And now I have become a member of the organization and have seen more strange things. To be honest, seeing more things is not a good thing, because more things will come to you.

No, it should be said that because I have seen more things, there are more things that I can't stand.

In the final analysis, I am not a human without emotions. When I saw Xueqing surrounded by killers, I rushed over recklessly because I couldn't stand it. When I saw Li Nai's hometown being attacked, I chose to help her because I couldn't stand it.

If I didn't see it, there wouldn't be so many things, but because I saw it, I couldn't stand it.

Therefore, can people who are already deeply trapped in abnormalities really return to their ordinary daily lives?

Perhaps when I stepped into a field that I shouldn't have stepped into, I was no longer the passerby-like An Juncheng.

People are often like this, aren't they? After making changes in order to get back what they lost, they find that they are getting further and further away from what they want to get back.

Not only because their own values ​​have changed, but also because the things they want to get back have changed.

At this point, it is useless to complain about these things. Time will not flow back for a person, and fate will not change for a person. Regret can make people feel a little better. After all, all the mistakes are attributed to the past self, and they escape from the current problems. In fact, this is not a smart way to reflect. Only a few people can learn from their mistakes. Most people will still make the same mistakes and fall into the same pit.

Repeatedly spending an imperfect life in regret may be the bad nature of human beings.

But it is precisely because of the incompleteness that there is the value of completion, so people will have the motivation to work hard and the goal to move forward, and life will become more dramatic.

Do you think so too, Xueqing?

Walking into Xueqing's room, I opened the curtains, and the sunlight shone into the room, which suddenly became much brighter.

I walked to the bed and bent over, and whispered in the ear of Xueqing who was sleeping with steady breathing.

"Xueqing, wake up." SF Light Novel

"

After combing her hair, I lifted her quilt and folded it.

After Xueqing woke up in a daze, she yawned - while wiping the corners of her eyes - and said good morning to me.

"Well, good morning, go wash your face and brush your teeth first, I brought breakfast.

Probably from a certain day after the ghoul incident, I would wake Xueqing up like this every day.

Why did it become like this? There is another person to mention - that is Yuhui.

Of course, they couldn't hide the fact that I became a bereaved household, and after knowing the news of my death, Yuhui exploded on the spot and then became a state of full alert.

Yuhui, who has a strong self-esteem, seems to think that it was because she didn't stay by my side and fulfill her responsibility as a guard that led to my death and becoming a zombie. So she stayed by my side more radically than before, almost 360 degrees without dead angle defense.

Whether at home, at school, in the park, or even when I was going to the toilet or taking a shower, she followed me. I was almost going to have a mental breakdown.

I could only forcefully order her not to follow me like this, but Yuhui just wouldn't agree.

Finally, I had to choose a compromise. I said I would try not to act alone and would let Xueqing stay by my side, and she reluctantly compromised.

But I suspect she is still watching me through Lanhua's monitor.

Anyway, from that day on, I would wake Xueqing up every day.

Somehow, it became a situation of taking care of her like this.

I helped her fold the quilt, brought her breakfast, and even helped her brush her teeth and wash her face.

I held her in my arms, held her slender waist with one hand, and moved the toothbrush back and forth in her mouth with the other hand. After brushing, I fed her water and watched her spit it out.

Then I washed the toothbrush and cup, wet the wet towel with warm water, half-knelt in front of her, and carefully wiped her little face with the wet towel. There is no need to wash the hair. Xueqing's hair is not as easily deformed as mine, and it is not greasy. Basically, washing it once every three days is enough.

If you ask me why I do these things, it is because I really can't stand it.

The first time I saw Xueqing brushing her teeth slowly with a toothbrush without toothpaste or water, brushing her gums and bleeding without knowing it, and choking and slipping when washing her face, I decided to do these things for her.

And Xueqing seemed to be happy for me to do these things for her.

After wringing the towel dry and hanging it on the clothes rack, when I was about to let Xueqing go back to the room to change into school uniforms, she opened her hands and blinked and asked me.

Hug.

"How lazy are you that you don't want to walk this short distance by yourself?"

Have I spoiled her too much recently? She is getting lazier and lazier. Are you going to degenerate into a baby?

"Want to hug?"

It's not that I'm soft-hearted. No matter who sees this expression, they can't refuse it.

I asked as I walked back to her room.

"Honestly, Xueqing, did you learn this way of acting like a spoiled child from Xun'er?

"Well, she said that no man can refuse, especially Juncheng."

That guy

After returning to the room, I just put Xueqing down and was about to walk out, she pulled my sleeve again and said to me.

"Hey, hey, you still have to do this yourself.

no?"-

He actually used the same trick! You, do you think I will be fooled again?

"Um."

So, people always make the same mistakes

Chapter 6 Field and Shura

It was like my head was put into a rice cake making container and was hit again and again with a mallet, making me gradually lose myself.

Where am I? What am I doing? What is going on?

I leaned back numbly, and my back hit the closet.

It turned out that at some point I had sat on the floor and leaned against the closet.

Maybe I should push her away

The idea was there, but the body didn't take action.

In other words, as soon as I wanted to move my body, she had already taken action before me.

Now I no longer have the influence of the charm magic circle, and I have forgotten the memories of my previous life, so I will no longer be easily shaken.

But I was still attracted.

Things that are bound to happen, even if we do it again, it will just happen again and again.

Just when I was about to lose control of myself and make a mistake, Xueqing took the initiative to leave.

"Continue?

"Why? "

"Jun Cheng, if you want to".

Uhhhhhhhhhhh this is a 0K declaration, I'm about to be KO'd!

I swallowed a sip of water, and the angels and demons in my head began to fight. My thoughts were in chaos, and the swelling desire could not be suppressed simply.

Then all kinds of thoughts came to my mind. If I pushed her down right here, what would be the consequences? She would really die, right? It would be like setting off a dynamite barrel. The chain reaction would definitely be me. The last thing you want to see.

When you meet such a girl who is willing to dedicate herself to you, no one can resist it, especially Xueqing, who has a wonderfully fascinating allure.

This will never work, I bit my tongue hard, closed my eyes and pressed Xue Qing's shoulders and said.

"Hug. You can't go on any longer.

"No way.

"Well, we can't do it now, so let's go to school, Xueqing. 5g.C02

"Well, it's all up to you."

SF light novel

Very straightforward and bold, because you don’t have any worries, so you don’t feel shy?

No, if you look closely, Xue Qing's shoulders are shaking slightly, and her body is blushing a little uncomfortably. So, is Xue Qing actually shy?

However, he still presented himself in front of me in this way to please me.

Just because it makes me enjoy it more, I do it.

In fact, it was very successful. I almost fell into this sweet trap and could no longer leave her.

Although you don’t like to talk, are you actually thinking about these things all the time?

Maybe Xueqing is more emotional than I thought and has a surprising side.

The two of us walked out of the dark street in a friendly manner, holding hands, as if nothing had happened, and walked towards the school.

On the way, I couldn't help but ask.

"Xueqing, why do you believe me so much?"

"Like you.

"Why do you like me?" Hmm

I listened carefully.

"Why wild?

Why are you so natural...

Don’t you even know why?

"Anyway, I want to get closer to you."

The little hand I held in my hand tightened, and she, who was not good at words, tried her best to describe her feelings.

At that time, I was influenced by the charm magic circle and I was so obsessed that I did something I shouldn't have done. So, was that an opportunity?

She should have been disliked by her for doing such a scumbag thing, but she accidentally increased her favorability by a large margin.

"It doesn't matter.

", there is already a female star in the police SF light novel

Don't you care about your status at all?

I scratched my head and felt that this was still inappropriate, but now that it was over, if I refused her again, wouldn't I be an asshole?

I seem to be riding two boats. The title of Huaxin Daluobo is probably already firmly established.

But I don't have a frivolous heart like a playboy, so I was overwhelmed by guilt, and I just felt like I was a hopeless bastard and scumbag.

But at this moment, Lian Bing's face came to mind.

It is conceivable that if Lian Bing finds out that I am already riding two boats, something extremely terrible will happen.

But abandoning Xueqing and never having contact with her again - I can't do it.

Hey, hey, after touching her and kissing her, it’s just the last step. If I want to get rid of her, I might as well die again.

Hey, but there is no absolute secret in the world. Lian Bing will find out one day. Maybe she already knows it now.

It seems that she will send me to die without me committing suicide, hahahaha

"Juncheng, do you hate me?"

"No, how could I hate it?

"That's okay."

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