Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I was stunned and seemed to understand why Ding Ge asked. I remember Ding Ge once told me that our constellations were particularly discordant and that we had a lot of difficulties together, but it was still difficult to get together in the end. That's probably what he meant.

I didn't know, and I didn't want to know.

I didn't believe it before. After so much experience, I still didn't believe it.

We talked a lot with ding ge today, but they both had a tacit understanding that neither of us mentioned our past because we didn't want to recall the pain. But even if we don't mention it, it's still real. When we get back together one day, it's a problem we have to face.

Ding Ge's voice sounded a little tired when she asked this question. I think she must have lost more and more confidence in us after all this, even if she still had me in her heart.

I took a deep breath.

Now I only felt that there was only a layer of paper left between me and Ding Ge, so I didn't want to see Ding Ge's negativity. I wanted her to have the same attitude as me, so I had to cheer for ding ge, so I slowly said, "It's because I've been through so much that I don't believe in those things. Because I think if two people love each other, nothing will stop them. They can break through everything. Even if the ending is a tragedy, I think it's worth it. I once saw a saying, the one who can be defeated by bread is not love, but because of the horoscope, he doesn't dare to love. What kind of love is that?"

After saying this, I suddenly felt that it was so ironic to say these words by myself. Today, I said this in front of Ding Ge, but what did I do in the first place?

At this moment, I suddenly felt a little confused, because I had always believed that it was not wrong for me to leave Ding Ge and hurt Ding Ge.

In order not to implicate Ding Ge, in order to make him happy, I left her. I always felt that I was doing it for her good. Even if I hurt her, I thought time would heal her wounds.

But now, I suddenly don't know if it was right or wrong for me to do that.

I became especially confused!

But it doesn't make much sense to think about it now. After all, it's over.

Then I became excited, or nervous. Because I was so afraid that Ding Ge would suddenly ask me why I broke up with her in the first place. At this moment, I really couldn't answer this question. I felt as if I had lifted a stone and hit my foot.

I pursed my lips and looked away guiltily.

Fortunately, Ding Ge seemed to be thinking about something else, and she didn't ask me any questions.

I was secretly relieved.

"Okay, let's go back inside." I said it again.

Although the sky was beautiful, the balcony of the Dinger house was outside. There was no glass and only railing, so the cool night breeze could easily touch us. Even I felt a little cold, let alone Ding Ge.

Ding Ge seemed to have a lingering desire. Her beautiful eyes stared blankly at the distant sky, reluctant to part.

"Archer!"

At this moment, Ding Ge suddenly sneezed.

My heart suddenly thumped. I said I had a low fever today, so don't catch a cold. So I dragged Ding Ge into the room and said, "Okay, I can't watch anymore. I really want to see it. Tomorrow I'll take a few pictures of the night sky for you to stay in bed and see enough."

"That's what you said." Ding Ge pointed at me and smiled, "We have a deal."

"Sure, no problem." My heart said, what is this?

"Pull the hook, lest you break your promise again!" Dinger pointed at me.

I was going to say, when did I break my promise? But I swallowed the words. For Ding Ge, I'm the last person to say that!

There were too many vows, too many, not to say, too ashamed.

I reached out my little finger and hooked it with Ding Ge's little finger."

This scene made me feel a lot.

Reminiscent of the past...

My nose is a little sore.

Ding Ge has always been a girl with a lot of girlish hearts. In the past, she was not tired of playing this kind of hook game, but also liked to play the game of scissors, stone cloth. In the past, we had to use scissors, stone cloth to solve many things, such as who went to wash the dishes, who went to turn off the lights and so on.

After we broke up, I never played this romantic game with her again.

Today, I suddenly felt that Ding Ge and I were hooking up, as if they were some kind of signal.

However, after the hook, my heart suddenly began to beat a beat. Before I could make up for Ding Ge's movie, the next agreement was made.

After so much experience, I have changed a lot. I don't like this kind of verbal commitment, and I hope to use more of my actual actions to show it.

But I'm still happy, because this kind of entanglement gives us a better reason to contact, and unlike before, I don't know what excuse to find Ding Ge.

The two of us went back to the sofa. I couldn't help but look at the time. It was getting late. I thought I should go back too. After all, it was inconvenient for me to live in Ding Ge. Although I would like to sleep with Ding Ge like the island city, I still have to endure it.

But before he left, there were still some things he didn't say.

At this point, there was no time to say anything else, so I hesitated and finally opened my mouth.

"Ding Ge..."

"Hmm?" Ding Ge blinked at me.

I looked up at Ding Ge, took a deep breath, and said, "I think you should go home."

When I said that, dinger looked at me in a daze. She looked at me in a daze. I'm afraid she didn't expect me to say that.

I was a little afraid to face Ding Ge's eyes, so I lowered my head slightly and rubbed my hands. My eyes were empty and I looked somewhere and said softly, "Look, living alone is really... Quite... Quite lonely. I don't feel comfortable living anywhere. You see, if not for being sick, no one would know, and no one would normally take care of him. So, you should go home. Your parents must really want you to go home."

I looked at Ding Ge and looked at her with a pained look.

However, just after I said this, the smile on Ding Ge's lips gradually disappeared. Her expression became very pale, and a touch of pain appeared in the depths of her eyes. My heart ached, but the rest of the words could not be opened.

I suddenly regretted saying those words!

Then, Ding Ge turned his head slightly and said faintly, "It's okay. I'm fine living alone."

After saying this, she became silent. I didn't know what to do at all. The atmosphere became especially cold and stiff.

Actually, it was better than I expected. I thought that dinger would be angry with me.

At this moment, my phone rang.

I saw that it was Hu Zi.

Hu Zi's call relieved me.

I answered the phone and asked, "What's wrong, Hu Zi?"

I thought Hu Zi called me about the restaurant, but he said, "Where are you? Xing Yun, Guzheng is drunk."

When I heard the news, my brows furrowed deeply, and my mind subconsciously remembered the time when Guzheng was drunk, how could I have been drunk again?

Alas, they are all troublesome masters!

At this moment, I couldn't help but glance at dinger. Because my phone was a cheap knockoff machine, and it was very loud, Ding Ge should be able to hear Hu Zi's voice. I wonder if she could hear it.

I don't want Guzheng to be a chasm between me and Ding Ge, so I'm not very willing to talk about Guzheng in front of Ding Ge.

But I also vaguely felt that on the way back to Ding Ge and I, apart from the knot in our hearts back then, Guzheng would probably become a major obstacle.

I don't know why I feel this way.

After all, so far, we have been clean.

"Why did she drink too much?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Who knows? Come to our restaurant for dinner, a few girls, and then drink too much. Now I'm calling to see you." Hu Zi said helplessly.

I was speechless and smiled bitterly, "What are you doing seeing me for?"

"Then who knows. Come on, go back to Guzheng's. I'm taking her home."

I vaguely heard a loud noise over there. Hu Zi hung up the phone, but I suddenly felt a sense of awkwardness.

I should have left at this point and was about to leave, but now that I left, it seemed like I was leaving for Guzheng.

What would Ding Ge think if he knew?

I was hoping that Ding Ge didn't hear me clearly, but Ding Ge's words shattered my thoughts. She asked, "Guzheng drank too much?"

I nodded.

"Oh."

Dinger gently twirled the ends of her hair with her fingers and said faintly, "Then go back."

"I..."

All of a sudden, I didn't know how to explain it to dinger. This feeling was especially bad! And in my heart, I feel that I and Guzheng are clean, and there is a trace of reluctance to explain too much, explaining it will instead appear that there is something between us, it will only make things worse.

In the end, he said nothing, sighed and said, "Okay, I'll go back first. You should rest early."

Ding Ge pursed his lips and nodded at me.

After leaving Ding Ge's house, she closed the door. At that moment, I felt that all of my world was lost.

I clenched my fist.

When I got out of the neighborhood and got in the car, I couldn't help but think of Guzheng again. I felt a little headache and it seemed reasonable that I should go and see her. After all, she has helped us so much during this time.

But I was a little scared.

Hey, let's go and see what's going on.

When I got to the neighborhood, I went straight to Guzheng's house. Hu Zi opened the door for me. Standing outside, I heard Guzheng's voice. She seemed very excited. I went in, and Liu and Jiang were there.

Seeing me enter, Hu Zi whispered, "You're finally here."

At this time, little liu xiaojiang also saw me. The two of them looked at me with amusement. Then they said to Guzheng, "Let's go first."

Then... They left.

Hu Zi patted me on the shoulder and said, "I'm going back too."

"I..."

In less than a minute, Guzheng and I were left alone in the room.