Days after Breaking up with My Ex

Ding Ge added, "I'm sure I won't take small sips. I'm sure I'll take big sips. How about you drink half a can at a time and finish it twice?"

"Sure." I promised Ding Ge, raised my beer and said, "Drink it then."

The two of us laughed and touched each other. Ding Ge frowned and took another sip. Then I opened another can for myself.

Just like that, Ding Ge and I drank half a can of my beer and soon finished the beer we bought. It wouldn't be so bad for me to finish the beer myself. Ding Ge only drank two bottles, and I finished the rest.

Ding Ge took a sip of it very quickly, and then forced me to drink it. I found that half a can and half a can of it was quite uncomfortable. It was okay at first, but I wanted to go to the toilet after that. His head was a little dizzy, so he didn't feel uncomfortable. The world seemed to be clearer and he could sense things he hadn't noticed before.

After drinking the wine, it was obvious that he was not in the same state as when he was awake. Looking at the whole room seemed to add a layer of more dazzling light. Ding Ge didn't drink much, but he looked much worse than me. His face was almost delicate and bright red.

"Go to the toilet." Ding Ge's tone changed a little.

My body was a little hot and dry, and I suddenly realized that drinking today was really a mistake.

After that, Ding Ge and I lay in bed together and turned on the tv. There was a boring tv show on the tv. I didn't know if Ding Ge was paying attention to it, but I wasn't interested.

Neither of them spoke, nor did Ding Ge have any intention of sleeping. Both eyes were staring straight at the tv, looking like Mengmeng was in a daze.

At this moment, dinger looked at me, and I could not seem to turn my eyes. I stared at her so deeply that both of them seemed to be in a strange mood.

My breathing suddenly became a little cramped, so close to the person I loved deeply, I didn't know how to express that complicated feeling. My eyes could not help but become gentle, and I seemed to see some expectation in Ding Ge's eyes.

However, sometimes when you love her more deeply, you will know that you can't possess her!

I took a deep breath, then touched Ding Ge's hair with my hand. She didn't resist, but lowered her head shyly. Then she looked into my eyes. I could tell that her emotions were complicated.

I looked at Ding Ge and said softly, "Let's sleep, okay?"

"Can you hug me to sleep once?" Dinger looked into my eyes and said softly. Her eyes seemed to shine with the gentlest light.

My heart ached a little.

"Okay." With my mouth open, my thoughts slowly flowed and I finally nodded.

The two of us leaned against each other and lay down gently. I held Ding Ge in my arms, and my arms trembled slightly. When I held Ding Ge in my arms, it was as if I had suddenly been bathed in a kind of contentment, and there was no fear or panic at all. All that was left was endless tenderness. I wanted to greedily hold Ding Ge in my arms forever.

I closed my eyes and my eyelashes fluttered.

Ding Ge's head rested on my arm. She looked up at me like a kitten afraid of being hurt and hid in the safest embrace.

I smiled bitterly and asked, "Actually, you don't have a boyfriend, do you?"

"Only the officials of the state set the fire, not the common people?" Dinger looked me in the eye, "Don't you allow me to lie if you lie?"

I smiled bitterly again and asked, "When are you going to find a boyfriend?"

"Before you find your girlfriend."

"Are you so sure?"

"I'm sure." Ding Ge's head rubbed against my arm.

After a while, I heard Ding Ge breathing softly and calling out "Ding Ge," but Ding Ge seemed to know what I wanted to say. She interrupted me and whispered in my arms, "I know what you want to say."

"Then you..."

"Don't think so much, okay?" Ding Ge curled her head up and said, as if she were begging for the last time, "I just want to hold you for another night."

The muscles at the corner of my mouth involuntarily trembled. Those tangles, like electricity, passed through my body, making it impossible for me to move.

After a while, Ding Ge suddenly said, "Xing Yun, if you hadn't been in debt, would we have been together forever?"

The bitterness in my heart seemed to ferment and swell in an instant. As the blood flowed all over my body, I really wanted to nod, nod, and keep nodding. Of course, we will always be together, but the reality made me say, "But that happened."

"But you know, it's not your fault."

The breath from her mouth passed through her clothes to me, warm.

Ding Ge was still speaking for me. I felt so ashamed that my face was gone. My whole face was so hot that my lips trembled and said, "Whose fault is it? Is there any point?"

Ding Ge didn't answer. After a while, she seemed to think of something, and then suddenly looked at me playfully and said, "If one day I become a rich woman, I can settle all your debts. Are you willing to let me take care of you?"

I was just joking with dinger, so I smiled and said, "Okay, I will be your little boy someday."

...

Four days after returning to Pucheng, Ding Ge and I drove back and parted ways.

I can't say what it's like to be in a bad mood.' I can't stop cutting, I'm still confused, I'm sad about leaving. Don't let your feelings linger in your heart. That's about it.

Four days seemed like a very long and very real dream to me, just like the dream in inception. Sometimes I really want to sleep forever. In my dream, Ding Ge sleeps next to me. I can smell her gently, and my body and mind are bathed in the spring breeze.

I don't know what this trip means to dinger, and I don't know where we'll end up.

Or is this the end between us?

Before I went, I had thought about persuading Ding Ge to let go of the past and look forward to the future. In fact, I didn't say that she knew what to do. I just don't know what Ding Ge's life will be like in the future.

We lied to each other, and now that we think about it, I'm afraid there's still a lot of love in that lie.

Is it really that hard to break up?

Is it harder than cutting through steel?

I don't know what my life will be like in the future, but at this moment, I really want Ding Ge to be happy. Even though life without her was heartbreaking to me, let alone seeing her live happily with others. I think it's better to die than to live.

But if she was unhappy, I would end up living with guilt and remorse!

Tired, she went home, opened the door with the key, and entered the room.

However, when I found something strange in the room, I got goosebumps all over my body. Did someone come to my room?

Thief?

Someone must have come to my house in the past few days! My first reaction was to call the police, but it didn't look like the house was stolen. Everything was fine. It looked more like someone was living here these days.

I think there is another person besides me who has the key to our house.

Old Gao had a spare key at home. I thought about it and immediately called him.

When Old Gao got through, I immediately asked him, "You came to my house?"

"You're back?" Old Gao asked.

"Yeah."

"Well, Hu Zi has been staying at your place for the past few days. He called you and turned off his phone. Where have you been?" Old Gao asked.

"I went to the island city for a few days." I was relieved, but I still had some doubts in my heart. How did Hu Zi live here? So he asked, "Why does Hu Zi live here? What happened?"

"Hu Zi didn't say much either, but it must have been a conflict with Xiao Wei." Old Gao said again, "Okay, you can ask him when he comes. Hang up first."

Old Gao hung up the phone. I didn't quite believe it. Hu Zi and Li Xiaowei had always been on good terms. How could they fight?

Well, it's not a big deal to have a fight, but running away from home seems like a big deal. Seeing that both of them have reached the point of marriage, are they still in the mood to fight?

So I waited at home for Hu Zi to get off work and called him to say that I was back. Then I went to the supermarket to buy some food. I bumped into Guzheng on the way.

Guzheng smiled and looked at me, "Long time no see."

"It's only been a few days, hasn't it?" I smiled.

"Where did you go?" Ding Ge asked casually.

"Ah..." I paused and replied, "I'm going on a trip to relax."

"That's great. Where have you been?"

"Island city."

"Looking at the sea?"

"Yes." I nodded.

The two of them chatted casually and soon walked to the door of the unit. Guzheng waved at me, "Bye."

I went upstairs with my things, and when I was almost ready, Hu Zi came back. Hu Zi greeted me, "He's back. I haven't told you yet. I'll stay here for a few days."

"Stay. Stay wherever you want." We don't need to be polite. We can stay as long as we want. But now that he has a girlfriend, he can't stay with me forever. Why don't you ask him and Li Xiaowei later?

"Have a drink. I'll go buy some wine." Hu Zi said.

Hu Zi was also an introverted person and didn't know how to express his emotions. I nodded and said, "Okay."

Hey, I was planning to cut down on drinking before. Now, I'm drinking with Guzheng, with old meng, with Ding Ge, and now I'm drinking with Hu Zi.

Not long after, Hu Zi came up with the wine. Soon, I cooked the dishes, and the two of them served. Hu Zi poured the wine.

I didn't ask him about Li Xiaowei right away. I just casually talked to him. Hu Zi also asked me where I was these days. I vaguely said that I had something to do and went out. Hu Zi didn't ask much. After three rounds of drinking and talking about business, I began to ask him, "You and Xiao Wei have a conflict?"