Dear Mr.Huo: I still love you

I wore long sleeves and put my arms on the table. My sleeves were opened. There were dense scars on them. Some had scabs, and some were even bloody.

Dr. Sun's pupil dilated instantly. It seemed that he was shocked by my injury.

"What the hell is going on?"

"This is my own cut. Recently, I found that I can't control my emotions more and more, and often want to get angry, but I know clearly in my heart that it's wrong to do so, so I..." I lock my at home and don't go out. When I'm most excited, I even use self mutilation to relieve my anger.

"How long have you been like this?" Dr. Sun's expression became serious.

"About half a month." I remember slowly.

In an instant, I saw a woman hanging on the wall behind Dr. Sun again.

"Zhao mengyan! Zhao mengyan, what the hell do you want to do! " As soon as the woman hit the ashtray on the wall, his hands fell on the ashtray and disappeared.

Dr. Sun didn't expect that I would suddenly vent my temper and look dignified in my eyes.

"Miss Zhou, I'm afraid you're in such a situation..."

"What?" After a vent, I calmed down again, but my heart was pounding and scared.

"I suggest you go to the hospital. General psychological counseling can't play any role for you." Dr. Sun's words shocked me.

go to the hospital?

"This is the phone number of a friend of mine. I will say hello to him and help you make an appointment for him."

"Dr. Sun, what do you mean? Why should I go to the hospital? What hospital? Do you also say I'm crazy! " I stood up and grabbed Dr. Sun's wrist and refused to let go.

At this time, I look hysterical and really like a madman.

"Miss Zhou, Miss Zhou, calm down, take a deep breath, take a deep breath, yes, adjust your mood with my actions." Seeing that I was out of control for a moment, Dr. Sun could only stabilize my mood again.

I followed his movements, and my irritable mood was a little calmer.

But I can't accept that I'm crazy.

"Dr. Sun, tell me, am I hopeless? Isn't it? "

"Listen to me, Miss Zhou. The people who go to the hospital are not necessarily crazy. They are neuropathy. I just want you to see if there are other things controlling your emotions besides mental stress. Now try to keep quiet and don't be angry." Dr. Sun calmed me down, and then slowly swayed in front of me with a pocket watch.

My eyes wandered with my pocket watch, and then sleepiness slowly hit me.

I heard someone talking to me. Let me sleep quietly. The voice was soft as if my mother coaxed me to sleep when I was a child. My heart calmed down a little, closed my eyes and fell into a dream.

This is the safest sleep I've had in so long.

I didn't dream of anything. I couldn't feel anything.

When I woke up, the light in the house was dim. I didn't see where Dr. Sun had gone. I got up and turned around. I saw a room with a light on, and the light came through the crack in the door.

I walked over and heard someone talking inside.

"Dr. Sun, how is Xi Ran's condition now?"

"Miss Zhou's condition is hard to say now..."