Conquer the beautiful chairman

In fact, Zhang Wei knows that he has no other choice. Knowing that he yinghuai has his own child, he is doomed to have only one choice. All the pain and suffering of this night is to give him more suitable reasons and relief.

Is it true that, as the umbrella people say, people are all fate, all happiness and pain are destined, are unavoidable?

Is it destined to happen? Destined to make a difficult choice between responsibility and love? Destined to face the torture of conscience and the abandonment of love?

Zhang Wei quietly pushes open the door of the bedroom. In the twilight, He Ying is sleeping soundly.

There is nothing wrong with this woman. It's all her own sin. All this is her own retribution. She can't escape or escape.

Zhang Wei sighed in silence, quietly closed the door, went back to the living room, lay on the sofa, and looked at the ceiling with mindless eyes. He felt cold all over, colder in the heart, and puffed.

Zhang Wei shivers at the thought of what happened that day and night. In a twinkling, he falls from the peak of happiness to the bottom of pain. The love bird is passing away with him, flying farther and farther

Why do you want to be a conscientious person, why do you want to be a responsible person, why can't you live a little more natural and unrestrained, why can't you learn to release and be free and easy... Zhang Wei asked himself again and again in his heart, his heart was pumping more and more, and his body was getting colder and colder

The alcohol anesthesia finally overwhelmed the stimulation of nicotine, Zhang Wei's energy finally couldn't hold up, unconsciously fell asleep on the sofa, only wearing a wool coat, without covering anything.

During this sleep, Zhang Wei had a poor sleep quality and a shallow sleep. He always felt that there were countless insects crawling in his brain, and his nerves were very nervous. One moment, He Ying appeared vague figure of umbrella man, another moment, He Ying held the child, another moment, He Ying and Chen Yao flashed back in the north wind, and another moment, He Ying's gentle hands caressed his body

Zhang Wei's eyebrows were locked, his face was tense when he was asleep, he clenched his teeth, his heart was aching, and his body began to be cold and hot

Zhang Wei also dreamed that he was climbing the mountain with the umbrella man. The familiar and strange figure of the umbrella man was still vague, but it was so clear. He quickly climbed to the top of the mountain, stretched out a delicate white hand to himself, and looked at himself eagerly with a pair of tender and affectionate eyes

I'm going to climb to the top of the mountain, I'm going to hand in hand with my umbrella, I'm going to see happiness coming at the moment when my hands touch each other, and I'm going to see two eager hearts collide with a warm and happy spark

However, Zhang Wei suddenly stepped on the air and fell into the bottomless abyss

At the moment of Zhang Wei's fall, Zhang Wei saw the umbrella man's eyes filled with incomparable pain and despair

"Sister, give me a hand!" Zhang Wei cried with all his strength, struggling up, but in vain

"Ah Zhang Wei yelled and sat up abruptly. His head was dripping and he felt very hot.

Open your eyes, see outside the day has been bright, noon sun shine in, today is a good weather.

Look at me. It's covered with a quilt.

Take a look at the living room and dining room, the floor has been cleaned clean, the indoor air has no smell of wine and smoke, and the indoor pots of orchids are particularly delicate, showing a faint fragrance.

Zhang Wei stood up, some head heavy, each room walked once, but did not see He Ying.

On the desk in the bedroom, I saw a message from He Ying: "Wei, I get up and go shopping. I'll be back soon. Kiss you

He Ying got up early and went shopping.

Zhang Wei felt that he had a bad headache. He had a fever all over his body and a sore throat. He knew that he had a fever and a cold again. The sore throat was probably caused by smoking and tonsillitis.

However, Zhang Wei has no time to pay attention to his body at the moment. The pain of his heart is far greater than that of his body, and the mental torture is far greater than that of his body.

Look at the clock on the wall of the living room. It's 3 p.m. and it's getting closer to the last moment.

Zhang Wei's face was ferocious and painful. He picked up his laptop, walked into He Ying's bedroom, put it on the desk, plugged in the power, plugged in the wireless network card, turned it on, connected and logged in to QQ.

At the moment of logging in to QQ, Zhang Wei was palpitating. Countless times he logged in to QQ, which was different from the joy and expectation in the past. This time, it was so difficult and painful.

After landing, umbrella sister is not online, the head is gray.

However, there is a message: "dear, at 3 o'clock this evening, 500 meters west of Xingzhou building, Zhang Wei, Taiwan real pot cafe, room 314, let's meet..."

Zhang Wei was dizzy for a while, and everything was arranged for her.

Zhang Wei used to type "sister" on the keyboard, but he didn't know how to write below, so he couldn't help but stop.

Looking at the familiar avatar, the familiar dialogue window, and the familiar QQ number, Zhang Wei's hand trembled. He didn't know whether it was because of fever or heartache.

From Yaobei to Haizhou, from Haizhou to Xingzhou, from sasaizi to Jiawei, from encouraging people to go out to the south, from starting hard work to career growth, we can all feel the meticulous and considerate care of umbrella people, as well as careful guidance and sincere guidance through this small window

From the end of summer to autumn, and through winter, from acquaintance to familiarity, from familiarity to confidant, from confidant to heart to heart, from heart to love, when spring comes, when the flowers of love are about to bloom, this small window will end all these unforgettable

As if like a dream, began in this QQ chat window, and will end in this.

A virtual love finally fell before it came to reality

Do you want to go with the vows, the chirps, the heartfelt exchanges, the past scenes, the joys, the sorrows, the laughs and the curses

Zhang Wei's heart is going to break, along with his hot body

Zhang Wei, look at the time. It's one o'clock. It's two hours from three o'clock.

Umbrella sister is waiting for herself, waiting for the intoxicating moment tonight, waiting for the meeting and hot with herself

At this moment, umbrella people must make up at home, light make-up, wear proper clothes, must be doing the best and most beautiful dress for themselves.

At this moment, the umbrella person's heart must be full of joy and happiness, full of happiness and vision, doing the final mood sprint for the last moment

However, all this is impossible, and these things disappear with the misty virtual space

The pain and sadness in Zhang Wei's heart pounded his brain and eyes. His fingers were shaking all the time, his whole body was hot and cold, and his throat was getting more and more painful

Zhang Wei clenched his teeth and his face muscles began to twitch after a painful attack

Zhang Wei finally began to tap the keyboard and said with difficulty: "sister, when I called out this, my heart was very painful! Because - this is the last time I call you... Tonight's date, I can't go... I can't go forever... But, I'm so eager to see you, so eager to go on a date... But, I can't, I can't defeat myself, I can't deviate from myself, I can't make myself cruel

"I remember you once said that a man should have a conscience and responsibility, especially a man should have the courage to take responsibility for what he has done. I'm not a good man. I'm not out of the temptation of spirit and flesh. I'm lost on the edge of love and pain. I have to be responsible for what I do. I have to drink the bitter wine I brew. I have no choice... "

Zhang Wei's heart is shaking, and his whole body is shaking: "sister, you are a good woman. In this life, you will always be a good woman in my heart. No matter where I am, no matter how time changes, my love for you will never change, never fade, but I will bury you deeply in my heart, in the deepest part of my heart.

"I know that you are so loving and considerate to me, so attached and devoted to me, the ice in your heart finally melted by me, but I can't meet you when you need me most, and I can't blend with you. I'm taking the blame for myself. I feel so guilty and evil... Sister, curse me and scold me, Forget me, erase me, with your purest hands

Zhang Wei's eyes are red, looking at the computer screen, his hands are shaking violently: "sister, in the virtual space, I have been feeling you, I have been experiencing you, you are incomparably beautiful in the air, thank you sincerely, thank you from the heart, wish you sincerely, wish you to find a partner who really loves you, no fate in this life, love and hate are fate, cause and effect in everything, sister, next life, We'll meet again in the next life... In the next life... "

Writing here, Zhang Wei's tears blurred his vision, and his hands were shaking. He couldn't fight any more.

Zhang Wei tried to control the shaking of his body and resist the invasion of the virus. He picked up the mouse, moved the mouse, aimed at "send", and his index finger trembled on the left button

Finally, Zhang Wei clenched his teeth, closed his eyes and pressed the left mouse button with his index finger.

For a moment, Zhang Wei's facial muscles twitched violently, and Cen ran burst into tears

This moment, it's 2:44 p.m.

Zhang Wei sat in front of the computer, his eyes straight at the screen, looking at the chat window after sending out, his heart was as cold as ashes.

Zhang Wei knows that with the press of his mouse and the transmission of his own language, a paragraph ends, a love dies prematurely, and a new life begins

People are all destiny. Character decides destiny. If I'm a irresponsible, selfish and indulgent person, how nice it would be. Where can I have so many troubles? At the moment, I must be on the way to date the umbrella man

Zhang Wei can't help hating his kindness and responsibility.

However, if you and umbrella people start a happy love and romantic life, what about He Ying, the future child?

I bear the responsibility of love to umbrella people, but I bear the responsibility of morality and morality to He Ying and independent children, and the responsibility of character and conscience.

Zhang Wei slowly turned off his computer, stood up and walked to the balcony, overlooking the endless flow of the city and the afterglow of the sun

Just at this time, He Ying came back, carrying two big bags full of things.

"You're still there." He Ying may think that Zhang Wei should have left for Xingzhou at this time. It's very happy to see that Zhang Wei is still there.

Zhang wei walked into the living room and sat on the sofa feebly: "I'm not going back to Xingzhou."