Zhang Wei knows that he will never love He Ying from the bottom of his heart, and the future of himself and He Ying will only be spent in responsibility and habits. But think about it without being wronged, how much love is there in this world? How many marriages are the crystallization of love? How much love is outside marriage? How many people live silently in the besieged city of marriage, fulfill their duties, but keep their purest and most sincere love silent in their hearts!

It's not that I don't want to love He Ying, but that I can't love He Ying, because the umbrella person will always be in the deepest part of my heart, and will never be able to erase from my heart, because, as I said to the umbrella person, I will love her forever and forever. No matter where you are in this life, no matter who you are with, the only woman you really love in your heart is umbrella man.

Love doesn't have to be.

Zhang Wei felt a pang of pain in his heart again. He sighed that he had better face the reality. Everything is destined. Don't try to fight against fate, because personality decides fate.

Zhang Wei's heart is very sad.

Back to He Ying's apartment, after washing, they go to bed.

Zhang Wei takes He Ying over. He Ying sleeps with Zhang Wei's arm.

Zhang Wei was sleepless. After He Ying was asleep, he gently put He Ying away, pulled out his arm, got up, picked up his laptop and went to the study.

Zhang Wei closed the door of his study, then opened the computer, plugged in the network card, connected and logged in to QQ.

After landing, the result is still the same as before, the parachute man is not online.

In fact, Zhang Wei doesn't wish the umbrella man was online. If the umbrella man is online, Zhang Wei can't imagine what he will do. Zhang Wei just formed a habit. He was used to watching the chat window in front of the computer and recalling the past in a daze. He let his mind churn in the boundless air and found the support from the virtual to the real in his heart.

Zhang Wei was in a daze until 12 o'clock in the night. Suddenly, an idea came into his mind that he wanted to write something.

Yes, it is necessary to write something.

Zhang Wei set up a folder in my computer's D disk. When naming the folder, Zhang Wei hesitated for a moment, and then typed "Yingying". Since in reality has been unable to harvest, then in their own computer world to release their feelings, indulge their love can not get, repose their endless sorrow it.

After the establishment of documents, Zhang Wei has a name: Nanpiao online affairs.

Internet Affairs, Internet Affairs, Nanpiao. I came to the south from the north. Together, isn't it Nanpiao's Internet Affairs?

Zhang Wei saved the files to the folder, and began to tap the keyboard. He wrote as he wanted, without any rules and rules. He let the words flow freely with his mood and thoughts.

People in depression, always want to find a way to vent, always want to find a place to talk. Zhang Wei no one can go to talk, only choose their favorite computer, here to pour out their heart and mind.

Zhang Wei decided that when he was depressed, he would come here to talk and talk with Yingying. Zhang Wei knows that she can't see or hear. However, Zhang Wei prefers to have a dream, an ethereal dream. He believes that the umbrella man can feel his mood and hear the sound of his keyboard in the illusory world.

In order to keep secret, Zhang Wei then specially set the password for turning on his computer, and set the same password for his document.

In fact, Zhang Wei's password is very simple. After his birthday, he will face three digits upside down, from QQ to bank card, to computer startup to document, all of which are the same password.

Double insurance. I'm in charge of my territory.

Zhang Wei began to write hard in his "Nanpiao online affairs" field. He said that he was writing hard, but in fact he was typing the keyboard. Zhang Wei indulged his mood in front of the computer aimlessly and directionless, and released his mood without rules and rules.

With the keystroke of the keyboard, there are more and more words in the document, and the contents are very miscellaneous. There are not only Zhang Wei's feelings at any time, but also the release of depression in his heart, as well as the mention and recollection of fragments of the past.

Writing these things, like diary, also like gossip, also like capriccio, nondescript.

Zhang Wei likes the casual feeling of writing things. Since his first girlfriend read several diaries he wrote for more than 10 years and found that he was angry and broke up with her, he has stopped writing diaries for several years. Writing can not only sort out ideas, but also improve thinking. The most important thing is to release mood and place one's feelings.

Of course, this is our private world, which can't be known to anyone.

Zhang Wei poured out the whole process of his ideological struggle and all the depression and loss in his heart in his own territory, including the unforgettable love and endless yearning for the umbrella man, as well as the lament for his fate. I can't help but shed tears when I write about the emotional part.

At 3 o'clock in the night, Zhang Wei stopped, looked at the bright moonlight outside the window, took a deep breath, and looked at the full screen of Chinese characters, feeling relaxed.

Zhang Wei drags the mouse, and then points to a "northbound memory" folder in disk d. There are photos taken by Zhang Wei and Chen Yao during the Spring Festival, including single person, scenery and group photo of Zhang Wei and Chen Yao.

Zhang Wei watched the group photo of them for a long time. Zhang Xiaobo is Chen Yao, a legendary and mysterious beauty. She went to her hometown to celebrate the new year and became her own fake daughter-in-law.

Zhang Wei felt strange and absurd.

Zhang Xiaobo is really full of disasters. He has just lived a stable life for two years. I don't know if he has healed the wound in his heart. Gao Qiang, a scoundrel, is pestering with him again. What kind of woman can stand such a toss?

I don't know what means Zhang Xiaobo was forced to become a monk?

Lao Gao is tough enough!

At the thought that Chen Yao might have been severely damaged by Gao Qiang, Zhang Wei's complaint about Chen Yao's indifference to himself disappeared. He was in a bad mood and could be forgiven. What's more, as a friend, it's normal to be considerate, concerned and guided when a friend is in a bad mood. It's also normal to let a friend vent his anger on himself. Who makes him a man?

Zhang Wei opens the QQ dialogue window again, silently looks at the gray face of the umbrella man for a while, then turns off the computer and goes to bed.

After breakfast the next day, He Ying is lying on the sofa watching TV. Zhang Wei is sitting beside him. While watching TV, he knocks on the side branch and talks with He Ying about his company.

"How is midheaven now?" Zhang Wei asked He Ying over tea.

Lying on the sofa, He Ying put his head on Zhang Wei's leg, took Zhang Wei's hand and gently stroked his chest. While enjoying, he said, "what do you care? Let it be. "

"That's not OK. We also have a cooperation agreement signed with him, a regional marketing agency contract. Of course, I should be concerned about the recent situation of Zhongtian." Zhang Wei said seriously.

"What's terrible about that? Anyway, you've taken the agency fee and you've already kept your capital. If he messes up, you won't suffer any loss." He Ying said.

Zhang Wei said: "wrong, you don't know, Lao Gao's agent Jin Yifen didn't give, has violated the provisions of the agreement, overdue nearly a month."

He Ying looked up at Zhang Wei: "Oh, so it is. He must have given me all the cash in order to protect the house when he got divorced. He had no working capital on hand."

"No, isn't this the only money the big boss of Zhongtian has on hand?" Zhang Wei didn't believe it.

"How can you know that Gao Qiang has always been shortsighted and has no long-term plan to do things. The resort hotel he built has been smashed, and the money has been invested in 8 million yuan. Other follow-up funds can't get to the right place. The partner has a dispute, and the partner breaks the contract and leaves with the money. He doesn't know where he knows his friends.

"As soon as people leave, 8 million is equivalent to floating away, plus a divorce, which reduces by more than 5 million. In addition, the company's business has plummeted recently, and the backbone of the business has gone, scattered, new business can not be received, old business has been taken away, and the company has been operating at a loss every day..." He Ying reaches out her hand to touch Zhang Wei's face and tells us.

Zhang Wei heard that Zhongtian was worse than he had imagined. Judging from what He Ying said, Gaoqiang obviously could not afford to pay agency fees any more. Moreover, even if the agency fees were paid, Zhongtian's current management situation would not be able to do a good job in marketing agency.

We must take a long-term view of this matter and plan for it early. Zhang Wei pondered for a while, felt the phone and wanted to communicate with Mr. Zheng about the situation. When he looked at his mobile phone, it was dead.

Zhang Wei raised He Ying's head: "the mobile phone is dead. I'll use your charger to charge it."

"There are several universal chargers in the middle drawer of the desk in the bedroom. You can find them directly." He Ying yawned lazily.

"I know." Zhang Wei used to open the drawer, quickly found the universal charger, installed the battery, and plugged it into the socket.

When he closed the drawer, Zhang Wei saw the red wool box, picked it up, went back to the sofa in the living room, sat down, raised the box and said to He Ying, "it's a coincidence that I also have a jade pendant of the Chinese zodiac in my neck, and you also have one in your drawer. It looks very similar. You don't cherish it. Just throw it in a corner and let me put it in this box."

Zhang Wei opened it to He Ying.

He Ying's face changed. She sat up, grabbed the box in Zhang Wei's hand and closed it: "where did you find this?"

"Psycho, you look nervous!" Zhang Wei was annoyed by He Ying's manner: "from your drawer, what's the matter?"

"Oh, nothing?" He Ying immediately recovered calm, as if nothing had happened, and laughed: "I still threw it casually once by accident, thinking it was gone long ago, but I didn't expect it to appear again."

"Um... As like as two peas", Zhang Wei felt from his neck, Xiao Yupei: "you see, your one is just like mine, with almost the same texture and material, that is, different colors and shapes."

He Ying looked at Zhang Wei's Jade Pendant: "your one is really beautiful. It's very expensive at first sight. I'm not good at it. It's a common commodity..." He Ying threw the box and the jade pendant into the garbage can.

"Well? Why did you throw it away? " Zhang Wei asked He Ying: "why is it a piece of jade..."

"You don't know. This jade is fake. It's made of high-grade plastic. If your jade is worth 3000 yuan, it's worth 30 cents. It's rubbish. I didn't see it when I bought it. I came back to find someone to identify it." He Ying lies on the sofa again.

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