Dear Mr.Huo: I still love you

Seeing me sad, the doctor comforted me and said, "don't worry too much. Now it's the patient's situation. How to choose to see you."

I'm not sure which of the two methods is more feasible when I finish talking, and I don't even think it's feasible when I see the doctor!

"Thank you, doctor." I said politely to the doctor. Then I went out of the doctor's office and walked back to my mother's ward. However, my feet were as heavy as lead a few meters away.

What should I do? What if mom asks? How can I explain to mom? Lie to her that Dad's okay? But the actual situation is surgical treatment or drug treatment. What should I say? My mind is now in chaos, and my heart is like a big stone, heavy to death.

"Xi ran?" Huo Yancheng called back my thoughts. I looked up at him and felt uncomfortable. I came forward and hugged him tightly, and my tears fell.

"What should I do? The doctor said that Dad could not be treated conservatively with surgery or drugs! What should I do? Mom knows what to do? " I endured the cry, and my throat ached because of the tears. The whole person was like a lost child.

Huo Yancheng patted me on the back and said painfully, "don't worry, you can't cry like this! Wait, what if Mom sees it? You wash your face before you go to your mother's ward. " With that, Huo Yancheng pushed me away and wiped away my tears. His voice was also very worried and said, "Xi ran, I'll go to the hospital and ask again. You go to appease your mother first. If necessary... Don't tell her the truth."

Huo Yancheng paused when he spoke, but I understood his embarrassment. When he said this, I also strengthened my idea. Anyway, I'd better not let my mother know first? After all, she's not in good shape.

When I saw Huo Yancheng go to the doctor's office, I folded and went to the bathroom. After wiping the tears off my face, I went back to my mother's ward. Although I was smiling on my face, my heart was still heavy.

"Xi ran, what did the doctor say?" My mother was so excited when she saw me back that her hand was shaking when she grabbed me.

My heart sank, mom, how can I tell you the truth?

I had some acid in my eyes and pulled the corners of my mouth to explain: "Mom, I didn't see the doctor. The director of the hospital and the doctor are still discussing my father's condition in the office. I overheard what the doctor said about the operation. Don't worry. Yan Cheng went to ask."

I took my mother to sit by the bed. I didn't know whether it was right or wrong. I just felt like a sinner. I didn't dare to confess to her or say anything. I could only pretend to be relaxed, so that my mother wouldn't doubt anything.

"Well! Then we'll wait for the news from Yancheng. " My mother is a little lost. Maybe waiting for the result is a kind of suffering for her? Seeing her like this, I think of the doctor's words again. I just feel terrible in my heart.

The ward suddenly became quiet. I looked at the door of the ward from time to time and suddenly found that waiting was indeed a kind of suffering. Moreover, what the doctor told me must be told by Huo Yancheng. He would hide it from his mother as well as from his mother. I don't know if he would hide it well in front of my mother.

A moment later, Huo Yancheng came back. As soon as my mother saw him, she nervously grabbed my hand. Although she looked at Huo Yancheng very gently, her voice had become unstable: "Yan Cheng, how's your father's condition?"