Darling, I want to marry you

Gu Feng stared at Pan Jing for a long time. He didn't see anything from her. He just felt that the person in front of him was a very strange person at the moment.

Think of the past, the ancient wind's heart filled with a kind of cold disgust, and couldn't help looking at the corners of Pan Jing's eyes with a trace of indifference.

Gu Feng came to find pan Jing today mainly because he had something to say to her, otherwise he didn't want to see her at all.

"Why didn't you take Gu Yan back to the ancient family after your man died? Gu Yan, as a member of our ancient family, should come back and recognize his ancestors“

At this point, Gu Feng looked at Pan Jing straightly, and a touch of ridicule arose from the corners of her mouth. When pan Jing heard that Gu Feng was going to ask about it, she couldn't help burying her head and shaking her shoulders gently.

"You are really cruel. You dare to treat your own daughter like this. You abandon Gu Yan in the orphanage and ignore him. You are really able to enjoy prosperity. No wonder Gu Yan doesn't even want to see you now."

Pan Jing, as the old saying goes, feels more ashamed of herself. She has calmed down her good mood just now. At this moment, it is like sadness spreading in her heart, with a sense of guilt and regret gradually spreading.

A thin layer of intimacy between Pan Jing and ancient customs makes pan Jing unable to resist the real feelings hidden in her heart. Perhaps in front of outsiders, pan Jing always walks in the upper class with a hypocritical mask, but Gu Yan is a scar of Pan Jing and doesn't dare to touch it at all.

Although pan Jing has lived like a rich wife in Britain over the years, she also gave birth to Pan Chen with her husband Bieber. On the surface, pan Jing has the happiest thing in the world.

But no one knows that Pan Jing's heart is always tortured by her heart. Why did she throw away her own daughter?

Now when the ancient wind asks, pan Jing's sour and astringent accumulated in the bottom of her heart for many years is like pouring beans in a bamboo tube. She just wants to pour them all out.

"After he died, I dare not go back to Gu's house again. I'm afraid you'll blame me. It's already a scandal of Gu's house for me to go my own way with him. Where can I face you?"

Pan Jing's mood was out of control. A line of clear tears flowed out of her scarlet eyes. She didn't care about any posture. Her hand painted with red Cardan wiped the grief directly.

The shaking of the shoulders is much larger than the radian just now, and the hair is a little scattered due to the reasons just now, but pan Jing is not in the mood to take care of these at the moment.

When she came to see Gu Yan today, pan Jing knew that it was impossible to get Gu Yan's forgiveness. She just didn't expect Gu Yan's attitude to be so cold and firm. It seems that Pan Jing is a stranger and doesn't need too much kindness from Gu Yan.

Pan Jing's heart is so sad.

His own daughter is in front of him, but it seems to be in the sky, invisible and untouchable.

Gu Yan's story has made pan Jing miserable, but the appearance of ancient customs seems to make things worse. He asked about the events of that year. These two events are pan Jing's scars, which are extremely painful.

"I'm ashamed that you won't agree with the Gu family. I also have no way to leave Gu Yan in the orphanage. At that time, I was still young, I couldn't take a child, and no one would want a woman with a child. I was also helpless."

Pan Jing sobbed. All the dignity on her face just now has disappeared. Now she is like a very down-to-earth woman. Her scattered hair is hanging on her face, and her makeup is a little spent by tears, which makes her look very haggard.

Gu Feng silently turned his head and stopped looking at Pan Jing. Instead, he looked out of the window. Although there was nothing beautiful outside, Gu Feng thought it was much better than what Pan Jing looked like now.

Compared with Pan Jing's poor, Gu Feng is like an indifferent stone statue, full of indifference and alienation. At the moment, the person in front of him is his own sister. Gu Feng doesn't want to comfort pan Jing, but shows a trace of ridicule when looking at Pan Jing's depression.

In fact, Gu Feng doesn't care whether Gu Yan can go back to Gu's house. No, to be exact, Gu Feng doesn't want Gu Yan to come back at all. Gu Feng deeply hates pan Jing, so he also hates her daughter Gu Yan.

Therefore, even if we know that the ancient music bamboo in the ancient family is just a substitute. When Gu Yan was the real daughter of the ancient family, the ancient style did not want to find the real dust beads. Whether it is true or not is not important to the ancient style.

But now pan Jing's sadness and crying made Gu Feng frown and say unhappily.

"When it comes to the head, you are just a selfish mother. You are only for your bright future, so you will not hesitate to abandon Gu Yan who was so young at that time. Now you dare to come back and appear in front of Gu Yan."

Gu Feng didn't even look at Pan Jing and said directly.

This remark was like a sharp knife, which immediately cut through pan Jing's fragile spiritual barrier, and finally inserted it into the scar, which was immediately bloody.

Pan was so quiet that the cry stopped immediately. For a moment, there was a dull silence in the inverted car.

The ancient wind opened the window a little, and suddenly the wind outside blew in and dissipated some boredom, but it could not dissipate the boredom hidden in Pan Jingxin.

How can it dissipate?

As long as I remember that I abandoned Gu Yan myself, I haven't wanted to come back to see her for many years? What's the use of coming back now? Gu Yan's heart is cold. What he is doing is useless?

Gu Feng said she was selfish. Pan Jing didn't dare to deny that she was very selfish. Otherwise, she wouldn't dare to explain to Bieber that she had such a terrible past and a daughter.

After all, pan Jing is too selfish and greedy. After having such a life, she still wants to seek spiritual comfort and get her daughter's forgiveness.

impossible.

Pan Jing covered her face and sobbed silently.

The ancient wind is very upset with the cry of this woman's house, so it seems a little upset, especially pan Jing's cry.

Regardless of Pan Jing's feelings, Gu Feng took the exquisite box beside him, opened the box, took out a cigarette, closed the box and put it back, and took out a box of exquisite matches from the clothes bag to light the cigarette.

The whole movement is smooth and elegant.

For a moment, the car was filled with smoke, and the strong smell of tobacco filled the narrow space.

The ancient wind disdained to smile at Pan Jing in the white smoke, and said sarcastically.

"You should remember that your name is Pan Jing now, not Gu Jing. Gu Jing died a few years ago. Don't ask pan Jing to enjoy everything and do things that belong to Gu Jing."

Gu Feng said mercilessly that he should resolutely cut off the weak relationship with Pan Jing.

Pan Jing raised her head in the twilight. Her scarlet eyes opened wide and looked at Gu Feng's expressionless cheek with disbelief.

There is a slight pain in her heart. Now Gufeng is also pan Jing's relatives. Although the relationship between the two has not been very good, pan Jing didn't expect that Gufeng would be so cruel to cut off the relationship with her.

"Really want to go to that step?"

The ancient wind gave a soft "hum".

"What's the use of saying this now? You had to abandon Gu Yan for everything now. Can you give up everything you have for the sake of the relationship between us that can't be called relatives? Don't pretend."

The ancient wind said coldly.

Pan Jing was silent, and the contempt in the ancient wind's eyes deepened.

"If you know the importance of your interests, then don't always hang around in front of Gu Yan to consume the little family affection left in Gu Yan's heart. Besides, you're still a mother like you. If you don't want Bieber to know everything about your past, go back to Britain quickly and don't stay in China."

Gu Feng looked at the hesitation on Pan Jing's face and knew that what he said had played a role in Pan Jing's heart. Pan Jing was originally a selfish person. She would compromise as long as it was related to her own interests in the past or now.

Sure enough, after hearing the words of the ancient wind, pan Jing wanted to say something just now, but now it has all disappeared in the closed corners of Pan Jing's mouth.

All this is so clear. Pan Jing knows better than anyone that it is impossible to sit in Mrs. Bieber's position without a little ability. It is because of this that Pan Jing hides everything about the past and dare not tell Bieber.

Even this time, pan Jing didn't tell Bieber when she came to see Gu Yan. Bieber was very suspicious. As long as he showed a little horse's feet, he would follow through until he was satisfied. Pan Jing didn't dare to take such a big risk.

Now there is really only one way in front of me. I have to leave China and go back to Britain, or my secret may be exposed.

But pan Jing didn't want to. Now she finally found Gu Yan. She hasn't said a word well, hasn't been forgiven by Gu Yan, and hasn't made up for her mistakes.

At the thought of Gu Yan, pan Jing was very reluctant to give up.

But compared with Gu Yan, it seems that leaving China is a better choice. After weighing it for a long time, pan Jing agreed with tears.

"OK, I promise. I'll leave China."

A cigarette was in the end, sporadic fireworks flickered, and the ancient wind soon went out and threw it out of the window.

"Mrs. Bieber, go all the way."

One sentence completely cuts off all connections.

When leaving the car, pan Jing took out a powder puff from his bag and put it on his pale face. Then he carefully painted the red lipstick and completely dressed up before leaving.

After getting off the bus, pan Jing didn't expect to meet her husband. Bieber, Bieber is standing outside the car at the moment, with an undisguised look of doubt on his face. He first looks at the car behind pan Jing, and then looks at Pan Jing.

A bad feeling rose to pan Jingde's heart. She looked at Bieber with a bad face at the moment.

Pan Jing wants the ancient wind to explain, but a burst of engine sound rings, and the ancient wind drives away without giving pan Jing any chance.

Leave pan Jing alone to face Bieber's questioning eyes.