Days after Breaking up with My Ex

As for Hu Zi, I was completely disheartened and lay on the ground numbly, as if I had lost all consciousness.

However, when I heard Hu Zi say that we were cut off from each other, when he said that the Xingyun hotel he quit, my heart was once again turned upside down, like a knife!

The pain was eating away at every nerve in my body. I closed my eyes, gritted my teeth and clenched my fists, but my body was still shaking and my heart was still throbbing.

"Uh..."

There was a wild animal roar in my throat!

At this moment, I really want to cry!

It was a long time before Lin Ya pulled me up from the cold ground. Her face was wet with tears, and there was sadness in her eyes.

I sat in my chair feebly and looked at Old Gao, his mouth bleeding a little.

I opened my mouth sadly, but I didn't know what to say. I've said enough tonight.

I looked out the door again, and the shutter opened. Hu Zi's figure had long disappeared into the darkness, but his words still echoed in my ears, like the cold wind blowing into the hall after the shutter opened.

After a while, Old Gao stood up and left without saying a word. His steps were so painful, as if every step was on the tip of a knife.

Looking at his back, my heart was extremely sad!

That night, the three of us broke up completely. We would never be able to make up with each other after apologizing and having a drink like before.

Never again...

After Old Gao left, a strong wind rushed into the restaurant with a whistling sound. The cold wind blew on his face, it was so cold, his whole body was cold, his heart was cold, his flesh was cold, and his internal organs were cold.

"Xing Yun."

Lin Ya sobbed and called out my name. I looked at her, and she looked at me worriedly. Her eyes were still a little frightened, as if frightened by my appearance.

"Girl." My voice trembled and I said softly, "I want to be alone for a while."

I know Lin Ya wants to comfort me, but at this moment, I really don't want to say a word. I'm too tired and weak. I'm afraid Lin Ya's comfort will make me cry.

I just want to be alone for a while.

Lin Ya said nothing more and she left.

In the restaurant, I was the only one left. I dragged my exhausted body to the door, looked at the gray street, sighed a long time, and pulled down the shutter again, locking it inside.

In the hall, the silence seemed to be magnified several times, wandering in this empty room, passing through my body time and time again. In my heart, loneliness began to grow little by little, responding to the silence of the hall, gradually expanding, and then expanding.

I stared blankly at the broken tables and chairs, looking at the mess on the ground, and my heart began to waver again.

The waves seemed to turn the world upside down and shatter the earth!

I closed my eyes, and my mind seemed to be drawn into a black hole whirlpool, spinning endlessly and crazily. I could not control it at all. The pain in my heart was like a sea wave.

I want to drink again.

Although Ding Ge told me not to drink, at this moment, I really want to drink, I really need something to vent those emotions.

It's okay to let it out a little, because if those emotions collide in my body again, I think I will explode!

Just now, Hu Zi opened the bottle of wine. Before he finished it, the bottle was broken.

I took out a bottle of wine, a disposable glass, and poured myself a glass of wine.

I didn't want to get drunk, I just wanted to calm down.

When the wine hit my throat, I grinned with a sharp and irritating sensation, but this excitement was too childish compared to tonight's excitement.

Once again, I looked at the lobby of the Xingyun hotel. This is the restaurant that I opened with Hu Zi Old Gao. We agreed to share the good and the bad, but we went through the hard times together. Now that we have stabilized the profits, we are separated.

"Xingyun hotel, I, quit!"

Hu Zi's words still floated in his ears.

The hotel opened a little over a year ago.

More than a year!

Our relationship of more than ten years and twenty years, in this time of more than one year, is heading for destruction!

This speed is faster than a vertical landing!

At this moment, I especially doubt the word' feelings'. The deep feelings accumulated in ten or twenty years are as hard as steel, but how can they be easily destroyed in one year?

I hate Hu Zi so much. I hate him so much. I wish I could open his heart and see what color his heart is. What was it made of? Why is it so hard?

I really want to see how badly Hu Zi was hurt by Li Xiaowei! Was there really only darkness left in his heart? Have we all been erased?

However, I always felt that Hu Zi was wrong. It wasn't Li Xiaowei who ruined him, it was he who ruined himself.

I couldn't help but wonder how Hu Zi became like this step by step.

If Hu Zi had only retaliated against Li Dong and Li Xiaowei, I would have nothing to say, but he had hurt a lot of innocent people. He was really guilty. The thought that Hu Zi had done that fire made me want to strangle him to death.

I couldn't help but recall what Di Ming and cousin said. They all thought that it was important to pay extra attention to opening a shop with friends, because even the closest friends would have conflicts because of interests or other reasons, resulting in a knot in their hearts, and in the end, they would blush like enemies!

In the beginning, I swore that there was absolutely no such problem for the three of us.

I'm not worried at all!

Our relationship is so good, unlike others, we will not care about those trivial things will not care about those gains and losses, our relationship is as hard as steel!

But now that I think about it, my words and affirmative attitude became a big joke.

We became the people my cousin and Di Ming talked about.

And when my cousin mentioned the movie "Chinese partners," I was reminded of the scene in the movie where the three of us fought. In reality, a similar scene happened to us, and our fight went even crazier.

Thinking of this, my heart ached again. I thought, I might never see this movie again in my life!

Looking at our achievements today with a bitter expression, looking at me and smiling, then crying again.

When the tears came out, I couldn't control them anymore. I cried in silence. I felt so bad, so damn bad!

I kneeled on the ground, pounding the ground over and over again, over and over again...

...

I don't know how long I cried, but I picked up my glass and took a sip. Then I looked at the white wall absentmindedly. Gradually, the wall seemed to be a movie screen, and the past of Hu Zi Old Gao and I appeared on the wall one by one.

When we were young, the three of us still had young faces and carefree smiles. We didn't have to worry about the future. The future was far away from us.

Gradually growing up, we fell in love and work, more mature than before, and also experienced a lot of things, we are like other young people, confused and longing.

We met new friends, but Hu Zi and Old Gao were always by our side. We drank together countless times, knew each other as well as ourselves. In front of them, there was no need to be polite or hide. In front of them, it was our true self.

We will tell each other our troubles and worries, share our happiness and happiness, we get along so easily, in the time, our friendship deepened little by little, I thought that our friendship would last a lifetime, when we were old, we would still be together, trembling and raising the cup, trembling and clinking the cup, the wrinkles on our face still smiling like a child.

Time flies, scenes of the past, like flowing water in the heart, and like a sharp arrow through the heart!

The night before we opened the restaurant again, our faces were filled with excitement and trepidation. We agreed to split the profits among the three of us. In our eyes, brothers came first, and money was not second or last.

We've been through so much together, so much! But these past events were all rejected by Hu Zi!

Could it be that when he was with us, he had already put on a mask of hypocrisy? In his heart, we don't matter anymore, do we?

Those smiles and tears, those images of suffering and suffering, in this small restaurant, we left too many memories. We used to sit at that table, we used to sit at this table that had been destroyed.

What does all this count for?

Now that I think about it, all these memories are like bubbles, and they all burst.

After this night, there were no Hu Zi, Old Gao, or Xing Yun brothers in the world.

No more!

I can't forget what Hu Zi said. I can't forgive him. I will never forgive him for the rest of my life.

Even if one day, he realized his mistake and ran over to apologize to us, crying and regretting us so much, I wouldn't forgive him.

How can you forgive a broken heart and a dead one?

Therefore, there will never be three Xing Yun brothers again!

Forever!

I picked up the glass and finished the wine in one gulp!

The spiciness of the wine, can't resist the bitterness of the heart?

I sat alone in the restaurant, lost in my soul. I didn't stand up until my hands and feet were numb.

I sighed again and couldn't help but think, Hu Zi quit the Xingyun hotel, what should the Xingyun hotel do?

Previously, I had always thought that the Xingyun hotel was owned by the three of us, and that if one person was missing, the Xingyun hotel would no longer be the company!

I don't know.

I smiled bitterly. Forget it. I don't have the energy to think about this at this time.

I took out my cell phone and sent a message to the group that the restaurant would be closed for a day tomorrow. Not to mention that I had no energy to manage the restaurant, I didn't know what to do with these broken tables and chairs.

Then I turned off the lights in the lobby. I didn't leave the hotel that night, but went back to the backyard to rest.

Lying in bed, I closed my eyes and just wanted to sleep soundly, thinking that I had turned off the alarm clock in the morning. I don't want to get up early. This time, I want to have a good sleep, and the rest is waiting for me to wake up.

Even though she hadn't slept well for several nights and was extremely tired, she still hadn't slept well this time. She dreamed and had many dreams.

One dream after another, like the waves, came endlessly and hit me hard.