Ling xiao'an didn't speak any more. She pursed her lips slightly and outlined a touch of bitterness.

When he turned around, looking at his farther back, she seemed to see nothing in front of her eyes.

The woman took away Xiao Zheng's cornea.

And her world, also collapsed, dark, but also destroyed.

She's the one you can't see anymore.

She dragged her numb legs forward. Suddenly, she fell on the corridor of the hospital.

I vaguely heard someone calling her name in my ear, but she couldn't open her eyes because of the pain.

……

Quiet ward, I do not know how long, Ling Xiaoan finally woke up.

With withered eyes, she was staring at the white ceiling, with a terrible gray face.

"Are you all right?"

Some familiar voices call back Ling Xiaoan's thoughts. Turning her head slightly, she sees Lansi, director of Wanji design department, standing beside the hospital bed.

She had a look at the bottom of her eyes: "director blue?"

Listening to her hoarse and weak voice, Lansi couldn't help sighing, with sympathy in her eyes: "what's the matter, making herself like this?"

Ling Xiaoan blinked. She didn't know what to say. It was meaningless to say anything, as if her life had come to an end and she lost all her feelings overnight.

Brother, with him.

But in fact, she never got him, never, so how could she lose him?

That's the irony.

Lansi pulled back her chair and sat down in a gentle voice. "You chose the road yourself. Do you regret it?"

"In fact, it's nothing. People live like this. They always have to experience all kinds of things. Now that it's so bad, let's go on. It's better to live than to die, don't you think?"

Looking at Lanxi's smiling face, Ling Xiaoan moved the corner of her mouth, and her eyes gently came down: "it's better to live than to die, really?"

But she wanted to die more.

Live, too tired, too painful.

No one can feel her pain, because no one has suffered it.

Her life seems to have never been happy, full of all kinds of fear, fatigue, pain

What else did Lanxi want to say? At this time, the doctor came in and gave Ling Xiaoan a simple examination.

"Doctor, how old is my child?" She asked softly, with empty eyes open.

The doctor frowned slightly and said, "your condition is really not very good. The previous abortion caused serious damage to your uterus. Your uterine wall is very thin. In addition, your own constitution is relatively weak. It's a problem whether the child can be kept. It's only six weeks now..."

"It's only six weeks. Can you take the medicine and let it go?" Ling Xiaoan asked calmly.

She doesn't need the child, she doesn't need it, she doesn't want it.

Lansi's expression showed surprise: "I'm sorry, doctor. I'll talk to her first."

When the doctor went out, Lanxi stared at Ling Xiaoan, and her eyes were full of confusion: "do you think clearly? Don't you want this kid? "

Ling Xiaoan's eyes on Lansi, in fact, she and Lansi did not even say a few words, so at the moment she felt embarrassed and wanted to avoid.

She and Nancy, it seems, should not have talked about it.

But Lansi is abnormal, seems to care about her baby: "Xiao always know you are pregnant?"

"Blue Director..."

Lansi laughed and interrupted softly: "it seems that I am meddling in my own business. No matter what happens between you and Mr. Xiao, it's not my turn to talk more."

Ling xiao'an pursed her lips, and her fingers clenched the quilt slightly. Her voice trembled: "this child, I can't afford it."

"Why not?" Lanxi droops her eyes and naturally covers the palm on the back of Ling Xiaoan's hand.

Her palms are warm, but hers are as cold as ice.

"Isn't Xiao going to marry you? You should tell him about pregnancy. It's not your business, it's also his responsibility. "

Seeing that Ling Xiaoan's eyes were dim again, Lanxi sighed: "Ling Xiaoan, from the first day you came to Wanji design department for internship, I felt that you were very similar to me in the past."

Ling Xiaoan raised her eyelids and looked at Lanxi. She didn't believe it.

How can such a confident and beautiful woman be like her?

Lansi continued: "once I didn't dare to look up or speak out in crowded places. I live in my own world every day. I don't know what I'm afraid of, but I just didn't dare to take that step."

"But Ling Xiaoan, do you know that when you really step out, you will find that the past timidity is nothing at all."

Ling Xiaoan lightly replied: "director LAN, thank you."

"You think I'm just comforting you?"

Lansi a smile, thinking about the past, her eyes darkened: "if you like that man, if you love him, then firmly grasp him, pregnancy is not necessary to hide from him, he made it out, he should be responsible."

"If you don't like that man anymore, if you really decide, then kill the child and leave!"

"..." Ling Xiaoan's eyes trembled.

Leave.

But leaving Jiangcheng, where she can go, where she should go.

"What? I don't want to be born, but I don't want to be killed, do I? " LAN Qian said that Ling Xiaoan's mind.

Smiling, she said: "Ling Xiaoan, that means you love that man."

When she left, Lanxi patted Ling Xiaoan on the shoulder with pity in her eyes: "think about it carefully. This is not the only way. You are still young. You can have many choices. There have been men, there have been children, there have been wrong choices, these are not your reasons to give up

Lanxi left, and Ling Xiaoan staggered out of the ward and called Si Liang.

Xiao Zheng's body has been cremated. It's very hasty and simple.

She didn't have the courage to see Xiao Zheng for the last time.

Xiao Zheng is very lonely

Four Liang will Gu Xiaozheng's urn to Ling Xiaoan, his eyes are red, voice also choked: "xiao'an girl, this thing... Or tell me."

Ling Xiaoan said thanks to Si Liang, and then turned away holding the urn tightly in both hands.

Looking at the thin and weak figure walking away, he thought that she just wanted to find a place to be quiet and talk with her brother for a while, so he didn't follow her.

But what he didn't think of was

Miss xiao'an just disappeared, as if she had evaporated from the world and could never be found again.

Later.

After knowing everything, his family went crazy and searched for it for many years

I haven't even been back to Jiangcheng for two years. I'm looking for it in foreign countries.

As long as you keep your eyes open, you're looking.

However, it has never been found.

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