Conquer the beautiful chairman

Anyway, I can't sleep in bed. It's better to lean on it.

Zhang Wei lies in front of the computer half asleep and half awake. He looks at the computer hazily and his eyes become moist for a while.

Umbrella people must have no intention to pay attention to themselves, they must have decided to go their separate ways from themselves, they must have read all their messages and not forgiven themselves

Alas... Zhang Wei sighed. He was to blame. He deserved it!

Zhang Wei was dazed in front of the computer. Suddenly he heard the sound of "chirp". He suddenly raised his head and opened his eyes.

"Alas..." the dialogue of the umbrella man came!

It's the dialogue of umbrella man, it is!

Zhang Wei's eyes widened and his heart beat violently. He stuck his face to the computer screen and looked at it carefully. That's right. If it's my sister, it's true. That's right!

Umbrella man appeared, umbrella man came back, umbrella man talked to himself!

Zhang Wei's heart jumped up wildly, staring at the dialogue window. He did not dare to move, for fear that if he moved, the umbrella man's words would disappear.

At the same time, the window umbrella person's head also became the color, the umbrella person no longer stealth, online!

Zhang Wei looked at it blankly, his heart beating violently, like a wooden chicken.

Zhang Wei didn't know what to do, but he was full of fear and retreat.

Why? Why is there fear and retreat in my heart when happiness comes again? Is it because I still have conscience in my heart? Is it because I know that I have hurt others deeply?

All of a sudden, Zhang Wei had mixed feelings. Many days of depression, loneliness and sadness poured into his heart, and his eyes were wet with tears.

Although it is a word "Ai", it is better than a thousand words and everything.

Zhang Wei lowers his head, grabs his hair hard, closes his eyes, bites his teeth hard, then raises his head again, breathes heavily, opens his eyes, looks at the computer screen, and looks at the dialogue window.

Finally, Zhang Wei stretched out his trembling fingers and began to knock on the keyboard: "sister..."

"Well..." the umbrella man replied.

Zhang Wei got excited again: "am I... am I?"

Umbrella man: "well... You... Of course you are."

Zhang Wei tried to calm his mood and continued to hit the keyboard: "are you... Are you?"

Umbrella man: "I... of course it's me."

"Elder sister..." Zhang Wei called again, tears of joy finally came down, dripping on the keyboard.

This is not the second time that Zhang Wei has shed tears for the umbrella man, but the second time that Zhang Wei's tears fall on the keyboard. The first time is the farewell to the umbrella man on the eve of Valentine's day. This time, it is a reunion.

The umbrella man didn't agree, didn't speak, and kept silent all the time.

Zhang Wei's mood gradually subsided, and then he tried to shout out: "elder sister..."

This time the umbrella man agreed: "in fact... Why do you need it?"

Zhang Wei couldn't understand the meaning of the words and didn't answer.

After a while, the umbrella man sighed again: "Alas... I've read your masterpiece, read all your experiences, read your memoirs, and know your brilliant deeds... I want to know, why do you do this?"

Zhang Wei said: "I... the reason why I do this is not all written in the message..."

"I'm not asking you this. I've learned your great motivation and noble sentiment in the message, as well as your selfless morality and kind-hearted attitude. I'm asking you why you sent these things to me through QQ, and why do you disturb my peaceful life..." the umbrella man said.

Zhang Wei said: "I... I didn't think you would come to this QQ. I just want to imagine that you are still here. I just want to pretend that you are still here to talk to you. I just want to look for the feeling of the past. I just want to be intoxicated in my dream..."

"This is my QQ, I want to come, I want to go, I want to go up, I want to go down, what do I have to do with you?" Umbrella person's tone is a little tough: "break up is you say, you want to end, I said a word?"? Did I complain? I just want to live a peaceful life. Why do you want to disturb me? My QQ, why do you want to send, send a lot of heartbreaking disease-free groans to me, tell me a lot of feeble reasons, why? Why do you do what you want? You want to break up, you want to make up, why listen to you? Why? I've never seen such a horizontal person. "

Umbrella man's mood is very intense, as if in the heart full of resentment and quiet hate all poured out, some incoherent words.

Zhang Wei understood the mood of the umbrella man at the moment and let the umbrella man vent in silence.

"Yes, you have conscience and responsibility. For your own conscience and so-called responsibility, for your own heart to be comforted, you can satisfy a painstaking plan, please a hungry waiting heart, abandon a yearning innocence, and hurt an innocent and simple soul under the banner of conscience and responsibility, Zhang Wei... You make me never think that you are so cruel... You are so cruel... "The umbrella man is full of resentment.

Zhang Wei's heart twitches. He knows that at the moment, all the explanations are futile. The result shows that some things have come to this point. It's useless to talk too much. The umbrella man must have a lot of anger and grievances in his heart during this period of time. Let her talk more and speak out, maybe she will feel better.

"Yes, your reasons are very good. I read your experience and deeds carefully, and your feelings full of noble sentiment. It's very moving, moving, great, self sacrifice. It can be seen that you are forced, brainless, necessary, sufficient and impeccable in the whole process, It seems that you are being forced to do something. What a great young man you are, what a man full of love, righteousness and dedication

"But, Zhang Wei, do you think about me? Did you think about me when you decided to leave me and go into the arms of another woman? Think I'll be waiting for you in the room of that cafe? With longing for happiness and the future, full of pure love and dignified desire, and with Valentine's Day gifts, I am ready to leave home and go to room 314 to wait for you

"Have you ever thought about how deep, painful, heavy and merciless you hurt another innocent woman when you satisfy another woman for your morality and comfort... This woman has gone through a long winter and the early spring, and the scars in her heart have not yet healed, just scarred... And you, Ruthlessly tear the scar, sprinkle a handful of salt on it, and then leave... Zhang Wei, you are a man! "

At this point, the umbrella man suddenly stopped.

Zhang Wei knew that the umbrella man must be crying at the moment, or the huge pain in his heart began to pour out again.

Zhang Wei's heart convulsed violently, speechless pain surged into his heart. This pain is the deep love and care for the umbrella man.

Zhang Wei knows that love is selfish, umbrella people stand in their own position to say these words, is not wrong, he really hurt her too much.

Zhang Wei was speechless. After a while, he said softly, "I'm sorry... You scold me. I'm wrong!"

"Ha ha... Sorry? So relaxed, so simple, a light sorry, a simple I was wrong, put all this in the past? Zhang Wei, you are not wrong. I am not wrong. What's wrong with you for your conscience and responsibility? Love is a matter of mutual desire, which is what I asked for. What's wrong? Don't say I'm sorry. I can't afford it. I asked for it. I volunteered. I can only say that I'm responsible for it. I'm responsible for it. I deserve it... "The umbrella man said.

"Don't say that, sister! You are not wrong, it's all my fault... "Zhang Wei's heart is full of pain:" sister, all the faults are mine, you don't say so about yourself, you don't look down on yourself, you say so, my heart is really painful... Painful... "

Umbrella person: "I say myself, what do I have to do with you? Why do you feel pain? I don't need your pain? Not rare... "

Zhang Wei bit his lip: "you are not rare, you can, you don't need, you can, but I am willing, I am willing to hurt for you, there is no other reason, just because... Just because... I love you, I still love you as always, even... Even, I love you more than before..."

The umbrella man didn't speak for a long time.

Zhang Wei also did not speak, quietly looking at the dialogue window, quietly looking at the umbrella man's head.

After a long time, the umbrella man said, "but do you think I still love you? Do you think I still have you in my heart? Do you think my heart is still hot? "

Zhang Wei lamented: "elder sister, you hate me, you scold me, I understand, I love you, I love you deeply, whether you love me or not, even if you don't love me, even if you no longer have me in your heart, I still love you forever, I still hope that your heart will always be hot, or soon recover."

Umbrella man: "my heart... My just recovered heart has been cold and dead, the melting ice has been frozen again... My love, my hate, my feeling, my injury, my dream, my hope, my future, my vision, all gone with the wind..."

Zhang Wei's tears welled up: "elder sister, you said, what I need to do, as long as I can make your heart warm again, as long as I can make your pain heal, as long as I can make the ice in your heart melt again, I will do anything, for you, I can pay everything I have until my life..."

The umbrella man seemed to be moved by Zhang Wei's words. He was silent for a long time and said: "Alas... I don't need you to pay so much for me. The melting ice will be harder and colder when it condenses again... I really hate you. I hate you so much that I gnash my teeth... But I soon realized that love can't be forced. Character decides fate, It's all predestined. Soon, I won't hate you. Since it's predestined that I can't be a husband and wife, why waste my time?

"I quickly adjusted my mind. I can't go down because of this. I have to live, I have to do things, I have to survive, I have to make my life full of vitality and sunshine... I soon figured out that even if we can't be husband and wife, I will still treat you as a friend, a good friend... Since I am a friend, The feeling in my heart will be relaxed, and there will be no burden... "

Zhang Wei's heart is full of sadness: "sister, is still the only woman I love in my mind, the most beautiful woman."

Umbrella man: "don't say it, it's all over... General manager Zhang Wei, congratulations on your success and bright future..."

Zhang Wei: "I don't want you to make me a friend, I..."