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"Is this your room?'

I looked around in confusion. This was indeed An Juncheng's room.

Huh? When will I come to this room?

"Uh, um, can you get up first? In short, you get up first

stand up?

Only then did I notice that I was sitting on top of him, disheveled.

He rolled his eyes in embarrassment, with a wry smile on his lips.

“!!!!”

I couldn't even scream, so I let out a silent scream. I wanted to straighten my body and leave the bed quickly, but I couldn't use my legs.

"Wait, Ke Ling, don't move! Don't get excited!!!

bleed

it hurts

Oops, how can I cry?

It's so embarrassing to cry in front of him

Wipe your tears quickly and leave. I don’t want to stay here anymore. I feel so uncomfortable.

"Wait! Ke Ling! '

Why! Every time! It’s like this every time! Why! It’s always like this!

I decided to give up

I clenched my teeth, my nose felt sore, and my lower body hurt so much that I almost lost consciousness.

But I still yelled.

"What are you doing!"

He was stunned on the spot.

I hugged my clothes and ran out of the room and returned to my room.

After locking the door, he threw himself on the bed and hugged his

The sharp pain down there was real.

Although it was just an accident, it did happen

There was no sadness at all, I just felt so happy that I was so happy.

"whee--

Crying and laughing | I may be hopeless =

Humph, this kind of person is not worthy of being me

Where is my brother!

No. ②⑥. ⑥Chapter [Li Nai] One of them

In this false world, there is a clear difference between me and everyone else.

I lacked two things that everyone has.

One is, ‘memory of the past’.

I didn't have a childhood.

In other words, there are no memories of childhood.

Some people may say, isn’t it normal to not have memories of childhood? Many people forget what they were doing when they were three or four years old, but I’m not just talking about memories from childhood.

Five years, no, I have no memory of six years ago.

In other words, I have even lost the memory of my elementary school days. From the first time I can remember it, I was already a junior high school student, and I also have basic common sense.

I also went to the hospital to check whether it was some kind of memory loss symptom, but the test results showed that there was no problem.

This was obviously not normal and I started looking around my house for old photos, clothes from my childhood, anything that could prove my past.

But found nothing.

I began to wonder if I had suffered some mysterious incident and had my past memories erased, or if I had been brainwashed by aliens. Maybe I was actually an artificial human from some kind of experiment. It wasn’t that I didn’t have past memories, but that I It’s been this big since birth.

Looking back now, it was probably the so-called middle school disease. When I was in my second year of middle school, I felt tired of the boring and unchanging daily life, so I had various delusions.

In fact, there are no such abnormal events in the world. I understood this when I entered high school.

But after the delusion of adolescence ended, when I started to pay attention to my surroundings, I found that I was still missing another thing.

That is the second one, ‘family living together’.

I have no family.

From the moment I became conscious, I lived alone in an apartment that didn't feel like home at all.

Because I have no memories of childhood, I don’t know what life was like in the past. I have been independent from the beginning and can easily cope with living alone without feeling any burden. This is obviously abnormal.

Although I occasionally receive phone calls from my parents, those caring words sound like strangers. Looking back now, it is just like a way to 'paralyze' me, making me feel like I am different from other people. The illusion that there is no difference between people.

But in fact, I have never met my parents, and requests for video chat will only be blocked with various reasons. Moreover, there is no photo of my parents at home. They seem to be people from another world. An ethereal phantom.

I even doubt whether they really exist. They are just like raising pets, regularly giving me living expenses that I cannot use up.

Starting from high school, I refused to use the money, tried my best to improve my academic performance, and freed up my evening study time to work in the night supermarket to earn living expenses.

It was quite hard during that time. The living expenses I earned were barely enough to pay tuition and water and electricity bills. Food expenses were often not enough. I could only eat one meal a day, or I was simply hungry.

There was obviously no need to do this, it was just boring persistence, but I still persisted willfully.

There's something wrong with the world, and although it's ridiculous to say that, I do feel that way.

It's all fake.

Why am I alive?

What's the point of living like this-

When people start to think wildly - some things that are not there yet, it must be when the body has reached its limit.

Then I met her, An Ziai, just when I could no longer hold on.

An Ziai is a very strange person, a loner who basically has no contact with other people. Because I am the monitor in the class, I occasionally have a few words with her, but I have no contact with the others. Living in your own world, wouldn't you feel

However, dealing with my own affairs has consumed all my energy, and I really can no longer take care of others.

The consequences of trying to be strong regardless of the consequences are obvious. My body couldn't support it and I fell down.

When I regained consciousness, I saw An Ziai. She sent me to the health room, and then gave me her own lunch without asking for any reason. While I was eating, I cried for the first time since I can remember. My tears fell into the white rice. I finished the rice one bite at a time, not even a grain of rice was left.

There is a feeling that I am no longer alone.

During that time, for the first time, I had a ‘real feeling’ of being alive.

Many interesting things happened, Zi Ai was no longer alone, and made many friends——

She is like the moon, giving us a small piece of light in a dark world.

Disappeared without any warning and very suddenly.

But then, Zi Zui disappeared, 57 SF light novel

During the summer vacation, we went on vacation with the summer camp organized by the school, but we encountered a storm on the way.

After the storm ended, Ziai disappeared.

The teacher said yes, Ziai went back early because of family matters, but I knew it was definitely not that simple.

Sure enough, at the beginning of the new semester, the news came that An Ziai had transferred to another school.

I couldn't accept such a sudden farewell, so I wanted to find Ziai and ask for details.

However, no one answered the call, and the chat software stopped logging in. When asking her parents and family, she could only get perfunctory words such as "She is not here now."

It was as if the world had evaporated, and Zi Ai could no longer be contacted.

This is just like my parents, no

Having lost my love, I returned to the false world I once had, fulfilling my responsibilities as ‘Li Nai’.

There is no trouble without self-awareness.

There is no need to do anything extra, just let yourself get used to it.

I stopped thinking.

After Pochi got lost, he met the person while looking for him everywhere.

Boqi, who doesn't get close to strangers, actually got so close to him, which even gave me a sense of familiarity. Naturally, I thought of Zi Ai, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, and my heart beat faster involuntarily.

The throbbing in my heart made me have a bold idea. I just found a justifiable reason and wanted to take him home. I didn’t know why I had this idea. It might be a bit exaggerated to say it was love at first sight. I It's not the Appearance Association, and besides, that person isn't handsome.

Maybe I just don’t want to miss this opportunity

But the result still failed to keep him.

While feeling pity in my heart, I also looked forward to seeing him again.

Unexpectedly, just a few days later, I saw the man named An Juncheng again.

Even the last name is the same as Zi Ai. Sure enough, these two people have some kind of connection. Maybe they are brother and sister or something, or maybe they are twins.

Well, I don’t really care about his identity. I just thought that maybe I could go back to the time when I was a high school student and I could regain the real feeling of group activities. The own factory "SF light novel of receiving the certificate"

But I overlooked one thing, that is

"He is a man

I took off the hair tie that tied my hair, lay on the sofa, squinted at the ceiling, and felt that I was really an afterthought.

Pochi came to the sofa, squatted down and called out.

I touched its head and continued talking to myself.

"Indeed, he is very similar to Zi Ai in every aspect. Lan Hua is also obsessed with him for this reason. Although I didn't know her at that time, I remember that Lan Hua was also the one who pestered Zi Ai.

There are other people connected to Zi Ai, but these people are all girls.

Zi Ai is very beautiful, but strangely she is more popular with girls than boys.

"Even this feature is - .

Jun Cheng already has a girlfriend, and she's also Zi Ai's sister.

"It's nothing, I just feel that this world is really full of malice.'

Destiny is really a bad guy who likes to tease people.

But since he already has a girlfriend, I have no reason to get involved. Fighting for love with a sword is not in line with my personality, and the other party is Zi Ai's sister. No matter from which aspect, I don't like it. It's impossible to do such a thing.

He said he wanted to go to the same university and major as me - probably it didn't mean anything special.

It's just that I misunderstood it because of my own sentiments.

"But then it becomes very embarrassing."

"It would be great if you could speak human language, Pochi, so you could give me some ideas,".