Dear Husband's So Wild

After Gu Zeyan hung up the phone, he turned and saw Tang Wan standing at the door of the study.

"Why, something?" Gu Zeyan said slowly.

"Well, something."

"You say."

"I......" Tang Wan's face obviously hesitated. She hung her eyes. She hesitated. "I want to go back to my mother for a few days."

"What?" Gu Zeyan flashed a dark color at the bottom of his eyes and sank his eyes.

"You asked me if I would like to marry you and gave me a week to consider, but I hope this kind of consideration is without you around. Gu Zeyan, let's separate for a few days. Let me think about the problem I couldn't understand before. In addition, you can also consider whether it was an impulsive decision to marry me these days. You know, some people him People... "

"Do you think I made a decision to marry you in court?" Gu Zeyan's voice suddenly cooled down. "Tang Wan, the word impulse can be used on anyone, but it should not be used on me."

The man's voice became a cold line, and his face was slightly cold. He was angry.

The atmosphere in the study suddenly solidified. Tang Wan felt the cold from Gu zesec. He began to feel a little uneasy at the bottom of his heart and hesitated to go on.

After a moment of silence, Tang Wan squeezed his fingers and opened his mouth, "Gu Zeyan, I don't want to lie to you. It's true that I said I hated you before, but now I have feelings for you. It's also true. I tried to tell you that it's my own illusion. I can't think about you, but I feel bad about deceiving myself and others. Facts have proved that I do have ideas about you. Now this feeling is getting stronger and stronger, and I know I can't continue Escape. "

"I told you before that I wanted to be free, because your tyranny made me feel out of breath, and you know, we started because of an unequal agreement. It is precisely because of this agreement that I always feel that I have no self-esteem in front of you, like a enslaved person. Maybe I want not only freedom, but also equality and dignity. I don't know I hope you always order me to do this, don't allow me to eat that, obey everything for your instructions, and accept your punishment if you don't accept it. "

"I always thought that the feelings starting with equality and freedom were what I really wanted, but I ignored some things. From the beginning, there was no equality and freedom between us. You broke into my life with an absolutely overbearing attitude and penetrated every corner of my world, just like a tree rooted in the land. The longer it took, the more I couldn't take you out of my life Peel it off. "

Tang Wan looked into Gu Zeyan's eyes and continued: "I know what I'm saying is useless, because you don't want to hear the answer you don't like from me after a week, but I still want to separate from you for a period of time and think it over carefully, because I don't know how long I can maintain this feeling about you, and I'm not sure whether I want to attach my lifelong trust to you because of this feeling You, and I'm even more uncertain whether to be prepared to bear your right to restrict my freedom after marriage because of this inexplicable... Uncontrollable feeling... "

Gu Zeyan didn't care about everything else. He only heard a sentence from Tang Wan. She had feelings for herself.

Gu Zeyan's slightly cold face eased down. He tightly coagulated Tang Wan's sight and said, "Tang Wan, do you have feelings for me?"

Gu Zeyan stared at his eyes so warmly that Tang Wan was speechless for a moment.

Under Gu Zeyan's strong gaze, Tang Wan finally opened her mouth. She nodded and said, "yes."

There was another silence. Gu Zeyan opened his mouth again with dark eyes and said, "I restrict your freedom because I don't like you to get close to other men and won't last too long. When you marry me and a man who thinks about you like Lu Fengnian gives up automatically, I will give you back."

"Well..."

"In addition, I'm not sure if I want to attach my lifelong trust to me because of some feeling. This is a sign of lack of trust in me. I may not really understand your psychology, but I know myself enough." Gu Zeyan said slowly: "Tang Wan, I have only proposed to two people in my life, one is Sheng Shuxian, the other is you. I clearly remember that one day after proposing to Sheng Shuxian, she betrayed me and went to bed with my eldest brother. In the next six years, I hated her and hated her, but I never touched any woman again. It was not because I had a shadow on women, but because I proposed to her At that time, I made a commitment... "

"I promised her that I would only marry her in my life. At that time, she was just 20 years old. She and I went skiing abroad. When we met an avalanche, they fell into the crevice of the narrow cave. Her leg was broken, like a poor little girl. At that time, I looked at her pale face through the moonlight and wondered how to distract her attention from her legs So he asked her to marry him. "

Gu Zeyan stated this amazing past without expression, and his tone was indifferent and alienated, as if he was not a party.

Tang Wan never thought that Gu Zeyan would tell him this at that time. Was it because she was white to him, so he was white to her?

However, there was always something bad in her heart. When Gu Zeyan heard that she had proposed to Sheng Shuxian.

"And then?"

"Then she agreed to my proposal," Gu Zeyan said with a dark eyebrow, "I protected her for 12 years because of the palpitation I first met when I was young. Maybe the feelings in my youth were simple enough to be remembered all my life. I thought I would never fall in love with a second person in this life except Sheng Shuxian. I also thought that after giving Sheng Shuxian a promise, I would not marry a second person, but it made me meet you, Tang Wan. I don't easily promise to marry A person is because the enthusiasm of twelve years of youth has been used on a person. Perhaps it is too impressive. I clearly remember the scene when I proposed to her. She cried and said her pain. Some people said that forgetting the past is tantamount to betrayal. It doesn't matter to me. I can forget many things, but I can't forget the bright starry night sky that night, and I promised her... "

"Sticking to the previous promise is not to prove anything, nor do you still have an old love for Sheng Shuxian. If you have to ask for an explanation, you can't let go. But when I proposed to you in court, I realized that the promise of marrying Sheng Shuxian alone belongs to Gu Zeyan. Now Gu Zeyan only wants Tang Wan, If Gu Zeyan once could swear to marry Sheng Shuxian alone, then Gu Zeyan now can clearly tell Tang Wan that in the long years to come, he can spend his next life telling her that he must marry her... "