Days after Breaking up with My Ex

Could it be Ding Ge's new boyfriend?

I couldn't help but guess.

Ding Ge walked into the bathroom and closed the door. Her laughter was muffled through the door, but she could not hear what she was talking about.

I started to get restless, as if I suddenly felt like a knife was hanging over my head.

My mood suddenly became unusually irritable and I wished I had the super ability to listen to the wind!

In just a few minutes, I completely lost my mind and couldn't help but look in the direction of the bathroom. Fortunately, the only thing to be thankful for was that dinger didn't stay in the bathroom for long, just a few minutes.

She walked into the room calmly, as if she had received an insignificant phone call. I wanted to ask her who she was, but I couldn't ask her directly. I had to wait for her to tell me.

But would she?

This doubt was in my heart, making me suspicious and uneasy.

Ding Ge placed his phone on the table, his mouth inadvertently curved, and the sound of slippers on his feet became lighter as he walked.

I could clearly feel that her mood had improved since she picked up the phone.

What kind of sign is this?

She used the water heater to boil the water and asked me, "You haven't eaten yet, have you?"

I nodded. I didn't have any money on me, so I couldn't eat.

"I can only eat some instant noodles for the night."

This hotel has no food and beverage service. It only offers things like instant noodles, ham, bread and drinks. It's still raining outside. I don't want to go out either. It's better to lie in my room and rest.

I lay down on the bed with a "Yes" sound, and my doubts did not diminish at all.

At this moment, Ding Ge was tearing up the sauce bag on the surface of the bubble. It suddenly occurred to me that Ding Ge was no longer my girlfriend, so naturally, she didn't have to help me make the noodles.

I feel a little embarrassed. I should do all these things myself now, and I can't be so casual around her.

I walked over and wanted to soak the instant noodles myself. Ding Ge seemed to have discovered my intention and said, "Let me do it."" I was stunned for a moment, so I had to step back. When we were eating instant noodles together, I always enjoyed sitting there and lying there. Everything else was done by Ding Ge. Just like today, she boiled the water, tore open the sauce bag, poured the water in, soaked the instant noodles, and then I was in charge of eating.

At that time, instant noodles were delicious.

I always felt that Ding Ge's noodles had a special fragrance.

How much I miss spending time with her, even eating instant noodles!

"All right, let's eat. Not long after, Ding Ge turned around and handed me the instant noodles.

I was really hungry, so I took it and started to eat. At this moment, the taste of instant noodles was still so delicious, it was the taste in my memory.

"Eat slowly. Ding Ge reminded me again, just like before.

I nodded but didn't slow down.

"Are you full? You should eat this bowl too. Ding Ge handed me another bowl of instant noodles.

"It's okay. There's nothing else here. You can eat it." I know Ding Ge's been in the car for such a long time, and he definitely hasn't eaten.

I can't eat that much. Ding Ge picked up a fork and gave me some of the noodles in his bowl. He said to me, "Why are you so careless? You can steal anything. Her movements were so natural, as if she were still my girlfriend. I froze for a moment and said gloomily," if I had known, I wouldn't have traveled. Ding Ge asked again," why do you remember traveling? I haven't seen you out for so long. I paused for a moment, then replied," I'm just out to relax." Everyone else is a breadwinner. Aren't you lonely by yourself? Ding Ge asked jokingly with a glint in his eyes.

I smiled helplessly and shook my head. "With whom? No need to bring it. The corner of Ding Ge's mouth curved imperceptibly and the fork in her hand spun around the bubble. She blinked and gave a faint" oh."

"How about you? How are you?"" I asked her, but I wanted to ask her about her love life

Dinger brushed her hair behind her ear and curled her lips, "That's it. Life isn't that boring anymore." I know that the annoying bug in Ding Ge's mouth means me, but she doesn't sound disgusted. Instead, she sounds flirtatious.

However, she did not say the question in my heart.

"Didn't you find another one? After asking this question, I became nervous. I was afraid to hear the answer I didn't want to hear.

At the same time, the image of Ding Ge calling just now flashed in my mind over and over again.

Dinger looked at me as if she was trying to whet my appetite. After a while, she said, "Why are you asking?" "Nothing." Ding Ge's words made my heart skip a beat

Still no answer.

Curiosity killed the cat. The more Ding Ge didn't say it, the more I wanted to know.

After eating the instant noodles, both of them lay on the bed.

Two beds, of course.

At this moment, I really want to lie down with Ding Ge, not the kind of lust, I really don't have any lewd thoughts in my mind.

Even if I had to hold her quietly, I would be satisfied!

The tv in the room turned on, and Ding Ge didn't ask me what to watch. He changed the remote control to his favorite station. Actually, it doesn't matter to me what I watch, because I don't usually watch much tv.

When she was with Ding Ge, she controlled the remote and chose her favorite show. I just stayed by her side, sometimes playing with my phone or tablet when I was bored.

Ding Ge especially likes to eat fruit, and when he watches tv, he can't leave fruit, just like some people can't leave popcorn to watch a movie. Every time she watched tv, she liked to snuggle up to me. She either leaned her head over or hugged one of my arms. Sometimes she knocked her legs on me.

But today, Ding Ge did not lean against me, nor did he have any fruit in his hand.

Have you changed your habits?

I turned my head to look at her. She looked very serious. I don't know if she was serious or if she wanted to hide the mystery.

I wasn't in the mood to watch tv. I just stared at the screen in silence, thinking in my head. I still feel a little depressed and embarrassed. In the past, this was just the most common thing between us, but now, I feel uncomfortable when neither of us talk, but I don't know what to say.

A lot of words died in their stomachs!

"Well, thank you this time." I took the initiative to talk to Ding Ge.

You're welcome. Dinger looked at the tv and didn't even turn to look at me. She replied casually.

I was a little depressed, but I wanted to talk to Ding Ge like he didn't want to talk to you.

"Well, are you okay this time? Does your boss know?" Actually, I really hope that call was from her company, but there are some work matters that need to be communicated.

"It's okay. I've already asked for leave. Ding Ge still didn't look at me and answered faintly.

"That's good." I was not reconciled and continued to ask," how's the work going?" Not bad." Ding Ge replied rather easily.

"How's your relationship with your colleagues? Did anyone bully you?"

"No, everyone is fine. They take good care of me."

This time, Ding Ge finally turned her eyes to me, but I didn't see a sly glint in her eyes.

Before I could ask again, Ding Ge said," I'm sleepy. I'm going to bed. A sentence choked my stomach with questions.

I thought I was enjoying watching tv, but I was sleepy in the blink of an eye.

However, Ding Ge's calm expression made me unable to see what was going on in her mind. She handed me the remote control and asked," are you still looking? I shook my head. Ding Ge turned off the tv and got into bed.

I got out of bed and turned off the lights in the room, and the whole room fell into darkness.

I silently walked to the window and gently opened the curtains. It was still raining heavily outside, as if it was going to end the world. The neon was cast a hazy halo in the rain, and the blurry light was like the future I couldn't see clearly.

Ever since I broke up with Ding Ge, I had no future and never thought about my future.

In the past, Ding Ge was my future. Without her, I had no future.

For a long time, I sighed silently.

I don't know if Ding Ge is asleep, but I'm not sleepy at all. Looking at the endless rain, my heart still can't calm down.

So many nights I was like this, thinking of Ding Ge very strongly, often falling into dementia, as if my soul had been taken away.

Today, I finally saw her again. I couldn't describe the feeling of seeing her again. It was as if someone had been pounding on my heart. It was not an abstract pain, but a real pain that could be reflected to my nerves.

Again and again...

It was like the sound of raindrops hitting the glass, low, depressing...

And that phone call just now, it was like a long thorn stuck in my throat, it was so uncomfortable!

I sighed silently into the night. Then I closed the curtains and walked lightly to the bed. With the faint light, I saw that Ding Ge seemed to have fallen asleep.

And I lay on the bed, still not a trace of sleep.

When I broke up with Ding Ge just now, I had the worst insomnia. I often couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. It was especially uncomfortable. Many times, I had to drink to sleep, get drunk, fall asleep, and forget those sad things for a short time.

However, in the dream, there will still be Ding Ge. When we were together in the past, we didn't dream about her much. When we left, we dreamed about her all day.

As expected, people only know how to cherish and do wrong when they have lost. Only then do they know how to regret and grow up when they have experienced it!

The room was dark and could vaguely see the outline of something. The ceiling above was like a huge black hole, as if it would devour me at any moment.

It was so quiet that I could only hear the sound of rain outside. Ding Ge had always slept very quietly. On the other bed, I couldn't even hear her breathing, so I couldn't tell if she was really asleep or if she was still stuck in the mud like me.

...

Could it be Ding Ge's new boyfriend?

This question has been bothering me all night!