Days after Breaking up with My Ex

She walked very fast, and in a blink of an eye, she walked to the door, opened the door and walked out of the room.

My heart suddenly ached, and the oppression in my heart was endless!

I didn't expect to see Ding Ge again like this, a complete stranger?

Maybe it's because she has a boyfriend that she despises me so much that she doesn't even want to see me, right?

This sudden meeting made my heart unspeakably uncomfortable. For a moment, my mood plummeted and my whole body became a little decadent.

"Are you going to stand there all the time?" Sitting by the bed, lin ya looked at me and smiled.

"Oh."

I let out a long breath and walked into the bedroom as if I had lost my soul. I handed the milk tea in my hand to Lin Ya and the cake to her at the same time. I said, "I brought you another cake in case you didn't eat."

Lin Ya, on the other hand, took the cake and ate it while drinking milk tea.

While I stood there in silence, my mind still entangled with the image of fang cai.

I really hope that Ding Ge and I will never see each other, and that we will never be like that when we meet.

Lin Ya bit into the cake and mumbled, "You're just going to stand there and not talk, right?"

"No." I frowned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me dinger was here too?"

"She came here suddenly after you called me and didn't tell me. She wasn't here long before you came." Lin Ya explained.

I said "Oh," but I didn't know what to say, so I sat weakly by the bed.

Lin Ya asked, "What's wrong? Does it hurt?"

I shook my head and said faintly, "No."

Even though it would be difficult to squeeze a smile out of my face right now.

Lin Ya continued, "Don't feel bad either. After all, ding ge has a boyfriend, so it's time for you to move on. As long as you guys can open your eyes, maybe your friends will still have to do it. Otherwise, I can get stuck in the middle sometimes... It's quite awkward."

I looked at Lin Ya doubtfully, but she blinked and looked back at me. There was nothing wrong with her expression.

But I felt like something was wrong. After all, the last time I met Lin Ya, she was so eager for me and Ding Ge to get back together. She even felt sorry for us over and over again. Now she's telling me to move on?

Is it because Ding Ge has a boyfriend?

But I didn't know what to say. I used to feel heartbroken when Lin Ya tried to persuade me, but today I felt even more uncomfortable when she said that. I would rather hear her persuade me to get back together with Ding Ge over and over again, even if she was angry at me and blamed me. I especially didn't want to hear what she said at this moment.

I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so I changed the subject and said, "Why do you have a cold?"

"I don't want to either." Lin Ya said innocently, "Who knows how to catch a cold?"

"It's better for you to live alone." I gave her a blank look.

"Yo." Lin Ya looked at me mockingly and said, "Leave this to yourself. Who was the one who used to drown his sorrows in alcohol all day? We still have to clean it up for you. Besides, I'm not alone, you're alone."

I can't argue with Lin Ya again. Yes, she has a boyfriend. I almost ignored her if she didn't mention it.

Of course, I can't blame her for keeping it a secret!

I smiled bitterly and asked, "Why are you sick and your boyfriend doesn't come to see you? Isn't this boyfriend too unqualified?"

It wasn't just that her boyfriend failed. Ever since she met Lin Ya, it was as if her boyfriend was invisible. It was like her home. There was nothing that belonged to a man. Obviously, her boyfriend didn't live here, and there was not even a picture of the two of them in the room.

I used to be especially curious about who Lin Ya's boyfriend was. What does it look like?

Her boyfriend is becoming one of the biggest mysteries in my life.

However, until now, I have not solved this mystery, and my interest is almost worn out by Lin Ya.

"I have so many things to do every day. How can I be free?" Lin Ya said calmly as usual.

"I have to come when I have no time." I said.

"All right, all right." Lin Ya said, "I'm not much of a problem. I've already taken my medicine. I'll be fine tomorrow."

"That's good."

Lin ya looked at me and asked, "How did you do in the pond?"

"Good." I replied simply.

"Just three words?" Lin Ya looked at me with disdain.

"What else do you want to hear?" I asked.

There's really nothing to talk about. Every day is basically about dealing with fish. Other than that, there's nothing else. It's quite monotonous.

But at work, that's all.

"How much does Old Gao pay you?" Lin Ya asked again.

"What is this about money? It hurts a lot to talk about money." I smiled.

Lin Ya gave me another look and asked, "Okay, where's your pond? I'll take a look when I'm free."

I gave Lin Ya the address of the pond.

The two of them chatted for a while. Seeing that she was fine, I decided to leave. Lin Ya said to me, "Can you drive my car away?"

"What will you do if I drive away?" I asked.

"I'm fine. It's close to work anyway."

"No need." I shook my head and said, "You should drive your own car. If you drive it away, you have to send it back, please."

Lin Ya's lips opened, but he didn't say much in the end. He just said, "Okay, you can take the car. Be careful on the road."

"I'm afraid of robbing the rich and the poor. There's nothing to worry about."

I smiled at lin ya jokingly, stood up and said to her, "Don't forget to lock the door. A girl's family. Be careful."

"I know." Lin Ya said softly.

"Okay, then I'll go."

I left Lin Ya's house, walked out of the apartment door, and took a breath of air.

Tonight, the moon was not sure if it was sad. The moonlight was particularly bleak, and her face was as pale and haggard as lin daiyu's. The stars did not come out as if they had not discussed it. I was walking alone on the dark road. I wonder if my lonely back would look lonely.

That clear and slightly blurry face appeared in my mind again.

I didn't expect to meet Ding Ge unexpectedly today.

Thinking that we had just walked the same path one after another, I wonder if there were still traces of Ding Ge in the air?

But today, Ding Ge's expression really hurt me.

Sometimes I really envy those who break up and have nothing to do. Even when they are sad, they just cry or get drunk. Then they abandon the past and move forward with their heads held high.

Why am I stuck inside for so long? Enduring the cold and loneliness, living a dark life.

I remember that I used to be such a jerk. When I fought, I used to be ruthless. Every time I came back to my house, the people who complained had obvious injuries on their faces. I never paid attention to the posture, handsome or not. I only paid attention to how to fight the most painful, even if it was biting, I dared to do it.

But why can't I be cruel when it comes to relationships?

If only I were such a jerk about relationships, just like Old Gao, love was just a romance for him, just a spice of life, and those ex-girlfriends seemed to be just his favorite apple phones, constantly updating and changing.

Why can't I do this?

This taste is really too uncomfortable!

I shook my head with all my might, wishing I could get all the memories of Ding Ge out of my head!

I don't want to think too much, because after thinking about it, the only thing left in the end seems to be pain! Today, this kind of pain brought me more not sadness, but inexplicable irritation.

Indescribable annoyance, as if a heart had suddenly become disordered, I longed to return home as soon as possible, as if that would isolate the entire world.

After getting out of the car, I bought a few more bottles of beer and hurried home.

I don't smoke, and I'm not really a drinker, but now I seem to be a little dependent on alcohol. When you are sad, you really want to drink some wine, feel the coolness of the bottle in your hand, feel the bitterness of the beer in your mouth, and it seems that this will make you feel better.

After drinking the beer, I lay down in bed.

Insomnia, I can't tell how long this situation has been with me. It's really painful, but my mind is so clear with my eyes closed. Even though I drank a little wine today, I can't control my imagination.

I didn't sleep well that night, but I was used to it, so I woke up the next morning and adjusted quickly.

Old Gao drove over to pick me up and the two of them went to the pond together.

He was used to this rhythm, breathing the air with the smell of river water every day, looking at a large pond in front of him, and occasionally saw the scene of fish jumping out of the water, if he could catch it, he would be very beautiful.

Some people who like to fish have come early, all equipped professionally, just like the rmb in online games, dressed in a tough outfit, and even prepared lunch, fishing here for a day.

And there were all kinds of people who were fishing, some of them were like being possessed, especially like fishing. They were very interested in fishing, and talked about fishing without stopping for half a day. Not only about fishing skills, but also about fishing rods and bait and so on. Some of them spent a lot of money on bait alone, and bought some exclusive recipes.

Some are purely entertainment, especially those with a good mindset. It doesn't matter if you catch more or less. What you like is the process of fishing, leisurely like an immortal.

Some of them were just fresh and curious. They had a good time catching two hooks. They really spent the whole day here. It was good to have a fish on the hook. If there were no fish, they would have been impatient.

Even those who live by fishing!

In a small pond, you can see all kinds of people.

At around ten o' clock, a rare visitor arrived at the pond, and Lin Ya drove over.