Days after Breaking up with My Ex

After that, I called Shi Yuan and the rest of them for their salaries, and after confirming with them that they were right, the Xingyun hotel could temporarily forget about it.

The next thing I have to do is wait until noon to see Ding Ge.

In the morning, the wind gradually rose on the street and dispersed the fog, but the weather became colder. The cold wind of shuo shuo mixed with the cold air of winter, making people feel as if their whole face was buried in snow.

It's been a long time since this cold and piercing weather made people feel warm, and we've had enough of it, but we can only endure it. We can't change the weather, we can't change the world, just like there are so many things in life that we can't change.

As time went on, my mood became more and more nervous. Although I wanted to see ding ge, I didn't know how to face her. I didn't even know what to say to keep her.

The events of this period of time have twisted into a knot in my heart, or in both of us.

We all insist that we are not wrong, and maybe we will go to the edge step by step if we still refuse to step back.

However, I still couldn't fulfill Ding Ge's request! Because I felt that her request was unreasonable, and her request made me feel that she had changed, not like her, but she didn't realize it at all.

The mood became more and more irritable and depressing, and the air seemed to weigh heavily on me.

But what should come will come!

It was almost noon, and Ding Ge called me. On the phone, she said she was going to the Xingyun hotel to see me. Ding Ge obviously meant to talk to me while eating. She's still willing to sit down and eat with me. I don't know if this is good or bad. It should be good news.

I had to tell her that the Xingyun hotel was closed. Ding Ge didn't ask me why. Maybe she just thought the restaurant wasn't open today. She just said, okay, I'll find another restaurant and send you the address later.

There was a change in plans, from the bar to the restaurant, which was even better. In fact, I didn't like going to that bar. More frankly, I didn't want to see Xiaojing and the others!

Not long after, I received Ding Ge's position, took a few deep breaths, and began to set off.

At noon, the whole world was still gray and there was no sunlight. We were in the fog, the sun was out of the fog, we couldn't go out, they couldn't come in.

Ten minutes later, we met at a restaurant.

Ding Ge was wearing a white down jacket and was still so beautiful. She wore a knitted white hat and two fluffy balls on both sides. She was a little cute. Her face was painted with exquisite makeup, which made her look even more beautiful.

Her features were picturesque and her skin was snow-white. Standing in the most brilliant scenery, she could steal all the attention. At this moment, sitting at the table by the window, she took a random photo and it was a very beautiful picture without any editing. However, her expression was light and calm like water, not the sweet smile she used to have. I still seemed to see a trace of melancholy in her eyes.

I like to see her smile. She smiles so beautifully, as if she can blow away all the haze, melt the ice and snow, and make the flowers bloom...

My heart beat faster.

I sat down opposite Ding Ge, and she called the waiter to start ordering, just like we used to go out for dinner.

Ding Ge's face was calm, as if nothing had happened. I could not see sadness, sadness, or emotion from her.

I have a feeling that I can't tell.

Ding Ge asked me what I wanted to eat. I said whatever. I haven't eaten much these days. I've lost weight.

There have been so many things going on lately that every time I was caught off guard, things were weighing on my heart, making me breathless.

There are so many things in my heart, at this time, I really hope that the gentle Ding Ge can be with me, when I need her the most, give me warmth, give me care, give me care.

In that case, I might not feel so bad.

Now, not only do I have to deal with other things, I also have to deal with things with Ding Ge, which makes me especially powerless.

I looked at Ding Ge, at this girl who haunted me, and I really wanted to be with her, marry her, and spend the rest of my life with her. This was my biggest wish in my life, so I couldn't stand this moment, so I couldn't wait to say to Ding Ge, "Ding Ge, let's get married!"

I clenched my fists, stared at Ding Ge, and said seriously, "Your id card should be ready. Let's go get it later, okay? Let's not continue like this, it's too torturous!... Ding Ge, I can't leave you. I really can't leave you!"

As I said this, I lowered my head and felt a little sad. If Ding Ge's id card hadn't been lost before, we would have gotten it already.

Maybe I need too much security now, so I said these irrational things.

"No one is inseparable from whom." Ding Ge shook her head gently at my words, and her left fingernail kept scratching her right hand. "Sometimes we feel like we can't leave someone. In fact, when we really leave, we won't feel much, let alone can't live. At first, we may be a little sad, but after a long time, we get used to it. When we get used to being alone, the pain will gradually fade away."

Listening to Ding Ge's words, my heart was turned upside down again!

Ding Ge looked at me again, "Xing Yun, I came to see you today to have a good talk with you."

I seemed to know what dinger was going to say to me, so I said in a particularly contradictory tone, "I don't want to talk about that."

I don't want to talk about breaking up, I just want to talk about getting back together!

She brushed her hair and said calmly, "I feel like I've changed a lot these days. I feel like I've become young, free, and a little unlike myself. In the past, it seemed that most of my life was focused on love, and because of love, I lost a lot of things. It was as if I had given all my time to love and had no time to do anything else. Although some words sounded hurtful, when I looked back, I really felt that some of my time was wasted."

"In the past, love was like heaven to me, where everything was beautiful, but now when I look back, I find that I am not like heaven, but more like a well. I am just a frog sitting on a well. When you come into contact with the wider and beautiful sky, you will find that your eyes were too narrow."

"I feel like I'm living a very disciplined life. When I look back, I feel like my life is meaningless. It's not what I want. Just like that poem, life is precious, love is more expensive, and for the sake of freedom, both can be thrown away."

"Xing Yun, I know that when you hear these words, you won't be able to accept it for a while, but this is really what I think. I thought I would love you for the rest of my life and love you for the rest of my life. But I realized that before I knew it, I didn't have that much to say about love anymore. It doesn't hold that much weight in my heart anymore. Although I don't want to say that, I don't think I love you that much anymore!"

Ding Ge's voice was soft and soft, like a flowing stream.

But her words seemed to carry the majestic and turbulent sea!

Listening to those words, I don't know how I feel.

Countless emotions seemed to be mixed together with countless colors, like a tributary gathered together, like waves stacked on top of each other...

I am like a boat swaying in the wind and rain, small as dust, broken and sad!

It was as if something had fallen to the ground. The sound was crisp and broken.

I seemed to understand what she meant, but I didn't seem to understand.

I don't understand. Is that why dinger broke up with me? Why does it sound so ridiculous? I frowned deeply. I thought that ding ge would not give in to me because of Lin Ya's problem. I didn't expect that she didn't mention lin ya at all. She just said something so baffling.

What she said was too surprising. I really didn't expect her to say this. I didn't understand. I was confused. What was she saying? What does she mean?

This makes me feel very strange!

But she did change a lot when she thought about how she had been with the unruly Xiaojing and the others these days, so it seemed reasonable for her to think so.

However, no matter what the reason was, when I saw the slim chance that Ding Ge was determined to break up with me and save it, I still felt heartbroken and heartbroken!

It was as if every breath was painful, every pore on my body was painful, and the intense pain seemed to magnify dozens of times in an instant, forming a storm in my heart, and then my heart turned into a pile of ruins in an instant!

I don't understand. Just because I was with a few girls I just met, the whole person suddenly changed so much? Our love suddenly became worthless?

This makes me feel incredible. What are the ups and downs we've been through? How much pain have we suffered along the way? How much did we pay for love? Now she suddenly told me that she wanted to give up? Is the past meaningless?

At this time, the waiter brought the dishes up and smelled the fragrance that floated into my nose, but I lost my appetite instantly. Ding Ge's words were like a basin of cold water, pouring me through.

Ding Ge didn't seem sad to be separated from me. She seemed very calm. She took out a pair of chopsticks and handed me another pair. Before she started eating, she said to me, "Xing Yun, I know it's hard for you to accept for a while, but it's good to think it through. We are in it, we are in the middle of it. Maybe when you look at it from another angle, it's not that complicated. It's just a relationship. Those unforgettable memories may seem like that to others. Many couples who have loved each other may get divorced after many years of marriage and cheat on each other because of their mediocrity. I think it's good to end our relationship now. After all, we really loved each other. I hope we can break up amicably so that we can be friends even if we break up."

Ding Ge's words were like arrows shooting at the bows. My body and soul fought back with all their might, but the wall of defense was as fragile as a piece of paper, instantly crumbling.

I shook my head and said, "I don't want to be friends."

I tried my best to control my emotions, but even if I gritted my teeth and tried my best to control my voice, my voice still trembled slightly, and the muscles on my face shook uncontrollably a few times.

I don't want to be friends with Ding Ge. I just want her to be my wife!

"Xing Yun!" Ding Ge patiently advised me, "You should be more open-minded. I'm just an ordinary girl. I'm not worthy of your deep love. There are many more beautiful girls than me. Maybe now you don't realize that you only believe in me, but in the future you will realize this problem. So, don't be so sad, okay? I don't want to see you sad. Maybe the breakup two years ago should be our ending. I don't know what to say. Maybe, we are destined to be together!"

I shook my head. I didn't want to listen to dinger. I didn't want to hear that.

After a while, I raised my head again, looked at Ding Ge with red eyes, and said excitedly, "What fate is it? I don't understand! All I know is that we've been through so much together, so much hardship, and we've all been through it. We're less than two months away from getting married. Tell me if we're destined or not? You told me you suddenly didn't love me much? You worked so hard for more than a year to help me pay my debts, you blocked a steel pipe for me, broke your arm, and you held a pair of scissors around your neck to elope with me. Now you suddenly tell me that you don't love me? How can I trust Ding Ge?"

My voice couldn't help but grow louder. Realizing this public place, I had to try my best to calm myself down, even though my heart was already in a storm!

"I know. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I hurt you by doing this! But, Xing Yun, I really hope we can get together!" Ding Ge added.

I feel my heart bleeding!

I don't want to leave at all!

I turned my head to look out the window. Through the window, the outside world became even more hazy. The fog made the city look so cold, without a trace of temperature, only endless cold floating.

Dinger looked at me and pleaded, "Xing Yun, I really hope you can understand me. In the past, I lived only for love, for you, not for myself. Now, I really want to live for myself. I want to live without restraint. I want to live a more natural, fulfilling, and free life! I suddenly have a lot of things I want to do, and I want to live a better life, so I can only give up on you, Xing Yun. Can you help me?"