Confession

Xu Suiyuguang caught a glimpse of the tall figure disappearing, as if suddenly awakened from a dream, stepped back, and said to Bai Yushi: "Thank you, sorry."

Thank you for your help, and sorry for taking advantage of you.

Bai Yushi retracted his hand and said with a smile: "I am the one who offended."

"Professor Bai, I have something to do, I will go back first, thank you." Xu Sui lowered his head, said a word in a hurry, and left.

Back home, Xu Sui was relieved, lying on the bed, holding her mobile phone, she deleted all the text messages sent to Zhou Jingze during this period, including the call records of the two.

She is clearing everything about Zhou Jingze.

In Pub, Zhou Jingze was sitting on the bar and drinking from one glass to the other. The red and green lights on the dance floor came in alternately one after another, making his profile more hale and deep.

Perhaps he was drinking a little hot, Zhou Jingze took off his jacket and put it aside, wearing only a wide-collared sweater, his forearms were tight and smooth, the wrist bones holding the square-mouthed wine glass were clearly prominent, and there was a sense of abstinence.

The people in the pub wanted to come forward to strike up a conversation, and Zhou Jing was too annoyed, and he drank a little high, ordered a row of the strongest wine, and directly served a glass to the girl nearby who wanted to hook him up.

Zhou Jingze stretched out his hand and tugged at the neckline at the collarbone, in a lazy posture, and raised his brow bone: "After drinking me, I will give you a chance."

The girl was shocked. There is no man who provocatively drink as soon as she meets. When she was about to scold someone, a man appeared, grabbed the glass in his hand, and smiled apologetically at her: "He drank too much and made a mess I'm sorry, sorry."

The girl snorted and walked away on high heels.

Zhou Jingze took a glass of wine on the table and drank it with his head up. Sheng Nanzhou stood aside, knowing that he had too much trouble during this time, so he sat down to drink with his brother.

Halfway through the drink, Sheng Nanzhou patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Li Haoning, this **** in the gutter, you treat him as a brother. Don't worry, you are not over yet, Zhang said that he will continue to check it out for you in private. I will also check."

"Whatever." Zhou Jingze raised his head and took another sip of wine.

Anyway, Xu Sui will not come back. He doesn't care anymore.

It's already like this, what can it go badly?

Sheng Nanzhou sighed and could only continue drinking with him. He thought that Zhou Jingze was just drinking and venting, knowing the severity, but he didn't mean to stop after drinking. Sheng Nanzhou snatched the wine in his hand and cursed: "You **** don't want your life, I'll fight now. Call Xu Sui."

As expected, Zhou Jingze no longer dared to grab a wine glass.

Sheng Nanzhou thought, indeed, Xu Sui is his fate.

He called Xu Sui in front of Zhou Jingze and turned on the speakerphone.

It took a long time for the call to be connected. Sheng Nanzhou only uttered the word "I" and hung up the call for convenience.

Sheng Nanzhou looked embarrassed, Zhou Jingze's expression was still calm, he raised his hand and turned the ball on the table carelessly, his thin lips closed and he didn't know what he was talking about.

"What?" The electric sound on the dance floor penetrated the eardrum, making people approaching tinnitus. Sheng Nanzhou leaned forward to listen to what Zhou Jingze had to say. He glanced inadvertently and was startled.

Zhou Jingze's dark eyebrows were pressed down, and the corners of his lips were pulled, his tone was slow: "It's over."

After speaking, Zhou Jingze slowly removed the silver ring from his finger. When it came off, because it had been worn for a long time, there was a circle of white marks on the joints.

He faded and held it in his hand for a while and looked at it carefully. The light dangled and he couldn't see the expression on his face.

With a "boom", the ring was thrown into the wine glass, and the wine glass immediately boiled, bubbling rumblingly, and water overflowed.

The silver ring sank quickly and then fell.

Zhou Jingze glanced at it, and left the bar without looking back.

Sheng Nanzhou still didn't know Zhou Jingze. He knew that this person would regret it, so he hurriedly took out the ring from the wine glass and chased it out.

"Your uncle, every time I am either your slave or your nanny--" Sheng Nanzhou complained and chased it out.

After the first snowfall, the temperature in northern Beijing dropped sharply.

It's cold until the morning people are lying on the bed and don't want to get up at all.

Xu Sui's teaching at the base has officially ended, and she no longer needs to go to that dusty place, and no longer need to see Zhou Jingze.

Zhou Jingze has never looked for her since he ran into her and Bai Yushi together.

Xu Sui thinks that life is fairly peaceful. Until the weekend at home, Sheng Nanzhou came to visit.

Xu Sui wanted to close the door as soon as he saw Sheng Nanzhou, but he put his hand there and said, "It hurts," but he sneaked in.

"What are you looking for?" Xu Sui's voice was faint.

Sheng Nanzhou took the glass of water she handed over, took a sip, and said, "Go and see him. He is hospitalized."

Xu Suizheng poured water on himself, paused for a moment, and said:

"He should be taken care of, I don't look at it all the same."

"Of course it's different. It wasn't because of you that he made himself like this. Sister Xu, you don't know how miserable Zhou Jingze was. He went to the hospital for your alcohol and stomach bleeding. Grandpa called me all the time."

"I really rarely see him so depressed. It is estimated that only you can solve his heart knot, so you can go and see him." Sheng Nanzhou moved with affection and reason.

Sheng Nanzhou took another sip of water to moisturize his throat, and continued: "I don't know what happened to you? But everyone has known each other for so many years, and the love is still there. He is lying there half-dead, so you can take a look at him. Just as I beg you."

"I'll put the address here, let's go first, sister, I have something to do."

Sheng Nanzhou put the business card there, got up and walked into the living room, with only one person left. She picked up the business card on the coffee table and glanced at it, which was the address of the hospital.

At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, Xu followed up a bit, bought a bunch of fruit baskets from the fruit shop, and went to Xihe Hospital.

After Xu Sui arrived at the inpatient department, he asked the nurse Zhou Jingze where he was in the ward.

After taking the elevator upstairs, Xu Sui went to Ward 702, hesitated to knock on the door, and a hoarse and heavy voice came from inside.

"Enter."

Xu Sui opened the door and walked in, raised his eyes and met the man on the hospital bed.

The nurse is changing Zhou Jingze's dressing. Zhou Jingze lay there, looking at her in the same way. The shredded hair on his forehead was in front of his eyebrows, his eyes were dark and his lips were pale.

After the nurse changed his medicine, he blushed and said, "Pay attention to rest. Porridge is the main staple food these days."

After speaking, the nurse passed by Xu Sui with the tray. She glanced at a familiar medicine and took a look at the medicine box.

It is an anti-inflammatory drug to be used after appendicitis surgery.

"Did the patient have appendix surgery?" Xu Sui asked.

The nurse nodded: "Yes."

Xu Sui put the medicine back in the tray, and immediately realized that she had been tricked by Sheng Nanzhou into coming here.

Any depression, depression, and a big blow because of her are all blames.

Xu Sui put the fruit basket on the low cabinet beside his bed. Zhou Jingze's eyes were sharp. He raised his eyelids and looked at Xu Sui with a deep tone:

"Why are you here?"

It turned out that he didn't know, and his tone was cold, as if she shouldn't be here.

After Xu Sui put down the fruit basket, his tone was flat: "Sheng Nanzhou asked me to come. If you are fine, I will leave first."

This was originally a meeting that shouldn't have been.

As soon as Xu Sui walked out of the ward, Zhou Jingze's face sank, he pulled out the needle, took a long leg, and strode out.

Xu Suigang walked to the window in the corridor, and a tall figure swayed over. Zhou Jingze pushed her whole body against the wall, pushed her knees against her legs, shackled the person, and firmly circled the person in his arms.

The man stared at her with heavy eyes: "What does the text message mean?"

"It means inappropriate." Xu Suibie said with a face.

Unexpectedly, her face was broken by the man, Zhou Jingze looked at her, and directly blew an swear word: "Why the **** is not right? How could we have been together for so long before?"

"Then you still broke up?" Xu Sui said gently.

Although Xu Sui's tone was soft, what he said hit the nail on the head, and a single sentence silenced the two of them.

The back of Zhou Jingze's hand was bruised because of the water that had been hanging for two days, and blood beads were pouring out at this time.

Zhou Jingze's chest fluctuated violently. He held Xu Sui's chin with one hand, looked at her, and said seriously:

"As long as you say you don't like Lao Tzu, I will let you go."

His tone was not serious, nor was he angry. He is like this. Just admit it if you make a mistake. It's good to like a person, but if the other person doesn't like you anymore, it's quite boring to keep pestering you.

Xu Sui lowered his eyes, his gaze fell on the second button of his collar shirt, and he whispered:

"I do not like you anymore."

One sentence fell to the ground, and the surroundings were so quiet that even the sound of the wind lashing against the windows could be heard.

There is no sun today, the weather is dull, and it is difficult to breathe depressed.

The fine dust floated in the air, chopped up and fell to the ground.

Xu Sui felt that Zhou Jingze slowly let go of her, and the people also evacuated, and the good smell of basil on his body also disappeared.

Zhou Jingze stood there and said nothing. After being free, Xu Sui hurried down the stairs with his bag.

After Zhou Jingze returned to the ward, he picked up his mobile phone and watched the game. He was calm as if it was not himself who experienced these bad things.

He watched Neymar traverse half of the court, and when he was about to kick in a big spin, the phone screen suddenly switched to a call from Liu.

Zhou Jingze called to answer, and Liu wailed and said over there, "Buddy, where is your ward? This is too big, it's hard to find."

"Don't come." Zhou Jingze said.

"Huh?" Liu looked puzzled.

He glanced at the sky outside, the wind was gusty, and the thick dark clouds pressed downward, as if it was going to rain.

"Xu Suigang is leaving, you can send her back," Zhou Jingze paused and continued, "If she refuses, you can call a car for her."

After speaking, Zhou Jingze ignored Liu's yelling over there and hung up the phone.

A week later, Zhou Jingze was discharged from the hospital. After resting at home for a few days, he began to work as usual. When he came home in his spare time, Demu went out for a stroll.

Fortunately, he has cats and dogs.

On Friday, Zhou Jingze took Master Kui for a walk in the park, but somehow, he came to the upper floor of Xu Sui's house.

Zhou Jingze raised her eyes and looked at the floor of her house. It was dark and there was no light on, and she did not come back.

He led Master Kui into Vidri, took a pack of Yellow Crane Tower and a lighter.

Pushing the door of the convenience store, Zhou Jingze saw Liang Shuang who was about to enter.

After Liang Shuang's footsteps, he clearly saw him.

Xu Sui had a temporary operation today and wanted to live in the hospital. Liang Shuang rushed over to help her get some things.

"Why are you?" Liang Shuang said in a bad tone.

Zhou Jingze bit the wrapping paper of the cigarette case, and pulled the transparent paper film apart, and he shook a cigarette out of it.

"I said I was passing by, do you believe it?" Zhou Jingze twisted the cigarette **** at his fingertips and chuckled lightly.

Liang Shuang let out a "Oh", walked up to him, and said, "Since we ran into it, I have something to tell you."

"Well, you said." Zhou Jingze stuffed the cigarette into his mouth.

Liang Shuang stood in front of Zhou Jingze and talked for a long time. He didn't say a word, and finally nodded, and said dumbly: "Okay, I get it."

Then, Zhou Jingze led Master Kui and left the Suijia downstairs.

That night, Zhou Jingze had a dream. In his dream he returned to the university.

That was when he was the most frivolous and wanton in his life. He was all A's or full marks in everything. The teacher also valued him. There seemed to be no obstacles to the road, and the road was smooth.

At that time, he was carrying an unbelievable arrogance. He spoke on the stage of a thousand people, folded the speech into a plane and flew off the stage, laughing wantonly, saying "God is silent, everything is up to me."

The camera turned, and the summer was enthusiastic. Zhou Jingze was playing basketball on the playground. Xu Sui was standing in the shadows in a white dress, with a ball head pierced in his head, holding a bottle of water, quietly and obediently waiting for him.

Zhou Jingze threw the ball, lifted a corner of his shirt and wiped the sweat from the corner of his eyes, walked in front of Xu Sui, with a cynical smile on his face: "I miss your boyfriend so soon?"

"No, I just went along." Xu Sui's eyelashes trembled, blushing in denial.

When he wanted to continue speaking, the scene in front of him became blurred.

In summer, girls, ice water, airplanes, everything is far away from him.

Zhou Jingze woke up from his dream, sweating on his back when he woke up.

He opened his eyes and looked at the dark ceiling, got up, and picked up the cigarette and lighter on the table.

Zhou Jingze sat on the bed, wearing only a pair of trousers, and smoking a cigarette.

He bit a cigarette in his mouth, the receiver made a "slap", and he stretched out his hand to gather the fire, showing a cold and tired eyebrow.

Zhou Jingze spit out a puff of gray smoke, reviewed the dream just now, and laughed at himself.

What does the book say?

"In my dream, I have deep affection with you. In my dream, the throne is there, and I realize that everything is empty."

About dreams, fleeting, about love, never going back to the past.

He has nothing left.