I'm just following my instinctive feeling. If love is wrong, what else is right? ---

....... I want to kill him, right?

We are...following...,...waiting.--.--change or something like this.

I love him...eh?..

What, what is this, I don’t understand, my heart has become a mess.

Originally, things like feelings couldn't be completely separated, they were mixed together.

Together, I can no longer figure out what kind of heart I have

In love.

Which side is it? Can't the division be made more obvious in black and white?

I feel reluctant to let go of my past wishes, and angry at myself for being unable to move forward and stuck in the quagmire.

But in the end, I couldn't separate the mixed feelings and could only become crazy.

My reason is almost completely invaded by this ambiguous emotion. I am going to become someone else. It is so serious that it is harmful.

To the point of fear.

I don't know what I will do

Lost myself.

Ji Lianbing is no longer the original Ji Lianbing.

Who am I? No one...

The soul has dried up, without any breath of life.

Maybe that's what it feels like to be dead.

On a misty rainy day, I walked into a street shrouded in thick fog.

"Miss, you are cold.

"...."..

"Yes, I'm here."

"I don't want to kill... I love seeing him, but I hate him. I already don't know what to do."

I regretted saying it, because saying this meant I was showing weakness.

snap

The slap on my cheek was not painful but very loud, and the sound spread directly from the eardrums to the brain.

"This is the first time I have seen such a weak and helpless young lady. Even at Madam's funeral, you never showed such an expression.

At this time, do you want to cooperate and say, "Even my mother never hit me"?

Hahaha....it just made me sober up a lot.

“Although you are very rare and lovable, and I want to hold you in my arms and comfort you, please don’t forget who you are.

"I am Ji Lianbing.

"Yes, you are Ji Lianbing."

“I was raised by the most perfect maid and taught me that I am the most perfect.

Yes, you are the most perfect, Miss J. =

..Hehehehe, we master and servant are really shameless, bragging about ourselves here.

"But it's true."

To be able to say it so naturally, Shirley, your face is much thicker than mine.

Thanks to Shirley's slap, I found myself again, but the problem has not been solved yet.

Shirley smiled happily, handed me a cup of black tea and said.

"My dear eldest lady, it is rare to ask me for advice. Shirley will naturally help you solve your problems."

"I tried to separate these feelings, but failed. If there were only two kinds, it would be easier to deal with them. Just divide them into two.

son. But now we can’t tell the difference. I can still talk to you normally, but the next second I may say something illogical.

Well, I'm already on the verge of losing control. ’

"Do you know why this is happening?"

"I don't know. I don't understand why I hate him. I can't figure it out, let alone where this feeling comes from."

It is precisely because the true body is unclear and there is no understanding of it that it cannot be separated and that is why we are afraid of it.

"I think it's not that you hate Master Juncheng himself, you just hate that he doesn't belong to you.

...Why?

No...hate him personally?

"When that little jealousy is amplified by the power of fate, the hateful feelings swell up, making it impossible for you to tell what kind of heart is at the root.

In love.

Yuan SE light novel

...-.-Sutra.-.-.Tao...

Ahhh, ahhhh, hehehehehe....

Ah~ That’s it~

I'm really stupid. It's such a simple thing, but I still haven't figured it out.

- The words woke up the dreamer. As a bystander, Shirley saw it much more clearly than I did.

So that’s it~

Hahahaha~ I’m so happy that I can’t help myself.

Although the forms are different, the fundamentals are the same. Whether you like him, hate him, want to kill him, or possess him---all of them!

It's all love!

Ah, I'm so happy. Filled, filled. Everything is filled with love...

Love me, love me, love me, more, more, more...

I also want, more love, more love, love to the core.

"Are you so happy just after discovering such a thing? In just a few days, you have completely fallen in love with Mr. Jun Cheng

Where is my father?

"Yes, I love him. I don't know if it was affected by the previous world.

I don’t know if it’s a memory from a previous life,

It could also be a hit ---. But that doesn't matter anymore.

Now that we know the origin of this annoying feeling, the solution is easy.

The result is jealousy, jealousy and disgust, which is inevitable as a woman.

When I'm a woman, my mood becomes extremely

Ah, yes, now that I think about it, every time some inexplicable woman appears around Jun Cheng,

The end is not fast.

At the beginning, there was the boy named Ji Zhibai. When he approached Juncheng, he would be very uncomfortable. - Yes, even though he looked like that

Yes, but I think she should be a woman.

Everything suddenly became clear.

So, what actually needs to be done does not need to be carefully thought out at all? It will naturally appear in front of you.

Hahaha, I should have figured it out a long time ago.

That's right, then Juncheng will only belong to me.

It’s a very simple thing =

This... is for love, hehehehe~

Chapter 3.3 Love and generosity

But Jun Cheng will not let this happen. He treats everyone equally, which means he will not favor anyone.

In this environment, the chance of monopoly is very slim, and forceful possession will only make him resentful.

I don’t want to be hated, not even to death.

But I don’t want this annoying feeling to continue to exist. Even if the root cause is love, this kind of abnormal love is unnecessary and must be eliminated.

It's very simple to eliminate them. Just solve the source of the problem, which is the women who stick to Jun Cheng's side.

How to eliminate the women around him without being disliked by Jun Cheng...

Everything is wrong.

There is no right answer.

In the final analysis, once this conflict is formed, there is no possibility of reconciliation.

So at the very least...even if Juncheng hates me, on the premise that it can be undone, the possibility of future troubles must be eliminated first...

We must take into account Juncheng's own factors. He is not an incompetent man. Rather, he is the most troublesome existence among them. He can always prevent and mediate disputes in sequence. F

Hehehe, he is indeed my man, he is really amazing~

But it also caused me a lot of trouble, which is really annoying.

In other words, the main premise of everything is to 'invalidate' Juncheng first...is the best way...isolation?

It would be difficult for me to isolate Juncheng by myself. If Shirley helps, the success rate will be greatly improved. But isolation alone is not enough. The key is how to maintain the isolation state - the probability of being rescued. It's...a person to watch out for...

"Oh my, the eldest lady has grown up and started to make plans as a woman.

You have to fight for what you want.

As a woman, you have to show off your temper and beg others to give it to you?

Ridiculous.

I'm not that shameless.

The Ji family's motto has always been to strive for what you want.

My current power in the Ji family was not given to me by anyone, I fought for it.

Men too.

I decided it was mine.

Keep thinking...

"Maid, are you there? There's something important... Ah, Miss, you're back. I'm very sorry that I came in without knocking.

The person who walked in was Xiaoyan. When she saw that I was also in the room, she quickly bowed to me.

"It doesn't matter. I promised that I won't come back in a short time. It's me who violated the bet. I can't use any power of the Ji family now, so you don't need to call me eldest lady.

"How could it be, you will always be the most noble young lady.

She answered very seriously, but it made me a little uncomfortable. Xiaoyan's character is too simple and serious. Although this is not bad, sometimes it should be said that she doesn't know how to adapt. Well, that's why a maid like Lin Bai can do it. Relieve her stress.

Me too...need to relieve some stress SE2 novel

Hehehe, find a chance to go on a date with Juncheng next time, just the two of you.

Of course, you have to prepare the clothes inside well...squeeze, dry and ejaculate to the point of explosion.

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