Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I don't know. What was Ding Ge thinking?

I don't know, what exactly is she going to say to me?

I don't know why I chose to meet and talk about it.

My mind was spinning so fast that I suddenly thought of a lot of possibilities. Ding Ge found out that my relationship with Guzheng was fake? Or is she going to give me a good scolding? Or are you going to say your last goodbye to me?

Or... What?

I can't guess!

So, should I agree or not?

But I feel like I can't control myself anymore, just like I did in Green city. The fire in his heart was ignited, and then it could not be extinguished.

As long as I can see Ding Ge, what else am I thinking?

I gritted my teeth and tried to suppress my emotions, "When?"

"Tonight."

"Where is it?"

"In the Xingyun hotel."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you here."

"Okay."

When the phone hung up, I stood there for a long time.

I closed my eyes and breathed deeply into the cold air, trying to calm myself down.

Ding Ge, it's time to see Ding Ge again.

But how am I feeling?

Why on earth did Ding Ge look for me? I'm afraid I won't know until tonight...

And from now on until dinger came to the restaurant, I don't think I'll be able to calm down anymore.

So, I started to become absent-minded, I couldn't control it, I really couldn't control myself!

After work, everyone left, and my cousin was not here today. I was the only one left in the restaurant. I was standing in the lobby and suddenly felt that our restaurant was exceptionally empty.

Why isn't Ding Ge here yet?

There were no more guests in the restaurant. Normally, I would have closed the restaurant long ago. Ding Ge said that I had been waiting for her until she came, but after waiting for so long, why hadn't she come?

Ever since Ding Ge called, I've been in a state of torment, my mind filled with this news, imagining the scene of our meeting over and over again.

I cleaned all the tables in the restaurant, wiped them over and over again, arranged all the chairs neatly, and wiped all the bottles behind the counter with boredom. In the end, there was nothing else to do, so I had to drag the floor over.

But dinger still didn't come?

I couldn't help but worry. Ding Ge was a man of his word. Since she said that there was no special case, she would definitely come. But it hasn't come yet. Is something wrong?

I couldn't help but worry, but I didn't dare to call Ding Ge.

Scared, really scared!

I walked out the door and looked out at the dark night. The whole world was much quieter. It was just that the glare of the cars passing by on the street was irritating. I looked at the street lights that were as soft as before, but I couldn't calm down anymore.

Looking into the distance, the end was a blur.

I sighed, turned around and walked to the restaurant. I took out two bottles of beer. I thought, I'd better wait.

When it was twelve o' clock and Ding Ge wasn't coming, I had to close the door.

I opened the beer and drank alone.

Drinking alone is always tasteless, and the loneliness in your heart will be magnified several times, completely enveloping you.

I didn't want to get drunk because I was still waiting for Ding Ge.

So I just took a sip, but even so, after two bottles of beer were slowly finished, Ding Ge still didn't appear in front of the restaurant.

Two more bottles?

Just as I was hesitating, a figure finally appeared at the door!

Finally, Ding Ge came.

I knew she would come, just like in Green city, she would always come!

Ding Ge's figure was hidden in the darkness, so I could only see the silhouette of a girl, but I knew that it was Ding Ge. Even if I couldn't see her face, I could be 100 % sure.

Once again, facing Ding Ge, I sat there, not knowing how to describe my emotions.

Ding Ge wore a thick white down jacket and braved the cold wind into the restaurant.

Under the light, I was in a daze for a moment and felt as if she had suddenly emerged from the darkness. The soft light fell on Ding Ge, and her figure was as clear as before, but she seemed to have lost some weight.

My lips trembled a little, and my eyes looked at Ding Ge as if they could never move away.

I gritted my teeth and tried to control my emotions.

She seemed especially calm, looking at me indifferently, and walked towards me with unhurried steps.

It didn't seem awkward, especially natural, to meet his predecessor.

"Xing Yun." Ding Ge called my name again.

I stood up and quietly clenched my fist, a smile on my face.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Ding Ge smiled and explained, "I've been talking to the girl about the development of the photography shop. I've forgotten the time. I'm sorry."

"Nothing." I touched my head.

"Is it convenient to disturb you so late?" Ding Ge smiled again and asked politely.

I hate being so polite!

However, I could only smile faintly and say, "Of course it's convenient."

"Can we sit down and talk?" Guzheng pointed to the seat and said.

Feeling awkward, I quickly said, "Of course, of course."

Ding Ge sat down first. I walked over to Ding Ge and sat down opposite her.

The two of us sat at the same table, and the light above us looked down at us from a downcast angle. There were only the two of us, and the hall was exceptionally quiet, as if a needle had fallen.

Ding Ge's expression looked normal, as if it was the same as before, and naturally made me sad.

If Lin Ya hadn't told me those things, maybe I would have been fooled by Ding Ge. I lied to her, and she lied to me!

She looked as if nothing had happened, so calm and calm.

But now we are completely different from before. We sat at the same table, and the distance between our hearts was far greater than that between our bodies.

Ding ge looked at me with a gentle smile, still a sweet one. She said, "Are you surprised that I came to see you?"

I nodded honestly.

Ding Ge hasn't contacted me for so many days. I thought she wouldn't look for me again. That's why I'm more certain that ding ge came to me today for something very important!

"Actually, I don't think it's a big deal. You're already with Guzheng, and we're innocent. There's no need to cover it up, right?" Ding Ge's calm tone seemed to have taken the relationship between us for years.

I didn't know what to say, but I nodded foolishly.

"Can we still be friends?" Dinger looked at me with a faint light in her eyes.

I looked at Ding Ge and was stunned. I didn't expect Ding Ge to say such a thing. Ding Ge had never said that before, even though we had met so many times since we broke up.

I don't understand. Why would Ding Ge say that all of a sudden?

Does she really want to be friends with me?

Shouldn't she have been hurt so badly that she hated me to the bone and swore that she would never forgive me for the rest of her life?

Ding Ge's actions were very different from what I had imagined, so I froze for a few seconds without saying a word.

Ding Ge was anxious to wait, but she was not angry. She just smiled and said in a joking tone, "Can't you?"

"Of course not." I clumsily shook my head, nodded again, and said, "Of course!"

Once again, I became especially stupid. Facing Ding Ge, I couldn't be as relaxed as before. And the ambiguous intimacy between us was gone!

"That's good. I hope it doesn't affect your relationship with Guzheng."

"No." I took a deep breath and smiled.

"By the way, the girl photography store is opening today. Why didn't you go there?" Ding Ge asked again.

I don't know how to answer it, and I think Ding Ge is asking the obvious. She should know the news of the breakup with Lin Ya. Lin Ya can't possibly not tell her, so Ding Ge's question is particularly boring.

"I went to my aunt's house yesterday."

"Yeah, it's pretty busy, isn't it?" Ding Ge asked.

I nodded.

Ding Ge asked again, "Do you have time for tomorrow?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't answer Ding Ge's question. Maybe I would peek at him from afar, but it wouldn't show up.

"Did you two quarrel?" Ding Ge was finally debunking reality.

I looked at Ding Ge with a bitter smile, and you asked me if you knew?

I don't want to talk about lin ya. It's sad, whether it's the breaking of a snowy night, the wedding disregard, or the quilt that fell from the sky in the neighborhood.

I really felt a little uncomfortable. I lowered my head slightly and frowned. I just felt that the lights in the hall were inexplicably dazzling. I stretched out my hand and gently rubbed my forehead with my middle finger.

"For what?" Ding Ge's crystal eyes looked at me, and I seemed to see a glimmer of comfort in her eyes.

I gritted my teeth and still didn't know how to answer.

Of course it's because of you, because of you, Ding Ge, that's why Lin Ya broke up with me!

I feel very uncomfortable with this conversation with Ding Ge today. Ding Ge's problem is just to let me go through the pain again.

"Didn't Lin Ya tell you?" I asked ding ge helplessly.

"No!"

"How is that possible? You guys say everything." I don't believe Ding Ge at all.

"My best friend has her own secrets, okay? We can't tell each other everything." Ding Ge sighed wordlessly.

I stared at Ding Ge, but I wasn't sure if she was telling the truth or not. Lin Ya didn't tell Ding Ge. It was... Completely unscientific!

"What exactly are you arguing about?" Ding Ge asked again.

"Ask her."

Ding Ge glared at me and said with a bitter smile, "What's going on between you two? Ask her if she won't say it, ask you if you want to ask her, I don't understand, what is there to hide? You're not kids anymore. You have to deal with things."

"Okay, stop talking about her."

"That won't do! I came here today for the girl!" Ding Ge said firmly.