed to have held back his words for a long time, and the other three who spoke were stunned.

Wang Chen said in a daze: "I'm afraid your rant is a bit sharp."

Han Yiqun gave a thumbs up: "Transparent."

Qin Luo was dumbfounded, finally sighed softly, and said: "You are right, I am too salty, so some things can not be blamed on her, but on me for not giving her enough sense of security .

The other three looked at each other.

They knew that the "she" in Qin Luo's mouth did not refer to Ji Yan, and they didn't know what happened between them. Although they were curious, they didn't ask any questions.

When they arrived at the restaurant, the four of them found a small private room. After ordering food and wine, they ate and drank a lot, talked about the past, and told each other interesting things that happened during the summer vacation.

After drinking for three rounds, Qin Luo slowly said: "During the summer vacation, Jia Ting and I were together. This morning...no, last night, we just broke up."

The original laughter in the room came to an abrupt end, and the eyes of the other three people widened slightly, showing enough surprise at Qin Luo's words.

However, the shock was shocking, they were not particularly surprised, and even thought it was quite normal.

There is no doubt that Jia Ting is also the goddess in the minds of countless people in school.

Aside from her beautiful appearance and refined temperament, her own personality is also very admirable. She works in the school and in the student union. I don't know how many boys fall in love with her openly and secretly.

Some people simply like her appearance and temperament, some are attracted by her unique personal charm, and some people often see her running in the morning on the playground and are attracted by her self-discipline and self-improvement.

Although Jia Ting is much more easy-going than Ji Yan, the flower of Gaoling, she is still a sacred and inviolable goddess in the eyes of many male students.

A group of Han and the others never thought about such a beautiful woman, and they even thought that ordinary people were not good enough for Jia Ting.

But if that person is Qin Luo, they take it for granted.

Even though this roommate I have known for more than two years has always been a salty fish, but the personal charm he has shown recently has already surpassed the level of ordinary students

The pairing of him and Jia Ting will not only make people feel uncoordinated, but will make people feel "it should be so".

It's just that they are also very curious, how did the two of them get together? Why did they suddenly break up now?

The three big men straightened their backs silently, assuming a posture of listening carefully.

Qin Luo didn't make a fool of himself, and briefly talked about some short stories that happened between the two of them, such as coincidentally boarding the same plane back to the imperial capital, meeting each other in his own small county town, and then visiting the comic exhibition together in the imperial capital, and We came together naturally, and spent a month like glue. ……

After hearing the whole story, the three of them thought it was a sweet love story.

This story started on the plane, continued to write a new chapter in Qin Luo's hometown, and finally sublimated in the imperial capital.

Everything developed very naturally and logically, but why did it end in tragedy in the end?

They couldn't figure out why Jia Ting broke up with Qin Luo. Although they had guesses in their hearts, they felt that Jia Ting might have a relationship with Ji Yan, so they didn't want to continue with Qin Luo, for fear that getting along with Ji Yan would be awkward in the future. .

But when I think about it carefully, I feel that this is very unreasonable.

Although they hardly had any contact with Jia Ting, their intuition told them that Jia Ting was not a girl who would care about such things.

What's more, if she already had scruples, then just don't let the story begin, why must she find the guilt herself?

The reason for their breakup must be more complicated than the previous one between Qin Luo and Ji Yan.

It's just that Qin Luo didn't say anything, so they didn't ask any more questions.

They quietly listened to Qin Luo's short story with Jia Ting, and watched him pour himself a drink while talking.

When he came to his senses, the story was over, and Qin Luo actually drank a bottle of white wine by himself.

Seeing Qin Luo drank another glass in one breath, Han Yiqun was taken aback, and quickly snatched the bottle away, saying, "Are you crazy? Do you want to drink so much for your body~?"

Qin Luo shook his head: "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"It's all right, you just drank a catty by yourself. I know you can drink well, but no matter how good you drink, you can't do this," Han said with a worried look on his face.

"Isn't there still you, if I drink too much, you will carry me back."

Qin Luo sneered, and after a brief silence, that tired smile turned bitter again: "It's too tiring to fall in love, really too tiring."

The other three were dumb for a while, and finally pursed their lips, but still didn't say anything.

A group of Han silently opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Qin Luo, saying: "Drink, let's drink for a day today. It's still a long time, but we can't stand it if we only drink white wine. I guess we have to get down before you." , so it’s better to drink some beer first.”

Qin Luo nodded with a smile, took the wine bottle and touched the three roommates, and wiped it out.

After putting down the wine bottle, none of them spoke, and the atmosphere in the private room suddenly became a little gloomy.

Several people didn't like this kind of atmosphere very much, and they were eager to break the embarrassment.

Suddenly, Li Xuan smacked his lips, put on a smug gesture, and said slowly: "Brothers, I will treat you after I finish drinking in a while, let's go and spend on impulse."

The rest of the people immediately looked at him, and curled their lips at the same time, obviously taking what he said as fart.

Li Xuan immediately became unhappy, and shouted: "What kind of expression do you guys have? You look down on me, don't you? Let me tell you that Sheng is rich!"

A group of Han asked casually: "Really? How rich is it?"

"Heh, you may not believe me when I tell you," Li Xuan raised five fingers and said, "This is the number."

A group of Han asked: "Five thousand?"

Li Xuan sneered and didn't speak.

A group of Han asked again: "Fifty thousand?"

Then Li Xuan smiled triumphantly, the corner of his mouth almost grinning

root up.

The rest of the people looked at him in surprise, and they all looked a little surprised.

Although everyone usually brags, but Li Xuan is obviously not bragging now.

Having said that, the fact that he earned fifty thousand is really surprising. How did he earn fifty thousand for a guy who usually doesn't look like a mountain?

Li Xuan didn't let it go, and said cheerfully: "During the summer vacation, I invested the money I saved in the past two years in the stock market and made a small profit."

As a student of the Finance Department of the University of Finance and Economics, everyone has some understanding of stock trading, but due to various scruples, not many people really put it into practice, or they only dare to trade stocks.

Phoenix simulator to practice.

People like Han Yiyi, Wang Chen, and Li Xuan have the idea of ​​stock trading every day, but they didn't expect Li Xuan to operate it quietly and make a fortune.

Han Yiyi stared: "Damn, this is really a knife stabbing the ass, which opened my eyes.

Wang Chen also clicked his tongue and said: "This wave, this wave is a little sparrow pecking at the cow's back, and the sparrow eats the cow."

"...

After all that could be said had been said, Qin Luo and the others silently cupped their hands.

Then Wang Chen and Han Yiyi scolded Li Xuan for making a fortune in silence, and then yelled that he must treat him.

Li Xuan waved his hand, and said coquettishly: "I must treat you, let's take a shower and have a massage later, and go straight to the bar at night. I will arrange the whole process, and whoever snatches me will be in a hurry!"

In a few words, the atmosphere in the box became cheerful again.

Everyone exchanged cups and chatted, and when they were almost done drinking, they went straight to a nearby bathing center.

Imperial Airport.

A plane from Shanghai slowly landed. Jia Mingyi, dressed in simple clothes, stood at the airport pick-up gate, looking inside calmly, waiting for his niece.

However, when batch after batch of passengers left with their luggage, Jia Mingyi never saw his niece.

Finally, he couldn't bear it and found the staff at the airport, trying to find a way to find out the list of first-class passengers.

Among them, Jia Ting's name was impressively listed, but the details of the ride said - did not ride.

Jia Mingyi frowned fiercely, took out his mobile phone and called Jia Ting, but the reply he got was "The phone you dialed has been turned off".

So he made another call, and after the call was connected, he asked, "Where did Tingting go?"

There was silence on the other side of the phone, and then Ye Zhiqiu's dignified voice came: "You didn't hear her?"

"No, she never came out of the airport."

"Could it be that she hasn't gone out yet? She was not in a good condition when she boarded the plane, and she may not want to go back.

"I just checked the details of the first-class flight, and I'm pretty sure she didn't take this plane, she's still in Shanghai!"

Jia Mingyi's voice was deep and deep, revealing an obvious heaviness.

Ye Zhiqiu on the other side of the phone was also speechless for a long time, and finally said softly: "I personally sent her to the waiting room... Forget it, I'll go find her.

"Is it because of Qin Luo?" Jia Mingyi asked suddenly.

For some reason, when this name was mentioned, Ye Zhiqiu suddenly chuckled, and said: "This kid is much more powerful than I imagined. If Jia Ting stays because of him, I'd rather

It is not surprising at all. "

Jia Mingyi asked, "What happened?"

Ye Zhiqiu was also unambiguous, telling about Qin Luo's relentless pursuit last night and today's traffic jam.

After Jia Mingyi heard this, he was in a complicated mood and was speechless for a long time. Finally, he sighed softly and said, "Find her as soon as possible. If she doesn't come back... my brother will be very angry." "

"I see."

Ye Zhiqiu's soft response came from the phone first, and then he was busy after hanging up.

Jia Mingyi looked at the phone silently for a while, then turned and left, and returned to Jia's villa in his Audi.

In the spacious living room, Jia Ting's mother is weaving a scarf.

She was wearing a white dress, sitting on the sofa, her elegant and demure appearance made people think of Jia Ting twenty years later.

Jia Mingzhong, on the other hand, was drinking tea while reading the newspaper. When he heard the voice, he raised his head and glanced, then frowned and asked, "Where's Tingting?"

Jia Mingyi shook his head: "I'm afraid he hasn't come back yet."

Jia Mu, who was knitting a scarf, raised her head, and then continued to knit the scarf with her head lowered, but her original skillful movements suddenly became sluggish.

Jia Mingzhong put down the teacup and newspaper in silence, then got up and walked to the study.

He didn't speak, but Jia Mingyi already understood what he meant, and followed him to the study.

The two sat opposite each other in the study, Jia Mingzhong's eyes were calm, but his words hit the nail on the head: "It must be because of that child."

Jia Mingyi hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

Unexpectedly, he heard his eldest brother chuckle.

Jia Mingyi showed surprise on his face, and subconsciously looked at his elder brother, and found that the usually serious elder brother now had a smile on his lips.

This made Jia Mingyi a little confused about his elder brother's inner thoughts...or, in other words, he had never really seen his elder brother through his years of struggling in the officialdom.

His city mansion is not something that ordinary people can spy on. Even the family members who have been with him for decades cannot fully guess his inner thoughts.

"Brother..." Jia Mingyi hesitated to speak, but didn't know what to say.

He thought Jia Mingzhong would be very angry, but Jia Mingzhong's reaction now made him unable to understand.

Jia Mingzhong didn't explain anything, but slowly said in a voice with a hint of a smile: "Tingting has been an obedient child since she was a child, and she has never disobeyed the requirements of adults.

Although he had a grudge against this marriage, he never thought of rejecting it. "

"Of course, maybe she thought about rebelling, but her character and upbringing have been suppressing her rebellious psychology, because she knows very well that this seems to be arranged.

Everything, for many people, is actually the best arrangement. "

Speaking of this, Jia Mingzhong's voice suddenly paused, and he added: "Yes, this is the best arrangement for everyone...except for herself.

Jia Mingyi on the opposite side was silent for a long time, and then he said with complicated emotions: "Tingting has always respected you, and it is precisely because she understands your feelings that she has always respected you.

Just accept it, what happened this time was an accident that no one had ever thought of, so I vowed not to live with her.

Jia Mingzhong chuckled and asked back, "Angry? Why should I be angry?"

Jia Mingyi opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, and looked at his elder brother in a daze.

Jia Mingzhong said with a smile: "She will do such a thing. To be honest, I am not only not angry, but even a little happy. Because of this, I finally found a little bit of fatherhood."

Feel. "

In Jia Mingzhong's words, there was a sourness that ordinary people could hardly understand, and there was even a hint of self-deprecation in the smile on the corner of his mouth.

Jia Mingyi tried to break the delicate atmosphere, and casually made a joke: When she called you Yin, you didn't feel like a father anymore?"

"Different."

Jia Mingzhong shook his head, and took a meaningful look at Jia Mingyi: "Have you ever met any father and daughter who say thank you to each other when they get along?"

Jia Mingyi was speechless for a while, no sound came out of his bitter throat.

The eldest brother's official career is on the rise, the eldest brother's wife is gentle and virtuous, and the eldest brother's daughter is smart and intelligent.

This is a seemingly happy and peaceful family on the surface, but hidden under that tranquility is a deformed living atmosphere.

The atmosphere in the study became heavy, neither of the brothers were talking, allowing the heavy atmosphere to become more and more solidified.

Suddenly, Jia Mingzhong said: "`||Tell me about that child."

Jia Mingyi naturally knew who the "that child" the eldest brother was referring to, so he began to tell everything he knew about Qin Luo, including Ye Zhiqiu and Qin Luo today.

The things he said.

Jia Mingzhong listened quietly, he remained expressionless until he heard that Qin Luo was chasing Ye Zhiqiu's car yesterday, and today he spent all his money to create a large-scale traffic jam

After what happened, there was finally a reaction.

I saw him slightly raised his eyebrows, even the corners of his mouth, and said with a half-smile: "Qin Muzhi has given birth to a good son, and he showed his true colors at the age of twenty [Future...

return date.

Jia Mingyi's eyes lit up, but he didn't say anything, just staring fixedly at the elder brother in front of him.

He knew that what the eldest brother said was not a simple compliment, but a decision made in his heart.

Sure enough, he quickly stood up and walked out of the study step by step.

He didn't want to leave because he had something to do, but he went up the stairs and walked up the stairs.

In this villa, during the day, everyone will only be active on the first floor, and the only one who stays upstairs is the old man.

Jia Mingzhong came to the third floor step by step, finally stopped at the door of the innermost room, and knocked on the door.

"Enter."

When the old man's deep voice came from the room, Jia Mingzhong pushed open the door and entered, calling out: "Dad."

The old man leaned against the head of the bed, facing the window with his wrinkled old face, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jia Mingzhong said bluntly: "Tingting didn't come back."

Hearing this, the old man turned around, his eyes widened slightly, and there was a hint of anger in his voice: "Nonsense! What does she say when she is alone in the devil? Why don't you call me?"

she's back?"

The old man has always been the pillar of the family. He participated in the war and was killed from the mountain of corpses and blood. He developed an evil spirit that ordinary people can't imagine.

Angry can scare the four Jia Mingzhong brothers, their legs are weak and trembling.

Although he is old now, he is still full of momentum when he is angry.

But even so, Jia Mingzhong still looked directly into the old man's eyes.

He didn't answer the old man's words, but asked instead: "Is the relationship with the Ye family really that important?"

The old man narrowed his eyes: "What do you mean?"

"Literally, please answer my question, Dad," Jia Mingzhong said neither humble nor overbearing.

The old man stared at Jia Mingzhong quietly for a while, then looked away, and said in a deep voice: "I participated in the war and supported each other with Lao Ye. If it weren't for him, I'm afraid I would have died sooner or later."

died on the battlefield. "

"Later, in the era of peace, we each formed a family and still supported each other. This is how the Jia family and the Ye family are today. We also made an agreement with each other to continue to support each other.

Let the two families prosper and develop together. "

"However, although the two of us have had a lifelong friendship, our descendants don't know how deep our friendship is. After all, our two families have no relatives,

Without blood relationship, the friendship of the older generation will eventually become weaker and weaker with the passage of time. "

"So, marriage has become the best way. You can say that my old man is old-fashioned and decadent, but this is also the wisdom of our ancestors for thousands of years. In order to keep our two families together

Prosperity continues, this is a necessary means. "

Jia Mingzhong listened quietly to what the old man said, thinking in his heart, if he remembered correctly, the old man hadn't talked so much to him for many years.

Since his body became weaker and weaker, he stayed in the house and looked out the window all day, as if remembering the glorious years of the year, and also

Only when Jia Ting was by his side would the old man smile and say a few more words.

People say that when a person's temperament becomes different from before, that is a feeling in his heart, knowing that his death is not far away.

Jia Mingzhong doesn't know how long the old man can live, but he is willing to talk to himself so much and explain things so clearly, to a certain extent, this (good) is also a

a heavy expression.

After a brief silence, Jia Mingzhong said: "The Ye family is in business. Since ancient times, the government and the business have been at odds. If this continues, we will only have our hands tied."

"Short-sightedness," the old man snorted coldly: "Since ancient times, officials and businessmen have not separated. If you want to seek better development, it is necessary to combine with the Ye family.

How can I ignore the Ye family unkindly now that he has passed away?"

"Don't forget the names of your four brothers, hey!"

The old man's tone became more serious, but it didn't make Jia Mingzhong look timid, his voice was still neither humble nor overbearing: "The Jia family has four of us brothers enough, there is no need to take this responsibility

The pressure is on the younger generation again, isn't Tingting your favorite granddaughter?"

"It is precisely because she is my favorite granddaughter that I want to find the best home for her!"

"But she doesn't like Ye Ziming, she has someone she likes."

"Heh, what do you compare a brat who doesn't know the details with the kid from the Ye family? You can develop feelings slowly. Tingting is a smart kid, and she will understand how our older generation

good intentions. "

After saying these words, the old man coughed violently twice, then waved his hands and said: "I'm tired, you go out, don't mention this matter again, let Tingting come back immediately, she and

Ziming's marriage can be put on the agenda.

The four brothers of the Jia family have always obeyed the old man's words very much. Normally, when the old man waved his hand, Jia Mingzhong would leave without saying a word.

But this time was different, he didn't intend to leave at all, but just stared at the old man intently.

There seemed to be some kind of determination in those deep eyes.

The old man frowned: "Mingzhong, what do you want to say?"

Jia Mingzhong said calmly: "I don't want the tragedy that happened to me back then to happen to Tingting again. She is my only daughter, but I have never been a qualified

Father, at least, this time I want her to feel that I am a competent father. "

The old man stared at him immediately: "What do you mean? You can't go against my decision? I'm not dead yet! I still have the final say in the Jia family!"

Jia Mingzhong said neither humble nor overbearing: "You are the person I respect the most. Even if you are old and frail, my respect for you has never diminished by half, but on this matter, I will not give in.

"you...……"

The old man's face changed for a while, he seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't reprimand, but said in a deep voice: "This will break the two families, even if there is no strong wind on the surface

Rain, but it also falls apart in the dark, you understand?"

Jia Mingzhong shook his head: "I won't let things develop to that point."

The old man asked, "Then what are you going to do?"

Jia Mingzhong said slowly: "It's very simple, let the younger generation solve their own affairs.

The old man didn't say anything more, he just took a deep look at him, waved his hand at last, and said: "From childhood to adulthood, among the four of you brothers, you have always been the one I like the most.

Well, I have high hopes for you... Go ahead and do as you say. "

While talking, the old man let out a long sigh, looked out the window and said to himself, "I'm old, I'm old..."

"I'm sorry, Dad," Jia Mingzhong bowed deeply to the old man [then turned and left.

This chapter has 9,000 words, which is almost equivalent to the daily update of the main collection of ordinary authors.

Tomorrow it will be resumed twice a day, with 7,000 words per chapter as a base, even Jesus can’t stop me, what I’m talking about!.