Dear Mr.Huo: I still love you

"Huo Yancheng, be careful!" I screamed. After that, Huo Yancheng, who had been lying on his stomach, suddenly woke up with worry and tension in his eyes.

"Xi ran, what happened?" He took my hand and asked seriously.

But I found that the Zhao mengyan in nurse's clothes I saw just now had disappeared.

It's an illusion! It's an illusion again!

I think I'm going crazy. I'm really crazy. I'm driven crazy.

Huo Yancheng saw that I was pale and ready to call a doctor, but I stopped him.

"No, don't call the doctor in." I gasped for breath.

I'm afraid when I see that I'm wearing a white coat. It's that uncontrollable fear. I can't help shaking all over.

Huo Yancheng grabbed my hand and asked me again, "are you really okay?"

I shook my head. "It's really all right."

After confirmation, Huo Yancheng sat down by the bed again. I looked at Huo Yancheng's thin cheeks and his not so good face. I felt distressed. "You must have been working hard by the bed. Don't keep watching me. Go back and have a rest."

"It's all right. I can rest here, too."

I listened to Huo Yancheng's words and felt very warm.

But in my current situation, I can't promise anything to Huo Yancheng.

I feel like I'm getting worse and worse.

Hallucinations are also more serious. Sometimes I really can't control myself.

Dr. Sun's words echoed in my ear again, "if the current situation continues, it is either suicide or murder."

Can I kill? If I had said it before, I would have thought it was nonsense, but now I know that I may really be. It is not under my own control. Impulsive emotions are like demons, which will not only devour me, but also the people around me.

"Huo Yancheng, I really appreciate that you have been with me during this time, but can I ask you to stay away from me in the future?" My tone is really begging.

Huo Yancheng's eyes were deeply hurt, "Xiran, don't say anything now. I can't leave in your current situation. Have a good rest and don't think about anything else."

What else do I want to say, but my weak body can't support me for too long.

I don't want to sleep, but even if I endure, I will still sleep in the end. Sometimes I don't even know whether I'm asleep or awake. Zhao mengyan lingers in my mind.

"Recently, we found a body in the suburbs. After DNA identification, it was a woman named Zhang Mei who was a nanny at Zhou Ran's house." I woke up in a daze and heard someone talking on the side.

I didn't hear what was said clearly, but I heard the word 'Zhang Mei'.

What happened to Sister Zhang? Is she back?

"Brother Cheng..." my voice was so low that I could hardly hear what I said.

Huo Yancheng turned around fiercely. I saw Peng Yu standing beside Huo Yancheng. Their faces were dignified, but they all looked complex when they saw me wake up.

"Peng Yu, is sister-in-law Zhang back?" I asked suspiciously.

Peng Yu's eyes twinkled, as if there was something difficult to hide.

I turned my attention to Huo Yancheng again, and a bad feeling flashed in my heart, "is something wrong? What happened to Sister Zhang? "

"It's all right. Sister Zhang is all right." Huo Yancheng said.