One wall, two beds.

On the west bed, Li Sanjiang frowned, and from time to time, he splitted his hands and feet irregularly.

However, despite such a big response, he still couldn't wake up from the nightmare.

In the underworld, as if there was an invisible person, he was pressed on himself.

The other party was very deep, pressed his chest tightness, and couldn't breathe almost.

But he can't push it away by how to work hard.

Li Sanjiang himself did not expect himself. He who had carried his body for a lifetime would be pressed by ghosts one day.

However, under such a rotten and panic, he can still find a comfort for himself:

"In this way, Xiao Yuanhou's evil is given to me, the formation has become!"

At this time, on the east bed, Li Zhanyuan lay quietly.

There was no pain on his face, and his breathing was smooth, as if he still slept very fragrant.

However, Li Zhanyuan opened his eyes in his dream.

He sat up from the bed and thought he was awake at first, but he glanced outside, dark.

He understood that he was still in his dreams, because the screens in the bedroom were also clear, and it was impossible to be so dark.

Looking around, Li Zhanyuan found the scope he could see, which was the bed under himself.

This is an old wooden bed. Many details have been grinded by years, but if you look closely, you can still find exquisite carved design.

Li Zhanyuan took the quilt on his body, kneeling to the bed, trying to reach out, trying to touch the outside.

This is a dream anyway.

During the day, Liu Manting asked him, was boring in the countryside?

He answered a lot of fun things here.

Yeah, there are indeed a lot.

A few years ago, he has never understood why the word "learning" is often added with "hard work".

Learning, don't you just look at the concepts, theories, and formulas, and then make those simple topics?

Later, he realized that some people could really feel pain in the process of learning.

He is envious.

He is still young, and there is no excessive life and social experience. The oldest place is the classroom, as a student:

You can't feel frustrated and torture from the problem, you can't feel joy and excitement after solving the problem, without a sense of depression, without sense, naturally there is no sense of gain.

The title of the title is in front of you, as if there is an extremely boring square grid graffiti.

In particular, when he learned other classmates and reported his grades to his parents to get a view to praise, his mother always looked at himself with his colder eyes.

As if I had done something wrong, and it was getting farther and farther.

Therefore, he couldn't get any emotions from learning, only ... numb.

Change,

From the moment when I fell into the water, I saw the little yellow warbler.

He felt depressed and painful, and when he saw that the bearded father and son did not enter the fish pond and the little yellow warbler last dance on the water, he experienced the sense of gain.

At that time, the grandfather saw that he was stunned there and persuaded himself to think about something happy, such as eating a seat.

He didn't tell the grandfather,

I was in my heart ... I was excited.

A brand new door opened the gap in front of him.

He likes this unknown and weird,

He finally realized the ignorance and embarrassment, the sense of weakness and uncontrollable sense, which made him feel a little pleasant.

He felt that his grandmother called himself to call the soul and then put the behavior in the bowl.

He looked at Liu Jinxia, ​​looked at Li Sanjiang, and found them even more powerful.

They know a lot of concepts, they remember a lot of formulas, they can solve problems,

And yourself,

It's just a bad student.

Li Zhanyuan's hand revealed the edge of the bed. He seemed to feel the wind, very slight and slightly, and even suspected whether he was his own psychological effect.

Moreover, he couldn't see his hand that leaned out the edge of the bed.

Hold the handle back and put it in front of yourself, um, my hand is still there.

Immediately, he revealed his hand again, this time, it was down.

It seems that I feel a little cool, still very mild, but at least it can be determined, and there is a difference in touch.

There are two different sense of medium with the height of the flat height of the bed.

Li Zhanyuan closed his eyes. He began to focus on his attention, perceive as much as possible, and his hands were leaning down, and he began to shake slowly back and forth, and his fingers were swinging irregularly.

More realistic, more delicate, continue.

The first two dreams were the first time I dreamed of the little yellow warbler to the house, and the second time I dreamed that Grandpa humpback was carrying an old lady.

Then this time, it should not be simply black.

Finally, he felt that there seemed to be something slender to pass by his fingertips.

He immediately lay on the bed, so that his arms could stretch as much as possible.

After a while, the feeling appeared again before, and the frequency began to accelerate.

Seems ... water plants?

Li Zhanyuan immediately thought of the black water grass he had seen last time. Is it hair?

Keep over, keep shutting through, stroke your fingertips and small arms, pinch your fingers, and you can pinch the fine sense.

It seems that it is really hair.

"Pap."

Li Zhanyuan's eyes lit away. Just like something, he patted his palm gently, not his hair was soft, but another thing.

Waiting, waiting, waiting ...

"Pap."

The second came.

What does it look like?

Li Zhuiyuan began to think, and compared the images of similar texture collision in his memory as much as possible.

"Pah."

This time, the force was greater, but still not enough!

Li Zhuiyuan began to increase the amplitude of his arm swing, shaking, shaking...

Finally,

"Pah!"

With a clear sense of vibration, he seemed to hear a crisp sound in his ears.

It's like you are standing in place with your arms raised, and someone just came over and clapped your hands.

As Li Zhuiyuan continued to discover, the thick black outside the bed gradually faded silently.

At the same time, the perception from below began to become clearer.

Li Zhuiyuan could even take the initiative to reach out to wrap those hairs, and he could also complete the next high-five while swinging.

He realized that those high-fives did not seem to be intentional by the other party, but his hand happened to meet the other party's palm, because he also felt that he clapped the back of his hand, and the sound was not so crisp.

Suddenly, Li Zhuiyuan felt that his arm was hit by something. He felt a pain and subconsciously pulled his arm upward.

This retraction was like something that was originally blocked and resumed its movement.

And Li Zhuiyuan's fingertips touched a hard arc, followed by a smooth concave, followed by a clear upward movement of the joints, and then continued to bump along the bones one by one, and then touched the round and tall elasticity.

Then, his fingers broke away from the contact, and he immediately stretched his arm all the way down. In the end, he grabbed five short joints that were put together.

"Huh..."

Li Zhuiyuan immediately withdrew his hand, with a look of shock on his face.

It was a complete person, and he just touched her toes from the back of her head.

There are people under the bed!

And not just one or a few, but many, a group of people!

At this time, Li Zhuiyuan found that the thin blanket that was originally beside him was gone.

He looked up at the corner of the bed, where a child was wrapped tightly in a blanket, curled up there, shivering, with fear in his eyes.

This child looked exactly like him.

"I'm so scared, I'm so scared, I'm really scared... Woohoo... Mom, come and pick me up."

Li Zhuiyuan looked at the "self" who was trembling with fear and asked:

"Why are you still here?"

...

"Comrade, we have tested your son. He has no psychological problems. He is very healthy, sunny and cheerful."

The female doctor in a white coat made a statement with a smile on her face. At the same time, she couldn't help but reach out and gently touch the face of the little boy in front of her.

The little boy also smiled.

Well, what a lovely child.

The female doctor raised her head again and looked at the mother standing next to the boy. She was a little confused. Why did the mother's face not show any joy but indifference when she made a "healthy" diagnosis?

Nowadays, psychology and psychological treatment are not popular in China, and the public does not have a deep understanding of this aspect. However, you can still find psychological clinics in Beijing.

"Mom, I'm not sick." Li Zhuiyuan, who was only eight years old, took his mother's hand and looked up at her. "Mom, the doctor said I'm healthy."

Li Lan looked down at her son, then looked at the doctor and said:

"You were deceived by him."

The female doctor spread her hands, tried her best to control her emotions, and explained:

"Comrade, since you brought your son here, I think you should have a certain understanding of psychology, so you should believe in our diagnosis and our expertise."

Li Lan: "I overestimated your expertise."

"As a mother, how could you do this?" The female doctor couldn't help it anymore, "This is the first time I've seen a mother who was still dissatisfied when she learned that her son was healthy. I really can't understand what you think in your heart!"

Li Lan: "You just said you are professional."

Female doctor: "..."

Li Lan took Li Zhuiyuan's hand and turned to leave the clinic. Li Zhuiyuan followed his mother's pace and lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong.

They didn't go home, but came to a psychological clinic affiliated with another foreign-related hospital.

Li Zhuiyuan was taken in by the new doctor for examination.

Forty minutes later, the door opened and Li Zhuiyuan was taken out.

The doctor said seriously:

"Madam, we now initially suspect that your son has more serious signs of schizophrenia and autism. During our consultation, this should be related to his family emotional life.

He longs for the care and companionship from his mother.

So, I hope that in the next treatment, as the child's mother, you will cooperate with us as much as possible, so that your son can return to health."

After listening to the doctor's words, Li Lan lowered her head, looked at Li Zhuiyuan standing in front of her, and asked:

"Is it fun?"

"Mom, I..."

The doctor couldn't bear it anymore, he stretched out his hand to block Li Lan: "Madam, you shouldn't be so harsh on your son. His problem is already very serious now. You must pay enough attention, otherwise in the future..."

Li Lan didn't continue to listen, turned around and left.

"Madam, Madam!" No matter how the doctor shouted, she didn't look back.

Li Zhuiyuan trotted after him.

Li Lan stopped in front of the bathroom, and Li Zhuiyuan also stopped. There happened to be a large mirror here, reflecting the mother and son.

Li Zhuiyuan saw his mother in the mirror, she was staring at herself in the mirror, with a hint of disgust in her eyes.

When she lowered her gaze and fell on Li Zhuiyuan in the mirror, the disgust in her eyes still did not disappear.

"Mom..."

Li Zhuiyuan carefully pulled Li Lan's sleeves. He wanted to ask his mother what he should do to make her like him as before, instead of becoming more and more indifferent in recent years.

He believed that as long as he knew, he could correct it quickly because he learned things quickly.

"Alan, Alan, Alan!"

Outside, he heard his father's call. He ran over with sweat all over his head, not taking a breath, and asked nervously: "Alan, how is Xiaoyuan, is there any problem?"

"Dad."

"Hey, son."

Li Zhuiyuan was embraced by his father.

Li Lan looked at the father and son who were hugging each other. She seemed to be trying to restrain herself, but the muscles at the corners of her mouth were still slightly raised, revealing a mocking smile.

The man raised his head and saw it.

At this moment, all kinds of emotions that had been accumulated in his heart in the past could no longer be suppressed. He almost roared with a trembling voice:

"Alan, what do you want? How can you be satisfied? Do you have to torture us in this way?"

After roaring, he sat on the ground and cried.

"Dad, don't cry." Li Zhuiyuan stepped forward and wanted to wipe his father's tears.

But he happened to meet his mother's eyes, and he stopped all his movements immediately.

Li Lan closed her eyes, and after a while, she opened them again, and then she turned and walked out, leaving the father and son in place.

Li Zhuiyuan looked ahead, and on the shiny tiles, the reflection of his mother's back gradually receding.

...

"Why are you still there?"

On the bed, facing "himself" who was shivering in the quilt, Li Zhuiyuan asked for the second time.

But the other party still didn't give an answer.

Li Zhuiyuan shook his head: "Thank you for helping me deceive the doctor in that examination, but you don't exist."

I don't have schizophrenia.

As soon as the voice fell, the thin blanket fell on the bed.

The "self" who was shivering and calling for his mother wrapped in it before disappeared.

"Hua La La...Hua La La...Hua La La..."

Suddenly, a clear sound of water flow came from all around.

The dense darkness finally faded and turned into a gray splashed with light ink.

But at least, visibility has improved.

Li Zhuiyuan slowly stood up and looked around again.

He was standing on the bed, but it seemed like he was standing on a boat.

Because all around, there were dark and rolling waves, and in the river, there were floating corpses, and the corpses were densely packed, like rice fields with no end in sight.

"Grandpa said that I can return to normal after fasting.

But why, I still had a dream.

And,

It was still such a dream..."

At this time, it seemed that the wind was blowing on the river.

The wind passed through the corpses, bringing with it the unique stench of the dead.

It was much stronger than the fragrance of rice.

Li Zhuiyuan stood and watched for a long time. He even walked to the head of the bed and supported himself with his hands on the bed rails.

He didn't know how long this dream would last, and he didn't seem to have a way to wake up on his own initiative.

But...

Li Zhuiyuan sat down on the bed, tidied up the messy thin quilt, folded it neatly, lay down, and covered his stomach with the quilt.

No mistakes, one post, one content, one 6, one 9, one book, one bar, take a look!

Well,

He was ready to sleep.

...

"Well..."

Li Zhuiyuan opened his eyes, and it was already dawn outside.

He knew that he was really awake.

This sleep was very comfortable, and the whole person was refreshed and energetic.

Li Zhuiyuan couldn't help wondering, is sleeping in a dream a real deep sleep?

If that was the case, then he would not mind the dream like last night, but would rather miss it.

After all, no matter how horrible the nightmare is, he will get used to it after experiencing it many times.

He looked down and found that the black coils on his neck, wrists and ankles had broken by themselves.

Grandpa said that they can be cut off in the morning, so it shouldn't be a problem, right?

After getting out of bed, walking to the door, and pushing it open, Li Zhuiyuan closed his eyes and began to take deep breaths.

This is a habit he learned from his mother. After getting up, his mother would stand in front of the bathroom mirror and take deep breaths very hard.

Although even now, Li Zhuiyuan is not clear about the meaning of doing this.

However, after pushing open the door and the warm sunshine covering himself, Li Zhuiyuan smiled, as if all the haze of last night had disappeared at this moment.

Li Zhuiyuan picked up the washbasin and toothbrush cup, went to the terrace to get water, and began to wash.

"Xiaoyuan, come down to have breakfast after washing up." Aunt Liu called him on the dam.

"Okay, Aunt Liu."

Li Zhuiyuan went downstairs, and the small wooden stool was not placed in the house this time, but on the dam.

On the wooden bench, there was a bowl of porridge, a salted duck egg, a plate of sour eggplant and a plate of pickled ginger.

"There's still porridge in the pot. How about I get you another duck egg?"

"That's enough, Aunt Liu. Thank you, Aunt Liu."

"Thank you, Aunt Liu. This is Aunt Liu's job."

Li Zhuiyuan was a little curious about how much the grandfather had to pay Aunt Liu.

However, the money to come to Taiye is enough. Although he is "luxurious", he also has more input. The most important thing is that he has no children and does not save money.

"Aunt Liu, am I going out?"

"No, it's estimated yet."

"oh."

Li Zhanyuan began to eat breakfast. He knocked the duck egg short head at the wooden bench, then peeled off a mouth along the crack, then took it in his hand, and picked it out with the tip of the chopsticks.

When I was about to eat, I saw a small wooden bench bench at the east end of the dam at the east end of the dam at the da Zizi, which also placed white porridge and pickles on it.

The little girl she saw yesterday was held out by her grandma and sat down.

She was wearing a purple cheongsam today, which is much more conservative than the little yellow warbler, and the embroidery pattern on her cheongsam is more fine and rich.

In addition, she changed a hair style today, with a wooden pupa on it.

This kind of dress is very particular, and it is rare in rural areas, especially in the summer. You know, most boys run in a pair of triangle.

Aunt Liu moved a set of wooden stools. This time, there was a set of tea sets on the wooden bench. She bowed her head to say something to the old grandma. The old grandma waved her hand and Aunt Liu left.

The old grandmother squatted in front of the girl, whispered to her.

The girl sat there and looked at her eyes. As yesterday, she seemed to have no one else in her eyes.

But the grandmother's persuasion still played a role. The girl lowered her head silently, picked up chopsticks, and started eating.

Li Zhanyuan noticed that she was a bit of chopsticks and pickled two porridge porridge, and then clamped a chopsticks and pickles. The frequency never changed.

The old grandmother peeled her salted duck egg, and when she wanted to hand it to her, she stopped, and her body seemed to start to tremble slightly.

The old grandmother immediately apologized and took the salted duck egg away.

The girl continued to dine, or one porridge of one chopsticks and pickles.

Li Zhanyuan, who witnessed this scene, appeared in his mind, which was the same table in the juvenile class. The same is true for him to eat. He will plan the dishes and rice in the plate in advance. At the end of the eat, it must be all the entrance to the rice and rice.

Not only that, he must step on the brick grid angle when he walks out of the classroom. If one day he stepped on the wrong one, he will re -run back to the classroom and go out again. Even if he goes to the toilet before, he will hold it hard.

The girl ate quickly. After eating, she put down the chopsticks.

Grandma took out the Paizi and helped her wipe the corners and fingers carefully.

Then she stood up, lifted the bench, and walked back to the East House.

Still that position, she put down the bench, sat down, stepped on the threshold, and looked ahead.

The grandmother glanced helplessly, then stood up and sat on the chair.

Li Zhanyuan noticed that the other party's gaze fell on herself again, but unlike yesterday, this time she took the initiative to wave and shouted herself:

"Come, come over, let me see."

Li Zhanyuan walked over. After approaching, he seemed to be able to smell the fragrance of the other person.

"Grandma is good."

"Call Xiaoyuan, right?"

"Well, Li Zhanyuan."

"Grandma, my surname is Liu."

"Grandma Liu."

"Good. After living here, I still saw other children for the first time, haha." Liu Yumei raised his wrist, glanced at the pair of bracelets, hesitated, and seemed to feel that this was not appropriate. In the end Mei Yu picked it down and handed it to Li Zhanyuan. "Come, grandma gives you a ceremony."

Li Zhanyuan waved his hand: "Can't ask, Grandma Liu, it's too expensive."

"Fake, glass, just play with a toy."

"No, I can't."

Liu Yumei handed it forward again, urging: "The elders are unable to resign, cynical."

After half a step back, Li Zhanyuan did not reach out, but replied: "I have to ask me, my grandfather."

Liu Yumei nodded, put the jade finger back into his pocket, and didn't wear his fingers again.

"Xiaoyuan, how many grades do you read?"

"Third grade."

"How is the result?"

"fine."

"How old are you this year?"

"Ten years old."

"How many months?"

"August."

"That's one month older than our family." Said, Liu Yumei looked at the girl sitting behind the threshold. "Originally, our family should also be in the third grade."

Immediately, Liu Yumei's expression was a little bit sad.

"Oh, by the way, Xiaoyuan, when you live here, you can go elsewhere. Don't go to the East House. Well, don't approach A Li, our family A Li, don't like outsiders approaching, shy, recognize. "" "

Grandma Liu said the warning of the same master last night.

Li Zhanyuan asked: "Grandma, is Ali autism?"

Liu Yumei looked at the little boy in front of him unexpectedly: "Do you know this?"

These years, most people have not even heard of this word.

"Um."

Liu Yumei blinked, reached out and held Li Zhanyuan's hand,

Asked:

"Why, there are adults in your family who studied this?"

Well, they studied me.

"I have seen it in the newspaper."

"Oh." Liu Yumei sighed a little disappointed.

"Grandma Liu, there are those who can see this disease in big cities."

Li Zhanyuan is curious. They do not seem to be short of money. Why not take Qin Li to see a doctor in a big city, but live here?

"Our family is not ordinary autism. It is useless to go to the hospital to see a doctor."

Li Zhanyuan didn't understand it. It is useless to go to the hospital. Is it useful to live in Tai Ye?

Liu Yumei looked sideways, looked at the tea set on the wooden bench, and asked, "Did you drink tea?"

"Thank you Grandma."

Seeing Liu Yumei preparing to bend over to get the hot water bottle, Li Zhanyuan mentioned it first: "I'll come."

"Huh? Okay, come on."

Li Zhanyuan opened the tea cake, voted for tea, waiting for soup, rushing tea, leaching pots, hot cups, soup ...

When the elderly in the family members opened a tea party, he would call him to be responsible for making tea, and he had to go because he had to eat in their house.

Liu Yumei kept watching Li Zhanyuan's movement, and she suddenly felt that the child was very interesting.

"Grandma, drink tea."

"Um." After taking a sip of tea, Liu Yumei said, "The job of making tea in the future will be given to you, grandma here, but there are a lot of snacks."

"OK."

At this time, movement came on the terrace on the second floor. Soon, Li Sanjiang walked downstairs. He looked tired and his spirit was sluggish.

Liu Yumei turned his head slightly and laughed, "How, did you run to be a thief last night?"

Li Sanjiang sighed, more uncomfortable than being a thief. He was chased by a group of Manchu Zombies in his dream yesterday!

"Xiao Yuanhou, do you sleep like last night?"

"Master, I slept well."

"That's good, that's good ..."

Li Sanjiang had a sigh of relief. It seems that the formation method is indeed successful, and he is also worthwhile.

Aunt Liu brought breakfast to Li Sanjiang. When Li Sanjiang was eating, Li Weihan and Cui Guiying appeared in the distance. They were holding Li Zhanyuan's clothes and snacks.

When the children were settled before, the children were there. These foods could only be divided together each time. Now Li Zhanyuan lives outside, and the rest is coming.

"Xiao Yuanhou, if you want to listen to your grandfather here, don't bother the grandfather, do you understand?"

"Grandma will come to see you, 会, obediently, if you want to come back, just go home and see, do you know?"

"Papa!"

Li Sanjiang knocked on the wooden bench angrily with chopsticks and cursed:

"Han Hou, your boy comes to send things in the morning, isn't it afraid that you will come over to come over and stay you for dinner.

Oh, now you are terrible. Even with your uncle sit down and drink a glass of wine, you are unwilling. See you outside, you are born, do n’t you take your uncle as a family, right? "

Seeing this, Li Weihan and Cui Guiying immediately stepped forward to appease the compensation.

They left Li Sanjiang before they left.

Li Sanjiang scraped the last porridge in the bowl into his mouth, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and said to Li Zhanyuan, who was standing beside him: "Your grandpa is sour. I feel the death, I am the most angry with him. "

His field was originally planted for Li Weihan. Who knew that the old boy later refunded.

"So Taiye, you are willing to let Grandpa give you the elderly."

Li Sanjiang smashed it a few times, and it really said that he had gone.

He knew that when he was really crooked and he couldn't take care of himself, Li Weihan would not only take care of himself, the most important thing is ... he would not shake his face for himself.

He Li Sanjiang was chic for a lifetime, even if he was the last journey in his later years, he didn't want to be aggrieved.

But in front of the child, Li Sanjiang still had to set up a shelf: "Oh, I lost him for the elderly, the land is collectively from the village, but my house, the buying and selling things, the things I save Give him?

Immediately afterwards, Li Sanjiang touched Li Chaoyuan's chin again, and continued: "But I don't want my things to finally give you a group of white -eyed wolf uncle; Xiao Yuanhou, you are well -behaved, please discuss more. You are happy, I am happy, grandpa stands a word, will these homes give you directly? "

"Okay, wait for me to grow up, give me the elderly."

"Hahahaha, when you grow up, I guess it is gone."

But this is really happy, with a good luck.

Li Zhanyuan remembered the basement that Aunt Liu said yesterday, and remembered the "Golden Sutra Book" that I saw on Li Sanjiang's room last night.

"Lao, what are you in your basement?"

"It is valuable on the first floor. The things in the basement are worthless. It is some tattered children I picked up before, and there are more than a dozen boxes of discard books in your grandfather here. can't read."

Book?

Li Zhanyuan's eyes lit up, where is the scrap book, that is his own tutoring information.

He eager to improve his academic performance.

"Master, can I go inside and see?"

"What?" Li Sanjiang was surprised, "What are the good things in those things."

"You say that you have to leave it to me in the future. You are not talking."

"Wing, just go through, the key is in the cloth shoes next to the door, be careful, dirty inside, I haven't entered for several years."

"Thank you, grandpa."

Just as Li Zhanyuan was about to go to the basement to find out, a humpback figure was out of the small road outside, and it was Niu Fu.

"Uncle Sanjiang, Uncle Sanjiang, I'm here to ask you!"

Almost subconsciously, Li Zhuiyuan's eyes immediately fell on Niu Fu's hunchback, and then he immediately remembered Liu Jinxia's warning and turned his head away from him.

But because of this, Li Zhuiyuan saw Qin Li, who was sitting in the east room like a sculpture, actually moved her neck and looked at Niu Fu's back.

She can see it!

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