Dear Mr.Huo: I still love you

Until at last there was no light, just like the bottomless sea water.

He turned around, got in and left.

The tears gathered in my eyes finally fell down. My heart was as painful as a knife. It was dripping with blood.

Maybe God has mercy on me and sympathizes with me. It started to thunder in the air, and then the pouring rain poured down, mixing the tears on my face with the rain. No one can see whether I was drunk or not.

"Xi ran, Xi ran, you go into the house. It's easy to get wet in such a heavy rain." My father took an umbrella and my mother wrapped me in a large bath towel and surrounded me into the house.

Mother loves me, but she doesn't know how to comfort me.

In my ears are my parents' sighs, which makes me feel very uncomfortable.

"Xi ran, don't do this. I'm to blame for this. If I hadn't insisted on matching you with Xu Liu, things wouldn't have developed like this now." Said the mother.

I reached out and took my mother's hand. I opened the corners of my mouth and tried to make myself look relaxed.

"Mom, what are you talking about! I know you are also for my good. I'm useless when things go on. Don't say that in the future. "

"Hey... Go and take a hot bath. Now the weather is getting colder. It's not good for you all the time. Go quickly. Sister Zhang has put hot water for you." Mother took me to the room.

I went into the bathroom and closed the door.

The bathroom was quiet, and I couldn't help crying.

People are born to suffer. There are seven hardships in life: birth, old age, illness and death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, and can't beg.

How do I feel that I have tasted all these hardships in my short life?

Or did my quilt really destroy the earth?

I thought sadly.

The body was soaked in hot water. Sister Zhang should have dropped essential oil in the bath water. Such a bubble really made me feel much better.

After soaking, I went to bed directly. My cell phone tinkled in my ear, and I had no psychological problems.

The window is open. I can just see the night sky outside when I lie in bed.

The scattered stars in the night looked lonely.

Turn over, close your eyes and force yourself to sleep.

But as soon as I close my eyes, I can see Xu Liu standing in front of me without talking. He just stands and looks at me as if he is silently asking me why I don't love him. He has even paid his life for me.

Besides Xu Liu, there is his mother.

She pointed to my nose, scolded me as a heartless white eyed wolf and asked me to return her son.

His hands were pinched around my neck and his eyes were wide and frightening.

I feel like I'm suffocating, as if I'm going to die the next second.

"Xi ran! Xi ran, what's the matter with you! Xi ran... "Someone in my ear was shouting my name in a hurry, so anxious and so panic.

I had already accepted my fate, but after hearing the voice, I began to struggle.

I recognized that it was my mother's voice. She was calling me.

No, I can't just die. What if my mother and father die?

I've seen Xu Liu's parents send black hair to white haired people. It's so heartbreaking and painful.

If the definition and filial piety cannot be satisfied, I choose filial piety.

Xu Liu, forgive me, forgive my selfishness. What I owe you in the next life will be redoubled!

"Drink -" took a hard breath. I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling. I didn't return to my mind for a long time. My chest fluctuated violently, as if I wanted to compensate for the few breaths of air I suffocated in my dream.