Days after Breaking up with My Ex

Then we sat down and chatted, mostly with Xiaojing and the others. I still couldn't get into a lot of topics, because they talked about girls and the stories of people they knew. But the names they mentioned, other than He Ning and fan fan fan, were unheard of. Even He Ning and Fan Fan, I didn't know much about them. I just met them last time.

Ding Ge seemed to be having a good time with them, but I was bored.

The longer you interact with them, the more you feel the difference between yourself and them.

For example, Xiaoyu and her friends have a strong dependence on mobile phones. They like to take photos of themselves, where they go and where they take pictures. They also take videos and send them to friends. They talk about all kinds of apps on their mobile phones that I have never heard of. Xiaojing is a wechat business, and their phones are always on hand. I feel that if they don't play with mobile phones for a day, they will be very uncomfortable.

In fact, many young people nowadays are like this, eating and going to the bathroom with their mobile phones. Indeed, it is very convenient to have a smartphone now. After all, mobile phone payment is very common now, and auntie who sells cold skin on the street also supports wechat alipay scanning. However, mobile phones bring us convenience, and at the same time, it will have some negative effects.

Everyone knew that.

I don't usually play with my cell phone so much. I thought about when I lost my cell phone in Pucheng and came back, I bought a counterfeit phone. It was basically basic functions like calling and answering phones and sending and receiving text messages. It wasn't long before I switched to a smartphone.

The other thing is that Xiaojing and Xiaoyu sometimes like to say dirty words. I usually have these habits, but most of them are angry or angry or express surprise tone, or talk to Hu Zi Old Gao and they don't cover up, they will pay attention to other people when they talk. After all, they are not familiar with each other, saying those indecent words will appear disrespectful to each other.

Xiaojing and Xiaoyu are different. You don't know when they say a dirty word. When they feel like they shouldn't use a dirty word, there's a word in her words. That feeling... And look at their beautiful angelic faces. It's really indescribable.

The first time they met, they hadn't shown this yet, and now they are more real themselves.

Time was moving forward with the sound of music and chatting, but here it seemed as if there was no flow of time. It was difficult to know whether it was day or night without looking at the time just sitting in the bar.

Under the dreamy blue light, she unloaded her fatigue and went to the bar, either to drown her sorrows with alcohol, or to vent her loneliness, or to just sit here for a while in boredom. Time quietly flowed through the wine, beauty, lights and music like a stream.

We ordered some staple food, and then, inevitably, some more wine, just like before, beer.

Originally, Xiaojing suggested playing with the dice, but I was scared last time, so I quickly refused.

Xiaojing glanced at me and curled his lips, "Old meng, it's so boring to drink like this. Why don't we play a game?"

"You guys have fun. I won't be involved."

"It's crowded."

"I can't play games." When I came to the bar with Old Tiger, I didn't play any games.

"We haven't said what game to play yet, so you said you can't play it!"

"What game?" I replied with all my might.

"It's very simple. Elementary school students can play."

They insisted on pulling me to play the game, so I had no choice but to participate in it. It was a counting game. I also forgot the name of the game. Everyone took turns to count. The times of seven and seven couldn't be said. After a while, I played several other games.

There was another game that I wanted to play while dancing. I really couldn't play it, so I decided not to participate.

Xiaojing rolled his eyes at me and said rudely, "Old meng, you are such a cool and boring person. Do you know that?"

I'm not angry either. Young lady, how can you be as sensible as her?

...

After a while, He Ning and Fan Fan came over. It seemed that these two people and xiao jing were in the same circle of friends. He Ning and xiao jing were still siblings. They could tell from the tone of their conversation that they were very close, just like me and ding Green ya Hu Zi Old Gao.

It should be said, just like we used to be.

Fan Fan didn't say much as usual, but I noticed that Fan Fan looked at dinger differently, which made me feel an indescribable emotion.

A group of people were sitting together. At this time, there were more and more people in the bar. We were tired of playing games, so we sat together drinking wine and chatting.

He Ning asked me, "Brother meng, what do you do?"

"Opened a restaurant."

"Restaurant, okay, food is the best thing for the people. I'll come over to your place one day."

"Welcome, welcome." I smiled and replied, "It's also with friends."

"What restaurant?"

"Xingyun hotel."

"Oh, I know. I've been there before."

On this side, I was chatting with He Ning. Suddenly, I saw that Fan Fan was talking to Ding Ge, and it was as if they were whispering something. Xiao nan and the three of them were taking pictures around a cell phone.

Fan Fan and Ding Ge were sitting next to each other. Ding Ge was listening to Fan Fan and seemed to be having a good chat. They were engaged in the conversation. For some reason, watching them talk made me feel bad.

Although Ding Ge was just talking to Fan Fan normally, it was obvious that Fan Fan had a special liking for Ding Ge. He was obviously different from the others and could tell with a glance.

I really don't think I'm a narrow-minded person. I've never said anything about asking Ding Ge not to talk to other men and not to do anything about it. Back then, it was only Shang Hongyu, the rival of love, who made me resist from the bottom of my heart. I've never been jealous of anyone else.

Fan Fan was a man who usually had no expression on his face. He always had a very indifferent and depressed face. But now, although his face was not smiling like a flower, the love in his eyes was especially obvious.

I took a sip of wine and felt rather depressed.

Fan Fan knew that Ding Ge was my girlfriend, but he didn't seem to be suppressing his love. Instead, he couldn't help but reveal his feelings.

Before, after seeing Fan Fan's amazing skills, I admired him from the bottom of my heart, but now, looking at the handsome Fan Fan, my mood suddenly became complicated.

Although Fan Fan did not show any excessive behavior, but... I don't know what to say.

When you take your girlfriend out to a party, knowing that a person likes your girlfriend, his performance at the party also let everyone see that he likes your girlfriend, what's your mood?

When they arrived at the bar, Xiaojing and the others surrounded Ding Ge. Ding Ge and I haven't said anything personal yet.

He Ning was still talking to me, but I was a little distracted and didn't listen.

"I'm going to the bathroom."

I don't know why, but I always feel that I don't fit into Ding Ge's new circle of friends, not to mention Fan Fan, who adores Ding Ge.

Although Fan Fan is excellent, and I'm sure Ding Ge won't change his heart because of Fan Fan's handsome face, being with them will make him uncomfortable, as if there's something stuck in his heart.

After coming out, I sat down for a while and told Ding Ge that it was getting late. Let's go.

Xiaojing and the girls were obviously unhappy, and He Ning was also enthusiastic about staying, but I really didn't think it was fun to stay here. I really wasn't in the mood to relax at the bar.

Ding Ge also told Xiaojing and the others to keep playing, so Xiaojing and the others didn't say anything. Ding Ge and I walked out of the bar together.

Suddenly, she walked out of the bar. It was very cold outside. Ding Ge's hair was suddenly messed up by the north wind. She fiddled with her hair and looked at me, "Xing Yun, let's go for a walk."

I nodded. I felt like Ding Ge had something to say to me.

It's been a long time since I crossed the road with Ding Ge. It's rare to have a chance to be alone with Ding Ge, but I'm not too excited.

The two of them walked south along the road, perhaps feeling too cold. Ding Ge put on his hat and his hands in his pockets.

Neon and car lights brightened the night, making the moon look much darker tonight.

Ding Ge and I walked quietly on the street. The two of them did not speak and remained silent.

My heart has been clogged with many emotions, which makes me not have any vitality, and I have a kind of indescribable fatigue in my heart.

At this moment, Ding Ge was the first to shout, "Xing Yun."

I turned to look at Ding Ge, and neither of them slowed down.

Ding Ge frowned and hesitated. She stopped and said with some emotion on her face, "Do you especially dislike my new friends? Don't you look down on them?"

Ding ge's tone became more pronounced as she spoke the last sentence.

She looked a little angry. I smiled bitterly, but I didn't know how to explain it. I didn't think there was anything wrong with them, nor did I look down on them. I didn't know what to say.

I replied softly, "No, really not."

Ding Ge said gently, "Then why do you always look reluctant to play with them? The whole time you play with them, you are perfunctory and absent-minded. They called you out to play with us, but you... You make me feel very embarrassed, very shameless, you know?"

Listening to Ding Ge, I gradually frowned. I admit that I was a little absent-minded, but that was because I didn't want to come here, and I really didn't want to play games, so I was a little less active and less enthusiastic.

Indeed, I made everyone very discouraged, but I really don't want to play those games.

Maybe it was because of this. It made everyone seem like they weren't on the same channel. It wasn't as easy as when they were with Hu Zi, Old Gao, ding, and Green. We were friends who had known each other for a long time, and we had a special rapport. With Xiao nan, I really didn't fit in.

I'm Ding Ge's boyfriend, and it's definitely embarrassing for Ding Ge. Ding Ge always gave me enough face when we came out together, so I'm really sorry today, because I didn't try to fit in with them, but I always catered to them with a perfunctory attitude.

"I'm sorry, Ding Ge." I apologized to Ding Ge.