Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I think she must have called me back when she didn't have time to answer the phone.

Feeling the trembling of the phone in my hand, I became nervous again.

A heart was pounding so violently that I couldn't bear it, and I couldn't breathe. I was in a daze for a dozen seconds before carefully placing my finger on the call button and pressing it down.

But I still didn't dare to take a breath. I put my cell phone beside my ear. At this moment, I listened attentively to the side of my ear. My heart was in a mess and torn.

The train station was still bustling with people. It was like a noise field. There was always a sound in the ears. There was no silent mode, no. Even if it was late at night, the train station would not stop operating. There would still be people waiting for the train and leaving the station in front of the square. The night bus and taxi would still be on the road.

However, this time, these sounds seemed to have been filtered, or my ears had entered another time and space, and I could only hear the sound coming from the microphone.

However, for the next minute, the microphone was silent, extremely quiet, as if it had lost its voice, without a sound at all.

I even have some doubts. Is there something wrong with the old man's phone?

But I didn't dare to take the phone away from my ear. I wanted to press the phone tightly against my ear. I wasn't afraid of pain. I was just afraid of missing it. I was afraid that my ex-girlfriend would say something and I didn't hear it.

I stood alone in the train station square, and the crowd passed by me." Xing Yun? At this moment, a voice finally came.

It was so familiar as if the voice that lingered in my ears yesterday. I didn't know how to describe that moment.

After a year, I finally heard her voice again!

But, I don't know how she knew it was me. Or why did she guess it was me?

My lips trembled slightly, and I felt especially dry. My heart still felt as if it had been electrocuted violently.

Ding Ge!

A unique girl, to this day, still haunts me... I suddenly couldn't speak, as if something was stuffed in my throat. After ten seconds, I still didn't speak.

And when dinger called my name, she didn't say anything.

The microphone sank into a suffocating stagnation.

"Ding Ge..." I finally called out her name again.

That beautiful and elegant face appeared in my mind again, and my thoughts were as unstoppable as a flood of floodgates! It tore me apart like a beast. All the pain that had been hidden for a year broke my nerves.

In my heart, it was like a burning fire!

"What's the matter? At this moment, Ding Ge's calm and indifferent voice came softly.

Listening to Ding Ge's familiar and unfamiliar tone, my heart ached a little. We are not the same as before!

Time has changed, and she is no longer my Ding Ge.

I cleared my throat slightly and took a deep breath before pretending to be calm and saying, "Well... Can you do me a favor?" What's up? Ding Ge didn't say no and didn't hang up.

"Well, can you contact Old Gao for me and tell him that I'm waiting for him at the flower bed in front of Green city railway station? Ask him to pick me up." Actually, I thought about it before I called Ding Ge. I didn't want to ask her for help directly. As long as she could send this message to Old Gao, I would be saved.

Old Gao is my buddy. He's a good friend who has been through all kinds of cheating and eating.

I still don't want Ding Ge to know about my situation. I admit that I really want to see her, but I'm afraid to see her.

After listening to what I said, Ding Ge seemed to say coldly, "Just contact him directly." Well, my phone was stolen. I said with shame.

"What's wrong with you? What happened? I heard a hint of concern in dinger's voice. Maybe I was thinking too much.

I had no choice but to tell her about my situation.

"But I don't have Old Gao's number on my phone. Ding Ge said.

"What about Hu Zi's?"

Hu Zi is also my best friend. He and Old Gao are my most trusted partners. It was safe for them to pick me up in Green city railway station. I couldn't think of anyone else.

After all, it's okay for you to borrow some money from some friends, but it doesn't make sense to have someone pick you up from such a long distance. I don't like to owe people favors.

As for the family, forget it. With my habit of reporting good news without worrying, I really can't open my mouth.

"Not really. Ding Ge opened his mouth and said it without even thinking about it.

"Hey!"

I heaved a heavy sigh, feeling as if god was deliberately against me.

There was actually another person, and I thought she would help me too. That was Ding Ge's best friend, Lin Ya. We usually called her girl.

Lin Ya and I have always been on good terms, and even after I broke up with Ding Ge, our relationship hasn't changed. Just because of Ding Ge, sometimes we have to avoid some topics in our conversation.

After all, Lin Ya was still Ding Ge's best friend, and it was too awkward for me to ask lin ya to pick me up and pass on the message through Ding Ge.

I held up my phone and fell silent again.

At this moment, Ding Ge suddenly took the initiative and said, "If you can't, I'll pick you up." Are you... Free?" I asked with embarrassment because I couldn't hear any emotion from Ding Ge's words.

"You can wait there."

After saying this, Ding Ge hung up the phone without giving me a chance to speak.

I don't know what Ding Ge thinks...

After I returned the phone to the old man and thanked him, I sat down by the flower bed alone.

The only thing I can do now seems to be wait for dinger to come.

I wonder how Ding Ge is now, I thought.

After all, we haven't seen each other in a year. I don't even know if she has a new boyfriend. What was her life like? Did her hair grow longer? I don't know... The memories in my head fell like snowflakes all over the sky, filling the whole world of my heart.

Ding Ge was a very special girl, at least her name was very special.

How should I describe her?

Beautiful, without a doubt she was very beautiful.

Smart, careful, gentle, elegant, kind...

I've always felt lucky to be with her, and I think she's my soul mate!

The days I spent with her were so happy that I will never forget them. Even now, I can still remember the sweet moment when we were together.

But now it added a layer of sadness.

I thought we would be together forever and ever.

I never thought that one day we would break up...

But we were still separated.

In the past year, I haven't missed Ding Ge for a day. I want to forget her, but I can't!

For the past year, I have been living in great pain, as if I had changed into a different person.

Everything seemed meaningless. My life was numb, like a walking corpse, living day by day dejectedly.

The sky in Green city gradually became cloudy, and my mood also became much gloomier. The colorful billboards around still couldn't stop the gray spreading in my heart.

I couldn't help but think that Ding Ge was on his way to Green city, which made me rather excited, expectant, but also nervous and uneasy.

Time passed little by little, from two in the afternoon to five in the afternoon, but Ding Ge still did not appear.

I think it might not be here yet. After all, Ding Ge still had to go to the station, buy a ticket, wait for a bus, maybe ask for a leave, and the city of Green city was particularly congested, the speed of the bus to the city changed very slowly.

However, an hour later, Ding Ge had not appeared.

The sky gradually turned grey, and an inexplicable chill crept into his nerves. It's not cold in may, but I feel a little cold.

I can't help but worry. Is there anything wrong? If it was in the past, I would have called and asked where she was. Isn't that worrying?

But now, I can't even make a phone call.

I can do nothing but wait.

I suddenly felt that maybe I was wrong from the start.

It suddenly became cloudy, as if it had been coated with lead. The sky became darker and the wind grew stronger.

I felt hungry in my stomach, but there was not even a loaf of bread and ham in my handbag. There was only half a bottle of water left over, and I didn't dare to drink it, because there was a charge for going to the toilet here!

Hungry and cold, the bitter taste was so bad that even I felt sorry for myself.

The rain finally began to patter.

The rain was dripping down on her body, and it was exceptionally cold. Ding Ge should have been there if she wanted to come, but she still didn't show up.

I think she lied to me. She didn't come at all!

She did have a reason to do so!

Because she hates me!

She used this method to retaliate against me, making me full of hope before falling into despair. Compared to the harm I had caused her, it was nothing for her to do so.

I wiped the rain off my face, looked up at the dark sky, stood up, and dragged my heavy footsteps to the eaves in front of the train station.

Looking at the heavy rain in front of me, I was at a loss and lost.

Wishful thinking?

I think it's the most appropriate word to describe myself.

I foolishly thought about him day and night. Maybe he would have forgotten the past and gone straight ahead.

I suddenly feel a little wronged. Even if you hate me, you don't have to be so cruel to me, do you?

But when I think about it, I feel like I deserve it. Isn't it all my fault?

I was the one who wanted to break up, and I was the one who was cornered today. Without all this, there wouldn't be any pain today.

But I still can't believe it. Will Ding Ge really do this to me?

Ding Ge wouldn't have done that in her memory, but why hasn't she shown up yet?

Ding Ge, where are you?

I want to see her so much, I miss her so much.

I stared at the rain in front of me in a daze, with no hope in my heart.

Just then, in a daze, I suddenly saw a figure rushing out of the rain!

Because the rain was so fast, everything in front of me became a little blurry and foggy, so the figure seemed to rush out and suddenly appeared in my sight.

She walked quickly towards the flower bed. She didn't hold an umbrella, but covered her forehead with her hands to make her look clearer. When I saw her, she was drenched and her hair was in a mess.

Although I didn't see it clearly, I recognized it at a glance. The girl in the heavy rain was Ding Ge!