Days after Breaking up with My Ex

It was like a fish jumping out of the water and falling into the water, splashing a wave on the surface of the water, and my heart jumped so strongly.

Shang Hongyu would never come to me for nothing!

A gust of wind blew, and I picked up the phone. Shang Hongyu said to me a little casually, "Where are you? Not at the restaurant?"

"No." I replied emotionlessly.

"Oh, I'm at the restaurant now, and I have a letter in my hand. I have a letter from ding ge to give to you. Do you want to pick it up now, or should I give it to the restaurant? I saw the friend you were with last time."

On the phone, Shang Hongyu's voice was filled with unspeakable pride.

I had a vague ominous feeling.

I froze for a few seconds, then said, "Give him the letter."

"Sure." Then Shang Hongyu hung up.

After a while, Hu Zi called me. He told me that Shang Hongyu had just arrived and asked if I needed to follow him. I said no, and asked if shang hongyu had sent him the letter. Hu Zi said that he had already given it to him. I said I would be back soon.

After hanging up the phone, I looked into the distance in silence. For a moment, I felt the wind getting cold. Even the sun seemed to be blocked by dark clouds. The beautiful scenery seemed hazy and shady.

After a moment, we pondered Shang Hongyu's words.

He said that ding ge had asked him to bring me a letter, which was now in Hu Zi's hands. I wasn't particularly anxious to go back immediately, but rather tried to find something through analysis.

What exactly was written on that letter?

Why was Shang Hongyu so proud?

I gritted my teeth and didn't want to think about it anymore!

I lay on the ground, closed my eyes, and then opened them again, looking at the tall trees beside me. The topmost branches and leaves were swaying together, and a light shone through the cracks on the water. The branches and leaves were moving, and the light seemed to be moving. Birds were flying through the branches, and clouds were slowly floating in the sky.

My eyes gradually became blurred, as if I saw another world, its name is illusory. I wanted to find a way to the illusory world, which was like the other end of the mirror, but it filtered out all the worries and pains. It was as beautiful as a cartoon in new Haicheng, a pure land that no human had ever set foot on.

I can hide there and sleep quietly.

...

After a while, Old Gao and I drove back. I was a little silent on the way. Old Gao asked me what was wrong and I said it was okay.

I was really calm. Those emotions seemed to have gone to sleep. I didn't want to alarm them, I didn't want them to wake up.

I looked out the window. The sun was about to set, and the setting sun in the distance was dyed a brilliant red. The whole scenery on the road was coated with a romantic color. Old Gao and I went back to the hotel with the setting sun.

Hu Zi handed the letter to me and I took it.

It was a folded paper crane. It could be seen that no one had opened it. It should have been folded by ding ge. It was neat and tidy. She had folded paper cranes for me before. This should be the letter that Ding Ge wrote for me.

Hu Zi seemed to have something to say to me, but he just stared at me for a few seconds, then silently walked away.

I walked to the backyard, walked into the house, and put the paper crane in one of my books.

I wasn't in a hurry to read ding ge's letter. After so many days, I was so eager to hear from Ding Ge, but when ding ge's letter arrived, I didn't rush to open it.

After that, I went back to the hall and started to work with everyone. I worked as hard as usual, and I could laugh at everyone at dinner. No one noticed anything unusual about me.

At night, the restaurant closed and everyone left. I told Hu Zi that I was going to sleep in the hotel tonight and that I was not going back to the neighborhood. Hu Zi just nodded. He didn't say anything, but I could feel the love in his eyes.

After everyone left, I looked at the cake shop across the street. The cake shop was closed and it was dark. I looked around at the quiet street and stood in front of the restaurant for a while. Then I closed all the doors and windows and locked them.

I went back to the backyard and took the paper crane. I gently placed it on the table and went to the freezer to get a bottle of beer. I sat on a chair and stared at the paper crane for a moment.

At this moment, the paper crane was lying on the table, waiting for me to open it.

I opened a can of beer and a clear sound came out after it was opened. It was much brighter in a quiet restaurant, and I felt a little ringing in my ears.

The palm of my hand was cold from the cold can. I raised my neck and took a sip of beer. In a big gulp, my mouth was bulging and a little spilled from the corner of my mouth.

I drank the beer and felt a chill prick through my body. I shuddered. When the excitement subsided, I put down the can in my hand, wiped the corner of my mouth, and held the paper crane I had been watching.

All of a sudden, it didn't feel like the weight of a piece of paper. It sank a lot.

After I took a few deep breaths, I gently opened the paper crane. Ding Ge was a very handy girl. The paper crane folded beautifully. In the box I kept as a treasure, there was another string of paper cranes. It was a birthday gift from Ding Ge.

This time, after so long, Ding Ge gave me another paper crane.

In the paper crane was a letter to me!

My hands trembled and there was a sound of paper rubbing in the hall. In a moment, I unfolded the paper completely.

I saw the words written in black pen, not printed, but handwritten by dinger. Although I hadn't paid attention to the contents, I could tell at first glance that it was definitely Ding Ge's handwriting. I wouldn't have mistaken it, it couldn't have been forged.

I frowned, because there was obviously something uneven on the paper, not because of the origami, but more like a trace of the liquid after it dried.

My heart trembled. I felt as if there was a part of my heart that was about to crack.

I turned the paper around and then straightened it, focusing on the words.

When I started reading this letter, I felt as if the whole world had been silenced. There was no sound of gas overturning in the can, no sound of a watch walking on the wall, no sound of cars on the street, no sound of the wind, and no sound of silence!

Time seemed to have stopped. Ding Ge, the tables and chairs, the drinks, the drinks, the counters, everything was still.

Xing Yun.

Sorry!

Will you forgive me?

I really can't take it anymore. You don't know how painful it is. I stay at home every day, but I don't feel any joy. It's even colder than the detention center. It's no different than being able to see the night sky through the window.

I can't go out, I can't use my cell phone, I can't use the internet, they've blocked all the ways to contact you, but I always look out the window in a dreamy way, hoping that one day you can miraculously appear in front of me, even if you don't have a gold vest, can't step on colorful clouds, I will follow you wholeheartedly.

But I waited day after day, and you never showed up. All I saw in the window was my own tears. I know, you must be trying to find me, but you just can't find me, right?

You will stick to it as we promised. I'm holding on, I'm not holding on, I'm resisting, I'm on a hunger strike, I'm shouting for help outside the window, I'm trying to sneak away at night, but it didn't work!

Every night, I feel especially sad. I always sit in front of the window and cry. I always cry and cry. I wish someone could help me and help me.

But no one came!

Day by day, day, night, night, day, I don't even know how many days have passed, I don't know how many months and days, I don't know how many minutes, I seem to have entered a state of hibernation, unwilling to wake up.

I always naively thought that when I woke up and it was all over, I would rub my eyes and look out the window, and you would smile and look at me, and then I would cry like a dog.

I feel like a little match girl, but the little girl will finish all the matches, and I will use all my perseverance, I can't hold on anymore.

I'm sorry, Xing Yun. I don't know how many times I have to tell you I'm sorry before you forgive me. But I really can't hold on. I said I can, but I really can't hold on.

I'm so tired. I'm so tired. Are you tired?

Why did god do this to us?

Xing Yun, in this life, let's call it a day, okay?

I know I broke my promise. I didn't keep my promise. I'm sorry!

I don't know how you can forgive me!

Don't be too sad, okay? We have already experienced so much, let it be turned into a beautiful memory and be preserved forever.

I hope you won't be sad. I hope you can live your life well and don't do anything stupid! We still have a long way to go. You're not even thirty yet. You still have a future that belongs to you.

I have always felt that people rarely love one person in their life. As long as they truly loved, it was enough, wasn't it? It's a pity, but whose life has no regrets.

But you can't live in regret all the time. You should clean up your mood and continue on the road. You still have a lot of things you haven't experienced. You like photography, travel, food, and a lot of things. You should try all of these.

Including trying to fall in love with someone again.

It's not that hard, is it?

You just have to start a new relationship. I still believe in love. I know you will. Didn't we say that before? If one day we break up, then we will break up with a smile and face the future with a smile.

You can find a better girl, please forget me.

Ding Ge