Dear Mr.Huo: I still love you

"Xi ran, I think you and Yan Cheng have made themselves scarred. My parents don't think much about it, but you... Really can't. why don't you let it go first? Don't think so much, you won't be so sad. " My mother said to me while wiping my tears. It is conceivable that she can say such words because it hurts others to abuse her daughter.

I looked at my mother. I wanted to have a solution, even if it was a divorce, but Huo Yancheng didn't even explain clearly. Did he force me to take the initiative to tell him about divorce? But he doesn't shrink his head and tail like this.

"Mom, why didn't you tell me after Lin Shanshan came to you that day? Did she do anything drastic to you? " I ignored my mother's words and led the topic to Lin Shanshan, because I don't know what decision I should make at the moment.

Divorce? Huo Yancheng wasn't there, and he didn't give me a clear divorce attitude. No divorce? It really bothers me to be so awkward.

My mother looked at me with a helpless sigh and said, "Lin Shanshan didn't say anything. She said she was pregnant, but Xi ran, how does my mother feel that Yan Cheng didn't know about her pregnancy? Maybe it's not what we think? "

I smiled bitterly and didn't speak. It's not what we thought. What is it? If it's not Huo Yancheng's child, why doesn't Huo Yancheng explain? Besides, if something really happened that night, they must have drunk too much. Where does Huo Yancheng remember what he did?

I'm most angry with Huo Yancheng now. Since he did it, why didn't he tell me? Even divorce me. What does he mean by leaving? It means to let me back off?

But on second thought, we are very happy together these two days. He drives me to and from work every day, eats delicious food, and even... Isn't it! As soon as I smoked in my heart, I couldn't help but have a bad idea, that is... Is this the last tenderness given to me by Huo Yancheng? Or did he try to find countless opportunities to make it clear to me during this period, but he didn't have the heart? But

At this moment, no one knows my inner collapse and suffering. That feeling is like an ant on a hot pot. I can no longer stand any suffering.

"Xi ran, are you wondering what's going on in Huoyan city?" My mother handed me a piece of paper towel and looked at me with worry.

I sighed silently. If I didn't return to my mother, what if I wanted to know? Huo Yancheng wouldn't tell me at all. If he wanted to tell me, he wouldn't turn around and leave. Even a word, even a look, didn't leave me.

Looking back now, I'm afraid when Lin Shanshan called me to her ward at that time, Huo Yancheng once told me to leave for fear that I would know the truth? Finally! Lin Shanshan designed me so many times and finally succeeded this time. She must be happy in her heart?

Seeing that I didn't speak, my mother sighed silently, worried that I was too sad, and comforted me casually: "Xi ran, no matter what the future between you and Yancheng is, my mother hopes you can make it clear this time, misunderstanding or the truth. My mother doesn't want you to be so depressed in your heart, and she also hopes you can get a result, even the worst result, At least then you'll die. "

I looked at my mother in amazement. I didn't expect that she was not scolding Huo Yancheng at this time, but comforting me.