Days after Breaking up with My Ex

When I think about those things before, my mood is much lower!

I nodded and replied, "Yes, she asked for it. I can't help but give it. After all, she paid for it."

Ding Ge frowned and asked, "What's going on? Can you tell me more about it?"

I sighed and fell silent again, because I didn't want to recall that incident. I was really uncomfortable, but I told Ding Ge briefly what happened.

Ding Ge sighed and then said to me, "I understand why the girl won't forgive you!"

I frowned and said, "Why?"

Ding Ge looked at me speechlessly and said with a bitter smile, "Do you really not know or pretend not to know?"

"No, what's wrong?" I was very confused by what Ding Ge said.

"Do you know how much it hurts to return a gift from a girl to her? Do you understand?"

I sighed helplessly and said, "It's not my fault. She asked for it herself!"

I also knew that she would be angry to give those things back to Lin Ya, but if she hadn't asked me to take off my clothes that day, I wouldn't have thought of giving them back to her.

"She didn't ask you to return it!" Ding Ge retorted.

"She insisted that I take off my clothes on the street. Is that still true?" Thinking about Lin Ya's expression that day, I felt a little wronged.

Ding Ge looked helpless and could not explain anything to me. He took a deep breath and said, "What do you think her real purpose is? Are you really going to take off your clothes and humiliate you? Don't you know her character? She just didn't want to lose, understand? That's all! So when you returned the phone and clothes to lin ya, did you know how upset she was?"

I don't know what to say when I hear this. Shouldn't I give those things back to Lin Ya? Didn't Lin Ya mean that?

I looked at Ding Ge for help, and Ding Ge said to me again, "Xing Yun, remember, never return a gift from a girl unless she really wants it from you. And the girl isn't. You obviously misunderstood her!"

If it was really what Ding Ge said, and Lin Ya never thought of returning my things, then I really did something really stupid! No wonder Lin Ya was so angry that he was never angry before, or else he wouldn't have thrown my blanket down the stairs.

I looked at Ding Ge and asked for help, "Then what should I do?"

Ding Ge sighed and said, "There's really nothing I can do this time. You've gone too far! I think it's better for the girl to slow down and wait for the new year. Now she really doesn't want to see you."

"Is their photography shop closed?"

"Not yet. I'll close it tomorrow night and go home."

"Oh." I don't know what else to say.

Dinger asked me again, "What about the restaurant? When is it closed?"

"It's not."

"Ah?" Ding Ge asked, "Aren't you going home for the new year?"

"I don't know yet, but we'll take turns taking a few days off."

Ding ge nodded and looked down at the street. There seemed to be a trace of sadness in her expression. She sighed and said, "A year is about to pass."

In her tone, there seemed to be endless emotion.

I felt the same way too. I took a deep breath and said, "Yeah."

A year is about to pass!

And this year, my life, too many changes, but in the end, it seems that nothing has changed.

Ding Ge is still not my girlfriend!

After that, neither of us spoke and remained silent, looking at the city that was not clean.

There was not much awkwardness at this moment. There was only a kind of bitterness and loneliness that seemed to connect our hearts. We could still be as close as friends, but never so far away.

Ding Ge didn't stay for long. A few minutes later, she looked at me, smiled faintly and said, "Then I'll go back."

I gave a soft "Yes" and nodded.

Dinger ran her fingers through her hair and left.

Looking at the back of Ding Ge's departure, I tried hard to remember this figure in my mind. I clenched my teeth tightly, and a sea of ice flowed in my heart.

That familiar figure that I can't be familiar with, I really like to love her!

As a country with a more reserved expression of love, I rarely say things like I love you to Ding Ge, or sweet words that are too mushy, but I really love her!

I really wanted to show her my heart and prove that she was the one I loved from the beginning to the end. I didn't change my mind. If only she could see it!

As Ding Ge's figure moved further and further away, the pain in my heart deepened little by little, like a sharp sawtooth cutting through my body.

When dinger left in the car, a great sense of frustration and loss swept over me, and I felt my entire body suddenly drained of strength.

Instead of going back to the restaurant to eat, I stood at the door, staring blankly at the endless street.

I can't help but think of Lin Ya again.

In this new year's eve should be happy and happy, my love is completely in a vast white fog, my friendship is also facing the coldest cold.

A few years ago, our days were even more difficult. The wedding photography shop was busier than usual during the new year. It was impossible to have a holiday ahead of schedule. Most of the time, it was new year's eve before we could go home.

Now the days are better, but they are still working hard and can't go home early to reunite with their parents.

However, in the past, we were very happy, and we could also share each other's thoughts about our family, as well as their encouragement to each other.

Now we can't even say a warm word to each other.

I feel especially sad!

At our age, it's really hard to make such good friends again. Most of our friends are from the past to the present. It's impossible for our relationship to end without pain.

There are only two days left until the end of this year. I don't think Lin Ya and I will be able to see each other this year.

And when he thought that he couldn't even send a message of blessing to the other party during the chinese new year, he couldn't help but sigh again.

Thinking about it, all of a sudden, an extremely strong thought came into my mind!

I wanted to make a meal for Lin Ya. I remember that I used a meal to resolve the conflict between us before, but now, I didn't want to use a meal to offset my mistakes. I didn't want Lin Ya to forgive me. I just wanted to make a meal for her to show my concern.

She must have been very busy these days, but I didn't do anything that I should have helped, and I felt really guilty.

So I wanted to make dinner for Lin Ya.

However, I didn't know if lin ya would see me, so I thought about how I could put the food in a takeout box and send it to lin ya's house.

This time, it wasn't as sumptuous as the last time. I just made a fish fillet rice for lin ya.

After I finished it tonight, I came to Hu Zi's car keys and drove to Lin Ya estate.

Walking on the road, I was especially nervous because I didn't know if lin ya would accept it, and I wasn't sure at all, so after thinking for a moment, I thought I'd better not hand it over to Lin Ya. I could put the food in front of Lin Ya's house, then knock on the door, and leave without waiting for Lin Ya to open the door.

That's good. Let's do it.

I didn't park the car in the neighborhood, but outside. Then I took the food and went to lin ya's house. When I went downstairs, I saw Lin Ya's car was parked in the parking space.

She's at home!

I was relieved. Before I came, I was worried that Lin Ya wasn't home.

With heavy steps, I came to the door of Lin Ya's house. I didn't have the courage to knock. After standing for a while, I put the lunch box on the ground, then clenched my fist and knocked on Lin Ya's door.

She will definitely hear it.

As soon as I heard Lin Ya's footsteps, I immediately started to go downstairs. Because I didn't dare to make a loud noise, I went downstairs briskly and swiftly, quietly coming downstairs, and then running out of the neighborhood.

Get in the car, start and leave.

As I drove, I took a long breath, but I couldn't help thinking that the meal would be taken away by someone else.

These days, there are all kinds of people.

I don't think so. Lin Ya has already opened the door. She will be the first to see the food on the floor.

And when lin ya opened the door, how would she react when she saw the meal on the floor?

She would have doubted, she would have guessed, and I think there's a good chance that she would have guessed that I gave it to her!

I don't know why I feel that way either. Instinctively, with my knowledge of Lin Ya, she would probably guess that I gave it to her.

However, based on my years of knowledge of Lin Ya, I'm not sure what lin ya will do with that meal.

Would she finish the meal without any leftovers, ignore it, let it lie at the door, or throw it away like garbage?

I sighed and couldn't bear to think about it.

And this year is really coming to an end.

I don't think I'll see Ding Ge and Lin Ya again in the last two days.

In the dusk, I drove through the crowded traffic, looked at the city's frantic neon and lights, looked at the people who were frantically buying new year's goods, and looked at the smiling young people on the sidewalk. I really felt the joy and joy of the world at the end of the year.

But in the face of all this, I did not have a trace of happiness.

Some seemed to be just endless desolation, loneliness, and even fear!

I really want to filter out this period of time, jump over it, and go straight to the new year.

This year, I really don't want to spend it!

I really want it to go quickly!