Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I stood there for a long time before I left in a daze.

When I got home, I still didn't have any motivation. I was listless like a frosted eggplant. I just wanted to lie on the bed and not move.

As I lay in bed with my head covered, I couldn't help but recall the two days I spent with Ding Ge. Those dreamy scenes seemed unreal to me.

Thinking about meeting Ding Ge in the rain, her wet face and thin figure drenched in the rain, my heart surged.

When I saw Ding Ge, I seemed to see hope. But back then, what I brought to Ding Ge was despair!

In the end, the look on Ding Ge's face as he left hit me hard in the heart.

That image reminded me of the despair and grief on Ding Ge's face when we broke up before, like a sharp blade in my heart!

My body shuddered a few times. The images seemed like they were trying to crush me. I curled up and gasped deeply.

She clutched the edge of the quilt tightly with her hand and hid herself in the dark and dark quilt. She closed her eyes and tried her best to stop herself from thinking about her.

Maybe I just saw Ding Ge, and this time, I couldn't control myself no matter how much I tried. I sat up from the bed, and my whole body seemed to suddenly fall down. I wanted to drink. I wanted to get myself drunk first. I'll talk about the rest later.

It's just that there's no wine in the house. I rummaged through the piles of rubbish and found nothing at all. Some of them just don't know when to finish the empty wine bottles that haven't been thrown away, and they smell terrible.

Ding Ge hadn't spent all the money before, so I went out to the supermarket to buy a bottle of white wine and mentioned home.

I don't think so much. Drink. I'm too dizzy to think so much.

Sometimes, it's better to be drunk than to wake up!

I opened the bottle, filled the glass, accompanied by loneliness, one cup after another, and drank quickly.

I closed my eyes and tried my best to suppress the strong smell. The acridity in my mouth burned down my chest along my throat.

I can still hold my liquor, but I still feel like my head is going to explode after drinking a bottle by myself. Maybe I drank too much. I can't control the whirling of the world.

Soon, the pain in my stomach caused me to rush to the bathroom and vomit in the dark.

I would rather be tortured physically than mentally!

Finally, after I vomited, I crouched on the ground like a puddle of mud, panting heavily.

Many nights I came here like this. Although I hadn't been like this for a long time under the care of my friends, tonight, I really wanted to get drunk and pretend that nothing happened that night.

He didn't even have the strength to climb onto the bed and struggled to fall asleep on the sofa.

There seemed to be a figure in the dream, but I couldn't see it clearly, but I knew it was Ding Ge.

We seemed to be very close, as close as if I could reach out and touch her cheek, and as far as possible, as if we were in different time and space.

"Ding Ge..."

I murmured painfully in the middle of the night.

...

The next day, I was woken up by a loud knock on the door. When I woke up, I still felt a little uncomfortable, strong and lifeless, and listless.

Staggering to the door, she opened the door. It was Old Gao.

It was mentioned before that Old Gao and Hu Zi were both my best friends.

Old Gao looked at me like this and slapped me with his hand. He frowned and said, "Damn, what's wrong with you? How much wine do you drink?"

"Come in."

"Why did you drink yourself up again?" Old Gao gave me a hand and asked, "Didn't you go on a trip? Why are you traveling like this?"

"Hey, don't mention it." I don't want to say anything more.

The process of traveling was not pleasant, just passive walking in the crowd. In fact, it was no different from staying at home. It was just a change of location. Even the scenic spots could not change the mood that had stopped a year ago.

"No, what's going on? Why can't you get through to your phone?" Old Gao asked.

"His cell phone was stolen, and his wallet was stolen. Damn it, he almost couldn't come back."

"Damn!" Old Gao cursed and asked, "Then how did you get back?"

At this moment, I don't want to talk about the sad things between me and Ding Ge.

Instead of answering, I asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's all right. I want to play with you."

"Okay, come out with me later." I changed my clothes, washed up, and went out with Old Gao.

I lost my bank card, so I have to report it to the bank. Then he had to get a new card, but he still didn't have an id card, so he had to get another one. I need to buy a new phone when my phone is gone. Thinking about it, I can't help cursing the thief who stole me.

I also have a card with only a thousand yuan in it. For the time being, only this money can be spent. First, I went to the cell phone market and bought a cell phone.

Anyway, I usually use my cell phone to make calls, so I bought a counterfeit phone with less than 200 yuan. If I could use it, I got a cell phone card. Then he went to the police station to take photos, and the whole morning passed.

At noon, Old Gao took me to a restaurant.

Old Gao was a man who did not lack money to spend. His father was rich, so his son naturally had enough to eat and drink. Old Gao had been rich ever since we went to school together, and his father bought him a car after high school.

We never paid for dinner with him, but of course, he didn't care about the money.

However, we don't support extravagance and waste. We just ordered two small dishes and didn't order any beer. It was mainly Old Gao who was driving. If I hadn't been in his car today, I wouldn't have done it so quickly.

In the past, Old Gao was very crazy, and we advised him to ignore it. One time, he drove after drinking and finally got into a car accident. He almost died. From then on, Old Gao had a long memory of driving without drinking or drinking.

Hey, speaking of which, these friends around me are actually growing up, much more mature than before.

"I said that people travel to relax, but you are good. It's still the same as before. It's a white trip." Old Gao said, shaking his head as he chewed on peanuts.

There's no way. A broken heart can't be cured by appreciating flowers and plants. If that's the case, there won't be so many people who are emotionally hurt.

"It's all done. This afternoon, my buddy will take you to relax. When Hu Zi gets off work tonight, the three of us can have a good drink." Old Gao added, "Don't drink it yourself in the future. How many times have you said it?"

I thought there was nothing else, so I let Old Gao do it.

Then Old Gao said, "I'm looking for a new girlfriend. I'll let you meet her this afternoon."

Well, it's rare for a man like Old Gao to be short of women.

I was not surprised by this and did not take it to heart. I said, "Not the one before my trip?"

"No, how about a new girlfriend?" Old Gao laughed.

After dinner, Old Gao brought me to the billiards hall. He also called his girlfriend and said she would be here soon.

We used to come to this billiard hall a lot, and we used to waste a lot of time here.

When Ding Ge was still my girlfriend, she sometimes brought her here to play. She was not an introverted girl and wanted to try all kinds of new things.

I think of her again...

Ever since I saw her, my originally quiet heart suddenly became restless, and I was a little absent-minded when I played pool.

Old Gao finished playing and it was my turn, but I didn't know whether I should play big ball or small ball, so I asked Old Gao, "Do I play big ball or small ball?"

"Little ball!" Old Gao looked at me, then frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

Actually, I didn't want to hide it from Old Gao. I paused and replied, "I saw Ding Ge."

As my best friend, Old Gao naturally knew about Ding Ge.

For a moment, Old Gao was stunned and did not speak for a long time. My heart was rather bitter, so I could only remain silent. The air seemed to have become a little oppressive.

I took the cue stick and hit it at the billiards, but I didn't score.

"And then?"

Old Gao didn't play ball, but sat on the chair, lit a cigarette and asked.

"No, and then we met."

"I mean, are you going to get back together with her?" Old Gao continued to ask.

I took a deep breath and shook my head.

"Then why did you see her?" Old Gao was in a hurry. At this moment, he suddenly remembered something and said with a sudden realization, "It was Ding Ge who brought you here, right?"

I didn't expect Old Gao to be right all of a sudden!

I suddenly didn't know what to say.

Old Gao stood up from his chair again and said angrily, "Since you don't plan to get back together, what are you looking for her for? Xing Yun, you should move on. You should let go of this relationship! Look at you, look at how you've been through this year, like a walking corpse. Is it meaningful for you to do this? You can't... You can't trap yourself in there. There's still a long way to go, you know?"

How can I not know what Old Gao said? I know all the principles he said, but I can only try to forget her!

Old Gao took a few breaths, then said to me in a serious voice, "Don't be silly, Xing Yun. You and Ding Ge are done. You can't go back to the way you used to be. Why are you torturing yourself like this? Maybe ding ge has already forgotten about you and already has a boyfriend. People don't like you anymore."

"Don't be offended by the way your buddy talks. Ding Ge is a good girl, but you guys are over." Old Gao patted me on the shoulder and said, "You can only look forward now! Think about it. Why did you break up with Ding Ge? What did you do to her? Do you think you can get back together?"

How did I break up with Ding Ge?

My head hurt a little.

To be honest, until now, I don't want to recall that dark past!