Days after Breaking up with My Ex

A few minutes later, Lin Ya and I sat in Hu Zi's car and rushed to the hospital.

"Ding Ge had cancer, breast cancer, and by the time she was diagnosed, she was in the terminal stage. The doctor said she had about half a year left!"

After starting the car, Hu Zi said this.

All of a sudden, Lin Ya burst into tears, tears like broken beads.

When Ding Ge fainted, the clever Lin Ya suddenly realized. But when Hu Zi said that Ding Ge had breast cancer, there was still a burning pain!

Sadness and fear are like two huge scythes that pierce through our heads.

My heart ached to the extreme, thinking about the scene of Ding Ge fainting just now, as if a sword had ruthlessly pierced through my body.

I should have guessed something!

At that time, I remember that Ding Ge had two episodes of sudden discomfort, but I thought it was just her gastroenteritis, and I didn't really care. Now that I think about it, the pain at that time was mostly due to breast cancer.

Then, Hu Zi told us everything he knew.

When Ding Ge got his driver's license, Hu Zi became the president of the school, but he found out that Ding Ge didn't come to class for a few days, so he felt something was wrong. With ding ge's personality, he must be focused on getting his driver's license out, and everything else had to be pushed back.

Hu Zi was suspicious of such frequent leave, so in the following time, Hu Zi discovered Ding Ge's secret and discovered that she actually had breast cancer.

Of all our friends, only Hu Zi knew about it, and no one else knew about it! Of course, according to Ding Ge's plan, Hu Zi would not find out. It was an accident.

Hu Zi said he didn't know much, but she knew that Ding Ge had a plan: to break up with me and hide the fact that she had passed away.

She didn't want me to know about her death, because she knew it would crush me!

So Ding Ge made a detailed plan. Hu Zi didn't participate much. He only knew that the plan didn't go well. She always wanted me to give up on her, but I didn't give up no matter what, so Ding Ge asked me how to give up, and I said that unless you got married, so Ding Ge arranged a fake wedding.

In fact, Ding Ge had planned to find a fake boyfriend to provoke me from the beginning, so now she could only fake marriage. The night before Ding Ge led Hu Zi to me, they had a meeting. According to Ding Ge's previous thought, she wanted fan fan to be the fake groom.

Because from the beginning, she had buried this line. In fact, Fan Fan didn't like Ding Ge. It was all their plan, all to deceive me.

However, at this moment, Hu Zi said let me come, let me play the fake groom.

Ding Ge disagreed because she thought it was too unbelievable and easy for us to see through Hu Zi, but Hu Zi said that when my best brother appeared with my favorite woman, I had no ability to think.

Ding Ge agreed.

That was why Ding Ge and Hu Zi appeared together.

Of course, there was more than one reason why Hu Zi did this. He also had an ulterior motive. Du Ling had already approached him. He already knew the truth. Old Gao and Du Ling did not betray him. Hu Zi regretted it when he found out the truth, but the tragedy had already happened. Even if he regretted it, Old Gao was already lying in the hospital.

He has also become a vegetable!

Hu Zi wanted to atone, but he didn't know how to atone, so he wanted to appear with Ding Ge, because he knew that I would lose control, I would go crazy and jump at him, I would lose my mind, he just wanted this, he wanted to be punished, so that day when I hit him, he didn't fight back, he just let me hit him all over his face with blood and bruises.

Hu Zi said, "If we follow the original plan, the wedding will go smoothly, and you will choose to accept the truth, even if you will hate her for the rest of your life! She would rather you hate her forever! And this is the last step of the plan, but I never thought..."

"Woo woo..."

Tears blurred Lin Ya's eyes. She was crying so bitterly, so heartbreaking!

She covered her mouth, her body trembling violently, her whole body completely collapsed, and her feelings with Ding Ge for more than ten years broke out in the sound of tears of grief.

In an instant, the whole car was filled with sorrow.

She cried and said, "Why? Why is she hiding it from us!"

Listening to Lin Ya's cry, my heart seemed to be cut by a knife...

I never thought that Ding Ge had breast cancer!

I breathed deeply, and then deeply, and the whole person was already in a state of extreme depression, as if someone was strangling my throat, no matter how hard I struggled, the whole person was in a kind of suffocating pain.

I even want to scold god, god of the mud horse, why do you do this to us? Why are you doing this to dinger? How dare you come at me? What's the point of hitting on a girl?

I gritted my teeth as hard as I could, and my body was still trembling violently. This news came crashing down on me with a huge impact, as if a whole mountain was on top of my head, and my heart was indescribably heavy!

When she arrived at the hospital, Ding Ge was already in the operating room. Jing xiaoyu and Xiao nan were hugging each other and crying bitterly.

Then, from the three of them, I learned the whole truth.

Ding Ge had breast cancer, advanced, six months old, when he went home to get his household register. During those few days at home, she waited for the results at home, not that her mother was sick. She took care of her at home.

I didn't know how Ding Ge was feeling at that time, but I knew she must have been in a bad mood. She was suffering more than I was, but I didn't know anything, like a fool.

Anyway, after she came back, she had all her plans in mind. She wanted to break up with me and not let me know that she died six months later.

The first part of the plan was that the id card was lost, but it wasn't lost. Ding Ge hid it himself, so he couldn't register with me.

She really wanted to be my wife, but god only gave her six months. In this life, she felt that she had no chance to be my wife again.

After that, he started learning how to get a driver's license. In fact, learning to drive was just a fluster, because there was a good reason to move away from Lin Ya so that his next plan could be implemented.

Ding Ge couldn't tell any of her friends about her breast cancer, so she could only meet new friends. She knew xiaojing and Xiao nan, and she told Xiaojing what happened to her and asked them to help her.

It was at this point that Ding Ge's plan began to be implemented step by step!

The first step was to bring me to know Xiaojing and the others, and to have conflicts and quarrels with them. It could be said that xiaojing's existence was to stimulate me, to provoke me a little, to make me angry, to make me lose my temper. In this way, Ding Ge would defend Xiaojing and argue with me. This was the first step of the plan.

But Ding Ge knew that I wouldn't make a scene with a girl. I wasn't a hot-tempered person, so when Xiaojing and the others said something disrespectful to me, I just chose to tolerate it.

This, too, was part of Ding Ge's plan.

And Ding Ge said that her parents had gone back on their word. In fact, there was no such thing. It was just that Ding Ge lied to me. If I contacted Ding Ge's parents, I would have found out about her plan.

Then there was the movie theater encounter scene, which was actually arranged by Ding Ge. She didn't go to the movie theater with me, and I went with Lin Ya Ji Ze, and she arranged for xiao jing and xiao nan to go with Xiaoyu, and then arranged for the encounter, so that Xiaojing and the others could scold Lin Ya as a vixen.

Ding Ge knew that I could accept Xiaojing's scolding, but I would never accept Lin Ya's scolding.

Sure enough, as she had expected, I was very angry and furious, hoping that Ding Ge would not associate with Xiaojing and the others, and dinger did have an unpleasant experience with me in order to protect them.

Of course, then came the main part of the plan, Lin Ya.

Another line was Fan Fan, fan fan and Xiaojing's good friends. They had deliberately made Fan Fan show their love for Ding Ge, and then asked Fan Fan to teach ding ge how to sing. The two of them were deliberately intimate, which made me jealous.

When I get jealous, Ding Ge will say, "Are we close again? Are you close to Lin Ya?"

Ding Ge knew that Lin Ya liked me, so she deliberately made me make a choice. She and Lin Ya, I can only choose one, this request is unreasonable, but Ding Ge can only do this, and the reason she did this is to let me take the initiative to break up.

That was Ding Ge's purpose!

Xiaojing said that Ding Ge had thought of countless plans, which one was more reasonable, which one hurt me the least, and so on.

Before that, Xiaojing and the others had also helped ding ge to come up with a lot of ideas, such as letting Ding Ge break up with me on the grounds of revenge for the pain I had caused when I broke up with Ding Ge on my own initiative.

This was unreasonable and abandoned by them.

The other was Ding Ge's change, which made me hate him and broke up with me. The plan was to get Ding Ge to smoke and get tattoos, but in the end, the plan was abandoned. However, some changes were made, such as dyeing hair, changing the style of dressing and so on.

Among them, the plan that hurt me the least was to be able to make me say'let's break up' on my own initiative!

Ding Ge did so much and even asked me never to see Lin Ya again, but I still didn't say that.

I won't say it, but Ding Ge can only say it!

So, after we calmed down for a few days, Ding Ge said those words to me. Her feelings for me changed. She wanted to change her way of life. Ding Ge had expected that Lin Ya would come with me to find her.

So, when he saw us both, Ding Ge told him the secret that Lin Ya had fallen in love with me. In fact, Ding Ge didn't realize Lin Ya's strange feelings for me at first, but the two of them used to sleep in the same bed. When Lin Ya called my name in a dream one day, Ding Ge finally realized this problem.

So, when he knew that Lin Ya liked me too, Ding Ge wanted me to be with Lin Ya!

That's why she told Lin Ya the secret, not to hurt Lin Ya, not to let Lin Ya go, but to expose it between us. She wanted Lin Ya and I to be together after she left.

Because in this world, no one loves me more than lin ya. She loves me more than ding ge loves me.

Another reason was that Lin Ya was too smart! Ding Ge was afraid that Lin Ya would see the slightest flaw and make her suspicious, so when she did this, Lin Ya would not speculate in other ways.

When we are in grief, our thinking and judgment will decrease, so that's why dinger did it.

According to dinger's plan, I might give up, but I didn't.

Later, when I went to look for her, she didn't want to see me either. She finally showed up when I insisted. Ding Ge wanted me to back off, so in our conversation, when I said "Unless you're married," Ding Ge said "Okay!"

In fact, Ding Ge didn't want to arrange a fake wedding at all.

However, at this point, Ding Ge had no choice but to retire, so she could only hold a wedding with Hu Zi.

She could only carry out the deception for love!

In fact, if I hadn't come to the wedding, the wedding wouldn't have started.

However, I came after all.

After listening to xiaojing and the others, I finally understood everything! All of this was Ding Ge's plan. Xiaojing and the others didn't hate it so much. They just said it to provoke me on purpose.

Xiaojing sobbed and said to me, "Sister ding ge loves you too much, loves you too much, she has you in her head, everything she does is for you, she has thought of all the details, she has to think about every plan and even every word several times. Even though she hurt you, she did it to protect you, you know?"

Xiaoyu said, "Sister ding ge is so great. She's the greatest person I've ever met! Sister ding ge has done too much for love. God is unfair to her!"

Xiao nan said, "But no matter what Sister ding ge did, she never thought she would faint at the wedding! Perhaps, this is fate, the love between you, should not end like this. Take good care of Sister ding ge. She doesn't have much time."

When I understood all this, I slowly squatted down, tears quietly falling.

I clenched my fists, my arms trembled slightly, the veins on the back of my hand were frightening, and my nails pierced deeply into my palm!

It was as if a giant was holding me in the palm of his hand. Gradually, it was as if I heard the sound of a broken bone. Finally, my whole body was crushed into a puddle of mud!

Looking back on this period of time, all those doubts were clear.

As those images flashed through my mind frame by frame, I seemed to see Ding Ge's good intentions. Every step of her deceiving me was actually a deep and intense love.

She had always loved me and never changed her heart. It was all a lie to say that her feelings had changed and that she wanted to live a more free life, that she would marry Hu Zi.

She did this just to make herself leave quietly.

I could see the look on ding ge's face when she made these plans, her detailed arrangements for Xiaojing and the rest of them, her thoughts alone, and a person crying silently. She hid all her pain and sorrow, just for me!

Lin Ya could have saved herself from her parents' confinement on her own. I almost forgot how smart she was!

I held my head in my arms and felt a splitting headache. I wanted to hit the wall hard!

I really didn't expect that the truth of the matter would be like this. I'm such a fool. Why can't I see your plan? Why am I so stupid?

Ding Ge loves me so much, I know she won't change her mind, but I still fell for her trick!

During this time, I should have been by her side... How much pain would she have to endure alone!

...

Finally, Ding Ge opened his eyes. There were only two of us in the ward.

When I saw the haggard ding ge in front of me, I felt a surge of intense grief in my heart. My nose ached and tears flowed out.

"Ding Ge." I called Ding Ge's name, and my heart ached like a knife.

Ding Ge also had tears streaming down her eyes. She looked at me and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for Xing Yun."

Seeing the tears and guilty eyes on Ding Ge's face, I felt even more ashamed. I held her hand tightly and cried, "I should have said sorry. If only I had found out earlier."

I really want to get cancer. Why is it Ding Ge? Why her?

I really want to bear all the pain for Ding Ge, even if it's my life for hers.

"Why Ding Ge? Why are you so stupid! I already made a mistake in the beginning, why are you still like me? We can face it together, have you forgotten? We promised never to let go and never to give up." How I wish Ding Ge would tell me about this so that I could be with her earlier.

Ding Ge looked at me with pained eyes and said, "I can face the bottom with you, but I don't want to share the despair with you!"

I only feel countless ants gnawing at my skin, and my heart is already piercing pain!

I gritted my teeth, my teeth trembled, I continued to bite hard, I could not wait to break my teeth, my heart was really too painful and painful.

"Do you remember when Rainbow square was on fire? At that time, I was deliberately separated from the girl. When I escaped from the square, I thought a lot. If I really died like this, what would happen to my Xing Yun? How sad, how sad he should be! Even though I escaped the fire, the thought of leaving you a few months later made me especially sad. I couldn't bear to part with you, Xing Yun." Ding Ge's eyes sparkled with emotion.

"I can't bear to part with you either!" My heart thumped strongly, as if someone was pounding on a sandbag.

Ding Ge held my hand, and I held hers tightly. At this moment, after a long time, our hearts were finally connected.

Emotions were rolling in my body like waves blocking the sun, and the tears on my face could not stop flowing, and could no longer be controlled.

"But..." Ding Ge said with tears in her eyes, "When you said that if I hadn't escaped, you wouldn't have been able to live either, I was afraid. I was afraid that you wouldn't have thought of Xing Yun after I left! Do you know? I'm scared! So scared, so scared! The thought of you crying every day after my death, living in sorrow forever, and maybe even... I can't imagine it. So, I would rather you hate me, I would rather you hate me!"

Tears flowed from the corner of her eyes, and as I watched her cry, my heart was filled with endless sadness.

I helped her wipe her tears, but my tears had already soaked the corner of the bed.

Ding Ge reached out and touched my cheek. Her lips trembled slightly, "Even if you hate me again, five years from now, ten years from now, it will slowly fade away. You may get married and have children. You may live a happy life. So, I would rather you hate me, I would rather you hate me for the rest of your life, than see you sad for the rest of your life, sad for the rest of your life. Do you hate me, Xing Yun? Do you hate me, Xing Yun?"

I looked up, tears still streaming down my face!

The muscles on my face were trembling, my teeth were trembling, the veins in my temples were trembling, my eyes were a warm liquid, my throat was an unspeakable bitterness, and my chest was a flood of intense pain. I felt terrible! It was excruciating!

I shook my head and said, "No! I don't want it!"

I love her, I love her so much!

How could I hate her?

Tears blurred my eyes!

"Xing Yun, I regret it." At this moment, Ding Ge's face showed remorse again.

"I made a detailed plan. I thought about every step and detail of the plan for a long time, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes! I didn't expect that Hu Zi and you had a fight with Old Gao, and you broke up. I didn't expect the girl to suffer from depression, and I didn't expect it to be so much higher than the car accident. I didn't expect so many things to happen all of a sudden. All the sad things happened to you. Your heart was so painful that I should have been by your side, but I chose to hurt you at this time. Even I thought it was too much! Besides, I hurt Lin Ya so much that she almost..."

"Xing Yun, I'm really a bad woman!"

"You are not! You are not! You are the best woman in the world, the best and best woman!" My heart was pounding like a downpour.

"It's all your fault!" Ding Ge looked at me reproachfully and said, "Why don't you just give up on you? Why? If you had given up earlier, I wouldn't have made so many mistakes! And your insistence only allowed me to keep going. It's all your fault!"

"Yes, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!" It was all my fault. In Ding Ge's most helpless time, I was still blaming her. I was the stupidest boyfriend in the world!

"If I had another chance, I would never do it again."

Speaking of this, Ding Ge's face suddenly showed an extremely painful look. She closed her eyes and held my hand tightly! I felt a strong fear all over my body in an instant, and my hair stood up like an explosion.

"Ding Ge!" My heart was like a dry ground, splitting into pieces.

After a while, Ding Ge slowly opened her eyes. A gentle smile suddenly appeared on the corner of her mouth. She whispered to me, "If time goes back, I will cherish this last time. I will be by your side every day. I will never be separated from you again!"

"We still have a chance. Don't give up, Ding Ge. We still have a chance! Shall we treat it well? I will be with you, always by your side. I will never leave you again, never leave you again. We will never be separated again, okay?"

Ding ge looked at me, her dark eyes shining with a moving light. She smiled at me, blooming like the most beautiful flower in the world. Then, she nodded at me and nodded heavily.

I held her hand, and I will never be separated from Ding Ge again!