Conquer the beautiful chairman

Chen Yao has been thinking nervously all the time. She frowns slightly, blinks her big eyes, looks at Zhang Wei, and then looks up at the second floor. After a while, her expression suddenly becomes excited and serious. She stops, leans on the stairs, holds her forehead, breathes heavily, and murmurs, "I seem to want to understand what's going on, I understand, I know... God... I'm so dizzy... I'm so dizzy... "

"What's the matter? What do you understand? What do you know? " Zhang Wei was a little strange. Seeing that Chen Yao was suddenly very weak, he helped Chen Yao's body: "are you dizzy? Was it by plane? It's bad, isn't it? Why don't you go downstairs and have a drink of water, and I'll visit the chairman first? "

Chen Yao raised her eyes and looked at Zhang Wei. She did not speak. She seemed to be thinking about something. She nodded slowly for a while.

Zhang Wei helped Chen Yao to go downstairs. Chen Yao pushed Zhang Wei's hand away: "no, I'll go down by myself. I don't need your help. You... Go up. I'll sit down for a while..."

With that, Chen Yao gives Zhang Wei a strange look and turns to walk downstairs.

Zhang Wei shakes his head and thinks that Chen Yao's performance today is a little strange. Just now, she was OK. How could she suddenly faint? Moreover, Chen Yao's expression seems to be very excited and depressed. It's really abnormal... Not only Chen Yao is strange, but Xiao Ru is also very strange. What she should know is not known, what she doesn't know is known instead... Today everything seems to be upside down.

However, Zhang Wei is very happy. Today, two of the happiest things have come true. He met Chen Yao, Zhang Shaoyang met Xiaohua, and the rest of the visit to the chairman of Tianma Tourism is just a procedural matter. At most, it is a courtesy visit to business customers. Since it's a courtesy visit, it's not inappropriate to represent Chen Yao.

Zhang wei walked steadily up the stairs on the second floor, turned right and saw the office of the chairman and general manager.

The corridor on the second floor is not long, quiet, spacious and bright. A few pots of flowers are placed in the corridor, revealing gorgeous and fragrant.

The door of the chairman's office was open, and a burst of singing came out: "let fate lead me from north to south, from west to East, to see that the world is full of joys and sorrows, and who is waiting for me. My dream and I have missed each other, and we will never meet again..."

This is a song that Zhang Wei likes very much. When He Ying and Zhang Wei used to play this song repeatedly, he likes Andy Lau's melancholy voice. Hearing this song here at the moment, Zhang Wei can't help feeling

Zhang Wei stood in front of the door and knocked twice. With a "please come in...", he pushed the door open and walked in

He Ying has felt very special since she got up this morning. She always feels that something will happen today, but what is it? I don't know.

He Ying has been hesitating about one thing, that is, whether to meet Zhang Wei and Chen Yao. What kind of mentality will Chen Yao and Zhang Wei have towards themselves now? Hatred, resentment, sympathy, pity... Or both.

He Ying opens the computer, logs on QQ, and looks at his QQ name: Xiaoru.

He Ying smiles bitterly without saying a word. As soon as Xiao Ru, Xia Hua, He Ying and his cousin meet, all the answers are revealed. Xiao Ru and Xiao Hua show their original shape.

Chen Yao and Zhang Wei have both invited Xiaoru and her boss to open the new company. He Ying knows that maybe Zhang Wei and Chen Yao will come to her door soon and invite Xiaoru and herself to visit the boss of Tianma Tourism.

He Ying is very excited, nervous, afraid and worried at the thought that they will come at any time. She is full of hope and fear for their arrival. She is eager to see Zhang Wei and Chen Yao, and hope to see their happiness and harmony. She is also afraid to see them. She is afraid that the scene will stimulate her. She doesn't want to bear such pain any more.

He Ying's heart is very contradictory and painful.

For a long time, ever since she left Haizhou and came to Yaobei, He Ying, with an indescribable ambivalence, has been ruthless for countless times. She wants to completely forget the past, erase everything from her memory, and start a new life in numbness.

However, He Ying could not convince herself that since she wanted to forget the past and Zhang Wei, why should she insist on choosing Yaobei as her habitat?

But, do not want to forget, why choose to leave Zhang Wei? Why do you choose to leave without saying goodbye? Is it because of the chat records in the computer and Zhang Wei's diary? When did you learn to be a good person? Learn to sympathize with others and help others? Why can he give up the man he wants?

He Ying has been contradicting and suffering all the time

Have left but don't want to break the news, also have to make a QQ, change a vest disguised identity; Has been heart ash, but do not want to cold, always refused to let his heart completely die, but also get a gift for their mother to give them; I miss the man I used to be, but I dare not really approach him. I dare not approach him, but I always want to be aloof. When I see his parents, I always feel that it should be my father-in-law

Alas - why there are so many troubles in life

He Ying has a headache when she thinks about it, and her heart is like a knife... Too much of the past has made her spend countless sleepless nights, from the founding of Zhongtian to her joining Zhongtian, from her deep love with Chen Yao's sisters to her fierce love, from her infatuation with Zhang Wei to her divorce and pregnancy, from her addiction to her discovery that the woman Zhang Wei loves is Chen Yao... He Ying thinks she is dirty, despicable Very infatuated, very pitiful, very helpless

He Ying wants to try to forget all the past, and doesn't want to spend the rest of her life in memory. However, in the dead of night, those old memories, scenes of old love, will creep into her brain, start to bite her soul and muscles, start to tear her heart and nerves, and start to suck her bone marrow and blood, which makes her restless, Sleepless at night, often wake up in the middle of the night, either sweating or tears

He Ying didn't know why she had to come to this backward northern city and when she was going to stay here. She didn't like the mess and noise here, the dust and dryness here, the rudeness and barbarism here. She missed the tender Jiangnan, the small bridge and flowing Xingzhou, and the humid and peaceful Zhejiang.

However, she always doesn't want to let herself leave, and doesn't want to let herself have the idea of leaving. She would rather stick to it, for an unknown future, a future that knows there will be no hope. She doesn't know what she is waiting for or watching. Since she has lost and left, why do she have such concern and attachment?

He Ying can't convince herself, nor can she. He Ying can't explain her behavior, and she doesn't want to explain it.

When He Ying saw that Zhang Wei and Chen Yao were not online, she quit QQ bored, holding her cheek and looking at the computer screen in a daze.

She suddenly thought of her son, Bingbing, who was staying in Laogao's home. I don't know why. Today, I miss my son very much.

As soon as He Ying thinks of her 3-year-old child without a mother, and her lonely childhood in Lao Gao's home, she feels cramped. How she wants to take her child with her and let her enjoy endless maternal love and care, but

He Ying turns out the photo of her son in her mobile phone and looks at his son's smiling face and big eyes with relief. Her nose turns sour

He Ying has a dream in her heart that she hopes to take her son with her one day and love him. However, she knows that Lao Gao will never agree with her and Lao Gao's family will never agree

He Ying now has nothing but painful memories and incomplete dreams.

After lunch, He Ying took a short rest. Then she sat at her desk and looked at Zhang Wei's photos for a while. She felt wet and lonely in her heart. She turned on the computer music and listened to Zhang Wei's favorite song "my dream and my dream", which was Zhang Wei's favorite song. When Zhang Wei was with him, when he was in his car, I always play this song over and over again. After He Ying went to the north, he used this song to pass the time in her spare time every day, remembering the past years, those things and those people in the song

He Ying holds her cheek and listens to Andy Lau's distant and desolate song. She looks at Zhang Wei's photo and remembers her and Zhang Wei's little by little. She laughs, cries, laughs and scolds. She can't help falling in love

Tianma Tourism has been doing better and better business since it got on the express train of holiday tourism and picked up Southern customers to come to Yaobei red tourism. This is a bit beyond He Ying's medical care. I didn't want to chat with Chen Yao for this purpose. I didn't expect that there would be additional gains.

In recent days, holiday tourism has stopped sending customers, and their business is relatively weak. He Ying is not worried about her business. As long as she doesn't lose money, it doesn't matter whether she earns more or less. He Ying is suddenly worried about Chen Yao. She knows that Chen Yao must be in big trouble in Xingzhou. Otherwise, just a small business license will never reach this level. She wants to help Chen Yao, but she can't.

Since Zhang Wei left Longfa tourism, he Yingji stopped her cooperation with Lao Zheng rafting. She originally added Baiyun Mountain rafting for Zhang Wei's sake. After Zhang Wei left, there was no need to keep this scenic spot. Besides, He Ying had no good impression on Lao Zheng. She finally knew that the masquerade dance she attended that night and the man she did it with was Lao Zheng, It's Lao Zheng after taking drugs. Moreover, she seems to have taken drugs passively... The child in her stomach is the result of her own and Lao Zheng's promiscuity... When she thinks about this, He Ying is ashamed and wants to die.

After knowing that the man turned out to be Lao Zheng and that the child was Lao Zheng's child, I immediately learned about Zhang Wei and umbrella man, that is, Chen Yao. Finally, I was hopeless and found out that I had no idea. I left my hometown alone. In a hospital in a small county in Northern Jiangsu, I killed the seed of my own sin and lay in a small hotel for a whole week, As if I was a walking corpse... Then I came to Yaobei and finally decided to stay here and live here

Every time He Ying hears this song, her heart is always full of contradictions. There are always sweetness, happiness and pain, which will be intertwined togethe