Days after Breaking up with My Ex

Guzheng and I continued walking down the street, walking side by side like a couple.

The cars on the road were one after another, like greedy snakes whose bodies had become extremely long in the game. The harsh honking and buzzing came from time to time, mixed with the noisy flow of people and buildings, people had long been accustomed to such a state, as if they had not heard anything before numbly moving forward.

It seemed that in a few years, there were dozens of times more cars in Pucheng. A few years ago, there were obviously fewer cars on the road, and now there were cars everywhere.

Are there more and more rich people?

There are a lot of rich people, but it is also true that car prices are falling more and more year by year.

However, I couldn't afford a car a few years ago, and I still can't afford a car today!

Guzheng did not know what was on her mind and was a little distracted. She lowered her head slightly and walked slowly forward.

In the silence, I couldn't help but think of Ding Ge. In the countless nights before, we walked on the street like this, holding hands, and the shadows under our feet were connected, as if they were stuck together.

At that time, my heart was very full. Although I didn't have a good material life, I was still very contented. As long as Ding Ge was by my side and said a little coquettishly, my whole world was so sunny and spring.

Fingers interlocked, feeling the warmth of her palms, the warmth of each other's bodies, I really don't know how to describe it.

Our love is sweet, but never tired.

At this moment, Guzheng and I accidentally touched each other's hands. At that moment, I thought that the person beside me was Ding Ge. I subconsciously wanted to hold her hand, and then suddenly woke up. It was not Ding Ge but Guzheng who stood beside me!

I immediately withdrew my hand, which failed to hold anything and became a solitary fist.

My hands were empty, and my heart suddenly became very empty, but it seemed very heavy, so I couldn't help but clench my fists again.

Guzheng seemed to sense something strange about me and turned to look at me.

To hide my embarrassment, I turned to look around at the crowd. At this time, he saw a young couple on the side of the road, laughing and saying something. The boy put his hands in his pockets, and the girl tied a ponytail with a sincere smile on her face, looking very excited.

Suddenly, she jumped and put her arms around the boy, who reached out to hold the girl.

The girl fell to the ground, then looked shyly at the crowd, as if she felt embarrassed to do so, but her face was still shining with happiness.

Looking at them, I thought of myself and Ding Ge again, as if we were the same a few years ago.

However, compared to now, his heart was sad again.

Guzheng and I continued to walk forward. Not long after, an old lady rode past us on a tricycle. There was an old man sitting behind the tricycle. His legs stretched out and looked stiff.

The two of them looked about seventy or eighty years old, and the old woman's bent body was obviously not strong enough, but she just stepped forward and slightly turned her head to say something to the old man behind her.

Seeing grandpa and grandma, a word came to my mind - grow old together!

This should be the greatest romance, right?

Together for life!

Suddenly, I felt that this scene was very beautiful. If only I could capture this scene, it would be very beautiful! But my stupid phone couldn't take pictures at all.

Once upon a time, I had such a beautiful fantasy that I could live with ding ge for the rest of my life.

It's just that young people seem to have a vague idea of a lifetime. We can't imagine what a lifetime is like.

But it was so easy for us to say our vows. Everything seemed like a joke.

Childish we tried our best to say those love words, thinking that any difficulties and obstacles can be overcome, but after breaking up, it is inevitable that we will say what to lose to reality, to lose to time.

I thought that my love with dinger would last forever. I swore to accompany her to the end of the world, and his mother lost to reality.

I sighed in the air.

As if he had been used to this kind of trance and imagination, and in that uncontrollable imagination, Ding Ge's figure would always appear inadvertently, as if the subconscious in the dream existed, and could not be subjective eliminated.

"What are you thinking?" Guzheng looked at me and asked.

I paused and shook my head, "Nothing."

"Miss your ex-girlfriend again?" Guzheng asked with his eyes slightly blinking and his mouth curled up.

"Can we still have a good chat?" I smiled bitterly.

"Dare to think, why dare not admit it?" Guzheng said generously, "I won't say anything to you. A man and a husband, don't you dare to admit this?"

I didn't expect Guzheng to be so eloquent. He was in a bad mood for a while, and his old face was ashamed.

I couldn't deny it, so I had to look into the distance. Countless car lights and neon flashes intertwined to form a brilliant halo, but in the dark there were always places where the lights could not be found, and these lights and darkness formed the light and shadow that belonged to this street.

These lights and shadows are just like our lives. Some people live in the center of a particularly dazzling light. Their lives are dazzling, and most people's lives are overshadowed by them.

Ordinary people's lives are like those fragmented spots, sometimes bright and sometimes dark, and I feel like I will always be in the dark, isolated from all the lights!

The corner of my mouth twitched slightly and I said, "You see, I'm living in a dark world right now. The light of love can't shine on my heart."

"So artistic?" Guzheng looked at me and sneered, "Don't you just want me to back off?"

I smiled with shame, but when I thought about it, it seemed that I couldn't find a rebuttal to Guzheng's words. After a moment of silence, Guzheng suddenly pointed to the road ahead and said happily, "Hey, there's a sugar gourd seller there. Let's buy a sugar gourd to eat."

I looked in the direction Guzheng pointed. Sure enough, there was a small stall selling sugar gourds on the roadside.

Guzheng took two quick steps forward, so I had to follow him. Guzheng ordered a hawthorn and sugar gourd, and then asked me, "You want one too?"

I was going to say no. I don't usually have the habit of buying snacks and snacks, but Guzheng insisted on looking at me and said, "You want one?"

I don't know why Guzheng inexplicably wanted me to eat with her, but in the end he said, "Okay, give me a raisin."

I took the sugar gourd and paid for it. Guzheng and I ate and walked.

I saw that Guzheng was eating well and asked, "Aren't you afraid of the acid?"

"Sweet and sour, sweet and sour. That's what sugar gourd is all about." Guzheng's eyes were crystal clear.

I thought about it and nodded, "Yeah."

At this moment, Guzheng picked up the topic and said, "Xing Yun, you don't have to reject me so tactfully. Of course, you'd better not reject me, because I'm such a strong person. The more you reject me, the more likely I'll be unwilling to let you go and pester you."

Guzheng gave me a threatening look jokingly.

Her words made me even more confused about how to solve her problem. I opened my hands and smiled bitterly, "Do you believe me when I say I'm doing it for you?"

"I understand." Guzheng replied with ease, but I could hear the sadness hidden in her words.

"Actually..." Guzheng suddenly stopped, paused, looked at me, and said helplessly, "If it weren't for the last time you went to your aunt's house to see you, and what happened in the next few days, I think I wouldn't have looked for you either."

I frowned and didn't understand Guzheng for a moment.

Guzheng glared at me and smiled bitterly, "It's not because of you. What did you tell your aunt the last time you went to your aunt's house?"

I still don't understand. Nothing seemed to have happened that day.

Guzheng looked at me and asked, "You were the one who told your aunt that we weren't suitable. You didn't feel anything for me, did you?"

After that, Guzheng deliberately bit off a hawthorn and chewed it fiercely, as if to vent his resentment against me on the hawthorn.

It was a little embarrassing to hear Guzheng say what I had said. I did say that to my aunt, but it was just to prevent her from misunderstanding me, so as not to become more and more unclear later on. I was afraid of delaying Guzheng.

"Originally, I kept it from my parents and told them that we were having a good chat. But when you tell your aunt that, and your aunt tells my mother that, my mother is disappointed and immediately arranges a blind date for me." Guzheng looked at me reproachfully and said, "So if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have quarreled with my parents, I wouldn't have drunk, and I wouldn't have come to you again."

After listening to Guzheng's words, I didn't know what to say for a moment. Was this the so-called cause and effect?

Guzheng walked forward again, and I followed him silently. Not long after, the two of them reached a bridge on the moat. She stopped again, her clear eyes looking at the calm water, and her gentle face shone with an indescribable sheen under the light.

I suddenly felt that Guzheng had fallen into this relationship deeper than I thought?

But I don't think we've known each other for a long time. We haven't seen each other much, have we?

Guzheng took a deep breath and said softly, "Actually, I always thought that my love would be smooth sailing. Although it might come later, it doesn't matter because I'm confident that I can find my prince charming just like a princess in a fairy tale. Isn't it childish?"

Guzheng smiled and a breeze blew by the river. Guzheng smoothed a strand of hair behind her and then said to himself, "So, I really don't want other girls in the hearts of the people I like!"