At night, the nurse went to the bathroom. Xiaoxing got up and went into the ward to watch, while Qin Jun leaned against the sofa for a nap.

Xiaoxing sat in front of Gu Lingling's hospital bed and looked at her pale face with a slight tingling in her heart.

Anyway, she is a pregnant woman. She shouldn't really argue with her and even deliberately stimulate her... She gently held Gu Lingling's hand and whispered, "Lingling, I'm sorry... Everything is bad for me. I shouldn't deliberately stimulate you in that way to test you. I know you've been waiting for the wedding for so long, but I'm doing that

What hurt you... "As soon as she opened her mouth, Xiaoxing's tears fell on the back of Gu Lingling's hand, and her fingertips moved slightly, but Xiaoxing didn't notice it, and she was still immersed in a low mood:" last night I recalled the point where we got along

Bit by bit, looking at the photos we took together in the sea of flowers in Heyang... How nice it would be if everything could go back to that time... "

"Sister Xiaoxing..." Gu Lingling's weak voice suddenly came!

Xiaoxing was stunned, and then happily held her hand: "Lingling! You're awake!"

"What's the matter with me?" Gu Lingling asked weakly. She seemed to want to sit up, but as soon as she moved, she felt pain all over!

"Don't move!" Xiao Xing opened her mouth, but found herself unable to explain. No, she didn't have the heart to open it!

Gu Lingling looked around blankly and found that she seemed to be in the hospital. In an instant, she recalled what had happened before she was unconscious!

children!

She suddenly reached out and touched her stomach. For a moment, her brain was "buzzing", and she almost fainted again!

Seeing this, Xiaoxing quickly took her hand and comforted her: "Lingling, don't think about it. You're still very young now. There's still a chance after you and zhanbai. You..."

Before she finished her words, Gu Lingling was already in tears!

Seeing her like this, Xiaoxing really can't go on, and all the comforting words look incomparably pale!

She herself has experienced such a moment, so she completely understands Gu Lingling's heartache!

In the lounge, Qin Jun vaguely heard the movement. He walked to the ward and found that Gu Lingling woke up!

However, just looking at Xiaoxing's expression, we can know what Gu Lingling's situation is at the moment. He sighed gently, turned back and stopped the nurse who was going in: "go next door and have a rest."

Although the nurse was puzzled, he walked away obediently.

In the ward at this time, Gu Lingling covered her face and cried bitterly. Her thin body trembled gently. It was very pitiful!

After a long time, Xiaoxing took a handkerchief and wiped her tears: "you are still very weak. If you cry like this, you will hurt your body and zhanbai will be distressed..."

"But... But my heart really hurts..." Gu Lingling sobbed and said.

This kind of psychological pain is completely better than physical pain!

Only her own heart knows how much she expects of the child. So many expectations day and night end up like this, and the reason is just her own quick talk!

Teach her how to accept the result?

Xiaoxing held her hand: "I know..."

"You don't know!" Gu Lingling took back her hand and cried.

Xiaoxing shook his head: "no, I know!"

Her firm words stunned Gu Lingling. She stared at Xiao Xing blankly.

It seems that Xiaoxing is trying to pull out a smile, but she can't laugh. In that way, it's more ugly than crying: "I really know... Once, ah Jun and I also had a bunch of twin children..."

Xiaoxing said, unconsciously falling into that memory: "at that time, I was seriously ill, and the doctor said... I had to take the child out, otherwise I would not survive. Finally, they made this decision for me..."

That's the last thing Xiaoxing wants to think of. It hurts every time he thinks of it!

Gu Lingling was stunned for a long time and finally mumbled: "do you... Do you hate him?" "I hated..." Xiaoxing didn't hide it. Although she knew how hard Qin Jun made this decision, she still couldn't convince herself at that time, "Because of this, he and I almost missed it... But what I hate more is myself. As a mother, I failed to protect my children, and even sacrificed my children's lives to live in the world... I even want to die, but how can I be willing to give up when I think that my life was changed by my children's life

There is a Jun, if I go too, I'm afraid he can't live alone... "

Gu Lingling stopped crying, but was stunned. It seemed that she was thinking about Xiaoxing's words.

Seeing that she seemed to have an epiphany, Xiaoxing continued: "Lingling, think about zhanbai. He has lost his child. If something happens to you, how should he live?"

Gu Lingling's mind suddenly recalled what Zhan Bai and Gu Xiaoyue had said before. She smiled bitterly: "will he really care?"

Maybe, it has always been just wishful thinking! As soon as she said this, Xiaoxing said seriously, "it's unfair for zhanbai to say that! Since your accident, he has been watching you step by step. He hasn't slept all day and night. No one can call him away. You didn't see him at that time

I'm really scared to death! I have known him for such a long time and have never seen him like this. If it doesn't matter, what is care? "

Gu Lingling lowered her eyebrows. Is that true?

So, what does his words mean?

At this time, her mind was in chaos. She really didn't know whether she should believe it, not whether she should believe Xia Xiaoxing, but whether she should believe Zhan Bai

"I advised him to have a rest because I was afraid he couldn't bear it. My aunt took him along. If you want to see him, I'll call him now..."

Xiao Xing said and took out her mobile phone. However, Gu Lingling grabbed her wrist: "don't... don't cry, let him rest..."

At this moment, she really didn't think about how to face zhanbai.

She can put down the grudges with Xia Xiaoxing for a while and calculate slowly later, but she can't do it for zhanbai.

As they were talking, they suddenly heard Qin Jun's voice outside the ward——

"Why are you here?"

Then, Zhan Bai's slightly tired voice came in - "I really can't sleep. As soon as I close it, my mind is full of Lingling. I really... Can't put her down for a moment, so I came here..."

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