Confession 99 Times, Gao Leng's School Girl's Persona Collapsed

Under the tapping of the fingers, the keys rise and fall rhythmically, making the notes continuous into pieces.

Accompanied by this mournful movement, Qin Luo moved his lips slightly and sang.

"I want to use the wings of an angel to catch the rainbow in the clouds, and it will always dissipate when it is about to be touched..."

It is different from the usual feeling of speaking, when he sings, he gives people a feeling that the noise is very ethereal.

But the lyrics he sang added a touch of melancholy to the ethereal singing, combined with the mournful movement, it affected the emotions of many people present.

Han Yiyi, Li Xuan, and Wang Chen had already chosen their seats in the audience. Not only could they clearly see Qin Luo's performance here, but they could also clearly see Ji Yan who didn't choose a seat.

They originally wanted to record Ji Yan's reaction when Qin Luo was performing, and when the two of them were together later, this video could be used as a souvenir.

But the facts tell them that plans will never keep up with changes.

The moment the singing sounded, Han Yiqun's mobile phone froze in his hands, Li Xuan stared at Qin Luo on the stage dumbfounded, and Wang Chen clenched his fists involuntarily.

Having been with Qin Luo for two years, they dare not say that they know Qin Luo very well, but they also know that this roommate who is always gentle, elegant, indifferent and free-spirited on weekdays has never been so sad as he is now.

The sadness flowed into the keys with his fingertips, and spread with his singing, making them feel sad involuntarily.

"The illusion lasts forever, but in fact there is nothing..."

The moment the second verse was sung, people suddenly understood.

They couldn't help but think of what Qin Luo said when he first came to the stage.

The "rainbow" in his mouth appeared in the lyrics again at this time.

It turns out that this song is an expansion of what he said, or in other words, Qin Luo is using this song because everyone tells a story.

As he said before, the rainbow is far away in the clouds, unreachable and impossible to grasp.

But he just didn't believe it, so he kept getting closer and closer.

Finally one day, he found that the rainbow no longer seemed so far away.

As if in response, it began to approach Qin Luo proactively, closing the distance between them bit by bit.

But just when Qin Luo thought he was about to touch it, he realized that it was just an illusion like flowers in a mirror and moon in water.

What he thought lasted forever, but in fact he had nothing at all.

Qin Luo lightly flicked his ten fingers and landed on the keys hard, making the already sad movement even more sad.

Correspondingly, his singing became louder and clearer, like a continuous drizzle becoming pouring down, or like a thunderclap exploding in the sky.

"Fairy tales say that there will be a rainbow after the rain, but they never said that it will also disappear in an instant. I want to hold the splendor tightly in my hand, but suddenly realize that...you have... ..."

Linglong stared blankly at the man playing the mournful movement on the stage, feeling so stupid and naive.

At the beginning, she was still thinking, a student, or a non-music major, even if he integrates feelings into the music and lyrics, how good a song can he make?

At best, I love you, do you love me?

In middle school, Linglong was liked by many boys because of her outstanding looks. One of them wrote a song in pursuit of her, and even went to the broadcasting room to release it.

But that song was nothing at all, even Linglong, who was not very sensitive to music at that time, could tell that it was just a shoddy song.

From Linglong's point of view, Qin Luo's situation is very similar to that boy's. He made a song for the girl he likes. people to compare.

But after hearing this song, she realized that she was wrong, and she was wrong too much.

As a singer, her intuition told her that this would be a golden song, a golden song that would appear on the list once it was released.

Surprised, followed by surprises, Linglong excitedly grabbed Jiang Zhitao's hand and said, "Sister Taozi, sister Taozi, did he really compose this song himself? If so, that would be amazing ! We must find a way to sign into the company!"

What she said was also what she thought Jiang Zhitao came here for.

Because Jiang Zhitao said, he just wanted to see how this boy's work was, and if he had good potential, he would join Rainbow Entertainment.

Linglong thought that Jiang Zhitao would be as happy as herself, but what she didn't expect was that Jiang "Sanqisan" Zhitao didn't show any joy at all.

She didn't even pay attention to Linglong, she just stared at the figure on the stage with fascination.

Under the cover of the magic crystal, Linglong couldn't see Jiang Zhitao's expression clearly. She thought that Jiang Zhitao was also surprised by the excellence of this song, and was about to say something, but suddenly froze.

Because she saw a trail of tears falling from under Jiang Zhitao's sunglasses, leaving a shallow mark on the corner of Jiang Zhitao's mouth.

"Sister Taozi, you...are you crying?" Linglong Guoguo asked.

Jiang Zhitao came back to her senses a little bit, and she wiped away the light tears on her face, with a forced smile on the corner of her mouth.

She wanted to say something casually to make Linglong ignore it, but she couldn't speak.

An extremely sad emotion accumulated in her chest, which made her feel extremely sad, and even had difficulty breathing.

The continuous piece of mournful movement becomes soothing in Qin Luo's tortuous and gentle playing.

The downpour and thunder just now seemed to be just an illusion, but it turned into a drizzle in a blink of an eye.

"Standing in the endless world of mortals, looking up at the sky where you used to be, and when you got it, it was lost in a blink of an eye..."

He sang softly, as if telling a little story.

People are also listening quietly, acting as qualified listeners.

Some people say that different people will have different feelings when appreciating a work.

But the magic is that at this moment, everyone listening to this song has only one feeling.

That is sadness, like rain, continuous sadness.

Hao Meng looked at Qin Luo in a daze, and the mournful movement passed into her ears, as if carrying some kind of magical power, it turned into a substantial sadness and enveloped her heart.

From childhood to adulthood, she has lived in a carefree environment, never tasted the bitterness of life, let alone the bitterness of love.

But under the influence of this song, she seemed to be able to understand Qin Luo's inner feelings, which made her feel tight in her chest and felt a little out of breath for a while.

"Mengmeng, are you okay?" Her father noticed something was wrong with her and expressed his concern aloud.

Hao Meng shook her head, and replied in a dazed way: "I'm fine, I'm just... just... a little sad."

Father nodded and sighed: "The song is good, and the tune is also good, but the expression seems to be a bit...well, it's embarrassing."

As an elder, he already clearly felt what Qin Luo wanted to express.

When he came on stage, Qin Luo said that this is a song for the girl he likes.

Most people think, "This song will be ten love songs that express admiration and express love.

But when this song was sung, people discovered that what this song expressed was love and parting.

Hao Meng's mother also felt these things. As a woman, although she is middle-aged, she is still emotional.

This song also infected her, causing deep sadness to emerge in her heart.

She wanted to say something, and she echoed it, praising the boy on the stage.

But just as she was about to speak, she discovered that Shi Yulu beside her was actually crying.

Hao Meng's mother quickly asked: "Lulu, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Is there something wrong?"

But Shi Yulu didn't answer, as if she didn't hear anything, she let the sad emotions rage in her heart, and let her cute baby face be covered with tears.

In this sad-drenched auditorium, she is one of the people who can most empathize with Qin Luo's feelings at this time.

The reason is simple, because she has seen Qin Luo playing and singing "Allure with a Smile" before.

At that time, he was holding a guitar in his arms, his movements were gentle, his eyes were downcast, and he had a tender smile on his face.

When he sang softly, it was as if he was whispering softly to his lover, and when he moved the strings, it was as if he was stroking his lover's long hair.

Every line of the lyrics he sang at that time seemed to be saying "I love you" to the person he loved in his heart.

That song should have been sung today, making everyone feel the sweet breath of love.

Instead of letting sadness flow upstream like it is now.

"What is eternity, it cannot be complete

As Qin Luo sang, he accelerated the frequency of his playing. As soon as the rhythm changed, the continuous drizzle seemed to pour down again, and the thunder flashed in the dark clouds, like a person crying silently.

Shi Yulu finally could no longer restrain her sadness, and let the tears overflow her eyes.

"It shouldn't be like this...it shouldn't be this song...it shouldn't be..."

Shi Yulu said while crying, as if it was difficult to control her emotions.

Hao Meng's parents were in a hurry to comfort her, they couldn't figure it out, it was just a song, how did the little girl become like this?

Jia Ting sat on the side, her eyes fixed on Qin Luo slightly blurred.

She suddenly remembered the day she met Qin Luo by chance.

When they were sitting at the door of the infirmary, Jia Ting once asked him: Do you still like Ji Yan?

Qin Luo replied without hesitation: I don't like it anymore.

Jia Ting felt at the time that Qin Luo was lying. She had no proof, just a simple intuition.

Later, the two of them came together under Ji Yan's initiative, and Jia Ting was not surprised by this.

Watching the relationship between the two gradually heat up, leaving a companion figure in every corner of the campus, Jia Ting also felt that she should be happy for the two good friends.

But listening to Qin Luo's song at this time, she realized that everything seemed to be an illusion that would dissipate just like the lyrics he sang.

I don't know what emotion drove her, so she came to Ji Yan, and asked with a cold expression: "Why?"

On the stage, the sad music continued into pieces again, and Qin Luo's singing became high-pitched, as if he wanted to cover the heavy rain and the thunder so that everyone could hear his inner mourning.

"I see hope shining among the rainbows, the light condenses on your and my sky, no longer ask why you can't stay, smile and see... the love... emerge..."

"Why on earth!"

As if in response to Qin Luo's singing, Jia Ting raised her tone and asked again.

But Ji Yan seemed to be a body that had lost its soul, and did not make any response.

She just stared blankly at the figure on the stage, feeling the words of the lyrics that turned into sharp arrows, stabbing her heart, making her gradually lose her mind in confusion and sadness

Gradually, her out-of-focus pupils became moist and blurred.

Ji Yan subconsciously raised his hand to touch his face, only to realize that he had shed a lot of tears unknowingly.

"Yeah...why...why..."

She muttered to herself, as if she was answering Jia Ting, or asking Qin Luo.

Why on earth...why did you sing such a song...."

Her voice was intermittent, with a strong crying voice, that school girl who was as cold and proud as a snow lotus in the eyes of many students, was crying so hard at this moment.

Zhang Ru on the side saw all this, she wanted to scold Ji Yan for not being up to date, but she cried like this just because of a song, but she couldn't bear to scold, so she just

So that he could hug Ji Yan in his arms and comfort him softly.

"Good girl, don't cry, mom is here, mom is here..."

Ji Yan let her hug him, his eyes blurred by tears remained fixed on the stage.

Suddenly, she gasped twice as if she was having difficulty breathing, and said with a painful face: "Mom, my guest...

Zhang Ru was taken aback, and quickly asked, "What's the matter, Ji Yan? Where does it hurt? Is it a stomachache?"

Ji Yan shook her head, she clutched her chest tightly, raised her tear-stained face, and cried, "My chest hurts so much."

Zhang Ru was completely panicked. She looked at Ji Yan dully, and suddenly realized that she seemed to have never really understood her favorite daughter.

He kept saying that it was for the good of his daughter, to protect her, and to keep her away from harm.

But now, when the person who is regarded as a thorn in the side expresses his willingness to give up with a song, the daughter's reaction is greater than her imagination.

She was angry and anxious, but didn't know what to do, so she could only hold Ji Yan tightly, and looked at Qin Luo on the stage with complicated eyes, hoping that he would notice the situation here,

Come down quickly to comfort your daughter.

However, Qin Luo never looked over here.

From the moment he stepped on the stage, from the beginning to the end, he lowered his eyes, as if he immersed himself in the music.

I don't know from which passage to sing, and the bits and pieces of Ji Yan can start to emerge in his mind.

It started more than three months ago when he met Ji Yan for the first time, and was deeply attracted by that cold and proud girl.

Afterwards, he launched an offensive without hesitation, and bravely confessed to the girl.

If you can't do it once, you can do it twice, and if you can't do it twice, you can do it three times.

Even if the local people's rejection became more indifferent every time, he never gave up. No matter it was windy or rainy, he would stand in front of the girls' dormitory building, raise his head and shout: Ji Yan, I like KR!

At this time, he only wanted to catch that rainbow.

Step by step, he climbed up, and without knowing it, he took nine thousand and nine steps.

At this time, Rainbow began to lean closer, that sudden kiss seemed to be a response to those ninety-nine climbs.

They dated together, drank milk tea, watched movies, had dinner, read books together in the library, and walked together on the tree-lined paths of the campus, talking and laughing, becoming everyone's dream

A natural couple.

He originally thought that this would be the best result, but when he felt that he had grasped the rainbow, a loud thunder exploded, dyeing the tone of his inner world gray and white

light.

In the pouring rain, he stood by the trash can, looking at the filthy sculpture of the little girl who had been shattered and stained by the rain.

It was difficult for him to describe his mood at that time, but he felt that his breathing was stagnant, and even his strong body seemed to have lost its breath.

In the auditorium, he smiled and listened to her mother asking: Are you boyfriend and girlfriend?

Listening to her deny without hesitation: Of course not!

His smile remained the same, and he seemed to be oblivious to everything and didn't care.

The ten slender fingers danced on the keys, and the mournful movement formed was like a storm, and the downpour hadn't stopped yet, and it quickly turned into a torrential rain.

Qin Luo raised his head, and raised his voice again, as if he wanted to turn into thunder in the rainstorm, and let out the sadness that turned into substance.

"A rainbow finally appeared in the sky after the rain, and the grace of the angel kissed all the people in the world, no longer asking why you can't stay..."

When the singing came here, there was a sudden, somewhat uncoordinated pause, and even the melancholy music disappeared.

Originally immersed in the melancholy melody, people couldn't help but look up, and found that the boy was sitting quietly in front of the piano at this time, motionless.

He closed his eyes, and there were pictures in his mind that others could not see.

It was the last rainy day, and they stood at the door of the library looking at the picture of the rainbow.

"Ji Yan, do you think people can catch rainbows?"

"Of course not."

Yeah, of course not.

"I used to think so too, but then I discovered that as long as you put your heart into it, you can catch a rainbow.

Oh, the previous thoughts are so naive.

"But now, my thinking is different. Indeed, no matter what the circumstances, the rainbow cannot be grasped."

Yes, no matter what the circumstances, rainbows are impossible to catch.

Qin Luo opened his eyes, tapped the keys again, and played the finale.

"Let go of your obsessions, smile...now..."

In the end, the picture was fixed on his own face.

As he said——

"From now on, I will never catch a rainbow again."

The music rises melodiously, drifts away, and finally returns to silence.

Qin Luo showed a free and easy smile, as if he had settled his mind, and smiled very cheerfully.

The spotlight fell on him, reflecting his charming face with a bright smile.

He stood up with a smile, faced everyone in the audience, bowed slightly, and said softly: "The performance is over, thank you everyone.

One second two seconds... three seconds...

People didn't react and seemed to be immersed in the song and couldn't extricate themselves.

After a brief silence, it was Qin Luo's three roommates who applauded first.

They clapped their hands desperately, with complex and sad faces, Han Yiqun, as a big and three rough Dongshan guy, was already in tears at this moment.

As the three of them started, the applause gradually sounded, and quickly continued into pieces.

"Okay, great, this song is really good."

"It's been a long time since I've heard such a heartfelt song, it seems that this guy is the original one?"

"The song is a good song, but unfortunately, the story seems a bit sad."

"I had a similar experience back then. Alas, ignorance at a young age is just a dream. I mistakenly mistaken admiration for eternal understanding."

"I heard Qin Luo sing "Allure with a Smile" in the music department before. I thought that song was very good, but I didn't expect him to hold back a big trick!"

"I don't know what happened between him and Ji Yan, it suddenly turned into such a song."

"Although I don't know exactly what's going on, I haven't listened to a song for a long time and made myself cry. This song is really good.

"The most powerful thing is the music, I never thought that Qin Luo could play the piano so well..."

Almost everyone present couldn't help applauding and praising the teenagers on the stage.

People in the society were full of sighs and sighs, Qin Luo's performance was a surprise for them to come to the school celebration party this time.

His song surpassed Linglong's opening performance and Shi Yulu's piano solo in the previous performance.

There is no other, just because this song "Between the Rainbow" contains too strong emotions.

That sad emotion, along with the notes and singing, filled the entire auditorium in just a few minutes, and people are still immersed in it, unable to extricate themselves for a long time.

At the same time, they can't help but think, in this short and sad story, what did this outstanding boy on the stage go through to finally make such a

song?

And who is the woman who caused the boy to make this song?

The social people who came to the party will not know this, but the students and some teachers present will be familiar with it.

They looked in the direction of Ji Yan almost subconsciously.

There, several beautiful girls sat next to each other.

Hao Meng's expression was gloomy, Shi Yulu was still sobbing, and Jia Ting's expression was unprecedentedly cold.

And Ji Yan, who is the protagonist, is already crying in her mother's arms.

People who don't know the inside story, only think that this girl is too emotional and deeply infected by the sadness of this song, so she cries like this.

But people who know the intersection between her and Qin Luo know that something must have happened between the two of them.

That's why Qin Luo sang such a song on stage, and that's why Ji Yan cried there.

Suddenly, she broke free from her mother's arms and ran towards the stage.

Zhang Ru paled in shock, quickly pulled her back, and hurriedly said, "Ji Yan, where are you going?"

"Let go of me, mom, don't stop me, let me go, woo woo woo..."

Ji Yan struggled vigorously, looked at the young man on the stage with eyes blurred by tears, and cried, "I'm going to find Qin Luo, I'm going to find Qin Luo."

"no!"

Zhang Ru gritted her teeth to retort. She looked around and found that many people were looking at her. Suddenly, she felt that her face was dull, and she scolded: "Calm down, a little girl every family

, Is it reasonable to cry like this for a man?"

In Zhang Ru's impression, her daughter has always been a very obedient and obedient child.

Often, as long as she keeps a straight face, Ji Yan will be obedient, and as long as she is angry or tears, Ji Yan will be obedient.

She thought it was the same this time, but obviously, she still didn't understand what kind of mood her daughter was in now.

"Let me go! Let me go!" Ji Yan struggled like a kitten caught by its tail, completely no longer caring about his mother.

She didn't know what kind of mood she was in now, she only knew that Qin Luo's song was like a sharp knife, which stabbed her heart thousands of times during the singing process

In the end, the painful feeling suddenly disappeared, not because the pain was gone, but because it was numb, and the chest hurt, as if something was missing.

When she understood the meaning of what Qin Luo said before and what the song wanted to express, her emotions quickly fell into the abyss.

When she was with Qin Luo, she enjoyed Qin Luo's ninety-nine confessions for more than three months, and the past was like smoke, quickly drifting away in her mind.

But when he thinks that all these things will cease to exist in the future, Ji Yan feels pain in his heart like a needle prick.

She couldn't accept that such a thing happened, and she wanted to find Qin Luo back and make up for the missing piece of her chest.

Whether it is the mother or everything around, Ji Yan is not in the scope of consideration now.

She just wanted to rush to the stage and hold Qin Luo's hand.

Even if Qin Luo takes a look here, it's okay to just take a look.

However, in Ji Yan's eyes blurred by tears, Qin Luo never looked this way.

He just smiled again and bowed to the people in the audience to thank him, then turned and left, walking resolutely and freely.

"Don't...don't go...don't go!"

The moment Qin Luo disappeared from sight, Ji Yan could no longer restrain the fear and anxiety in her heart. She stretched out her hand and shouted, struggling to break free from her mother's shackles.

The sound of cloth shattering followed, but it was she who tore her skirt in the process of struggling.

That beautiful white dress originally had a skirt that was as long as the calf, but now it has become a short skirt that is as short as the knee.

It became tattered and tattered, but when it was worn on Ji Yan, whose face was full of sadness at this time, it inexplicably gave off a heartbreaking beauty.

"Ji Yan!"

Zhang Ru shouted her daughter's name loudly, but Ji Yan turned a deaf ear to it. She didn't even care about her torn skirt and ran all the way backstage.

“Qin Luo………Qin Luo Where are you……Where are you…”

She dreamily called Qin Luo's name, her face no longer had the cold look on her face, she frantically searched for Qin Luo, but she couldn't find the one she desperately wanted to see.

Her appearance made everyone in the backstage startled. Several students from the school looked at each other, and all looked at Ji Yan with subtle and complicated eyes.

One of them seemed a bit unbearable, and reminded: "Qin Luo has already left through the back door."

"Gone? He's gone... Where did he go?"

"I do not know."

"Can't go...he can't go...don't go...."

Tears flowed out again, which had already made her eye sockets a little red.

She turned around and ran towards the door under the astonished eyes of others, but accidentally fell to the ground in the process, her ankle was twisted red by the high heels.

The people around were taken aback, stepped aside one after another, and approached with worried faces, trying to help the girl.

But Ji Yan just let out a muffled snort, and even gritted his teeth to swallow back the pain that almost came out of his throat...

Her slender body did not know where the strength came from, but it actually supported her to get up from the ground with difficulty, and even threw the high heels under her feet aside.

Zhang Ru turned pale and ran over to help Ji Yan, but Ji Yan threw his hand away and stepped aside in shock.

"Ji Yan...you..."

Zhang Ru was a little speechless. It was the first time in twenty years that Li Yan shook off her hand.

But Ji Yan didn't even look at her again, just bare these two white feet, and walked towards the exit with difficulty, his face full of tears was full of sadness and sadness.

Under the astonished gazes of many people, Ji Hou left the auditorium.

People looked at each other in blank dismay, feeling unexpected at the sudden scene.

The person in charge hastily called the host out to control the field to divert everyone's attention, but everyone's interest was already attracted by what happened just now, and they lost interest in the next program.

Some students explained the matter to their parents, and then word of mouth passed it on, and people understood it.

Oh, it turns out that the song "Between the Rainbow" was sung to that girl just now.

That girl is the "rainbow" in the boy's mouth.

Although I don't know exactly what happened between them, but the song "Between the Rainbow" clearly expresses giving up.

Under the influence of that piece of music and the melody, people instinctively felt that it was Qin Luo who was hurt in this relationship.

As a victim, he painfully chose to give up.

But I didn't expect that the girl would be sad like this.

It's just that I don't know, will the relationship between them end here, or will they continue to be involved?

When Ji Yan walked out of the auditorium, Zhang Ru called her name and quickly followed her out.

Hao Meng and Shi Yulu looked at the door of the auditorium, then looked away and looked at each other.

He almost wanted to say something, but the words came to his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

After two years of sleeping together, it was the first time they saw Ji Yan lose his composure like this.

It's like two districts with that Ji Yan who is called the school belle by the students.

Is love really that powerful?

To be able to make Qin Luo play such a sad song can make Ji Yan feel so painful that it's hard for him to do it himself.

The two young girls who have never had any emotional experience don't know why, they just feel that their minds are in a mess.

At this moment, they saw Jia Ting standing up and running out.

You don't need to guess, you know what she is going to do.

Shi Yulu and Hao Meng didn't hesitate anymore, they stood up and prepared to leave.

"Wait a minute," Hao Meng's father stopped them.

Hao Meng pursed her lips and said, "Dad, Ji Yan is my good friend..."

"Knowing that you are good friends, do you think Dad will stop you from going?"

Hao Meng's father smiled, then glanced at his wife beside him.

The latter picked up the two umbrellas at hand and handed them out, said with a smile: "It's raining heavily outside, be careful not to get wet, go early and come back early, we'll wait for you here.

"Ok!"

The two girls nodded heavily, and quickly left with their umbrellas in hand.

The eyes of many people followed them all the way to the gate, and then slowly looked away.

They are quite interested in this matter, but they will not rush out to watch like children.

For these adults, the most important thing to come to the party this time is the communication with others.

Some people feel sorry for Qin Luo's performance, some people feel sad for Ji Yan's reaction, and some people regard all this as a farce and feel that they are noisy.

The joys and sorrows between people are not connected.

"Qin Luo...... Qin Luo..."

The seemingly invisible sound passed through the heavy rain, the strong wind, and the car glass.

Jiang Zhitao, who was in the driver's seat, looked out the window and saw a girl who was struggling.

She completely exposed herself to the heavy rain and let the rain wet her body. Her torn skirt and stumbling figure made her look very pitiful.

Even Jiang Zhitao, who had a lot of resentment towards her before, couldn't help but feel a little distressed seeing this scene, and looked at Qin Luo who was on the side.

When Qin Luo stepped down from the stage, he sent a message to Jiang Zhitao. After the two left, they went directly to the parking lot. After Qin Luo got into the car, he stuck to the co-pilot without saying a word.

With his back to Jiang Zhitao, he didn't know whether it was because of the cold or other reasons, his body trembled from time to time, and he seemed to be muttering something.

Jiang Zhitao couldn't help leaning over, listened carefully, and found that he seemed to be muttering: It exploded...exploded...

exploded? what exploded?

Although she was curious, Jiang Zhitao didn't ask anything, she just glanced at Ji Yan in the distance, and couldn't help asking: "Aren't you going to find her?"

Qin Luo did not respond to this question.

After a brief silence, he said in a trembling voice, "Sister, I'm homesick."

These five short words, like a heavy hammer, hit Jiang Zhitao's heart fiercely, causing her breathing to stagnate suddenly.

Five years, since she left that small county, she has not heard Qin Luo call her sister for five years.

She knew that because of her leaving, Qin Luo must have blamed her.

But she knew better that the reason why Qin Luo came all the way to Shanghai to go to school was also to find her sister.

Therefore, although the siblings seldom meet each other, even if they get along with each other, there will be obvious gaps, but Jiang Zhitao has always been looking forward to hearing Qin Luo call her sister again.

And Qin Luo, why isn't that the case?

When he was depressed to the bottom, he instinctively called out that title, like a child who was seeking protection and warmth.

Watching Qin Luo close his eyes again, Jiang Zhitao only felt a sore nose.

It took a lot of effort for her to restrain herself from crying in front of her younger brother, and at the same time, she didn't look at Ji Yan outside the window, and said with a soft smile: "My good sister will take you home.

After the voice fell, she pressed the start button of the car with one hand.

The engine of the car let out a violent roar, and the big red Ferrari started slowly.

Even in this violent storm, the roar was extremely clear.

And that voice, like a road sign, instantly pointed out the direction for the confused Ji Yan.

She recognized it, it was Qin Luo's sister's car, she had seen it once at the school gate, and saw Qin Luo get off from it with her own eyes.

"Qin Luo..... Qin Luo!"

Ji Yan shouted Qin Luo's name loudly, expecting him to notice him and come down to give him a hug.

But that sound was blocked by the strong wind and shattered by the rain.

Ji Yan moved forward with difficulty, and stretched out his right hand vigorously, as if he wanted to keep something.

But in the end, she could only watch the car go further and further away until it disappeared from sight.

boom

The stinging ankle made Ji Yan's footsteps stagger, and she fell heavily to the ground, looking at the direction the car was leaving.

The tears mixed with the rain made her vision blur again, as if everything in front of her eyes had become an illusion.

"Don't go.........you don't go...don't go..."

She murmured silently, like talking in her sleep, but she didn't get any response after all.

Zhang Ru trotted all the way to catch up, she helped Ji Yan up, and cried, "Ji Yan, don't be like this, okay? Tell mom to go home, go home with mom.

However, Ji Yan seemed to be completely lost, turning a deaf ear to his mother's cries.

She just stared blankly at the direction the car was leaving, and murmured something that others couldn't hear.

Zhang Ru was really frightened by Ji Yan's appearance. At this moment, she no longer complained or dissatisfied with Qin Luo. As long as her daughter can return to normal, what if they are together?

She said in a panic: "It's all mother's fault, it's all mother's fault, mother shouldn't stop you from being together, daughter, don't do this [Do you think mother has dry eyes, okay?"

"In the future, mother will never care about the affairs between you. You can make friends or fall in love if you want, and mother will never object again, okay?"

"And...and that sculpture doll, mother shouldn't let you throw it away, it's all mother's fault, please don't do this, just take a look at mother..."

For Zhang Ru, her daughter is everything to her. In her eyes, Ji Yan's performance at this time, the pain caused to her is comparable to that psychological shadow back then.

The more she spoke, the more sad she became, and she kept crying with her arms around Ji Yan, feeling extremely upset in her heart.

After hearing her words, Ji Yan suddenly came back to his senses and murmured: "That's right... sculpture dolls..."

Zhang Ru didn't hear clearly, and asked, "Ji Yan, what did you just say?"

But Ji Yan didn't respond any more, just struggled to get up from the ground again, dragged his distraught body, and walked towards the girls' dormitory building.

Zhang Ru didn't dare to provoke Ji Yan any more, so she silently supported her daughter and walked all the way to the door of the girls' dormitory building.

At this time, Ji Yan suddenly broke away from her mother's support, she quickened her pace, and dragged her tired body to the trash can.

Looking down, the full bag of debris has been soaked in the rain at this time, and there is one more thing that is familiar to Jiaoyan.

That's a thermos.

In this school, Ji Yan only has this thing in one situation.

That was three months ago, Ji Yan was suffering from dysmenorrhea, and Qin Luo got the news from nowhere.

So, he cooked a pot of soup, put it in a thermos pot, took the pot of soup to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and confessed to her loudly.

At that time, Ji Yan just refused coldly, the same as any time before, but he was very moved in his heart.

After two dysmenorrhea, Qin Luo also appeared with a thermos. Although Ji Yan still didn't accept it, he inadvertently remembered the appearance of the thermos.

Its appearance is exactly the same as the thermos pot lying in the trash can at this time.

boom!

A thunderous explosion exploded, blasting in the dark cloud-covered sky, and also blasting in Ji Yan's heart.

She suddenly realized something, she knew why Qin Luo's previous speech and behavior made her feel so unsuitable, and why the usually gentle smile was so weird.

It turns out that........ I saw...

Ji Yan panted heavily, and the scene of himself talking to Qin Luo in the auditorium appeared in his mind again.

Ask him yourself: Didn’t you cook soup for me before? Where’s the soup?

Qin Luo said: I lost it.

Then, the picture in my mind flipped, and I came to the gate of Ji Yan's house again.

Qin Luo lightly stroked Ji Yan's bangs, pointed to the sculptured little girl in her hand, and said with a smile: Be careful not to lose it.

Be careful...don't lose it...

Yes... I lost him........

In an instant, all the strength in the body disappeared.

Ji Yan sat down on the ground and also knocked down the trash can in front of him.

The trash can turned inside out, and the debris and thermos inside fell to Ji Yan's side, making her look even more embarrassed.

Zhang Ru hurried up to help her, but was startled by her daughter's expression.

She was actually laughing, but the smile was miserable, as if she was in extreme pain and couldn't control herself.

She cried and laughed and said, "Mom, I lost Qin Luo."

After speaking, she plunged into Zhang Ru's arms and burst into tears.

Thunder rolled in the clouds, the wind whizzed past, and the torrential rain poured down on her weak and embarrassed body.

Not far away, Jia Ting, Hao Meng and Shi Yulu silently watched the scene in front of them.

They saw the distressed roommate, the little girl who had been shattered into pieces, and the familiar thermos.

None of the three people stepped forward, nor did they speak, they just looked at each other, and then bowed their heads silently.

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