Zhang Wei has been eating green vegetables every day in the mountains this week. Unfortunately, he is short of oil and salt, and no meat.

"Good." He Ying smiles on the phone: "I've been trusted in the mountains, haven't I?"

"No nonsense."

Somehow, hearing He Ying smile, Zhang Wei felt relaxed and relieved.

Zhang Wei looks at this small dwelling. Although the space is small, he can live in it and avoid the wind, rain and cold. In this city of one million people, he feels very comforted to have such a place.

He Ying will be here soon, carrying a lunch box.

A few days no see, He Ying lost a lot of weight, eyes black, looks very haggard.

He Ying was very happy to see Zhang Wei. He busily opened the lunch box: "well, it's all meat and fish. Let's have meat."

Zhang Wei is really greedy for meat these days. He is not polite to eat.

"You are so sensual." He Ying sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Zhang Wei's hunger, said slowly.

Zhang Wei was stunned and grinned: "how can I hear what you said?"

He Ying looks at Zhang Wei mildly, smiles, does not speak, looks very tired.

Zhang Wei said to He Ying, "you look very haggard and tired. Go to bed and lie on your back for a while."

He Ying also has this intention, according to the words.

After Zhang Wei finished eating, He Ying got out of bed, cleaned up Zhang Wei's leftovers, poured a cup of hot water for Zhang Wei, and went to bed again.

Zhang Wei sat at the window, looking at He Ying's face and eyes: "what's the matter? The rest is not good, the sleep is not good, the eye circles are black, has become the old lady

With a farfetched smile, He Ying took Zhang Wei's hand and gently rubbed it: "it's nothing, but the rest is not good."

"It's not like I'm having trouble with Mr. Gao again."

He Ying nodded.

"A lot of noise?"

He Ying nodded again.

Zhang Wei sighed: "I said, you are all old husbands and wives. What's more, you have children. Just have a good life. Don't make trouble."

He Ying smiles bitterly: "who doesn't want to live a good life, you think I want to toss, but - alas!"

Zhang Wei looks at He Ying's powerlessness and helplessness, and suddenly feels very unhappy. This woman's life may have been happy and smooth before, but since her appearance, her life has become unstable. She should be the root of all this.

"I'm sorry, it's all because of me, I know," Zhang Wei said apologetically, shaking He Ying's hand. "My appearance is a mistake. I'm a person who shouldn't be here. My appearance disrupts your original peaceful life and destroys the inherent order."

He Ying looked at Zhang Wei and pursed her lips: "in fact, it has nothing to do with you. You don't have any ideological burden..."

"You don't have to comfort me," Zhang Wei interrupted He Ying. "I know very well that everything has changed since I appeared. I am the root cause of all this."

He Ying looked at Zhang Wei silently for a long time without saying anything. Then she sighed: "in fact, you overestimate yourself. Really, you think your role is too big. Lao Gao and I are at odds, not because of an event or a character, but because of the explosion of conflicts and problems over a long period of time. If it's because of you, Then you have at most played the role of a fuse, or thrown a match in a powder keg filled with explosives. "

Zhang Wei looked at He Ying in a dazed way. For a moment, he didn't know what to say.

He Ying: "in fact, people are all fate, people's happiness or happiness, pain or sadness, are predestined, can't blame others, born is such a life."

Zhang Wei stares at He Ying: "character decides fate."

"You're right," He Ying nodded to Zhang Wei and said slowly, "my character decides my destiny. I come to this step today because of my character and my destiny. In the eyes of outsiders, how happy and enviable I am to be a man with a car, a house, a company, a face, a stature and a pursuit, The happiness of life, the happiness of marriage, the bitterness of heart, only you know, outsiders are unable to tell, said others will not believe

"You're depressed, aren't you?"

"Yes, it's very, very depressing, but I never talk to anyone. I've been suffocating in my heart, letting myself taste and digest slowly."

Zhang Wei patted the back of He Ying's hand gently: "if you have something in your heart, just say it. If you have something in your heart, you should learn to talk about it. Don't keep it in your heart. After a long time, you will feel more depressed."

He Ying shook his head: "I can't talk. I have no one to talk to. Lao Gao won't listen to me, and I don't want to talk to him. For several years, there has been a knot in my heart. I can't tell anyone. I have to keep piling up in my heart. It's getting heavier and heavier. It often makes me sleepless and breathless, Become a haunting demon in my brain. I know that all my unhappiness comes from this demon. "

Zhang Wei looked at He Ying's painful expression, and his heart was suddenly full of compassion. He put his palm close to He Ying's face, gently stroked He Ying's face, and said gently, "can you talk to me? Maybe I can help you with your ideas. "

He Ying smiles gratefully and shakes her head: "thank you, but you are still young. You don't understand these things."

"Bullshit," Zhang Wei stares at He Ying: "you are two or three years older than me. You can pretend to be old in front of me, talk about it and say it. Even if I can't help you, you will feel better."

On the one hand, Zhang Wei is concerned about He Ying and wants to comfort her; On the other hand, Zhang Wei intuitively feels that He Ying's evil spirit is probably related to the mysterious ex boss wife, which arouses his great interest. Therefore, he tries his best to encourage He Ying to talk about her mind.

He Ying looks at Zhang Wei in a dazed way. She is very attentive and hesitant. She seems to be thinking about whether to talk to Zhang Wei about this.

"What? Don't believe me? If you treat me as an outsider and don't want to talk to me from the bottom of your heart, even if you don't say it, you will be pulled down. " Zhang Wei uses provocation and pretends to be unhappy.

This played a role. He Ying finally made up her mind and leaned in the bed, pulling Zhang Wei's hand: "you don't need to motivate me, where can I treat you as an outsider? You should understand my heart. OK, you come up, we'll sit together, and I'll tell you from the beginning."

Finally, He Ying is going to talk. Zhang Wei is a little excited. He Ying's story is likely to solve a series of questions that have been around her heart. More importantly, it may solve the mystery of the former landlady.

Zhang Wei sits at the head of the bed and lies side by side with He Ying.

He Ying shrinks down and lies in Zhang Wei's arms, putting her head against Zhang Wei's chest.

He Ying felt comfortable in this posture, and Zhang Wei did not refuse.

Then, in a deep and gentle tone, with a look of memory and confusion, He Ying began to make a difficult statement

"In fact, I am a kind person, otherwise I would not have this heart disease, or at least I have a little conscience. You just said that character decides fate. It's all right. My character determines everything I have today and also determines my unhappiness. My unhappiness comes from my marriage, and my marriage is closely related to a person who has a close relationship with me and cannot be erased in my life and growth. "

Zhang Wei's heart raised: "who is this person?"

"Zhang Xiaobo."

Zhang Wei's heart relaxed, a little excited, and finally talked about her, the legendary ex landlady.

Zhang Wei didn't want to let He Ying feel that he knew Zhang Xiaobo's name, pretending to be confused: "what is Zhang Xiaobo? Male or female? "

He Ying looked up at Zhang Wei: "you really don't know? Didn't Xiao Guo talk to you about it? No one else in the company told you about it? "

"I don't know. I told you that Xiao Guo never talked about other people's private affairs in front of me. I didn't deal with other people in the company at all, and no one told me that."

He Ying nodded: "it makes sense. Zhang Xiaobo is a woman. I grew up with her as a child. She is also my classmate and colleague from primary school to junior high school to technical secondary school. She is also the founder of Zhongtian tourism, the first chairman of Zhongtian tourism, Gao Qiang's ex-wife and landlady. "

Zhang Wei's heart began to flow like a river, and He Ying's shoulder was caressed: "continue to speak, speak slowly."

"When we talk about Zhang Xiaobo, we should start from childhood. Our two families are in a remote town in Xingzhou. Zhang Xiaobo's father is frail and sick, his mother has no job and three children. The family economy has been very difficult. My family is a cadre family in the town, my father works in the town government, and I'm the only child. The conditions are much better than her. Zhang Xiaobo and I were born in the same year. She is three months older than me. From primary school to junior high school, she has been in the same class. Zhang Xiaobo has always been the monitor of the class. I have always been a member of the entertainment committee. Moreover, Zhang Xiaobo's academic performance has always been the first in the class. Since then, my heart has been dissatisfied and I want to surpass her. However, I have never been able to achieve my wish. Zhang Xiaobo is very kind to me. She often helps me in my study. On the surface, I am also very friendly to her. However, in my heart, I often feel jealous and unbalanced. When she graduated from junior high school, Zhang Xiaobo ranked third in the city in the graduation examination. Originally, she was recommended to shangxingzhou No.1 middle school, but her family was in financial difficulties. In order to take care of her younger brother and sister, get employment as soon as possible and solve her family difficulties, she gave up the opportunity to go to senior high school and insisted on applying for the city's tourism secondary school. I happened to be tired of studying, and I applied for the same school. I was admitted to the same class with Zhang Xiaobo. After we went to technical secondary school, we were both in the same dormitory. She was still the monitor of the class. I was also a member of the entertainment committee. With the growth of age, we both developed very fast and became more and more beautiful. We became the two school flowers of the whole school and became the object of attention of many boys. However, in everyone's eyes, when we are mentioned, Zhang Xiaobo will always be the first to mention, and then He Ying. I am still under her. I feel lost and out of balance from time to time when I am surrounded by vanity

With He Ying's narration, a beautiful girl who stands up strong in suffering appears in Zhang Wei's mind. The girl's eyes have a kind of childishness and perseverance, as well as a touch of melancholy and profundity.

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