Back to sandalwood garden, Joe shut himself in the bathroom.

When the shower is turned on, she curls up in the corner with her knees in her arms. The sound of the water can completely drown her cry. She can cry freely and wantonly until she can't shed any tears

And outside the bathroom, it's so quiet.

Lu Zhanshen straightened his body and stood still. His face turned pale slightly. There was only worry and heartache in his deep ink pupil.

After a long time, as if for a century, the moving door of the bathroom was finally opened, but the sound of the water still did not stop.

As soon as Joe came out late, she was encircled by the strong arm of the man, tightly and firmly, for fear that she would run away in the blink of an eye.

He hugged her so hard and kissed the top of her hair. His hoarse voice sounded very difficult: "good evening, I'll feel sorry if I cry again, eh?"

Joe's face is not a trace of blood, gently gnawing lips, but no tears, as if tears have been exhausted.

At the moment, I felt as if I had fallen into the ice cellar, as if I had been soaked in cool water, and I felt numb with pain.

Instead of breaking away from his arms, she held his clothes in her trembling hands, as if seeking the only warmth

She always depends on him, even now, even if she knows what he has deliberately concealed from her.

"Lu Zhanshen, why do you treat me as a fool? Why do you want to make me a fool... "Her rustling voice, weakly murmured, was heartbreaking.

Lu Zhanshen felt a dull pain in his heart. He picked her up and put her on the bed. He leaned over her and began to take off his clothes

"If you feel bad, just keep biting me, OK? How about later? " He kisses her cold little face and rubs her head.

He's coaxing his baby again

Just this time, he didn't know if he could coax her. A feeling of powerlessness spread from the bottom of his heart.

But the current situation is much better than he imagined.

Her heart was stronger than he thought.

She will at least shed tears, at least willing to bite him, at least willing to vent, right?

His little night may not be so fragile. His little night has grown up, long ago.

It's just that he has been unwilling to treat her as an adult, that he only knows how to overprotect her, that he always imposes his own ideas on her.

But even so, his heart, or pain to death.

He didn't protect her clean and pure memories after all. He wanted her to face those cruel facts after all. He finally made her heart warm and fragmented

Joe looked into the man's eyes again.

He said he could bite him, and she did.

She didn't remember how long she had bitten him. In the end, he was almost miserable... She bit so hard!

Perhaps only in this way, she can not think about the cruel truth, she can temporarily paralyze themselves.

She's mom.

That man, it's her mother.

Her mother is not dead, her mother is still alive.

It's just that her mother doesn't want her anymore

It was getting dark. He held her in his arms and coaxed her to sleep.

In the dark, Joe's slender arms around the man's neck, she closed her eyes and kissed him.

The sudden kiss made Lu Zhanshen even have no reaction.

He thought she would question him, and he was ready to accept her.

But all night, she didn't ask anything. She didn't ask a word about the woman.

She was like a wounded little suckling cat, lying in his heart, motionless.

Finally, she could not hold back. She hid in his arms and began to cry again. Her hoarse voice was broken: "is it because it's late that she's not good, so mother shouldn't be late, is it..."

Lu Zhan deeply wanted the little guy in his arms to be embedded in her body. She was so painful, but he was tens of thousands of times more painful than her, and even had a hard time breathing.

He gently kisses away her tears, his voice melts in her ear: "no, no, I'm good at night..."

She choked, with a miserable laugh: "I'm so good, then why doesn't my mother want me? Why did you leave me? Why? Why... You tell me, why? "

He couldn't say anything comforting.

He also wanted to know why that woman could be cruel to the point of dehumanization, and why that woman would be the mother who gave birth to her life?

"Mom..." after a long time, Joe finally fell asleep.

That night, she had a long, long dream, many dreams

But the picture, still fixed in the mother turned and jumped into the cliff scene.

……

At noon the next day, the sun fell into the room, and Joe woke up slowly in the arms of a man.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she wrapped around his neck and touched his lips.

Then he hid in his arms, closed his eyes and didn't speak.

It's like healing

Lu Zhan's deep eyes drooped, as if holding a baby, staring at the small face in his arms: "wake up late?"

Joe's eyes were dazed. She could probably feel that her face must be very ugly at the moment. Maybe her eyes were stained with excrement.

But she just looked up at him, her soft fingers sticking to his beautiful and haggard face, her lips stained with an ugly smile.

She cried so sad last night, and now her voice is light and dumb: "Lu Zhanshen, let me tell you again, I have grown up, your evening is not a child, not so vulnerable, not so fragile... Even such a fact can not be accepted."

It's hard to believe that, but that's the truth.

"Now, do you want to confess to me?"

Lu Zhan gave a bitter smile: "what do you want me to confess?"

"Confess everything you should confess, everything you hide from me, everything I need to know. Have you cheated me for such a long time? "

The clear eye light is particularly firm, she does not look at him for a moment.

The tone seems very relaxed.

I'm not angry at all.

Lu Zhanshen's eyes are somewhat complicated.

It seems that he doesn't understand.

There was sadness in her eyes, but there was also a firm luster.

She didn't break down. After she was sad, she accepted the truth calmly.

In fact, he is very strong and brave.

Joe took the man's finger and pulled it to his cheek: "that person, she is my mother. My mother is not dead, but she abandoned me when I was very young, right?"

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