Confession

Zhou Jingze's question without subject is easy to misunderstand. Xu Sui's heartbeat is pounding, his brain is blank, and the whole person is startled:

"what?"

When Zhou Jingze saw Xu Suiergen's reddening, he thought she was embarrassed and raised his eyebrows: "It's really popular."

It turned out that the subject was not him, it was just an ordinary question, Xu Sui breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time a wave of loss surged. Xu Sui regained his energy and whispered, "Really not."

In the evening Xu Sui went back to the bedroom. As soon as the door opened, Hu Xixi than 1017 jumped up first, shook her arm, and asked:

"How about it?"

Xu Sui pulled her hand away, took a few sips of water, and slowly spoke with Hu Qianxi's eager eyes:

"It's not very good. It's just a normal meal. Your uncle will treat me as a friend."

Disappointment surged on Hu Qianxi's face: "My instincts have always been accurate, this time I was really wrong."

Xu Sui didn't respond to her, pulled out his chair, browsed the contents of the book while doing homework, but couldn't concentrate. Hu Qian lay down on the quilt, suddenly spoke, and asked tentatively:

"Then you... do you like Zhou Jingze?"

When Xu Sui heard these words, the red pen made a heavy stroke on the white page, and she calmed her mind: "How do you know?"

"The look in his eyes, look at his eyes, and follow me to find that you look pretty good, you are a bit cold in your bones, but it is easy to blush in front of him." Hu Xixi said.

Xu Sui thought he was hiding well enough, but he didn't expect to be seen out.

Like where one can hide.

Hu Qianxi is one of her few friends, and... there is someone to listen to, and she feels relieved, after all, it is too hard to have a crush on someone. Finally Xu Sui nodded: "Yes, then you—"

"Don't worry, I must keep it secret." Hu Qianxi made a tape hiss and sealed her mouth.

The two of them were chatting. Liang Shuang returned home carrying the midnight snack. She shook the fast food box in Xu Sui's hand: "Suibao, when I first went to the cafeteria for midnight snack, I saw the coriander stuffing that you love. Dumplings, I packed a portion for you."

"Wow, thank you." Xu Sui took the box happily.

Although Xu Sui's secret love for Zhou Jingze is known, nothing has changed, because this semester is about to end, and everyone is constantly preparing for the review exam.

At the Medical University, no matter how early Xu Sui wakes up, the library will always be full. She even wonders if these people live in the library. Occasionally, Xu Sui picked up the leak, and could barely sit in the corridor.

But the wind in the corridor was swift and cold, and Xu Sui couldn't resist it after sitting once.

Hu Qianxi watched Xu Suibei's face turned pale and distressed: "Don't go, let's go to a cafe outside the school to review, I know there is a cat cafe, the environment is comfortable and there are so many cute ones. cat."

"Good." Xu Sui nodded.

When mentioning a cat, 1017 lay on Hu Qianxi’s lap, sticking to her like a hair ball, and squinted dissatisfiedly, "Meow—"

"Oh," Hu Qianxi squatted down and pinched 1017's face, raised her head and said to Xu Sui, "Or let's take it, it's boring too."

Xu Sui hadn't spoken yet, 1017 immediately rolled off Hu Xixi, like a chubby orange, arched to her feet, obviously a master of the wind.

"Also." Xu Sui said loosely.

She squatted down and hugged the fat orange in her arms. She was going home during the winter vacation, and her mother was allergic to cat fur. What should be done.

When the two went out, the sky was filled with snow again. It was light, like a transparent feather, covered in silver wherever they looked, like entering a galaxy world.

They came to the cat cafe Hu Xixi said, and opened the door, almost full of college students.

Everyone sits together, orders a cup of coffee, can review for an afternoon, and can play with the cats on the bar when they are tired.

Fortunately, there are still a few free tables. Hu Qianxi went to the front desk to order coffee. Xu Sui sat in the corner and took 1017 out of her schoolbag.

She thought that 1017 was going to play, but when Xu Sui just turned on the computer, the kitten jumped up along the foot of the table. The chubby palms were placed on both sides like a pocket, and she found a comfortable position and squinted her eyes and fell asleep.

How could there be such a lazy cat, Xu smiled.

After everything was set up, Xu Sui devoted himself to the review. Before he knew it, most of the coffee on hand had disappeared. Three hours passed like this, Xu Sui was a little tired after a long time at the desk, she raised her hand and rubbed her stiff neck, and her eyes swept aside inadvertently.

With a sudden heartbeat, where is the cat? !

Xu Sui held the table with his hands and looked at the bottom of the table. There was no shadow of 1017, nor did he look around. Xu Sui's tone was anxious: "Sixi, the cat is gone?"

"Huh?" Hu Qianxi subconsciously looked around and soothed, "Don't worry, it should be in the cat cafe. We are looking for it separately."

Xu Sui nodded. After the cat lost her, she didn't care about the thin skin. She bent over and whispered 1017's name. When Xu Sui was looking for a cat, he accidentally bumped into a girl's book at the next table, and the book and pen fell to the ground.

Xu Sui picked up the book and pen, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm looking for an orange cat, have you seen it?"

The girl took the book and replied: "I saw it just now. It seems to have gone to the window."

Xu Sui thanked him, and walked toward the southwest by the window. While bending over, she whispered "meow-" to draw it out. Finally, she saw 1017 sitting on a boy’s lap with his belly turned over. How cozy.

"Meow-1017, come here soon." Xu Suimao yelled quietly, lowering her waist.

When he raised his eyes, Xu Sui ran into a pair of dark and deep eyes. He moved his gaze upwards. He had a handsome face. He was holding the cat in one hand, and one arm was resting on the table. He was turning the pen one after another.

At this moment, he was looking at her with a smile.

This person is not Zhou Jingze, who else?

He was licking the cat, and he heard a soft "meow" cry. He looked down at her and looked down. Xu Sui was wearing a white sweater with a ball head pricked, and he looked up with a pair of clean eyes. He squatted on the ground, like crawling under his feet, making his throat itchy.

Zhou Jingze raised his eyebrows: "Your cat?"

"Yes, mine." Xu Sui stood up.

Zhou Jingze pressed his tongue against his left cheek, his tone was lazy and scornful: "Mine."

At this moment, 1017 saw the momentum and arched toward Zhou Jingze, he took it homeopathically, and gently stroked her cat with his well-knotted hands. Xu Sui saw that the cat suddenly became envious, and at the same time he cursed the white-eyed cat in his heart.

"Yours?" Xu Sui's eyes were puzzled, his tone was paused, and his attitude was firm. "But it's my cat."

Sheng Nanzhou, who was sitting opposite to review, couldn't understand Zhou Jingze's teasing a little girl, and explained: "This cat is'Hey,' the one that Jingze lost three months ago."

Xu Sui didn't turn around for a while, meaning that the cat she picked up was the one that Zhou Jingze lost? Hu Qianxi, who rushed over from behind, happened to hear this conversation and pointed out:

"Stop fighting, that's your cat."

Hearing the word "you", Xu Sui's eyelashes trembled and did not speak. Hu Qianxi pulled the chair away and sat down, and continued to speak: "You guys come here to review, too?"

"Yeah, the library is too **** crowded," Sheng Nanzhou replied, "But when I came here, Zhou Dashao was too fond of girls. He sat there and several punctual girls came to him and asked him to WeChat."

"Tsk," Hu Xixi sighed, pointing to the cat, "But uncle, I didn't expect it to be a feed."

"Well," Zhou Jingze replied lazily, raising his eyes to look at Xu Sui, "You have raised it well, it has gained a lot of weight."

When he first picked it up, the orange cat was still very thin. He didn't expect to see him for three months. Xu Sui raised it to be as fat as a ball. Zhou Jingze's voice was low and there was a drowning smile:

"Don't worry, you have the final say."

Xu Sui breathed a sigh of relief. She watched Zhou Jingze holding the cat and plucked up the courage to say: "I can't take it home during winter vacation. Can you help me raise it?"

Zhou Jingze was about to speak when a tall girl with a beautiful face came over. When she came over, the end of her long curly hair swept Xu Sui's face inadvertently.

In the scent of drowning people, Xu Sui heard the girl speak generously: "Hello, can you get to know me? I also have a cat in my house, a purebred cat, a bolamy cat, they can play together."

The girl stood openly in front of Zhou Jingze. Xu Sui sat aside and lowered her eyelashes, pretending to be relaxed, folding a thousand paper cranes. It was obviously paper that had been folded countless times, but she couldn't fold it well at this moment. With the black eyelashes hanging down like a strain, I took them apart and refolded them along the crease.

Zhou Jingze leaned back on the chair, with one long leg propped on the ground, his eyes stayed on her for less than a second and then retracted, his tone arrogant and arrogant:

"No, my cat is wilder and can bite."

The rejection was plain, the girl was lost, shrugged her shoulders and had to leave. Xu Sui felt that his heart fell heavily from high in the sky.

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At the end of January, the final exam was successfully concluded. On the day of leaving school, Xu Sui packed up his things, pulled a suitcase and showed up at Zhou Jingze's house with a cat.

Master Kui yelled excitedly when he saw Xu Sui, wagging his tail and turning around her. Some time ago, I was rehearsing and practicing music at Zhou Jingze's house. Xu Sui would often bring beef jerky and toys, and play with him. It's not surprising that Master Kui would behave like this.

Zhou Jingze saw it flattering and gave it a false kick, and pointed at it: "Don't forget who the **** is following you every day to pick up shit."

Master Kui wailed, and had to put down his wagging tail reluctantly, not daring to flatter any more.

Zhou Jingze turned his gaze to Xu Sui, and saw that she had brought the cat litter with her, which made him amused:

"Xu Sui, I have raised it before, and those things haven't been thrown away yet."

By implication, she was too worried, and Xu Sui was a little embarrassed. Zhou Jingze let her in, and even deliberately boiled a pot of water, and took out a bottle of ice water from the refrigerator to drink.

"1017 is a bit squeamish, it is allergic to pollen, you... bear it more." Xu Sui exhorted.

"Yes." Zhou Jingze agreed.

He raised his head and drank a sip of ice water. The water flowed down the corners of his lips and dripped onto the throat. The curve was sharp and it looked cold and sexy. Xu Sui was embarrassed to watch any more, so he lowered his head to play with the cat.

"Go back today?" Zhou Jingze saw the suitcase at her feet.

"where is your house?"

Xu Sui smiled and replied: "Jiangnan, an ancient town called Liying. It is very beautiful. You can come and play if you have a chance."

Zhou Jingze nodded, tightened the bottle cap and put the water on the table, and said casually: "In the south, far from the north of Beijing, why did you think of running so far to study at university?"

Of course it's because of you.

Xu Sui looked at him and almost blurted out these words. Finally, she changed her words: "Because I transferred from high school and got used to it. Besides, I like snowy days."

The two chatted for a while, and Xu Sui told Zhou Jingze to take care of 1017's precautions. At the last time, he was shocked: "Take care of 1017, please. I have to rush to the high-speed rail station."

Xu Sui hurriedly got up and walked out with the suitcase. Suddenly, a low voice called her. Xu Sui turned his head and found that Zhou Jingze didn't know when to change his clothes, black jacket, army boots, scornful and free and easy wild.

Looking up, his slender fingertips hooked a bunch of keys: "I will send you."

"thanks."

It was snowing again, and Zhou Jingze drove Xu Sui to the high-speed rail station all the way. The heating in the car was turned on enough, and Xu Sui sat in the passenger seat; two clouds were steamed out of his white cheeks.

She looked at the white snow outside the window and asked, "What do you usually do during holidays?"

Zhou Jingze drove the car, his tone was impeccable: "Skiing, bungee jumping, racing, what kind of excitement and what to play."

"But aren't these dangerous?"

"Because I don't care, no one can only spend time, thinking about it is worth dying on a sunset boulevard one day." Zhou Jingze said half-truth.

On the one hand, he is a real person living in this world, and it is normal for him to die alone without being even remembered by others.

After all, his mother is like this.

Zhou Jingze drove the car with his hands with clear joints on the steering wheel, and Xu Sui's voice suddenly came from beside him:

"The sunrise is no worse than the sunset, wait a minute." Xu Sui's tone was serious.

Zhou Jingze was stunned, and smiled slowly after hearing the words: "Okay."

"After all, you made a big taboo by saying these things in front of a prospective doctor." Xu Sui joked.

After driving for nearly an hour, they finally arrived at the high-speed rail station. There are a lot of people coming and going at the high-speed rail station. The red font on the display in the lobby shows that Xu Sui's high-speed rail is about to check in.

Before saying goodbye, remembering that I hadn't seen Zhou Jingze during the winter vacation, Xu Sui was empty in her heart. She raised her eyelashes and said carefully: "Can I look at the cat during the winter vacation?"

"Okay, I will send you photos and videos when that time comes." Zhou Jingze said loosely.

A sweet video of the staff letting passengers enter the station to check the ticket sounded in the lobby. Xu Suichong waved his hand and turned to the station entrance.

"Xu Sui." Zhou Jingze called to her.

Xu Sui stood in the crowd and turned his head. Zhou Jingze was some distance away from her. He was wearing a black coat with snow particles on his shoulders. The crowd passing by was automatically blurred.

One was a boy with a sloppy look and an overwhelming temperament, and the other was ignorant. The eyes of the two collided in mid-air, like an auto-focused photo.

Zhou Jingze was smoking a cigarette with one hand in a lazy tone. There is a curve on the thin lips:

"Teacher Xiao Xu, see you next year."

Xu Sui smiled, watching Zhou Jingze slowly, the smile on the corners of his lips widened.

OK, see you next year.