Creatures of Habit

Jiang Yishan had stood outside the bedroom for a long time, continuously knocking on the door, but Qin Shaocheng still did not answer him.

Seated on the floor, he attempted to call the other man’s cell phone again and again. The old residence did not undergo much renovation so the door was not fitted properly on the floor, leaving a gap wide enough for the light inside to seep through. He was certain that Qin Shaocheng could see him sitting there outside his bedroom. As the heater in the living room was just switched off, it was only after a while that he suddenly felt cold all over. He let out a soft sneeze in response.

He had to put on a little charade because he knew how soft-hearted Qin Shaocheng was towards him. Even though he did not like using that against the man, Qin Shaocheng did not want to have anything to do with him so he was running out of options. How he yearned to talk things out properly with Qin Shaocheng. Oh, how he yearned! He had thought about it for four straight years, but was not brave enough to ever come and genuinely see him even once.

He knew very well that he was in the wrong.

And so he sat there for more than an hour. Jiang Yishan tapped on the door with his fingers one by one. “Shaocheng, I’m freezing.”

Again, only silence answered him. Qin Shaocheng was determined to ignore him to the very end. Guessing that the sympathy ploy was already useless to begin with, Jiang Yishan reassured himself that it was okay. He knew where the key to the bedroom was kept. Clambering up from the floor, Jiang Yishan found the key and opened the door successfully. He then entered the room before locking the door from the inside.

He saw Qin Shaocheng lying on the bed.

Walking over to him, Jiang Yishan asked, “Are you really going to ignore me forever?”

Qin Shaocheng ignored him in response.

Jiang Yishan climbed into Qin Shaocheng’s bed. He knelt down and began to strip himself.

Qin Shaocheng could no longer bring himself to feign ignorance and pretend the other man did not exist anymore. He burst out loud in anger, “What the hell are you doing?!”

“To have sex with you.“ Since Jiang Yishan was not able to see the chill on Qin Shaocheng’s face amidst the darkness, he let himself go completely. He flipped the blanket away and sat astride on Qin Shaocheng’s waist, his entire weight pinning Qin Shaocheng down in his place as he went in for a kiss.

“JIANG YISHAN!”

“Don’t you want me anymore? Even after I laid myself bare to you? Didn’t you like it best when I rode you back in those days?”

Qin Shaocheng was fully aware he should ignore him, but the words Jiang Yishan said could always poke at his weak spots. He grabbed Jiang Yishan’s hand in a strong grip. Suppressing his anger, he muttered in a low voice, “Get out.”

“Do you find me dirty?”

“Yes.”

Jiang Yishan halted in his tracks at once. He was freezing, but Qin Shaocheng’s touch felt so warm on his wrist.

“Then I’ll get off you. Can you let me go, please?” Jiang Yishan completely gave in.

The hand that locked around his wrist in a strong grip loosened.

At that very same moment, Jiang Yishan instead latched his hand onto Qin Shaocheng’s wrist, pinning the man tenaciously under him.

“You!”

“I’m clean.” Jiang Yishan whispered, “All these years, I had never held anyone else beside you. You know that I’m not gay. You’re the only one who has ever fucked me.”

The immense rage surging from deep within Qin Shaocheng’s heart did not get extinguished by his words.

“Can you please hold me closer? Please… It was so cold sitting by the door.” Jiang Yishan held Qin Shaocheng’s arms down as he trembled in distress. “It’s alright if you pretend I don’t exist, or you don’t talk to me at all, it’s okay. Just please hold me close.”

Qin Shaocheng really wanted to be crueler, but when Jiang Yishan closed in to kiss him, his face was stained with a trickle of icy cold, watery fluid.

He’s using his tears to trick me again.

Qin Shaocheng’s chest heaved up and down as he tightly clenched his fists. “Get off me. I’ll talk.”

Upon noticing that Qin Shaocheng was not using his force anymore, he thrust his hand under the man’s waistband to fondle Qin Shaocheng’s member. “I don’t want to.”

“Jiang Yishan, that’s enough!” Qin Shaocheng’s pants became heavier by the second.

“Shaocheng, please hold me tight.” Jiang Yishan moved closer to Qin Shaocheng’s ear. “If you don’t want to see my face, I won’t switch on the light. You won’t hear a sound coming from me.” With that said, Jiang Yishan dived down and wrapped his mouth around Qin Shaocheng’s cock.

The moment Qin Shaocheng’s length was engulfed by his hot mouth, his panting became more urgent, lasting for only several seconds, just so he could suppress a moan. It did not take long for his shaft to quickly harden and swell up in response. Jiang Yishan felt elated at the fact that Qin Shaocheng had yet to hate him to the point that he would not get excited because of him, but he was horrible in giving blowjobs. Based on their past experiences entangling together in bed, Qin Shaocheng was always the one taking the lead in sex. Besides, the sheer size of Qin Shaocheng’s cock was astounding, and it would take a lot of effort to completely swallow it whole, let alone curling his tongue to lap the tip driven deep into his throat.

As he clumsily toyed with the thick, bulging length with his tongue, he felt around the pockets of the clothes he had stripped out of earlier to dig out the lube and condoms. While sucking Qin Shaocheng’s cock, he prepared to spread his sensitive opening, lining it with lube. He had squeezed out too much lubricant, his actions emitting a slippery, squelching sound as he continually fingered himself. Embarrassed to the point that his entire body heated up, he had never been this wanton before. It was fortunate that the lights were switched off so neither of them could see anything in the dark.

After his slippery entrance was able to swallow three fingers, he pulled a condom over Qin Shaocheng’s erection. Holding himself above the man’s waist, he then slowly lowered himself down onto the hot, hard length. The lube dripped from his tight channel, causing the tip of Qin Shaocheng’s shaft to keep sliding to the side. He tried again and again but to no avail, so he spoke up softly in frustration. “Help me. Please.”

“Get off me.” Qin Shaocheng’s voice no longer sounded as calm as before.

With his teeth clenched, Jiang Yishan pressed the tip of the erection against his pursed hole, and sank down onto it. As the erection plunged halfway through his entrance, the pain that rippled through him was too agonsing to bear. A layer of sweat covered his forehead as he tried to force back the painful cries wriggling their way up his throat. Without paying any heed to Qin Shaocheng’s attempt to stop him, Jiang Yishan forced himself to impale his ass back down to the very base of the other man’s cock, the acute pain that ensued made his entire body tremble. “It’s all the way in… Ahh…”

A thin film of sweat formed on Qin Shaocheng’s nose as his cock was being clamped by the tight channel.

When Qin Shaocheng’s panting reached Jiang Yishan’s ears, Jiang Yishan began to slowly bounce up and down the hard shaft, moving his waist back and forth in a repeated undulating motion. The hardness of the thick monstrosity filled up his hole to the brim and every inch of the flesh within was completely stretched wide open. Trapped between the cold air and the painful sensation, he was at a loss as to what he should do to take the lead. When he rode the cock, allowing it to ravagedly loosen his hole, he did not find the sex pleasurable at all, his dick still limp.

But he wanted so badly for Qin Shaocheng to feel good. There was a chance that if he did, he would then soften up and embrace him in the end.

The childish and clumsy way Jiang Yishan took upon himself to pleasure Qin Shaocheng only served to cause the fire deep within his heart to burn more vigorously than ever. Even he himself could feel that his words held no weight in them. “That’s enough! Do you have any idea what you’re like now?! Hurry up and get off me!”

“No!” Jiang Yishan wrapped his arms tightly around Qin Shaocheng’s shoulders. “Come on. Teach me how to move properly… You’re too big, your dick is hurting me… I don’t feel good at all…”

Qin Shaocheng was engaged in a mental battle of his own.

His mind was telling him not to fall for Jiang Yishan’s lies yet his hands caressed Jiang Yishan’s waist against his own will.

Jiang Yishan hugged Qin Shaocheng even tigter. “Shaocheng…” Holding in the pain, he tried his best to relax his tense muscles, allowing room for the cock to slide in even deeper. Pulling Qin Shaocheng’s hand over, he placed it on his slightly distended belly. “Here, touch it. You’re so deep inside me.”

Unable to restrain himself anymore, Qin Shaocheng latched his large hands onto Jiang Yishan’s waist, thrusting into him with a powerful buck of his hips. The thick and hard cock was pounding away without mercy, reducing Jiang Yishan to tears in the midst of the pain. His wet, hot tears all rolled down onto Qin Shaocheng’s shoulder.

Here it comes. There he goes again! Consumed with rage, Qin Shaocheng shoved Jiang Yishan onto the bed, spread his legs wide open and slammed into him once more. Arms hooked around his neck, Jiang Yishan cried out, “Gentler…”.

Agitated, Qin Shaocheng harshly plunged his cock deep into his tight, clenching hole, continuing to ram into Jiang Yishan in an uncontrollable manner, over and over again.

The pain Jiang Yishan felt in the beginning quickly subsided, and was replaced by a numbing wave of pleasure. At the point where he was fucked so deep that it hit that oh-so-sweet spot, Jiang Yishan could not hold back his moans any longer. “Ahhh… y-you’re all the way in… s-so deep, you’re gonna break my ass…”

Large droplets of sweat rolled down Qin Shaocheng’s forehead. Despite wearing a condom, the tightened ring of muscles clamping down on his dick almost made him lose his mind. Jiang Yishan’s entire body had gone limp, melting into a blissful pool. The overwhelming pleasure caused his whole body to quiver uncontrollably, both his hands clawing at Qin Shaocheng’s back.

His back reddened and burned in delicious pain, Qin Shaocheng grabbed Jiang Yishan by the ankles and harshly pressed his legs onto his chest, fucking him faster, deeper and harder than before. Lying on the bed on his back, Jiang Yishan’s upper body writhed madly in response to his thrusts. Feeling that the channel clamping around his tip was starting to convulse rhythmically, he ruthlessly pounded into Jiang Yishan a couple of more times before pulling out completely the instant the tight ring of muscles twitched and quivered.

Reduced to tears, Jiang Yishan sobbed as his abandoned entrance was itching with hunger, to the point where he was almost driven to the brink of madness during his orgasm. At that very instant, Qin Shaocheng slammed his cock into Jiang Yishan’s needy, wet hole, filling up the empty void, waves of intense pleasure crashing through him, inciting screams of pure ecstasy to burst from his throat, his body arching as he climaxed.

After he came, only the sounds of flesh slapping against flesh remained in the room as Qin Shaocheng continued thrusting unrelentingly. He continued boring into Jiang Yishan, who was incapable of doing anything else other than emit moans and cries of pleasure. After ramming away for more than one hundred times, he pulled out his cock, ripping off his condom in the process. Fisting his hand repeatedly down his cock, Qin Shaocheng finally emptied his hot sticky load onto Jiang Yishan’s belly till the very last drop.

Even when he regained his senses, Qin Shaocheng was still panting heavily. The more he listened to the teary sniffles Jiang Yishan made, the more frustrated he felt. He lost all desire to remain there even for a second, abandoning Jiang Yishan and went into the bathroom alone.