Days Of Getting Rich In Another World

Days Of Getting Rich In Another World Chapter 192

"It's nonsense, I've never thought about it!"

"You have, but you just don't want to admit it, in fact, you are just being taught Let’s face our true heart, do what we really want to do, kill, destroy, and enjoy lust, that’s the life we really aspire to.”

Ye Xun moved in his heart at that time, and seemed to realize something.

"You are not my heart, you are a demon, and you want to tempt me to fall!"

The voice was silent for a while: "It's amazing, in this state, you can actually You can still stay awake. As a human, you are indeed worthy of praise. Yes, I am a demon, but what I just said is the truth. You should know better than me, if your trust in the church is not shaken, in other words, if you yourself I can't get into your spirit without evil thoughts, so let's face it, the fall is your own inner desire, I'm just helping you."

"No, I never had such thoughts. , you're just taking advantage of it, Meria..." At that time, Ye Xun started to struggle and tried to call out to his companions, the voice was obviously a little anxious.

"What a stubborn guy, God and God treat you like that, why should you be so loyal to them!?"

"It's my own business, I can't talk about it You demons, choose for me!"

"Well, originally I didn't want to use force, but since you are stubborn, don't blame me."

"You What do you want to do?"

"It's nothing, since you dare not do some things yourself, I will do them for you!" She tried her best to resist her own body, and the two sides fell into a stalemate for a while.

"You are such a stubborn woman, do you think that you can still maintain the so-called holiness? Have you forgotten the nun who was killed by you and those comrades who died in vain? In fact, you have long been You're a sinner!"

This remark of the other party just happened to say the two things that Ye Xun was most unwilling to face, when he thought of the scene of the nun's tragic death, and the thought of his comrade-in-arms who died in front of him, Ye Mun's mental defense finally collapsed.

"I've been a sinner for a long time..." Ye Jian kept repeating that sentence in her heart, and her heart was shaken like never before. When her will was not firm, she immediately gave the other party a chance to take advantage of it. Eventually, that force took over her body, and "Nightmare Night" and the associated chain of events followed.

As Zhao Xu and the others guessed, Ye Xun was actually still conscious at the time, in other words, she knew what Theron did with her body, and the reason for it was related to Zhao Xu and the others. Others' guesses are slightly different. On the one hand, it is true that because the willpower of the leaf fungus is stronger than ordinary people, even Theron cannot completely suppress it. On the other hand, Theron actually deliberately did not do that, in order to make the leaf fungus suffer , despair, this is the bad taste of the Demon Race that Jeros said.

And the fact is that Theron has also achieved her goal. That kind of powerlessness and despair completely destroyed Ye Xun's heart, and even she was a little bit complaining about Jeros and the others why they wanted to save herself, so she just did it. Let her never wake up, at least that way she won't have to suffer so much.

Of course, Ye Jian explained the whole thing to Zhao Xu without revealing so many details, and she finally said: "If it's just killing Zemowski and the others, I feel guilty, but I'm not desperate. , after all, as you said, Theron faked my hands, but it can control my body, it means that at least once I had doubts about my beliefs and life, this is what I can't forgive myself Place, I've killed so many creatures in the name of justice for a long time, but in the end I can't uphold justice myself, is there anything more shameful than this? Maybe Theron is right, I'm already a sinner ."

Speaking of this, Zhao Xu found that Ye Jun's eyes were wet, and he could not even imagine that the arrogant and paranoid "Frost Death God" would cry in front of him after going back a few months. Of course, as a transmigrator Zhao Xu I don't think it's a shameful thing to cry in front of people, but it at least shows the fragility of the person's heart at that time, which shows how much this incident has hit Ye Fungus.

Zhao Xu was very emotional at the time. He understood that many people may not be able to understand Ye Xun's inner pain at this time, because most people in the world are different in appearance, and their so-called moral right and wrong are often just Using what restrains others, it's another thing when it's your turn, but Ye Xun is different. You can say that she has a misinterpretation of "justice", but you can't say that she has double standards. What she asks of others is also what she asks of herself. Yes, so now that she realizes that she didn't stick to the bottom line, Ye Xun's pain is far more intense than that of ordinary people. In other words, her entire life position no longer exists, which is actually not much different from killing a person. , Zhao Xu didn't know how to persuade for a while.

At this time, Ye Xun seemed to realize something and said, "Men...William, I know you are different from others, you can understand what I am thinking now, so please leave me alone, let me It's self-defeating like this."

For the first time since the acquaintance, Ye Yen called Zhao Xu's "name" directly, and even used "beg", which shows that Ye Yen's will has been depressed at this time. But the more she is like this, the more Zhao Xu feels that he can't stand idly by. On the one hand, after a series of recent events, he really began to feel a little different about Ye Mun, and on the other hand, he didn't want to see a real person in the mundane world. He still adheres to the principle, and those who refuse to follow the crowd disappear. He understands too much how valuable these qualities are.

"Executive...I know you're feeling bad right now, and I don't want to say those high-sounding words to comfort you. In fact, it's me. If I've experienced so many things, I'm afraid I'm more negative than you. , but in reality I don't want to see you have no desire to improve like this, neither does Jeros, nor does Melia and many others, why do people think so? One is to care about you, you are never alone , many people are standing with you, and..." Zhao Xu couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Perhaps we are selfish, and we have placed some wishes on you that we cannot achieve. In fact, everyone has some things they want to stick to, but in the face of reality, most people choose to compromise. , or even give up. Of course, we will find various reasons to excuse ourselves, but how many are really willing? The executive officer is different. We may not agree with many things you insist on, but your uncompromising , I and many others admire it very much, you understand the consequences of beating Zemowski in public, but you have no hesitation, you understand what it means to refuse to accept the sentence, but you still dare to say no, maybe You don't think it yourself, but this is really something that many people don't have the courage to do in their entire lives. At this point, you, like that Abe Kaoru, have become an example to many of us, let's start to believe in justice again, so If you have no desire to improve now, you are giving up not only your own life, but also the motivation for many of us to move forward."