Crossover in the Anime World

Who am I and why am I? The answer to this kind of question is generally to determine oneself through outsiders, and to distinguish oneself as oneself through the difference between oneself and them.

　　Duran told Ikura Shinji that he was not driving the first machine, because as long as there is no spiritual barrier, Ikura Shinji can become any person, even an apostle, because humans and apostles are originally the same thing, appearing from one source. As long as there is no at force field, everyone is the same.

　　Ikura Shinji has been thinking about why he is so unlucky, but Duran said that his troubles are not solely for Ikura Shinji, but belong to everyone.

Ikura Shinji must be unable to turn the corner, otherwise he would not spend so long in the TV version to make up for himself. The boy finished all the monsters, witnessed the sacrifice, and after the hardship, he finally walked out of self-loathing. Congratulations from everyone have completed their growth.

　　 Know your own shortcomings, then treat yourself a little better, then try to like others, and be determined that I am who I am.

　　 Now that Duran said this, Ikaki Shinji didn't understand at all. If he understood, he would not be a problem boy, but a young Buddha, directly Nirvana, enlightenment, and relief from the sea of ​​suffering.

　　 The boy now only thinks that what Duran said is right, some he doesn't understand. The right part is the division in history. From the beginning, human beings have always distinguished themselves from others, and then hurt others.

　　 What I don’t understand is the part of the union. The human race continues to expand, and constantly accommodates others within its own range, but it continues to create circles within the race to keep itself different from its compatriots. Ikura Shinji feels that human beings really need more division than harmony.

　　 Therefore, Shinji Ikura does not think that he can be someone else, and that when he is on the first machine, others can bear his own pain. He still hides behind the at force field.

"Teacher, I can't understand you, just as I can't understand you." Shinji Ikura said, "If the gap between ourselves and others can really disappear, then we are standing here now, shouldn't we understand each other? Why don't I Understand what you are talking about? Or teacher, do you have anything to hide from me?"

　　 The young man asked a question very cleverly. According to Duran's thoughts and thinking, the two of them should be able to understand each other, but the problem is that the young man didn't know Duran's purpose.

"You are very smart and a piece of uncut jade, so I have to teach you well. When you reach your father's age, your achievements will definitely surpass him." Duran used the encouragement education method and used decisive conclusions to input Shinji Ikura. vitality.

　　 Shinji is indeed the first time he has heard people praise him like this. In the past, some people praised him for playing the cello well, and it is precisely because of the affirmation that he can stick to it. After all, the cello is considered his best skill, the only thing that can make himself better than others. It was the first time I heard people say that he could surpass his father. To be honest, the position of Neuron Commander is already a world-class figure. Even if he goes abroad, he can hear the name of Ikari Gento. The teenager never thought that he could become a big celebrity like his father. Although he is already a celebrity now, a celebrity in Seele, it was mainly because of the incident of'Ikage Gendo sent his son to the No. 1 machine'. Famous, as for the teenager to defeat the apostle twice in a row, it is not something to be proud of.

　　 defeating the apostle is not the credit of Ikura Shinji alone. It can even be said that Ikura Shinji did not gain anything from the process of defeating the apostle.

　　The first time I went up was inexplicably runaway, Ikari Shinji's memory was vague. The second time Ikura Shinji did not perform well. In the end, although he defeated the apostle in violation of the order, it really can only be regarded as the apostle too weak, it was luck rather than strength.

After 　　, Shinji will continue to fight, but most of them are done in accordance with orders, mechanically fulfilling the requirements of others, rather than using his subjective initiative to defeat the apostle. Even if I fought for Ayanami twice, in the battle between Thunder Angel and Might Angel, he showed some fighting will, but more often, he really completed the order and then won, instead of discovering the weakness of the apostle in the battle, relying on himself. Super high driving skills to defeat the enemy.

　　 Ikoji Shinji’s battles are all the war room requests for combat, and Ikoji Shinji completes it. It can be said that there is no sense of accomplishment. Once you leave the war room, or deviate from the expected plan, you can only rely on rampage. The role of the pilot in the entire process of defeating the enemy does not seem to be so great. Anyone can change it, but the synchronization rate of Shinji and the first machine is relatively high.

　　 Shinji's victory never belonged to a single person. Without him, he can win as long as another person acts in accordance with the order of the war room.

　　 As for the several times of rampage, although Shinji is a must, the boy is actually dumbfounded, and he doesn't know why he won, as if he had a guardian spirit.

　　 In fact, in Seele's plan, humans dominate the integration, and there is no special existence. Everyone is a part. It's just that Ikura Gendō sent his son up and gave him the treatment of the protagonist, making Ikaki Shinji seem to be the unique pilot of the No. 1 plane, as if he couldn't do without Ikoji Shinji. In fact, it is not. In Seele's plan, there is no protagonist, because in the end, human beings are completed, everyone is the same.

　　 It was Ikogen Gendo that made Ikari Shinji a special existence, giving the entire completion plan a singularity.

　　Of course, the boy doesn't think he is the protagonist. After all, he is following the steps in the battle. It may be better to perform better if you change one person. So even if it is a victory, the teenager has no sense of accomplishment. Obviously it is the great cause of saving mankind, but the boy only feels empty and meaningless, because he is not subjectively trying to save mankind, but he just completes the work assigned to him by others. In fact, he doesn't like this job.

　　碇 Shinji doesn't like to drive the first plane and catch ducks on the shelves. As for saving humans, it can only be regarded as a by-product of completing the mission. For the teenager, responding to the expectation of his big sister, protecting the safety of the beautiful girl, getting his father's approval, etc. are the direct reasons for him to drive the first aircraft, and these goals need to be achieved by completing the driving work.

　　If the work is not completed, then Shinji Ikura never thought about the destruction of human beings, but worried that he would betray his big sister, lose the beautiful girl, and disappoint his father.

Therefore, Duran should encourage education and train the teenager to connect his fate with the fate of other people, take him out of the greenhouse, to see the world, and exercise his skills and voice so that he can escape in battle. In the war room, or not relying on runaways, he can still complete the battle independently and win victory, which improves his ability and subjective initiative.

　　 The hero's gain is not only the final reward, but also the experience learned during the battle. If you just follow the book and complete the combat mission in the war room, you are just a mediocre pilot. If you just rely on the No. 1 aircraft to complete the battle, you are just a lucky pilot. Don't rely on the big sister in the war room, nor the good mother in the first plane, Shinji must learn to fight on his own.

"You can’t understand what I said now, and it’s okay. The important thing is that I can guide you to become a real driver. Although you are sitting on the first plane, you are just a part. You have never achieved the unity of machine and me. The driver can defeat the enemy only by his voice."

　　The boy said that was it a driver or a killer?