Darling, I want to marry you

Because of Gu Yan's insistence, there is no way. Zhou Qingqing can't persuade Gu Yan. She can only let her stay in the hospital for two days before making plans. However, Zhou Qingqing still hasn't given up in her heart. She doesn't believe that Tong chenbai is such a person. She will really give up Gu Yan for the so-called fame and wealth.

Frustrated, Gu Yan stayed in the ward. Zhou Qingqing asked for leave and took care of her every day. Gu Yan knew that Zhou Qingqing was tired now, but she felt that there should be no future between herself and Tong chenbai. This time, she really made up her mind. She didn't know whether it was psychological. It was clear that the child in her stomach was still so young. Gu Yan felt that he was moving, Kicking yourself in the stomach.

Gu Yan, lying alone in the hospital bed, felt a wisp of liquid sliding down the corners of her eyes and reaching her mouth. It was salty. She didn't wipe it and cried silently.

"Baby, mom, I'm sorry for you, but I can't let you out. You won't blame your mother, right?" Gu Yan's voice was nasal and finally couldn't help crying. She didn't want to believe that Tong chenbai gave up his love with him for so many years, but Tong chenbai's words appeared in her ears so clearly.

Gu Yan felt that her heart was like a small hole torn by someone, and then slowly grew larger, and finally formed a bottomless hole. I don't know if it was Gu Yan's illusion. She felt as if she heard the baby crying. But he was powerless.

Zhou Qingqing stayed in the hospital all day for fear that Gu Yan might have an accident. After all, Gu Yan's state of mind is extremely unstable. Zhou Qingqing is afraid that it might happen.

"Don't think so much now. I don't think things have reached that level, and Tong chenbai doesn't know the child's existence..." Zhou Qingqing can see that Gu Yan still loves the child in her heart. Now she decides to kill the child by herself. In the future

"I've decided, Qingqing, don't persuade me again. I won't regret it in the future." Gu Yan turned his head and didn't look at Zhou Qingqing. His tone was a little sad. There was an indelible sadness in his voice.

"Gu Yan, I know your heart is bitter, but the child is innocent..." Zhou Qingqing wants to continue to say something.

"Stop talking, I'm a little sleepy." Gu Yan buried his head in the quilt and didn't want to continue to discuss this topic.

Zhou Qingqing sighed. She knew that no matter how she advised Gu Yan, it should not work. She had no choice but to go out.

After Zhou Qingqing went out, Gu Yan lifted his head from the quilt with tears on his face, but she didn't want Qingqing to find it.

Now Gu Yan is like a lonely little beast licking her wound alone. Now she has only care left. She doesn't want another little life to bear everything she will bear. She knows she is a little cruel now, but care knows that this is the best way at present.

As I felt my stomach, there was a little warmth in my eyes, which was the revelation of maternal love. Thinking of his mouth, he read it gently and said he was sorry.

Unconsciously, he cried and fell asleep.

The days passed like this. Gu Nian was waiting for the day specified by the doctor to come. He counted silently in his heart. Zhou Qingqing still accompanied Gu Yan here every day.

The closer to the day of abortion surgery, Gu Yan felt more struggling in her heart. She doubted whether her decision was right. For the child given by God, her heart did not love him, but his arrival was really too unexpected. Moreover, she was unable to take care of him now. Gu Yan was afraid, She was not sure whether she could bear another one, so she was timid. Now she can only be like this.

The stomach, which was not very obvious, has gradually become larger in recent days. I don't know whether it is because she is pregnant that she is more nervous. Gu Yan recalls his every bit with Tong chenbai in his mind all day. Every day is a gloomy look. I can't eat any food. I was thin and weak. Now I look weak and independent of the wind, as if I could really be blown away by the wind.

"You didn't eat much breakfast. You always have to eat some lunch. You're not in good health. You can't abuse yourself any more." looking at Gu Yan with severe sunken eyes, Zhou Qingqing felt a little distressed. Now Gu Yan looks like a glass doll coming to an end.

"I know, but I really can't eat it, Qingqing." looking at Zhou Qingqing with a concerned face, I also feel a little embarrassed, but I really have no appetite to eat.

Gu Yan ate a little every day and always vomited. Unconsciously, he lived like that, getting closer and closer to the scheduled date of the operation.

At night, Gu Yan lay in bed and looked at the sky through the window. His heart was surprisingly calm. He didn't know whether he had been gradually indifferent in this torture. His heart was already covered with scars, so he didn't feel so painful.

Zhou Qingqing stood outside the door and didn't bother Gu Yan. She was waiting. She thought Gu Yan might change her mind. After all, she didn't know what it was like until the last minute. Zhou Qingqing felt that Gu Yan might change her attitude.

Gu Yan went to bed early that night. No one knows if she really doesn't tangle anymore, but Zhou Qingqing can see from Gu Yan's eyes that she won't change. Gu Yan has really decided.

Standing outside the door, Zhou Qingqing clenched his hand into a fist and looked at Gu Yan's bed.

Zhou Qingqing really didn't sleep that night. She kept thinking that tomorrow was the day of surgery. Tomorrow, we must find an excuse to go out and find Tong chenbai. Otherwise, Gu Yan's child must be lost.

Zhou Qingqing is gambling that Tong chenbai loves Gu Yan. If Tong chenbai still loves Gu Yan, she will not let her kill the child in her stomach. This is the crystallization of their personal love. Zhou Qingqing has made up his mind that he must find Tong chenbai tomorrow, or the fetus will be set.

The next day, Gu Yan and Zhou Qingqing both woke up early. One is bent on getting rid of the child, the other is to keep the child.

"Do you really stop thinking about it? It's too late to wait on the operating table. Don't you regret it?" Zhou Qingqing felt it necessary to ask for the last time.

"Qingqing, I won't change it. Don't bother." Gu Yan knew that Zhou Qingqing meant well, so his tone was calmer.

"Just now the company called me and said there was something urgent. The operation was still early. I promised. You won't blame me." Zhou Qingqing's tone was a little cautious and afraid of Gu Yan's thinking. She is now in a sensitive period.

"You go! I'm such a big man, and you've been here for so many days, I'll be fine." Gu Yan knew that Zhou Qingqing was for her own good, and she really worked hard these days.

"That's good. I'll be back as soon as the matter over there is finished. You must wait for me." Zhou Qingqing looked at Gu Yan and smiled unconsciously because of his words.

Gu Yan is a beauty. Even if he is very thin now, he makes people look and feel sorry for her.

"Well, go quickly." Gu Yan waved his hand.

"OK." Zhou Qingqing was relieved and turned out.

Zhou Qingqing directly called a taxi and went straight to the place where Qin Miao took them last time. Zhou Qingqing had a hunch in her heart, so the last time she waited outside, she asked the location of the Qin family villa. And on the way, Zhou Qingqing always remembered the route in her heart.

The distance is not close. Zhou Qingqing knows that he has only one way left. Now it depends on whether God is really unwilling to let Gu Yan leave the child. Zhou Qingqing can only pray all the way to see Tong chenbai, and then tell him that Gu Yan is pregnant, but now she is ready to have an abortion.

Zhou Qingqing in the car felt his heart beating fast, as if he was about to jump out.

"Master, please drive faster. I have something urgent. Thank you." Zhou Qingqing was afraid that he was late and staggered with Tong chenbai.

"I said, girl, this is the fastest speed. If it's faster, you'll be fined." the driver was reluctant.

"I really have something urgent, a matter of human life." Zhou Qingqing's voice was eager.

When the driver heard this, he added fuel, picked up the speed, and the scenery outside the window brushed by.

It was not long before we arrived at the Qin family's villa.

After arriving, Zhou Qingqing waited in the distance of the gate, because no one knew Zhou Qingqing and didn't dare to go up rashly. Otherwise, not only could she not find Tong chenbai, but also she might suffer.

Zhou Qingqing has been waiting outside, thinking that Tong chenbai should appear. As soon as he appeared, Zhou Qingqing was ready to stop him.

The time passed minute by minute, and it was getting closer and closer to Gu Yan's operation time. Zhou Qingqing was so anxious that she was sweating on her face and kept walking. Her eyes had been staring at the door of the Qin family villa. She was afraid that she would miss Tong chenbai's figure in a blink.

Huangtian lived up to his heart. Suddenly, a car appeared in front of Zhou Qingqing. There was no one else sitting on the driver's seat of the car. It was Tong chenbai.

At the moment when she saw that the person in the car was Tong chenbai, Zhou Qingqing rushed out. If she knew she was unhappy, Tong chenbai must have left.

He tried his best to rush in the direction of the car, and Zhou Qingqing blocked the direction of the car. Zhou Qingqing's move startled the people around him. Tong chenbai, too, brake quickly. Fortunately, the speed is not fast, otherwise Zhou Qingqing will be hit.