Dating After Divorce

man?

Ning Rou's lips parted slightly, her breathing stopped for a moment, her brown pupils shrank slightly, and she was overwhelmed with words all over her face.

She saw the shock and sadness in Luo Zhen's eyes, so strong, as if she was questioning why she betrayed herself.

A strong sense of guilt flooded from my heart, like a tumbling tide in a torrential rain, so violent that it could almost drown someone alive.

She wanted to answer, but didn't know how to answer.

Because between her and Luo Zhen, there has never been any man.

The long and endless silence made the air pressure drop to freezing point in silence.

Luo Zhen's eyes were red, and her lips moved uncontrollably. She looked at Ning Rou's face and remembered the scene she just saw across the long street—

That little girl looked only a little younger than Luo Baiyue, who was four and a half years old. Counting the time, Ning Rou was probably pregnant when she got divorced.

She couldn't accept that in what she thought was the happiest third year of marriage, Ning Rou secretly had a private meeting with other men outside without her knowledge, and had children.

What is the difference between this behavior and Luo Zhenting back then?

What is the difference between her and Su Zhi?

Simply pathetic.

The emotions in her heart were ups and downs, and she couldn't help but take a deep breath to force herself to keep the last bit of calm.

"Why cheat?"

"I told you that Luo Zhenting cheated and killed my mother, why do you still do this?"

"Ning Rou, why—"

There were three sentences of "why" in a row, and every word was filled with unbearable accusations and questions.

However, Ning Rou couldn't hear anything.

When feeling restless, the frequency of right ear pain will also increase.

There was a constant buzzing in the ear canal, almost piercing the eardrum, it was very painful, more painful than ever before.

But as if she didn't feel anything, she let the pain linger in her ears and bring torment.

At this moment, she was even glad that those stings covered Luo Zhen's voice, otherwise, she would not have the courage to stay here any longer.

Four years ago, Ning Baobao was about to be born. She didn't dare to go to the hospital, so she could only find a black clinic.

The sanitation measures in the small hospital were not in place, and she developed a high fever on the second day after giving birth. Because she had no money and had no time for medical treatment, her left ear was completely deaf not long after, and her body fell into the root of the disease. Two years later, the only one left The right ear also started to have problems.

She knew that this was God's retribution for her - retribution for hurting Luo Zhen.

She shook her head, her heart tightened uncontrollably, and she was so uncomfortable that even her breathing was painful, but she still explained in a low voice with red eyes.

"No, no cheating, baby is only three years and eleven months old this year."

Twenty-four years of captivity, the purpose of those people is to study the method of women and women having children.

Because of the long-term injections and medicines, Ning Rou's body has been subtly transformed. Compared with ordinary people, her pregnancy period is longer. It took thirteen months to give birth to Baby Ning.

She originally thought that saying this would make Luo Zhen feel a little better, but she didn't expect that the redness in the other party's eyes was even more obvious, and even the voice had a faint trembling that could not be suppressed.

"So what? Are you trying to tell me that you were pregnant with another man's child within three months of your divorce?"

A sarcastic question made Ning Rou stare at the spot with her eyes wide open.

She only wanted to minimize her harm to Luo Zhen, but she forgot that the existence of a child was a huge harm to Luo Zhen.

In an instant, the air seemed to freeze, and every crevice was filled with a chill that was piercing to the bone.

As working hours approached, more and more people passed by in the alley.

The bicycles parked in the yard in the past fell down at the alley, attracting a lot of attention.

Luo Zhen didn't care about this, she lowered her head, suddenly grabbed Ning Rou's arm with her right hand, and pushed the person directly into the corner.

Betrayed by the person she loves the most, she seems to have also embarked on the same path that Su Zhi had traveled 27 years ago.

Realizing this, the painful memories of my childhood immediately came to my mind.

A sense of powerlessness hovered in her heart, and her anger had nowhere to vent, all gathered at her fingertips, but when she thought that the thin arm under her palm was Ning Rou, she was reluctant to increase her strength.

Her hands kept shaking, her body leaned forward slightly, shortening the distance between herself and Ning Rou again.

The thick black long curly hair originally fell behind her shoulders, but with her movements, it slowly slid to the side of her cheeks, hiding that exquisite face in the shadows.

With her back against the stone wall, Ning Rou didn't dare to struggle or resist.

She wanted to escape, but there was no way to go, so she turned her head away as if to escape, and no longer looked at those red eyes.

It's a pity that Luo Zhen won't give her a chance to escape.

The bodies of the two were almost pressed together, and even their lips were about to touch.

The faint scent of perfume lingered on the nose, so familiar, it was the smell that she could feel at ease when she smelled it before, but at this time, a strong fear flooded her heart.

Xu was too scared, Ning Rouqing couldn't help but closed her eyes.

In the darkness, she felt a cold hand on her face.

It was a gentle and careful touch, but it turned into a storm in the next second.

Her jaw was pinched, and her eyes were forced to look at the woman she didn't dare to look at, nor did she have the courage to look at.

"look at me."

"I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me personally, who is that man?"

The cold and gloomy voice, like the whisper of a demon, slowly rose to the side of the ear, word by word.

Ning Rou opened her eyes and looked at Luo Zhen, her eyes filled with tears instantly.

Getting too close, both of their breaths began to intertwine.

She opened her lips, but before she spoke, tears flowed out first.

A whimper full of crying sounded from the air, Luo Zhen's expression froze, and his heart trembled violently.

She still didn't let go, but she forced her to ask again.

"Who is that man?"

This time, I finally got a response.

Ning Rou shook her head, her voice soft and small.

The color on her cheeks was almost pale, and two tear stains hung on it, making her look more innocent.

"No, no—don't ask."

no?

what not?

Luo Zhen didn't understand such a simple word.

She only thought that the man, the father of the child, was dead.

Yes.

If he hadn't died, how could Ning Rou have such a hard time now, needing to work two jobs a day to make ends meet?

It seems that there is no need to continue asking.

Because she knew that no matter how she asked, Ning Rou would never tell her the man's name.

The people who went to work soon left, fewer and fewer people came in and out of the alley, and the surroundings became quieter and quieter.

Luo Zhen let go of his hand, thinking of the child who looked almost exactly like Ning Rou, his face suddenly became extremely cold.

Ning Rou doesn't say, so what?

She always had a way to find out who the man was.

The atmosphere was still solemn and condensed, and no one spoke.

Ning Rou stood in the corner, her hands against the wall, and the old short sleeves on her body were stained with a lot of dust.

Her lips were slightly open, her breathing was very light and slow, and there were still a few unfinished teardrops hanging from the corners of her eyes. Looking down, it was a thin white neck and an unusually obvious collarbone.

So skinny - it feels pathetic.

Luo Zhen was so angry and hurt that his hands clenched into fists unconsciously.

She was angry that Ning Rou betrayed herself and left her for a man she had known for only a few months, but she couldn't help feeling distressed for Ning Rou's current situation and the hardships she had suffered in the past few years.

How ridiculous.

She once told herself over and over in her heart that Su Zhi's heart was too soft, and she would never be a person like Su Zhi.

Even in love, she must always remain sensible and calm, and strive for the best interests of herself.

But now, the fact is in front of her eyes - in front of Ning Rou, she is even more unprincipled than Su Zhi back then.

At least, after Su Zhi first discovered Luo Zhenting's derailment, she had the idea of ​​divorce; and at this moment, she was still reluctant to give up Ning Rou.

In front of Ning Rou, all interests, rationality, calmness, all became a pile of useless sand, and when the wind blew, they disappeared without a trace in an instant.

She raised her head, the anger in her eyes faded, and she was full of bitterness.

She thought, where did Ning Rou attract her?

For Ning Row, only fifteen days had passed from the first meeting to receiving the marriage certificate. She and the man had only known each other for less than three months, and soon had a child.

She lowered her eyes, the emotions in her eyes were dark and unclear, there was pain, shock, and more, disappointment.

For no reason, she remembered what Luo Zhenting said to her privately when the two first got married—

She dares to get a marriage certificate from someone after knowing each other for half a month. She is really a casual woman. Don't say that I, a father, don't remind you. She is so casual with you, and one day she will be able to do the same with others.

Luo Zhen's throat was sore, looking at Ning Rou's pure water eyes, her heart was instantly painful and numb.

At this moment, she almost turned around and left.

Embarrassed.

Lost all the way, do not know where to go.

Luo Zhen's eyes were blinded, and he got into the car casually. Before his mind could react, he reported an address in his mouth.

When he came back to his senses, he had already arrived at the gate of Yuanxiang Kindergarten.

This place in Yuan Township is very small. There are only three kindergartens in total. The one in front of me is the largest and the most formal.

It can be seen that Ning Rou really loves this child. She has worked so hard, riding a worn bicycle and wearing ill-fitting clothes, and she wants to give her daughter the best living environment.

She didn't know why she came here, but she still walked in uncontrollably.

The black iron fence stopped in front of him, and people outside could not enter, and could only watch from the high fence.

Ning Baobao is not yet four years old, and she is in a small class. It is only 9:30 now. The sun is not too big. The children are playing outside. She is the only one, sitting alone in the shade with a water bottle. on the steps.

Almost at a glance, Luo Zhen recognized the little girl she had only seen in the morning among the dozens of noisy children.

She is so well-behaved, neither noisy nor noisy, like she is thinking in a daze, and like watching other children play, from a distance, she looks like a beautiful rag doll.

Like Ning Rou, Luo Zhen couldn't help but think so.

In the past, when she got off work late, Ning Rou also liked to sit on the sofa with her knees and wait for her. It was so quiet that it made people tremble.

Maybe it was because the gaze was too strong, Ning Baobao soon realized that someone was looking at him.

She blinked, stood up holding the water glass, and looked out along the door with a pair of big round eyes, and she saw a beautiful strange woman.

Perhaps, it cannot be said to be completely unfamiliar.

She once saw a photo in Ning Rou's account book that looked exactly like this woman.

Is this the friend my mother said?

Ning Baobao tilted his head with surprise and confusion in his eyes.

Luo Zhen stood outside the fence, with both hands hanging by his side, his fingertips trembled slightly unconsciously.

She knew that the child was looking at her, but she did not intend to avoid it at all—

This child is proof of Ning Rou's betrayal of her, but she has a face exactly like Ning Rou's, so she can't even hate it.

Kids - it's ridiculous, she used to hate kids so much.

In the kindergarten, the bell rang for the end of class, and children from the middle and senior classes poured out one after another.

It was so noisy, Luo Zhen frowned instantly.

She wanted to leave, but Ning Baobao's eyes were still glued to her, like candy shreds melted into honey, mixed with the wind, with a glutinous sweetness.

Very familiar, like Ning Rou when she was coquettish.

Just thinking about it made her heart hurt.

She didn't start, her eyes dropped slightly, and when she looked up again, she happened to see Ning Baobao pursing her lips and showing a shy and well-behaved smile to herself.

So light, so shallow, and fleeting.

Just a glance made her froze in place, forgetting all the pain and disgust.