Tian Guoguo was stunned when he heard Si Zenan's words. He didn't reflect what he meant by these words, and the overwhelming kisses fell down. "Oh... Don't..." she tried to push him away. She couldn't bear to let him make flowers for herself.

But how could her little strength push Si Zenan? The more she resisted, the more he exerted himself. Until she was about to suffocate, Si Zenan reluctantly let her go.

Tian Guoguo's face burned red. She gasped to calm her pounding heart. "I hate you! I've whitened my makeup!" she bowed her head in shame, hammered Si Zenan's strong chest, and said angrily.

Seeing her peach blossom like appearance, Si Zenan felt that the burning flame in her heart was more prosperous. The look in his eyes was deeper, as if he wanted to melt tianguoguo into his body. "How can it be a waste? You are so beautiful, how can I be willing to let others see? I can only see my makeup alone in the future?" he said in a seductive voice as he vaguely brushed her neck.

"I don't want it! It's not easy to clean up. Let's go quickly!" Tian Guoguo smiled when she heard his childish words. She patted Si Zenan on the chest and wanted to push him away.

Her hand hit Si Zenan, but it was like a kitten scratching, which made him couldn't help it anymore. "We won't go. We'll take you to a more advanced reception another day. Today... We'll have more fun." Si Zenan said, holding her up and going to the bed.

"Ah!" Tian Guoguo only felt a whirl of heaven and earth and was thrown into bed by him. She couldn't help shouting. Before she got up, she was pressed by Si Zenan, who bullied her down.

Si Zenan gently kissed her red lips, like treating an extremely precious rare treasure. His big hands swam on her wantonly, teasing her desire. Seeing that the consciousness of the person under him was gradually blurred, he stretched out his hand and untied her buttons.

Just as they were about to take a key step, Tian Guoguo took the lead in waking up. She opened her eyes in panic and took Si Zenan's hand. "Zenan, don't!" she said nervously.

Sze Nan was stunned for a moment. He looked at the people under him suspiciously. He didn't know why she suddenly stopped when she was burning her eyebrows.

"That... That... Shall we take safety measures?" Tian Guoguo's face was burning red. She lowered her head and didn't dare to look directly at Si Zenan's line of sight. After hesitating for a moment, she said to him.

Si Zenan didn't know what was wrong with her. He had never used any safety measures since they got married. At this time, she suddenly mentioned that he felt something wrong. "Why, Guoguo? Why did he suddenly mention this?" he tried to hold back his desire and asked her calmly.

Tian Guoguo lowered her eyebrows. Si Zenan's eyes were too hot for her to look directly. She hesitated for a long time, but she still said what she had been holding in her heart. "Zenan... I don't want children now..." she said in a very light voice, with an imperceptible sadness and determination.

Si Zenan was stunned when he heard her words. Her lonely voice was inserted into his heart like a knife, which dissipated all his desires. He turned over from Tian Guoguo and asked anxiously, "Guo Guo... What's the matter? Isn't it good to have children? Isn't that what you've always wanted?" he still remembered Tian Guoguo's desire for children. I don't know why she suddenly had this idea.

Tian Guoguo only felt a pain in her heart. Once she really wanted to have a child with Si Zenan, but now she doesn't dare to have such extravagance anymore. "Zenan..." she said slowly, "do you think I'm not suitable to be a mother? If the first child we lost is an accident, what about our second child? If it's also an accident, there are too many such accidents. I can't bear such accidents. If I do it again, I'm afraid I'll really go crazy?" her voice became lighter and lighter, It's like falling into painful memories.

Seeing her lost soul, Si Zenan felt that his heart was like a ball, which made him almost unable to breathe. He knew that losing two children in succession was a great blow to her, but he didn't expect it to be so big that she didn't want to have children again in the future. "Guo Guo, listen to me. It's not your responsibility to lose your child. I'm also wrong. My parents are also wrong. Everyone is wrong. Don't put all the responsibilities on your own." he gently held Tian Guoguo's face and saw that there were a few glittering in her eyes, so he said painfully.

Tian Guoguo listened to Si Zenan's gentle tone. The grievances and sadness she had held in her heart for a long time finally got an outlet, and her tears couldn't help pouring out. "Zenan... I'm so sad... I can dream of our two children every night. They are so beautiful. They blame me and don't bring them to the world..." she said in tears, as if to cry out all her forbearance in her heart.

"Well... Guoguo, don't cry..." while wiping her tears, Si Zenan gently comforted her: "they're not blaming you. They're saying goodbye to you. They're comforting you. They want you to stop being sad... They're good children and won't blame you." he never knew that Tian Guoguo had so much pressure in his heart, He just felt that he was suffocating with heartache.

"Zenan, you don't have to comfort me. I know I'm not a good mother. I'm sorry for them. I don't deserve to be their mother. So... I don't want to have children anymore. I've already thought it over. Since I can't guarantee that they can come to the world safely, I can only give up the right to be a mother. I really can't bear this heartbreaking pain again. Zenan, can you understand me? "Tian Guoguo grabbed Si Zenan's hand to wipe her tears. She sucked her nose and said firmly.

Si Zenan was stunned. He didn't expect Tian Guoguo to say so. "Of course I can understand you. We lost not only your child, but also my child! Guo Guo, you should believe me. The pain in my heart is no less than you." he hugged her hard and wanted to give her more strength. "Guoguo, let's have another child. I will try my best all my life to take good care of our children. Believe me, I will never let you bear such a tragedy for the third time!"

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