Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I sat in the car, took out my cell phone and opened my wechat.

However, in today's time, xiao jing and xiao nan and Xiaoyu did not post a circle of friends, the three of them did not send a single movement a day, this is definitely abnormal, especially Xiaojing, she is a wechat business, every day, the circle of friends is particularly lively, today was so abnormal, it must be abnormal!

I think it must have been Ding Ge who didn't let them do it. She was afraid that they would expose where they were when they posted their circle of friends.

Back then, when Ding Ge's parents forbade her from being with us, Ding Ge tried everything to get in touch with me.

But now, she only wants to hide from me, and she is so smart, if she really hides from me, I'm afraid I can't find her anywhere.

I was a little scared at the thought of this. How could it be more serious than I thought? Did Ding Ge not care about the friendship with Lin Ya at all? Did she really want me to choose between her and Lin Ya?

I really don't understand what she's thinking!

When there was no way out, I could only call Xiaojing's cell phone. At that time, I saved all three of their cell phone numbers.

No one answered Xiaojing's phone.

No one answered Xiaoyu's phone.

No one answered Xiao nan's phone.

The phone was open, but no one answered.

On purpose, it must have been on purpose, and it must have been directed by Ding Ge. After all, Xiaojing was so angry that she wanted to scold me when she saw my call. How could she ignore my call? She was not a patient person.

The last option didn't work either. I was even more uneasy, unable to calm down, and my heart became more and more anxious. It was really like scratching my heart with a hundred claws.

Trembling slightly, I took out my phone and sent Ding Ge another wechat message.

Ding Ge, please don't hide from me like this, okay? Can we talk about something?

Tell me what I should do, and I'll listen to you whatever you want me to do, okay?

I don't know if dinger will reply. All I can do now is wait and see.

I thought Ding Ge would still ignore me, but I didn't expect her to reply this time.

She said, "It's not what I tell you to do, it's what you do!"

When I saw the message from Ding Ge, I was very excited. I didn't think much and replied quickly.

Well, if my relationship with Lin Ya makes you unhappy, I will pay attention to the distance between us in the future, but you have always been the only one in my heart, and this has always been the case! Is that okay?

After sending this message, my heart became extremely complicated, like a big dye vat, stained with colorful paint.

I don't know how to change my relationship with Lin Ya. After all, she lives across from me now, and we meet every day. Besides, Lin Ya is suffering from depression, and I want to help her all the time. How can I alienate her?

Lin Ya and I went to the cinema to relax her. The last time I grabbed Lin Ya's hands, I panicked. I did it subconsciously because I was afraid that she would hurt my hands. We went to a room together, not even to sleep, but to follow Hu Zi. I could pay attention to these things, but we usually talked and talked. We didn't go beyond the boundaries of friends. Even if we were close, we were just friends. Can't this work?

I took a deep breath and still felt a strange blockage in my heart.

But that's not what you think, is it?

Ding Ge sent another message, and my pupils shrank!

She was like a roundworm in my stomach, completely seeing through me.

How should I reply?

Her hands were on the screen, but she didn't know what to type. It took me a long time to reply. Shall we talk face to face?

I want to see Ding Ge. I want to talk to her face to face about this. I really don't want to chat with her word by word.

It was a terrible feeling not to see Ding Ge's expression, not to see her eyes, not to hear her tone.

Let's meet again after we settle this matter. Ding Ge replied again.

I can't help but sigh again. Why can't we meet and talk?

I replied anxiously, "Then how can we solve this problem?" Tell me!

Soon, Ding Ge sent another message.

If I let you and the girl never meet, can you do it?

When I saw this message, I was completely stupefied. I looked at the phone in disbelief, at the last message. I really suspected that this was a message from ding ge?

If it was really from ding ge, my first thought would be that she was crazy!

It was so strange and ridiculous for me to never see Lin Ya again. How could Ding Ge say that?

But Ding Ge wasn't joking. Although I couldn't see Ding Ge, I could imagine her serious expression.

Come back to me when you're done.

Ding Ge replied to another message.

Looking at the message she sent me, my heart was churning with mixed feelings!

I closed my eyes and lay back feebly.

Never see Lin Ya again.

Come and see me when you're ready.

It seems that Ding Ge has no intention of giving me a choice, but can she really be so heartless?

She's Lin Ya's best friend. When we get married, lin ya will be the maid of honor, and I will never meet lin ya. Is that possible?

Lin Ya wasn't stupid either. What would she think if she knew that Ding Ge wouldn't let me meet her?

The more I think about it, the more I break down and feel bad. It's like thousands of ants are biting my skin, like someone is holding a hemp rope tightly around me...

I don't understand. I don't understand. Why would Ding Ge do that?

Was it Xiaojing and the three of them who instigated it?

But dinger wouldn't have changed so quickly. She was too ruthless. Could she really be ruthless? Those two words were so cruel and heartless, colder than the winter wind, as cold as bone marrow.

Was she happy to do this?

Sitting in the dark car, I was extremely confused. Ding Ge gave me a ruthless choice. I really had no choice, but how could I not see Lin Ya?

I really think Ding Ge is being unreasonable this time, just like Xiaojing and the others.

She's driving me crazy!

I clenched my fists, gritted my teeth, and let out a deep roar in my throat. I don't want to think about it anymore. If I think about it again, I'll go crazy.

Let's drink and get drunk!

Just do as you say. I've been so depressed lately!

I got out of the car and didn't go to the Xingyun hotel. I just walked along the street, all the way. The cars passed by me, the buildings passed by me, the green belt passed by me, the wind passed by me, never looking back. I walked by them, alone, in the brilliant and colorful night, walking, walking...

I don't want people to find me, I don't want people to see me drunk, because Ding Ge told me not to see lin ya anymore. I don't want anyone to know, I just want to find a small pub with no one, drink alone, and then go back to sleep in the dead of night.

I walked far and far, but I didn't feel tired. Pucheng was really getting more and more prosperous. I couldn't find a quiet restaurant, so I went on walking.

Finally, I entered a random house, then ordered two small dishes to be packed, and another bottle of wine. After leaving the house, I carried the food and wine to a wide road. On the left side of the road was a brightly lit street building, on the right side of the road was an undeveloped wasteland and trees, and there was silence.

I just sat down under a tree, opened the wine, and took a sip without hesitation. A sharp taste reached my throat, and the desolation flowed out of my blood. A sharp pain came from the tip of my nose, almost causing tears to fall.

Here, it was particularly quiet, and no one passed by at all. A timid person would not dare to walk on this dark sidewalk, and the street lights would not shine here. If he did not look carefully here, he would not be able to see a sad person sitting under the tree.

I don't want to think about those things. I just want to stay in this deserted place and let the whole city ignore me.

Bury those emotions under the big tree and blow them away in the air.

I took the bottle and drank it bit by bit.

At this moment, I suddenly thought that this scene in front of me actually seemed familiar. I couldn't help but think of the past, when I received a letter from Ding Ge. I thought she was really going to break up with me, and my whole body was in despair. I walked alone into the wilderness, where I had a picnic with ding Green. There, one person released endless sadness in his heart.

At that time, I thought Ding Ge couldn't stand the pressure of her parents to break up with me.

Now, why am I so sad? Is it in my heart that Ding Ge and I can't get to the end again? But the truth is that we are going to get married in more than a month, and now we only have time to move forward day by day. Why would I despair at this time?

How did we get here?

These days, I've been fantasizing about my wedding to Ding Ge. She's my bride, and we'll be together for the rest of our lives.

Now, I suddenly didn't dare to think about it.

Drink!

If you get drunk, you won't have the energy to think about it.

I won't go back tonight either. If I get drunk, I'll just find a hotel and go back tomorrow.

I thought so.

Gradually, a bottle of wine was left in half by me, and I was a little drunk, but I was still too drunk, so I continued to drink.

Just then, a loud bell rang on the sidewalk, which was almost left to the wind.

I didn't want to answer it. I thought it was probably Lin Ya who called because they were worried about me, or Ding Ge. I was afraid that this opportunity would be lost, so I took out my phone and looked at it.

But my guess wasn't right. It wasn't them who fought, it was Du Ling.

I just remembered that I called Du Ling during the day, but she didn't answer.

I answered the phone and said to Du Ling, "Hey, Xiaoling, manya went to the Yu xiangyuan to see you today. Do you know?"

I don't think I have much strength left. I have to speak with great difficulty and my tone is a little light.

"I know."

"She's been looking for you for so long. Why haven't you seen her? Manya said that Hu Zi chased her away and wouldn't let her see you. You have a new phone and you don't contact her. Why?"