Darling, I want to marry you

Gu Yan looked at the white ceiling lamp on the top of the ward and couldn't help falling into a trance. Everything that has happened these days flashed through my mind like an old-fashioned movie. Every moment. It's beautiful and suffocating. But the end is so desperate.

Everything that happened with Tong chenbai seems to be a dream. This time, I thought I could be with Tong chenbai safely and live happily in the future. But never thought that God did not care for himself. Even the most basic love is not willing to give itself.

When I saw that Tong chenbai was going to get married in the newspaper, the bride was not herself. At that time, Gu Yan was really heartbroken. When did the man want to disturb himself. I hope my life can get better slowly in the future. At least I still have thoughts. His own daughter. I'll be satisfied with reading and reading in the future. Just some love the child and have no father ever since.

Thinking of this, Gu Yan couldn't help touching his stomach. He could vaguely see some of the slightly raised lower abdomen. Sorry, baby, mom didn't mean to kill you. It's just that mom can't give you a complete family and doesn't want you to suffer. I hope you can understand and understand what mom is doing now. I'm sorry. Child, I wronged you. My mother doesn't want you to have an incomplete childhood, just like your sister.

Gu Yan's eyes slowly moistened. Which child is not the mother's heart. What's more, the child is her own child with Tong chenbai. In this way, Gu Yan's heart was cut with a knife. The pain is too painful to breathe. If you can, if you haven't met Tong chenbai in your life, will her life be another scene. Will not experience so many twists and turns, so many grievances.

Now, I can only choose to forgive and will not blame Tong chenbai for what he has done, because it is useless to blame. All I can do is live a good life now. A person's education is good. No matter how hard life is in the future, I will try to stick to it.

And the child, he must be unable to stay. Thinking of this, Gu Yan suddenly thought of Zhou Qingqing's previous behavior. These days she is with herself, but today she suddenly has something to leave for a while. Do you want to? Thinking of this, Gu Yan had a faint worry in his heart. If Qingqing goes to Tong chenbai and tells him what he wants to kill the child, it's over. He finally made up his mind to break up with Tong chenbai and was no longer in contact. If you beat up your child because of yourself, or if you are blocked by Tong chenbai. I'm afraid it's hard for me to completely break contact with Tong chenbai.

What I can do now is to get rid of the child as soon as possible. I don't know what Qingqing will do. She will definitely find Tong chenbai. Even if she doesn't find it now, she will certainly find it in the future.

Gu Yan called a nurse in a panic. Tell the nurse to knock the child out. Looking at Gu Yan with a firm face, the nurse asked suspiciously, "your expected abortion date hasn't arrived yet? I suggest you can rest for a few more days and recover faster in the future." nurses have seen a lot of abortion, but at least they should think of their own body.

But Gu Yan, who heard this sentence, immediately shouted, "I'm going to run away the child now, and I won't blame your hospital for anything in the future." Gu Yan looked like he was going crazy. The timid little nurse nodded. Then he comforted Gu Yan and said, "I'll report now and see if I can help you arrange the operation now. Would you wait a moment?" then the little nurse went out of the door. This kind of thing is also common. After all, many people miscarry in the hospital every day.

Hearing the nurse say this, Gu Yan's mood stabilized a little. Lying quietly in the hospital bed waiting for the coming of the operation. After a while, the nurse knocked on the door and came in to tell Gu Yan that the operation could be carried out. Gu Yan said without hesitation, "OK."

Without any fear or regret, Gu Yan's inner thoughts are very firm. Knock out the child in your belly and leave here with Niannian to start a new life in another city.

Then he lay calmly on the hospital bed and was pushed into the operation by the nurse. Gu Yan has no fear in her heart. She is very firm in her decision now. After the child is knocked out, he can completely clarify his relationship with Tong chenbai.

But in the future, his heart will certainly suffer endless torture. The child came at a bad time, and he never thought that Tong chenbai would marry another woman. It's no use having this child by yourself. After birth, it still has no father like Niannian.

At this time, Tong chenbai just stopped the car quickly into the underground parking lot, and then regardless of Zhou Qingqing behind, he immediately ran out of the car. At this moment, he just wanted to see Gu Yan as soon as possible. That little girl still wants to kill herself and her children. It's wishful thinking. I will never agree. Thinking of this, Tong chenbai is very angry.

But looking back, I'm sorry for Gu Yan. I can't tell her those difficulties. So what I can do now is to stabilize Gu Yan's mood first. Keep the child first. After all, this is their child. In the future, he will hear the child call his father. He missed it when he was a child. The child himself can no longer miss his birth. Let Gu Yan bear all the pain alone. I can't bear it.

That little woman is a woman she wants to cherish all her life. How could she be wronged. I have been negative to her once. This time, I can't say anything to let her leave me. As for those difficulties, I will slowly explain them to her in the future. As long as she can be safe now, the baby is also safe.

Zhou Qingqing has been running desperately behind Tong chenbai, "Hey, do you know which ward She is in?" this sentence is true. Tong chenbai stopped. He doesn't know which ward Gu Yan is in. He thought of it here. Tong chenbai stopped. After waiting for Zhou Qingqing behind her, she pulled her up and ran desperately again. Zhou Qingqing gave him directions. While looking at the anxious man. It seems that he still cares about Gu Yan. Otherwise, how could he kill his child when he heard that Gu Yan was in the hospital. Just in such a hurry? Maybe he really has some unspeakable difficulties.

At least he loves Gu Yan, which shows that Gu Yan's choice is not wrong, but her choice to kill her child is wrong. I will help Tong chenbai stop Gu Yan. What's more, she doesn't want Gu Yan to kill the child at all, because she knows Gu Yan will regret it in the future.

Bang! A loud noise surrounded the corridor of the ward. Tong chenbai pushed open the door of the ward, but he didn't see Gu Yan. I thought I was going to see her, but now I have nothing. Zhou Qingqing came forward and looked at the empty ward. He also felt very strange. When he left, Gu Yanming was lying in bed. Now he's gone.

Suddenly, a trace of fear crossed Zhou Qingqing's heart. Gu Yan won't have anything. If she has any accidents, she won't be able to live in her heart all her life. Blame yourself for leaving. If you don't go out, Gu Yan won't be surprised.

Tong chenbai looked at Zhou Qingqing's expression and made sure that Zhou Qingqing didn't know what was going on. Then he turned and stood in the corridor and shouted, "Gu Yan! Gu Yan!" at this time, a little nurse passed by and was greeted by Tong chenbai's sudden roar. Want to avoid Tong chenbai's eyes, but don't want to be caught by Tong chenbai's shoulder.

"Where are the people in this ward? I asked you where the people in this ward have gone?" the little nurse was obviously stunned. I don't know what to say. Especially seeing Tong chenbai. I was even more afraid.

Seeing this, Zhou Qingqing quickly opened Tong chenbai, and then comforted him in a very gentle voice, "don't be afraid, we won't hurt you. I just want to know where a girl called Gu Yan in this ward has gone." the little nurse slowly slowed down under Zhou Qingqing's gentle tone. Then he whispered, "she, she, she has just been sent to the ward for abortion. Don't you know?"

"What?" Zhou Qingqing suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the little nurse in front of her. The expected abortion date clearly still had a few days. Why did she start the operation so suddenly, or under the condition that she didn't know. Then he continued to ask, "isn't there a few days left for abortion? Why are you so suddenly ready? What's going on?"

"I, we only know that this patient has been asking us. If we don't operate on her, she won't be willing and her mood is very unstable. That's why we gave her the operation in advance." the poor eyes of the little nurse reflected her fear at this time.

At this time, Tong chenbai had already flushed his eyes, but he was afraid that the little nurse would be hard to speak, so he lowered his tone a little and said, "where is the operating room, take me quickly!" at this time, Tong chenbai would have been impatient and began to shout if he wasn't worried about Gu Yan's safety.

"Good good!" the little nurse also wants to get out of this situation quickly. Very obedient with Tong chenbai came to the door of the operating room.

"During the operation" three dazzling red typing deeply hurt Tong chenbai's eyes.