Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I've been drinking too much alone.

Take out the wine, open the wine, pour out the wine, drink!

Every time I drink, I feel a little different, but all in all, I feel lonely every time. I'm the only one left in the empty hall. The light hit me, but looking out the window at the drizzling rain, I still felt like I was standing in the rain, and I felt a little cold.

The hazy fog on the glass reflected my confused heart.

Instead of drinking white wine, I opened a bottle of beer. It wasn't as hard to swallow as white wine.

I'm not going to get drunk, I just want to drown my sorrows.

In the past, I used to get drunk easily, and I even got drunk many times. Now I don't want to drink so much. The pressure like a mountain makes me have to stay awake often.

I prepared a plate of peanuts for myself, picked one up with chopsticks and put it into my mouth. A simple action was filled with loneliness. He took a sip of wine and looked out of the gray window, but what he remembered was the scene at lin ya's house.

Every time she thought of Ding Ge's parents, her heart was filled with deep despair.

In my heart, there was not even a trace of fighting spirit. They were like a flood from the sky, extinguishing the remaining fighting spirit in my heart.

I sighed deeply. I never thought that one day the biggest obstacle between me and the person I love would be her parents!

I picked up the bottle and poured another glass of wine. I took a big sip. The bitterness in my mouth made me feel better.

I can't help but miss Ding Ge again. I wish I could take care of her these days, but now, it's so hard for me to even see her once.

I also have some unspeakable worries. Ding Ge's parents wanted to break up with Ding Ge because I was with Ding Ge. Now that they see me and Ding Ge still entangled, will they quarrel with dinger and scold Ding Ge?

I smiled bitterly. Ding Ge just went home. Home was a place full of warmth and love. I had nothing to worry about her.

Ding Ge's parents just hate me.

The more I think about these annoying things, the more I feel vexed. I wish I could smash the bottle on the table!

I drank the rest of the wine in one breath again, holding the bottle and panting heavily. I had to calm myself down.

After I took out another bottle of beer and opened it, I walked towards the window with the bottle in one hand and the glass in the other. I sat down at the table next to the window, because I wanted to hear the sound of the rain more clearly, so I didn't feel so cold.

I poured myself another glass of wine. Just like that, looking out the window at the rain, I realized that my heart had gradually calmed down.

The outside was slightly illuminated by the lights in the hall, but it was also very dim and gray, but the rain could already be seen clearly. The rain was connected into thin lines, with a kind of desolate coldness.

At this moment, suddenly, the light outside the door suddenly lit up. It was a little blinking, and the rain on the ground reflected a strong light.

Then, I saw a car parked at the door.

The lights of the car were right by the window, so I couldn't see the outside at all, and I didn't know who was coming.

Soon, the lights went out, and then I saw Guzheng running quickly under the eaves. She stood outside the window and saw me with a bright smile on her face. She waved at me.

I smiled. I didn't expect Guzheng to come!