Days after Breaking up with My Ex
Chapter 423 I Don't Believe It
Apart from the occasional strong and weak wind, I could hear other sounds that I couldn't tell what were coming from. A lot of sounds mixed together, like playing a beautiful and sad song, or maybe not playing, just like the wind, it was all the sounds of nature, not playing, but turning into a melody in my ear.
I drank the wine I brought, looked at the bonfire in front of me, and from time to time, there would be liquid flowing out of the corner of my eyes. Those emotions were like dancing flames, burning, as if they were trying to escape the gravity of the earth and fly to the sky. But gradually, the fire would become gentle, and as I added a few more sticks, the fire would burn again.
I guess that's how I feel, intense, after the intense easing, and then no one needs to add fuel to it, it will return to the intense again.
It was like a circle.
Countless emotions mixed in, if it was a bowl of soup, it could not describe the taste of it, there are sweet memories, there is also the pain of breaking up, there are grievances and sadness, there is unbearable spicy, this taste, it is absolutely hard to swallow.
I feel like a fool, or what kind of psychopath would go out in the middle of the night and drink alone?
I'm not stupid, but I'm going crazy!
I thought about the result of ending up with Ding Ge, but the pain couldn't be reduced by half.
Why is it so painful?
It hurts so much!
Unbearable!
I don't want to think about it anymore, but I can't help it, so I can only drink and pour myself to the point where I can't even get up from slapping myself.
But I was still awake, and I didn't know why. I thought, maybe it was the grief that digested the alcohol.
That night, I was in pain all night!
I've never felt this pain before, and the pain reminded me of the night I broke up with Ding Ge. Was that how Ding Ge felt that time?
It hurts so much!
At dawn, I took out my cell phone and sent a text message to Hu Zi. I was afraid that they would be worried that I would come out and look for me, so I told him that I would be home for a few days, and I didn't want anyone to see me like this.
After texting, I turned off my phone.
Then he looked at the world that was beginning to wake up with his drunken eyes. It was getting brighter and clearer. The tall trees, the fields, the weeds, and the air were cool. I couldn't help but feel a little cold. I looked at the fire. I didn't know when the firewood had been burned up and only ashes were left.
I felt a little sleepy and closed my eyes. Gradually, I didn't know when I fell asleep.
But I felt like I was awake all the time, as if I could see myself curled up in the dead leaves and weeds, so pitiful that even I felt so pitiful.
All of a sudden, I feel like a beggar with nothing!
I even hoped that I would die like this without being discovered, and then one day those birds began to fly on my body.
...
Two nights later, I left on foot.
I stayed here for two days, leaning on the snacks and alcohol I brought with me.
These two days have passed, and no one knows. No one will know what happened to me in the future. It will become a secret that no one knows. No one will ever know.
I went back to the city, bought a short-sleeved pair of casual shorts, bought a pair of underwear, bought a pair of shoes and socks, then I opened a room with my id card, took a bath in it, took a long time, then changed into new clothes, tore off the label, and threw away all the dirty clothes.
After I came out, I went to a barber shop and cut my hair. After cutting it, I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled.
After a bit of renovation, I was indeed much more energetic. I was quite satisfied. After paying the money, while waiting for the other party to change the money, my hand slipped and my wallet fell to the ground.
I quickly bent down to pick up the wallet, and just straightened up, the other party also handed me the money. I took the money, put the money in the wallet, and said, "Thank you."
Then I was about to leave the barber shop when someone behind me suddenly shouted, "Your picture is missing."
I shuddered and subconsciously turned my head to look where my wallet had fallen. Sure enough, a picture was on the ground.
I hurriedly went up to pick up the photo, blew the dust off it, and looked at the girl in the photo that made me dreamy. Her smile was still so innocent, like a ray of sunlight, like a breeze.
However, at this moment, when I saw this photo again, a strong throb almost made me lose control. The wall of my heart seemed to be crumbling at any moment. I quickly put the photo in my wallet and left the barber shop as if I were escaping.
I felt as if I saw someone else's strange gaze, which made me a little scared. I gasped and adjusted myself. I wanted to put this picture and the letter Ding Ge wrote to me in that box when I got back. In the future, that box would be sealed by me forever and would never be opened again.
After thinking about it, I went to buy another roll of film.
After that, he took a taxi back to the hotel.
I stood in front of the window and looked at the restaurant. It seemed that everyone had just arrived. The restaurant was not busy yet, so everyone gathered together to chat. Although I couldn't hear what they were saying, I saw the smiles on their faces and smiled softly.
Then I walked in and saw everyone greet me. I talked to them as usual and told them a white lie.
Everything was the same.
But after a while, Hu Zi and Old Gao pulled me aside. Hu Zi looked at me doubtfully and asked, "Are you okay?"
I smiled calmly and said, "It's okay. Do you think I'm okay?"
Hu Zi obviously didn't believe me, and so did Old Gao. I think he knew about Shang Hongyu sending me the letter.
The two of them asked me a few more questions with concern, and I didn't tell them the contents of the letter.
I didn't tell them that Ding Ge and I were completely over, because I was so afraid that this scar would be uncovered. Besides, they weren't stupid. They could guess right from wrong. After a long time, everyone would know.
I told the two of them that I would go home first and come back later.
Then I walked back to the neighborhood. I went to my bedroom, locked it, took out Ding Ge's photo from my wallet, took out Ding Ge's letter, and looked at the box that looked like a treasure to me.
I froze there, lost in thought for a long time.
In fact, there was nothing valuable in the box. If it was given to someone else, they might not want it, but to me, I would not exchange anything for it.
I sighed, took out the box, and put in Ding Ge's photo and letter. I didn't look much, so I quickly closed the box, took the tape and began to seal the box. I really never wanted to open the box again.
I wrapped the tape around a lot of times and tightly wrapped it around the top and bottom of the room where I could speak. From time to time, the tape made a' piercing'sound in the room.
Finally, the box was sealed.
But where do I put it?
I never thought about throwing it away. I don't know why. I just want to put it somewhere. Maybe I'll never open it again, but I don't want to throw it away.
Put it under the bed.
When I put the box away, the door suddenly rang.
I took a breath, walked out of the bedroom and opened the door.
It was Lin Ya.
Lin ya looked at me with a pair of beautiful eyes, as if she wanted to see through all the secrets in me. I felt a little uncomfortable when she stared at me and asked, "What's wrong? Do I have flowers on my face?"
Lin Ya's eyes softened and she asked me softly, "Where have you been these two days?"
I deliberately avoided Lin Ya's gaze, so I walked into the house and replied, "I went home."
I know that Lin Ya must have heard from Hu Zi that I was coming home. She just didn't believe me, so she asked me again.
"You didn't go home." Lin Ya's tone was very positive, as if she had gone to my house to look for me.
"Where can I go if I don't go home?" I asked.
"Okay, you pick up the phone now, call your parents, turn on the speakerphone, and let them tell me you've been at home for the past two days. I'll believe it." Lin Ya added.
I knew I couldn't fool Lin Ya, so I couldn't make the call. I smiled awkwardly and said, "Yes, I didn't go home."
Lin Ya took a deep breath and said, "Okay, Xing Yun, I won't ask where you've been these two days, but can you tell me what Ding Ge wrote to you?"
Lin Ya would naturally know about Ding Ge's letter to me! It's not strange at all!
It was as if I heard a' rip'sound, and the stitched wounds opened again.
I narrowed my eyes and looked out of the window. Without answering, I asked, "What do you think it will write?"
"Can't you just say no?" Lin Ya asked firmly.
I feel bad. Lin Ya is such a smart girl. Can't she guess? Why do you have to stick it out like this? Can't she leave me some dignity?
I stood up a little irritably and walked a few steps, but Lin Ya was not in a hurry and just looked at me calmly.
Suddenly, there was some unspeakable depression in the room. My breath was blocked and disordered, as if I was out of oxygen. I took a deep breath, quickly exhaled, and said in this tone, "Ding Ge gave up. We're over."
After saying this, I only felt someone suddenly strangle my neck and strangle me to death. It made me feel extremely uncomfortable. My face was red, my veins were swollen and suffocated!
I sat down at once, trying to calm myself down.
After a long time, Lin Ya shook his head gently and said, "I don't believe it."
I don't want to believe it either.
But that letter was her handwriting!
"What about the letter? Can I have a look?" Lin Ya's eyes sparkled.
I asked, "Is there any point?"
Lin Ya did not speak.
Okay, I sighed again. I've given up. If Lin Ya doesn't believe me, then let her. I walked back to the bedroom and moved the box out again.
Looking at the box wrapped in tape, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I had just sealed it, but I didn't expect to reopen it so soon.
I wrapped the tape around and around again, then took the letter over.
At this time, the paper was rolled into a roll, and I couldn't restore it to a paper crane. I came out with the paper and handed it to Lin Ya. Without saying anything, I sat down and looked out the window.
Lin Ya began to read the letter. It was very short, but Lin Ya read it for a long time. After reading it, Lin Ya lay weakly on the sofa, without saying a word, staring at the wall in a daze.
Tears were streaming down the corners of her eyes.
I drank the wine I brought, looked at the bonfire in front of me, and from time to time, there would be liquid flowing out of the corner of my eyes. Those emotions were like dancing flames, burning, as if they were trying to escape the gravity of the earth and fly to the sky. But gradually, the fire would become gentle, and as I added a few more sticks, the fire would burn again.
I guess that's how I feel, intense, after the intense easing, and then no one needs to add fuel to it, it will return to the intense again.
It was like a circle.
Countless emotions mixed in, if it was a bowl of soup, it could not describe the taste of it, there are sweet memories, there is also the pain of breaking up, there are grievances and sadness, there is unbearable spicy, this taste, it is absolutely hard to swallow.
I feel like a fool, or what kind of psychopath would go out in the middle of the night and drink alone?
I'm not stupid, but I'm going crazy!
I thought about the result of ending up with Ding Ge, but the pain couldn't be reduced by half.
Why is it so painful?
It hurts so much!
Unbearable!
I don't want to think about it anymore, but I can't help it, so I can only drink and pour myself to the point where I can't even get up from slapping myself.
But I was still awake, and I didn't know why. I thought, maybe it was the grief that digested the alcohol.
That night, I was in pain all night!
I've never felt this pain before, and the pain reminded me of the night I broke up with Ding Ge. Was that how Ding Ge felt that time?
It hurts so much!
At dawn, I took out my cell phone and sent a text message to Hu Zi. I was afraid that they would be worried that I would come out and look for me, so I told him that I would be home for a few days, and I didn't want anyone to see me like this.
After texting, I turned off my phone.
Then he looked at the world that was beginning to wake up with his drunken eyes. It was getting brighter and clearer. The tall trees, the fields, the weeds, and the air were cool. I couldn't help but feel a little cold. I looked at the fire. I didn't know when the firewood had been burned up and only ashes were left.
I felt a little sleepy and closed my eyes. Gradually, I didn't know when I fell asleep.
But I felt like I was awake all the time, as if I could see myself curled up in the dead leaves and weeds, so pitiful that even I felt so pitiful.
All of a sudden, I feel like a beggar with nothing!
I even hoped that I would die like this without being discovered, and then one day those birds began to fly on my body.
...
Two nights later, I left on foot.
I stayed here for two days, leaning on the snacks and alcohol I brought with me.
These two days have passed, and no one knows. No one will know what happened to me in the future. It will become a secret that no one knows. No one will ever know.
I went back to the city, bought a short-sleeved pair of casual shorts, bought a pair of underwear, bought a pair of shoes and socks, then I opened a room with my id card, took a bath in it, took a long time, then changed into new clothes, tore off the label, and threw away all the dirty clothes.
After I came out, I went to a barber shop and cut my hair. After cutting it, I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled.
After a bit of renovation, I was indeed much more energetic. I was quite satisfied. After paying the money, while waiting for the other party to change the money, my hand slipped and my wallet fell to the ground.
I quickly bent down to pick up the wallet, and just straightened up, the other party also handed me the money. I took the money, put the money in the wallet, and said, "Thank you."
Then I was about to leave the barber shop when someone behind me suddenly shouted, "Your picture is missing."
I shuddered and subconsciously turned my head to look where my wallet had fallen. Sure enough, a picture was on the ground.
I hurriedly went up to pick up the photo, blew the dust off it, and looked at the girl in the photo that made me dreamy. Her smile was still so innocent, like a ray of sunlight, like a breeze.
However, at this moment, when I saw this photo again, a strong throb almost made me lose control. The wall of my heart seemed to be crumbling at any moment. I quickly put the photo in my wallet and left the barber shop as if I were escaping.
I felt as if I saw someone else's strange gaze, which made me a little scared. I gasped and adjusted myself. I wanted to put this picture and the letter Ding Ge wrote to me in that box when I got back. In the future, that box would be sealed by me forever and would never be opened again.
After thinking about it, I went to buy another roll of film.
After that, he took a taxi back to the hotel.
I stood in front of the window and looked at the restaurant. It seemed that everyone had just arrived. The restaurant was not busy yet, so everyone gathered together to chat. Although I couldn't hear what they were saying, I saw the smiles on their faces and smiled softly.
Then I walked in and saw everyone greet me. I talked to them as usual and told them a white lie.
Everything was the same.
But after a while, Hu Zi and Old Gao pulled me aside. Hu Zi looked at me doubtfully and asked, "Are you okay?"
I smiled calmly and said, "It's okay. Do you think I'm okay?"
Hu Zi obviously didn't believe me, and so did Old Gao. I think he knew about Shang Hongyu sending me the letter.
The two of them asked me a few more questions with concern, and I didn't tell them the contents of the letter.
I didn't tell them that Ding Ge and I were completely over, because I was so afraid that this scar would be uncovered. Besides, they weren't stupid. They could guess right from wrong. After a long time, everyone would know.
I told the two of them that I would go home first and come back later.
Then I walked back to the neighborhood. I went to my bedroom, locked it, took out Ding Ge's photo from my wallet, took out Ding Ge's letter, and looked at the box that looked like a treasure to me.
I froze there, lost in thought for a long time.
In fact, there was nothing valuable in the box. If it was given to someone else, they might not want it, but to me, I would not exchange anything for it.
I sighed, took out the box, and put in Ding Ge's photo and letter. I didn't look much, so I quickly closed the box, took the tape and began to seal the box. I really never wanted to open the box again.
I wrapped the tape around a lot of times and tightly wrapped it around the top and bottom of the room where I could speak. From time to time, the tape made a' piercing'sound in the room.
Finally, the box was sealed.
But where do I put it?
I never thought about throwing it away. I don't know why. I just want to put it somewhere. Maybe I'll never open it again, but I don't want to throw it away.
Put it under the bed.
When I put the box away, the door suddenly rang.
I took a breath, walked out of the bedroom and opened the door.
It was Lin Ya.
Lin ya looked at me with a pair of beautiful eyes, as if she wanted to see through all the secrets in me. I felt a little uncomfortable when she stared at me and asked, "What's wrong? Do I have flowers on my face?"
Lin Ya's eyes softened and she asked me softly, "Where have you been these two days?"
I deliberately avoided Lin Ya's gaze, so I walked into the house and replied, "I went home."
I know that Lin Ya must have heard from Hu Zi that I was coming home. She just didn't believe me, so she asked me again.
"You didn't go home." Lin Ya's tone was very positive, as if she had gone to my house to look for me.
"Where can I go if I don't go home?" I asked.
"Okay, you pick up the phone now, call your parents, turn on the speakerphone, and let them tell me you've been at home for the past two days. I'll believe it." Lin Ya added.
I knew I couldn't fool Lin Ya, so I couldn't make the call. I smiled awkwardly and said, "Yes, I didn't go home."
Lin Ya took a deep breath and said, "Okay, Xing Yun, I won't ask where you've been these two days, but can you tell me what Ding Ge wrote to you?"
Lin Ya would naturally know about Ding Ge's letter to me! It's not strange at all!
It was as if I heard a' rip'sound, and the stitched wounds opened again.
I narrowed my eyes and looked out of the window. Without answering, I asked, "What do you think it will write?"
"Can't you just say no?" Lin Ya asked firmly.
I feel bad. Lin Ya is such a smart girl. Can't she guess? Why do you have to stick it out like this? Can't she leave me some dignity?
I stood up a little irritably and walked a few steps, but Lin Ya was not in a hurry and just looked at me calmly.
Suddenly, there was some unspeakable depression in the room. My breath was blocked and disordered, as if I was out of oxygen. I took a deep breath, quickly exhaled, and said in this tone, "Ding Ge gave up. We're over."
After saying this, I only felt someone suddenly strangle my neck and strangle me to death. It made me feel extremely uncomfortable. My face was red, my veins were swollen and suffocated!
I sat down at once, trying to calm myself down.
After a long time, Lin Ya shook his head gently and said, "I don't believe it."
I don't want to believe it either.
But that letter was her handwriting!
"What about the letter? Can I have a look?" Lin Ya's eyes sparkled.
I asked, "Is there any point?"
Lin Ya did not speak.
Okay, I sighed again. I've given up. If Lin Ya doesn't believe me, then let her. I walked back to the bedroom and moved the box out again.
Looking at the box wrapped in tape, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I had just sealed it, but I didn't expect to reopen it so soon.
I wrapped the tape around and around again, then took the letter over.
At this time, the paper was rolled into a roll, and I couldn't restore it to a paper crane. I came out with the paper and handed it to Lin Ya. Without saying anything, I sat down and looked out the window.
Lin Ya began to read the letter. It was very short, but Lin Ya read it for a long time. After reading it, Lin Ya lay weakly on the sofa, without saying a word, staring at the wall in a daze.
Tears were streaming down the corners of her eyes.
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