Darling, I want to marry you

Hearing the man's whispering words, Zhou Qingqing was stunned. She staggered back a few steps and looked at the man in front of her with complex eyes.

"Shao Yan, do you say you love me?"

Shao Yan took a step closer and nodded firmly

"Zhou Qingqing, I love you."

Zhou Qingqing lowered her head and hid the possible emotion on her face

"When."

"Very early, very early, but I haven't been able to find it. Maybe I noticed it but didn't admit it. When you left me, I found that I couldn't leave you."

Shao Yan took another step closer, looked at the woman with her head down and silent in front of her, and spoke difficultly

"Qingqing, I love you. Even if... Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter. As long as you stay by my side as before and pretend you love me, I will give you everything you want." as long as you pretend to be like some.

Shaoyan hid his unspoken words. After five years of separation, Shao Yan was always immersed in suffering. Seeing this woman thinking day and night again, Shao Yan could no longer stand the separation of every minute. Therefore, he knows that the person who falls in love first is doomed to be a loser in love. Even if he knows that Zhou Qingqing is a dangerous poison and admits that his mind will put him in a weak position, he will not turn back.

Shao Yan looked forward to looking at the woman with her head down, her heart beating violently, anxious and nervous.

He fantasized about the expression Zhou Qingqing might have. He might cry silently, he might still glare at him, or he might still have disgust on his face. But he never thought that when Zhou Qingqing raised his head, he would see such a beautiful smiling face, with a larger and larger arc of the corners of his mouth, and a malicious smile on his charming face.

"Shao Yan, how dare you say you love me."

Such a question was said by Zhou Qingqing without momentum and even with a trace of charm.

Shao Yan's heart stopped for a moment, and a bad feeling floated in his heart.

"Shao Yan, you are so conceited. When I took the initiative to throw myself in the arms, you certainly didn't investigate me. Do you know why I needed money and why I came to you at that time?"

Shaoyan hesitated for a moment and gently shook his head.

The smile on Zhou Qingqing's face remained unchanged

"I knew it, because you don't think whoever I am will pose a threat to you."

"I..." Shao Yan wanted to explain, but Zhou Qingqing didn't give him a chance to speak.

"Those are not important." Zhou Qingqing calmly looked at Shaoyan. "Don't you want to know the reason? I tell you now, because my mother has uremia, I need money to treat her."

Shao Yan stared and never thought about the answer. Once, when he was still with Zhou Qingqing, he asked her parents inadvertently, but Zhou Qingqing kept silent, so Shaoyan always thought Zhou Qingqing's parents were gone and didn't ask again.

"At the beginning, I foolishly thought that when I entered the entertainment industry, I would be able to earn money for my mother's treatment with my face, but I didn't expect that this face not only didn't become my help, but became my stumbling block. A too gorgeous face is not suitable for being a heroine. A female partner is OK, but there is no backstage, and no one is willing to hold me for nothing."

Zhou Qingqing gave a faint smile, which was full of irony.

"The entertainment industry has never been a place where I can stand out with strength and luck. At least I can't stand out right away. Maybe I can shine after a few years, but I don't have time. My mother can't afford to wait! In addition, there are always some disgusting people in the circle. I was forced to help by my agent. At that time, I was desperate, so I found you."

"Stop talking!" Shao Yan suddenly interrupted. He had a hunch that what Zhou Qingqing would say next was absolutely unacceptable to him.

Zhou Qingqing went on as if she hadn't heard him

"I also want to thank you for really accepting me and giving me the resources I want to start investing in this industry. I also have enough money to give my mother dialysis every month, let her live in the best hospital, give her the best medicine and ask the best nanny."

"But these are not enough. This can really save my mother's life, but it can't completely cure her. So I start saving money as much as possible and try my best to save the operation expenses for my mother while waiting for the suitable kidney source."

"Stop talking!" Shaoyan suddenly raised his voice.

Zhou Qingqing vented with a louder voice

"I didn't have any illusions about you from the beginning! I know I'm just a pastime for you, so I try to play obedient and obedient, obedient to you and never interfere in your private affairs. But I still have self-esteem! Maybe it's insignificant and ridiculous for you. It's the only thing I can insist on, so even if I need money very much, I don't ask for it from you Cent! I just enjoyed the resources you gave me, but the money is the life-saving money I saved by working hard, but how did you treat me! "

"Stop talking, please." Shaoyan shook her head, her eyes flushed, and her tone was imploring.

Zhou Qingqing has never seen this man so fragile. Now he sees it and feels happy in his heart. She eased her tone strangely again.

"Shao Yan, you know, a few days before you took my card money, the hospital called me and said that it had finally found the kidney source suitable for my mother, and the operation could be arranged in two weeks."

Shao Yan looked at Zhou Qingqing in shock, his eyes full of vulnerability.

Zhou Qingqing said word by word without any pity

"What you took away was my mother's life-saving money."

At that moment, Shao Yan's mind was blank, and his heart hurt as if torn apart one by one. It was not only regret for the past, but also despair for the future. After a while, he looked at Zhou Qingqing with only a little hope in his eyes.

Zhou Qingqing immediately understood Shao Yan's mind, recalled the corners of his mouth and broke the man's ridiculous fantasy

"My mother died the second month after I took her out of s city."

"Sorry, sorry, I don't know, I don't know..." the man kept whispering, and the red eyes finally spilled salty tears.

Zhou Qingming said sad words, but there were no tears in the corners of her eyes, because she had already cried dry tears.

"I didn't want to say this, but how dare you tell me you love me as if nothing had happened after these things happened?"

"Sorry, i... really don't know..." the man's voice was low and inaudible. He really didn't know what else to defend himself. He didn't even dare to look up at the woman he loved.

Zhou Qingqing took a deep breath, then spit it out heavily, and finally said what had been brewing in his heart for a long time.

"Shao Yan, now you should know that it's impossible for us. Don't say I love you. I hate you. I want you to die.

"Qingqing... Come on, i... I'm really... I'm sorry..." Shao Yan was incoherent for the first time in his life. He wept in front of a woman for the first time. He seemed vulnerable.

Over the past five years, Zhou Qingqing hated Shaoyan every time she thought of her mother who was losing weight in the hospital until she died and couldn't wait for surgery. It was clear that she had been waiting for her hard pursuit, but she was only one step away, but she fell short because of this man.

Zhou Qingqing has always wanted to ask Shaoyan what she is in his heart. Why can she be sacrificed without doing anything wrong?

When she couldn't find the answer, she hated Shaoyan more and more, but she couldn't retaliate. In front of him, she was as weak as a weed.

But now, the man she hated day and night actually took the initiative to come to the door and say he loved her! How ridiculous that the man who hurt her the most said he loved her!

Zhou Qingqing was completely excited and finally found a breakthrough in his resentment that had not been vented for many years.

"There's another thing you don't know. I think it's necessary to talk to you." Zhou qingjiao smiled.

Shao Yan trembled his lips and couldn't speak. His lover's words pierced his heart like a sharp blade and choked with pain. But he couldn't stop it. What she might say next would make him more defeated.

"I had your child. I found it shortly after I left s City, and then I knocked it out."

Zhou Qingqing said that the clouds were light and the wind was light, but Shaoyan's heart was bleeding.

Shao Yan covered his face with his hand. The voice between his fingers was nasal and low.

"Qingqing, I'm wrong, you..." give me a chance.

If you don't say it, you won't have a chance or qualification to say it.

Zhou Qingqing looked at the man's pain and remorse in front of him. He thought he would be happy in his heart, but he found that his heart was not at all relaxed. On the contrary, his heart tips were trembling because of the man's pain.

"You go. Don't come to me again. I don't want to see you all my life."

The cold voice spoke the most heartless words. Zhou Qingqing's face had no frightening smile, only calm. She was tired and didn't want to hold on to the past, but there was absolutely no possibility for her and Shaoyan.

"Qingqing..." Shao Yan cried sadly, as if he wanted to stay.

Zhou Qingqing turned a deaf ear and directly pushed Shaoyan out of the door.

"Gu Yan, when did you come back!" Zhou Qingqing stared at Gu Yan and his thoughts standing in the shadow of the door.

Gu Yan's expression is complex

"For a while, I saw you... Talking about things, but you didn't go in."

Zhou Qingqing stumbled and was a little unstable. Over the years, she has been the spiritual pillar of Gu Yan, but she didn't expect that she saw her most embarrassed and aggressive appearance at the moment.

Zhou Qingqing, who just tore open his scar, didn't cry, but wet his eyes at the moment when he saw Gu Yan.

"Qingqing..." Gu Yan stepped forward to comfort Zhou Qingqing.

Zhou Qingqing avoids Gu Yan's outstretched hand

"Leave me alone, please."

With that, without waiting for Gu Yan's reaction, he ran out directly.