"Every life only brings you trouble and calamity... Because of me, you don't know how much suffering you have suffered...

"I want to help you, I want you to have a good death, but always, always... screw up everything. It's not perfect every time.

I ESIVMKxE]The ending...

"Finally... I give up... I don't want to cause you any more trouble. Letting you encounter so many disasters and being shamelessly associated with you is just self-satisfaction... I still regret it after all..."

"After my last life, I went to see Bodhisattva again and told him that I gave up and I didn't want you to suffer anymore...

"The Bodhisattva sighed and asked me angrily, do you really want to give up? And told me that you also came to seek fate, to seek a fate where there is no intersection. After that, you reincarnated and looked for the person you wanted to see, but in I gave up in this life... You are more miserable than me. You have been searching for thousands of years and you still haven't found what you want... I have always been in love, but you can't find it.

..Looking for?

Now that I have given up, this obsession has been resolved, and I am free in this life.

Perhaps this is why I instinctively reject memories of past lives.

Suddenly, I felt a trance, as if a box had been opened, and memories poured out of my head.

I see...myself?

This memory is not mine, but... was it taken out?

-.-..Failed again?

Oh, you finally woke up, are you still conscious? You died miserably in this life, you were stabbed by a woman... tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

..?.?

1-You still remember me? This is really strange

- I drank too much of Meng Po Tang, and it almost lost its effect on me. Although I didn’t remember it before, I remembered it after I came here.

....Should we go on the road directly, or take a rest for a while? Or should we talk to...-Huh huh?

No kidding, please. Although I have lived among thousands of flowers in this life, girls are not within the scope of hunting. Do you understand?

--Hey, hey, I'm better than you...

-Don't let your age matter. No matter how old you are, you look like a girl. I can't accept it.

Then I won't disturb you and get on my way right away.

-Are you still looking for it?

No, I don’t want to look for it anymore, and I don’t want to care about those messy things. The first nine times I lived for others, this time I want to live for myself.

1-Oh, have you finally woken up? But are you really not looking for it anymore? Isn’t there another life left? If you find it, you win the bet.

Once I stopped looking, I stopped looking, that was enough... I almost searched all over the world, but I still couldn't find that guy. I don't know where she went... You know 'disheartened' How do you write four words? If you don’t know, look at my face. Write it on my face now. Even idiots should wake up. I have been an idiot nine times now. This time I want to be an ordinary person.

-Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva...

Tell that bald donkey for me that I lost the bet. But he must be very disappointed. After all, I couldn't transcend reincarnation, and he couldn't achieve enlightenment and become a Buddha. In the end, reincarnation is a joke. Once you get into it, you can't help it. Destiny is always impermanent. ..

-You, a gambler, have to admit defeat one day...

One...Yes, I bet everything, but in the end I couldn't win against 'fate'... Let's go, next time... ah, there will be no next time, I should say goodbye forever.

As I said that, I waved my hand and jumped down.

But in the end, I couldn’t hear Ba’s last soft words to persuade him to stay.

- You can stay here, then you won't... Why should you continue to be a human being...

Why should we continue to be human?

Maybe I said I wouldn't look for it anymore, but 'I' still want to continue...

----

No, who is the person I'm looking for?

But in the end, I didn’t find it? 4 Once in a lifetime, fate will never come true again...

Suddenly I came back to my senses, and the rain was still in front of me. She had been waiting for me, but I was looking for someone else and never looked back at her.

"Then the Bodhisattva told me that in this way, I can wait one less life, and this time I can form a good relationship with you, and I can fall in love with you and grow old together. But I...the happiness that is at my fingertips...was given up by my own hands. Already..

"I thought maybe I would get it or be disappointed...so I told Bodhisattva, I won't wait...I gave up and got married to you...actually because the person you are waiting for is not...me envy...-..-....

"I'm so...05...

She no longer dared to look at me and squatted on the ground with her face covered in her hands.

I looked at her silently for a while... and finally plucked up the courage to hold her hand and hug her into my arms.

"Wait, Jun Chengda...

Yu Hui realized that her face was still in a mess and wanted to retreat quickly, but I grabbed my hand and pulled her over again.

Kiss her lips.

"..."

Hold her head, hug her waist, and kiss her tightly. I think this is the only way to make her feel at ease at this time.

A little frivolous?

But it's very effective.

After a long time, I let go of Yu Hui and felt the wetness on my face. I looked at the blushing Yu Hui and said with some humor.

"Oh, my face was wiped by your nose and tears, ah, and there was saliva. It's better than

Yu Hui panicked and wanted to take out a handkerchief to wipe my cheek. When she touched my face, I hugged her again.

"What I failed to promise you in my previous life, I promise to give you in this life..."

He said softly, stroking her back.

"Stop crying, okay?"

...You...you said such things...I'm going to...Yuhui is going to cry again...

“Then I’ll lick it all off.

."....became glib...

“If you don’t like it, I won’t talk about it.

I'm not very good at saying these love words...I learned them all from comics.

"...very happy...very...

But it seems to be effective.

After being held in my arms for a while, Yu Hui calmed down and continued to speak to me.

"Although I don't know why something like this happened, they and even I have gathered around you in this life, creating such a huge cause and effect... You have obviously given up and want to live a stable life, but we have Everything is ruined..."

"I didn't blame you... hmm? Wait, you said 'we', are there other reincarnations...

Is it true or false?

"Jun Chengda...Actually, the 'them' gathered around you now all had experiences with you in their previous lives..."

"Huh? You mean, Lian Bing and the others"

In their previous lives, they all had interactions with me?

"I have never told you - because I don't remember the memory of my previous life very clearly, so I have never said it, but there is another person who is associated with you in each life... Recently, I slowly thought about it. Wake up, those women are all very familiar... So is Xiang Yuexun, she has lived since then... Although I have been following you, I have been by your side in every life, and I have also been your wife, But it's not one of them -...

I opened my mouth in surprise.

"They are your destined people, although only for that life.

I thought that my marriage in the previous life was only related to Yu Hui, but it turned out that everyone else was also related to me in the previous life!

Chapter 36 Letter and the door

“Oh..-passed.

On July 10, I received my transcript.

And the scores are quite high, basically above 80 points. The first half is thanks to Zi Ai, and the second half is thanks to Qin Jiu and Lian. Wow, the total score is still in the top ten, it's really amazing.

But with such a high score, I only ranked eighth. The first few were all monsters... Sure enough, the world has never been short of geniuses.

But in the end, I relied on others to pass the exam, which made me feel a little guilty.

I started applying for the passport a while ago, so I should be able to get it before traveling. I opened the invitation letter and looked at the air tickets and related matters inside. The departure time is next Monday...and then until the end of this month. It will all be vacation time.

As previously informed by Teacher Xiaozhen, it is a two-week trip.

How many days has passed since Yu Hui confessed her love to today? It obviously happened not long ago, but I don’t remember it very clearly.

It's really bad. Could it be that my memory is starting to get worse? Zombie brain is really troublesome.

But that's the only thing I won't forget. That day, Yuhui told me a very important thing, that is, Lianbing and the others were all people who had been married to me in the previous life. Even Xinran... I always felt a little relieved. No wonder they were brother and sister. relationship, she still fell in love with me. It turned out to be because of this marriage...-And, is it also because of this that I have feelings for Xinran...

No, all the remaining memories from the past life have been removed, so I should not have those feelings anymore.

A memory engraved in the soul...

There are nine reincarnations, that is, there are nine people.

There are six mentioned by Yu Hui.

Lian Bing, Xue Qing, Li Nai, Xun'er, Lan Hua, Xin Ran... In addition, there are three...

Of course, it’s not necessarily someone I don’t know. Yu Hui also said it, but she can still remember six of them, so it’s very possible.

In other words, my meeting with Lianbing and the others was inevitable, and the Yata Mirror was just an opportunity.

At the end of the day, Yuhui and I both had the same feeling, because these were simply like 'arranged things'

Could it be that Bodhisattva... But what's the point of doing this...

It’s really hard to understand what those powerful people can do.

Well, I'm just a little person, why do I think so much? Now that they are here with me again, I have to cherish them. The fact that I met them in my previous life will not affect anything. I have already made the decision to let them go. Everyone is happy, even though it’s a shameless statement, but if you don’t try it, who knows what the result will be?

Even if the person who greets me in the end is a hatchet, I will admit it! Just in time, I don’t want this kind of thinking anymore!

"Jun Cheng? What are you doing standing here stupidly? Do you believe me?"

My mother's voice came from behind. I turned around and saw my mother with panda eyes. I waved the envelope in my hand and said.

"The letter from the school, the one I told you a few days ago. If you pass the exam, you can join the summer camp for vacation. The transcript was sent today.

.

"Oh, what's the result?

I shrugged and handed the letter to her. After my mother took it and read it, her tired look disappeared a little, and she shouted happily.

"Great, you finally don't have to stay at home every day!"

"It's been so many years. You stay at home every summer vacation. It's really annoying. I should have thought of letting you participate in this kind of activities a long time ago. Young people should go out and play! It's a miracle that you don't have myopia after sitting in front of the computer all day!"

"Because you always nag, I take good care of my eyes..

Although I had a little myopia before, it was not to the extent that I needed to wear glasses, and my eyesight returned to normal after I became a loser.

"This is not a reason for you to play games! Mom didn't delete your save file, which is the greatest tolerance!"

Tsk, you obviously opened your own save file... It was stuck in a place for so long, and I helped you get it back in the end.

The PS4 at home is not only used by me and my sisters. Surprisingly, my parents also play games occasionally and are very quick to accept new things. Dad likes to play simulation management strategy games like Cities, Skylines, and Romance of the Three Kingdoms, while mom prefers to play difficult action games, such as Bloodline, Dark Souls, and Jin... But when playing games, she can't use her dexterous hands to sew corpses. She always gets stuck in various ways, and finally needs me or dad to help her.

"Really! It's because Juncheng you don't participate in any activities that I can't leave you any photos! This time - - I must take a lot of photos back.

"What photos...

I rolled my eyes and was about to say that there might not be many people participating in this trip when I heard someone calling from a distance.

"Juncheng - let's go pick out swimsuits together today~ Let's go.

The person who came over with a cheerful wave was Lan Hua. This guy actually appeared in front of my house in person. It's really a rare event.

Lan Hua came over, saw my mother, and quickly put his hand down and saluted.

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