Days after Breaking up with My Ex

"He's back. Guzheng was a little embarrassed and looked at me with a slight blush.

"Yes," I answered and walked into the house and closed the door.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you?" Guzheng asked again.

Suddenly, I felt as if she was a little daughter-in-law, taking care of her returning husband. I actually felt a little warm in my heart. I felt an inexplicable throbbing in my heart. I smiled and said, "Not yet. What about you?" No, I was waiting for you."

"Are you sober?" Still feeling bad? I asked.

No, I'll treat you to dinner. Thank you for taking care of me yesterday. Guzheng smiled.

"You're welcome. There's no need to treat me to dinner."

"What can I do? What do you want to eat? Guzheng asked.

"Don't bother!"

"You really don't have to be polite to me. Guzheng said," shall we go down or eat out? I couldn't persuade Guzheng, so I said casually," then eat at home." I don't want to be too troublesome. Just make something to eat.

"Okay, I'll go down and buy some food. You can wait at home." Guzheng was about to leave when he said that. I didn't stop him.

I sighed and thought that Guzheng must be used to spending money. I said that eating at home meant making a simple meal, but she actually went to a restaurant to take out food. That's the difference between us!

Facing Guzheng, I had a feeling of helplessness. I always felt like if something happened to us, I would break her heart.

I'm afraid I'll break her heart!

Usually, men went out to buy things, while women were at home. Now that Guzheng was out, I was waiting at home.

I regretted going out with her.

Fortunately, Guzheng came back soon, but it didn't take long. She shouted at me outside the door," Xing Yun, open the door. When I opened the door and saw that her hands were full of vegetables, I felt even more embarrassed. Was it too ignorant of my compassion?

Guzheng was also so tired that he gasped and said, "I didn't expect to climb the sixth floor so tired! I quickly took the food from her hand and said," why did you buy so much? We don't eat that much." Eat at home anyway. There's nothing left for the next meal." It's not a waste. Guzheng had a reason to say that.

I hurriedly took out the plate from the kitchen. Guzheng was also helping, and she didn't look dignified at all. Although I could tell that she was clumsy, it was obvious that she had never done such a thing before.

Then the two of us sat down together and began to eat dinner.

"Now that you're sober, tell me, what happened last night? Guzheng was a little embarrassed, but there was still some grievance on her face. She pouted and said," what else can happen? My parents kicked me out of the house." Did you have a fight with your parents?"" In the past, I was also very ignorant. I took my parents' care as a bargaining chip and did something stupid. Fortunately, I finally realized how much of a jerk I was, and I no longer talked back to my parents

I can't remember how many years I haven't quarreled with them, and I haven't quarreled with them even under the pressure of their blind date.

All these years, I know how much they have done for me. I really don't want to make them unhappy at all. I just want to use the rest of my life to atone for my past irreparable sins.

Guzheng nodded.

"Why are you arguing?"

"What else could it be? It's not a blind date. They keep pressing me. I don't want to force me to do it. They also say that if they insist on marrying me off at the end of this year, it's killing me! Guzheng was still a little angry when he mentioned this.

I sighed. In fact, I had guessed that this was probably the reason.

"Didn't you agree to a blind date before? Why are you so conflicted now? I looked at Guzheng and comforted him," what's wrong with blind dates? Since you're single, you're free. It's good to meet people. If you're a handsome man, you can keep your eyes open. Even if you meet a few strange people like me, you can learn a lot. If you see more men, you might get a good eye. You'll see a great man in a flash." Excellent man, excellent man, excellent man, you said that the world is excellent, where else can you find it?" Guzheng pouted unhappily.

I was amused by her for a moment, and Guzheng smiled as well. "Besides, if you really meet someone disgusting, you won't be able to eat for three days!" There's still a small proportion of people like that!" I smiled awkwardly.

Guzheng chuckled and said, "Then what are they talking about? Why are they forcing me to get married this year? I'm not married to them, am I? You said that in such a short time, if I misjudged a person marrying a scumbag man, the happiness of a lifetime would be good for them, right?" Of course not! I said," which parent doesn't want their child to be happy. So did your parents." So they're still forcing me to get married?"

"They have their own ideas too. Even if they don't use the right method, the goal is good. It's for you."" I continued to comfort Guzheng

Guzheng snorted softly, still looking a little angry.

I smiled and said, "Let me tell you about those bastards I used to do. Guzheng was stunned and immediately understood my purpose, but she looked at me in disbelief and asked," did you used to be a jerk?" Hoodlum, sometimes I really feel like I used to be a devil." I said with a wry smile. I once saw a saying that I used to think that I was so awesome, and then I would think that I was so stupid.

When I was in school, I fought with people as if it was a common occurrence, and every time I fought very hard, I really felt that I was not afraid of anyone, and whoever dared to provoke me, then I would do him. Now think about how stupid I was at that time!

But how did I know that at that time? I was not convinced that the parents came to my house. I was as stubborn as a cow and didn't apologize to them.

At that time, many teachers should have hated me too. Of course, I didn't really like teachers. I didn't even respect my own parents, let alone others.

My dad and mom kept wiping my ass behind me, but I didn't know how to be grateful. Instead, it got worse. At that time, almost everyone in the school knew that my father and mother had such a disappointing child like me, and I almost humiliated them.

After I entered puberty, I became even more rebellious and daring. When I was a little angry at home, I ran away from home. It was like a normal meal. My mother was angry with me and cried a lot.

At that time, I couldn't stand it any more. Especially when my father and mother quarreled with me, I talked back to them. My voice was very loud and my words were very unpleasant.

Now that I think about it, I really feel like a bastard at home. If I could travel through time, I really want to go through the past and slap myself with a few big mouths!

When I didn't go to school, I quarreled less with my parents, but I was still very ignorant. At home, I was almost like the crown prince. I never cooked, didn't wash the pot or the dishes, and my mother washed my clothes. I didn't have to worry about it at home. I completely enjoyed their love for me, but I never paid.

After two years in society, he gradually understood the warmth and coldness of human relationships, and learned about loss and cherishment, especially every time he came home to see the white hair on my father and mother's head, his heart was like a knife cut out!

I don't know when I started to change. I swore in my heart that I would never make my parents angry again, never talk back to them, never let them sad again.

I want to love them, I want to be filial to them, and let them live a happy life.

From then on, although I still did a lot of wrong things, owed a lot of debt, and broke up with Ding Ge, but I never said a word to my parents impatiently!

To them, all I felt was guilt. I really wanted them to be a few years younger. I was afraid to see them sad, so I always tried my best to satisfy their demands. I did whatever they wanted me to do. I made them laugh, bought them clothes, and cooked for them.

So, for them, I can go on a blind date, I can find someone I don't love to marry, I can be unhappy for the rest of my life, as long as my father and mother are satisfied, satisfied, I have no regrets.

I have been sorry to them for more than 20 years, and I don't want to be sorry to them for the rest of my life!

"Actually, I didn't tell you so much to tell you the truth, but our parents are always thinking for us. Although sometimes we don't understand what they do, we should also understand that they work all their lives for us. You, don't be angry with your parents, your parents said that just because they were angry, if you go home and say a few soft words, will they be ruthless and kick you out? Impossible. If you really can't get married this year, they won't want you either." Really? Guzheng looked at me with sparkling eyes.

"Yeah, of course," I nodded.

But I still don't want to go home. Guzheng's tone was visibly weak. She lowered her head and gently touched the dishes on the table with her chopsticks.

"Okay, let's eat first. As long as you don't get angry anymore, you can go home whenever you want. Sometimes things aren't as simple as they say. It's good that Guzheng can hear me.

I couldn't help but say to Guzheng," Guzheng, seriously, what you did yesterday was so wrong. Why can't you drive to drink alone? You're a girl. What if something happens? As a friend, I had to remind her.

"I know it's my fault. I was too impulsive. Guzheng gave me a guilty look and said," not anymore. At this moment, Guzheng looked at me with a blush and asked," Xing Yun, did I do anything embarrassing yesterday?"